nostalgia

Chapter 62 [62] Tang Sinian's mother
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Zhou Ping said warmly to her, "Achuan, sit down."

Achuan is not in the habit of sitting on other people's beds, and always feels that it is a private place, and it is not very polite to sit on it abruptly.

She looked around and finally sat down on a small chair.

Zhou Ping rummaged through the cabinet for a long time before she sat down on the bed opposite her.

"A Chuan, let me ask you, would you like to call me godmother?"

A Chuan smiled slightly, "I don't want to."

Zhou Ping raised her eyes to look at her instantly, the corners of her mouth changed slightly, and she raised her eyebrows and asked doubtfully, "Didn't you take a fancy to my identity?"

A Chuan lowered his eyes, and when he raised it again, he replied firmly: "I would rather call you with Mr. Tang, aunt."

The corners of Zhou Ping's lips turned up immediately, and she praised in a full-fledged manner: "Okay, good boy, I like this temperament! Just say what you want, and don't engage in those secret deeds. You can be called aunt."

"Ma'am, you don't want to call me now. I want to call you when Mr. Tang tells you my identity. Otherwise, if he doesn't admit it, what's the point of calling me?"

A Chuan's tone was sincere and his eyes were clear, which made people a little unpredictable.

Zhou Ping handed her a black and white photo in her hand, "This woman is Si Nian's mother, Yu Xiaoyun."

She was startled after taking it, and the smile on the corner of her mouth gradually fell.

Although the photo is a bit blurry, it is not difficult to see that she is very similar to himself.

Not as identical as twins, but at least eight layers of similarities.

Especially the tear mole at the corner of the eye, the location and angle are surprisingly consistent.

"A Chuan, you are the first girl he brought back that he didn't directly deny.

Even the youngest daughter of the Xie family was only introduced as a secretary.

Mr. Xie mentioned it to me a few times before, but his stepmother is no better than his own mother. I want him to make his own decisions about his marriage.

Ziyao likes Si Nian, I really see it, but she is not suitable for Si Nian.

Si Nian is too tired these years, I see it in my eyes and hurt in my heart. If he is looking for flowers in a greenhouse, he needs watering and fertilization everywhere, and he cannot withstand a little wind and rain. In the end, it will only wear down his heart. will be more tired.

But you are different, I can see that you are a smart girl, with a stubbornness in your bones, even if you don't have a good life, you still have your own wonderful life. "

Ah Chuan's throat was blocked all of a sudden, and he didn't know what to say.

Zhou Ping sighed, and continued: "Si Nian and Yu Yi are fighting endlessly, I feel tired for them.

When I gave birth to Yuyi and Ting, your uncle and I were very busy, and the child was also taken care of by grandma and nannies. Without the care of parents, it would be too much indulgence.

Yuyi has a big boy character, she has to be sharp in everything and do her best.

Maybe after having these younger brothers and sisters, she was always afraid that she would no longer be favored, so she developed such a temper.

You must have heard about Yu Ting, Yu Ting is even more domineering than her sister, she can't be willful, and my youngest son, Yuxi, is simply a prodigal.

Only Yuqiong's nature comforts me, but Yuqiong has no career ambitions.

I may have succeeded as a wife and partner, but as a mother I failed.

I owe the children too much, and I have not taught them the correct three views. It is too late to say anything now. "

A Chuan was thinking, if Zhou Ping knew that she had leaked that video, would she still be willing to talk to herself about these things?
"Ma'am, can I ask something I shouldn't ask?"

Zhou Ping nodded, "Say it."

"Why are you treating Si Nian so well? I don't understand why he is not your own, but is against your daughter."

Zhou Ping chuckled, "I thought it might be this problem, Yu Xiaoyun was my good sister back then, and it's not an exaggeration to say that my relationship with her is a real sister.

I was partly responsible for what Tianxiong did. Afterwards, Xiaoyun refused to associate with me, and also refused my help. I knew she was having a hard time at that time, and her family didn’t understand. A girl suddenly became a single mother asking for money everywhere. , and finally fell into prostitution.

Every time she earned dirty money, she would do some extreme things, leaving many scars on her body over time.

Later, even dirty money can not be earned.

A Chuan, I haven't felt guilty for a moment in all these years, I really want to make up.

Finally, when she let go of me and was willing to accept my help, even if it was only material assistance, it made me feel better.

But what I didn't expect was that she threw the child to me at ease, but she herself chose to leave this world.

Her illness was very serious, and it was the pain that kept her awake for a short time. She couldn't die, and Si Nian would have no one to take care of her when she died.

Maybe she is really tired!
Si Nian, finally gave it to me. "
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After hearing this, Achuan felt sad for that poor and helpless woman.

She also went through that era, when it was too much to fall in love and hold hands.

She can imagine how much ridicule Yu Xiaoyun will receive as a single mother.

Maybe at that time she already had someone she liked, but she could only back away and say goodbye without a face.

Maybe Yu Xiaoyun's family will give her a little more tolerance and understanding, and let go of the family status for a while, so that she will not go on the road of no return.

In order to support herself and her children, she repeatedly experienced scenes that pushed her into the abyss.

Maybe, she was just taking revenge, taking revenge on the hatred she couldn't forget in her heart.

It was these countless indifferences that finally defeated her.
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A Chuan asked in a hoarse voice: "What happened next? Has Mr. Tang returned to the Tang family?"

Zhou Ping shook her head helplessly: "Si Nian is a very preoccupied child. When he was a child, he saw his mother go crazy, and the berserk appearance during the onset left too many shadows in his heart.

I remember that he called me himself and told me that Zhou Ping and Yu Xiaoyun were dead.

You heard that right, he called me Zhou Ping and his mother Yu Xiaoyun.

That year he was seven years old and was about to celebrate his eighth birthday.

When I arrived, Yu Xiaoyun was wearing a white dress, she had removed the heavy makeup on her face, and her plain white face seemed to be as pure as a girl.

She didn't want to die with peace, perhaps because she was worried about Si Nian.

But she smiled, maybe she was thinking of something beautiful in the last moment?

I quickly covered Si Nian's eyes, but Si Nian said: Actually, she died a long time ago.

Can you imagine how weird it is for a child to say such things to you?
I still remember his smiling expression at that time, as if he was speaking warm words.

He chose to stay, I promised him to bear all his expenses, and I told him I was his mother.

His hatred for his father has penetrated into his bones, and it is difficult to get rid of. When he was a teenager, he broke away from the financial support of the Tang family. I occasionally went to see where he lived and talked with him, but it changed after all. not any.

He also has a grudge against me, but it's better than his father. "
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(End of this chapter)