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Chapter 142 [140 Three] Li Wanting is here-
Zhu Yuan sat by the bed holding the bell of the soul, and sang a divine song with a slightly hoarse voice to help her summon the soul.

She kept singing and singing until a white shadow appeared beside the bed, and she was not at ease until her frightened soul returned to its place.

At that time, Zhu Yuan was already exhausted, and when he opened the door of Zhang Jie's room tiredly, he happened to bump into Tunhua standing outside the door.

She pursed her lips and lost her usual hippie smile, Zhu Yuan asked her, "What are you doing standing here?"

Tunhua lowered her eyes and said, "I want to chat with sister."

Zhu Yuan shrugged and spread his hands, "Look, I'm very tired now, I think I should rest first."

Tunhua quickly said: "Just two questions, sister."

Zhu Yuan nodded, "You say."

"Are sister married to Master Jiu?"

"Well, the certificate has been obtained, and the ceremony has not yet been held."

Tun Hua took a deep breath and asked the second question, "You know this is not a good turning point, it might be the entrance to hell, right?"

Zhu Yuan was stunned after hearing this, and then said with a smile: "Why is it not a good turning point? He loves me very much in this life, why do you look down on sister so much?"

Tun Hua shook her head, "Sister, no one can compare to me in my heart, I know you told us that he loves you because you are afraid that we will worry.

But I can tell, you're tired, you're not happy, so you knew it early on, but you didn't say it, right? "

Zhu Yuan continued to smile, and reached out to stroke the hair on top of her head, "Don't think so much, I'll take care of it."

Tunhua's eyes were slightly red, and said: "Sister, let's go back to Yihuai Mountain after the Chinese New Year! Okay?"

Zhu Yuan sighed softly, and said softly: "I am a wife now, how can I just leave?
Well, go to rest!I'm tired too, I'll chat with you tomorrow. "

After Zhu Yuan finished speaking, she yawned and went back to her bedroom. As soon as the door was closed, her relaxed demeanor disappeared immediately.

Instead, it is physical and mental exhaustion.
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Zhu Yuan fell asleep in a daze after lying on the bed for a while, and slept very deeply.

The dream was very messy, and the images of the great battle back then frequently appeared in her mind, and that was the first time she shed tears of blood.

That's right, blood and tears.

It was as if the blood from the apex of the heart rushed to the brain and flowed out from the eyes.

In that battle, she lost everything.

Family, lover, friend, clan.

Only Tun Hua and Qing Nu stayed with her, the three of them seemed to be wandering spirits in this world.

Before he died, the man looked at her with hatred, his eyes could reach hell with a single glance, and in the past, his eyes would only be gentle to her.

She was wrong, she shouldn't have.

She traded her freedom for several reincarnations of his. Is it her obsession, or is it just another mistake.

It's not that she can't die, she also lives forever, but she is no different from human beings, she can get sick and die, it's not that obsession that keeps her alive until now.

She wants to bring the one she loves back to her hometown.

Zhu Yuan felt that her face was cold, and she cried again, in the silent night.

She dazedly stretched out her hand to wipe it, but she noticed a trace of abnormality around her. There was a different smell in the room, which did not come from humans.

She slowly opened her eyes and looked at the woman sitting beside her bed, and asked, "Li Wanting?"

The woman nodded in a birthday suit, her face was covered with many scars, as if her body had been broken, and it was a human body jigsaw puzzle that was put together again.

Zhu Yuan sat up from the bed, leaned lazily against the head of the bed, lowered his head and lit a cigarette, and said slowly, "Why do you want to come here?"

Her eyes were full of resentment, and when she looked at Zhu Yuan, she was not cruel, but it was a bit distressing.

"I'm here to make a deal with you." Her tone was also very normal, without any waves.

The two seemed to be friends who had known each other for a long time, and they were having an ordinary conversation.

Zhu Yuan asked curiously, "What deal do you want to make with me?"

"Give me Zhang Jie, and I'll tell you the location of the person blocking your way. What do you think?"

Zhu Yuan didn't hate Li Wanting, and when Zhang Jie told the story, she couldn't hate this girl anymore.

Since she can treat her friends with sincerity, regardless of gains or losses, how could she be a bad person?

It's just that Zhang Jie and Chen Kai broke her heart, she was stupid for a while, and she did something wrong because she didn't think about it.

Now Zhu Yuan looks at her even more differently, she is still so smart, knowing what conditions can be used to talk to Zhu Yuan directly, this condition is really a huge bait!
Zhu Yuan sighed, and replied with a wry smile: "I really want to make this deal with you, but... I can't give you Zhang Jie's life."

Li Wanting looked at her puzzled, raised her tone a little, and seemed to be displeased, "Why?"

Zhu Yuan spit out a puff of smoke, his eyes were full of confusion, and he replied in a very hoarse voice: "I stay in the world to save people, how can I harm people for my own selfish desire?"

Li Wanting sneered, and said with a disdainful smile: "What this sister said is really righteous! I am so moved that I want to cry!
But do you know who you are saving?
She is a murderer! "

Zhu Yuan shook his head disapprovingly, "She is not, you are!"

Li Wanting widened her eyes and argued with her: "This is the purpose of your stay, to excuse these bad guys? I think highly of you!"

Zhu Yuan replied unhurriedly: "If you look down on me or look down on me, it won't affect me in any way.

I'm not trying to excuse Zhang Jie, she was wrong, I never said she was wrong.

But she is not the murderer, you are.

Fate is like this, there will be many twists and turns, betrayal of friends, departure of lovers, etc.
You need to overcome these sufferings by yourself, even the Buddha cannot save you.

However, if you are lucky, you may be able to meet someone to take you there.

The moment you chose to jump down, did you miss your parents?
Have you ever thought that they will be old and have nowhere to go, have you seen how much they love you?
Even if the conditions at home are not good, I still spend a lot of money to help you tidy up your appearance.

What about when they get old?Have you fulfilled your filial piety?

This was supposed to be your duty, but you cruelly left them alone. In addition to friendship and love, you also have family affection!
You said, why is she the murderer? "

According to the past, Zhu Yuan may not talk about these causal theories at length.

She prefers the direct way. Zhang Jie's mistakes have her own cause and effect, but Li Wanting's mistakes are mistakes, and you can't sympathize with your mistakes because of the injustice of your death.

But this time, she was willing to tell Li Wanting so much, and she also hoped that she could walk the right path. As she said before, the end of the year is approaching, and she wants to accumulate some virtue for herself, so that next year can be better!
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(End of this chapter)