Douluo: I Don't Want to Be a God, I Actually Became a God

Chapter 1 001 My Life Experience Scores Twice
"Susu-"

Yu Yiyi felt as if she heard the sound of the wind blowing the leaves?

But she vaguely remembered that she didn't open the window when she fell asleep?
She frowned in confusion, her sleepy eyes tried to open but couldn't.

After struggling against instinct for a while, Yu Yiyi slowly opened her eyes and saw her situation clearly.

This is a strange place, the reason why it is called strange is because Yu Yiyi remembers that no matter how poor she is, the house she rents has a roof.

But now there was no shelter on top of her head, and the sun was pouring down fiercely, making the side of her facing up very hot, while the side of her back facing the bottom was as cold as if soaked in water.

Yu Yiyi wanted to get up to have a look, but found that she was weak and unable to move, her body seemed to be bound by something.

It wasn't uncomfortable, but the strangeness made her flustered.

She still remembered that yesterday she was obediently staying in a small house that she rented cheaply, preparing the reports and documents that those people would ask for tomorrow.

Because it was the busiest period, even she, a part-time employee who took advantage of the time, was forced to stay up for several nights in a row. Yesterday, she was dazzled and disgusted when she read the report. After thinking about it, she decided that life was more important. Putting down work and getting ready for bed after washing up.

how come...

Yu Yiyi opened her eyes and blinked in confusion.

She could vaguely see things like bamboo baskets surrounding her in her field of vision.

but……

Is there really such a big bamboo basket that can hold an adult like her?
She was still confused, but her eyes looked at the sky that was not blocked by obstacles.

So blue.

I haven't seen the sky like this for a long time.

After coming out of the orphanage, she was either busy with making a living or studying.

Maybe it's because she's not in good health, she doesn't look very pleasing, no one tried to adopt her, so she grew up from the youngest child to the largest group of children in the orphanage, and she was kicked out.

The dean's mother is very good to every child, so as the most obedient child, she gets the least attention and the least love naturally.

When the other children are old enough to go out, the dean's mother will give them a 'graduation gift', but when it comes to her, the dean's mother finished delivering the children in front of her, and looked at her with some embarrassment to take out the empty bag, Said: "I'm sorry, Yiyi. The dean's mother forgot your part."

it's OK.

Yu Yiyi knew she should say that, of course she did.

That was the last time she saw them.

Thinking about it now, Yu Yiyi feels that it doesn't matter even if the dean's mother doesn't love her that much. Anyway, her name carries a superfluous part of her, and she has long been used to these things.

Yu Yiyi thought, opened her mouth and yawned.

Staring in a daze, she felt sleepy again.

Just when I was about to close my eyes and go to sleep, a voice came from not far away, "This is... who left the child here?"

A hoarse male voice came, and it was clear from the voice that this person usually didn't speak much, so now his opening seemed a bit stagnant.

Yu Yiyi finally saw the man's face, it was a face full of hardships and vicissitudes in life, but also serious like the most severe dean in high school.

The gray hair, against the ordinary appearance of the unshaven beard, and the laziness and decadence revealed by the opening and closing of the eyes, it seems not so ordinary.

It looks like a middle-aged man with a story.

"Forget it, you are also a poor person." The man said silently.

He bent down and stretched out his arms to hug Yu Yiyi.

Yu Yiyi, who was in a daze, was startled by the sudden flight, and her bewildered eyes widened.

That gray and white suit came into my eyes.

The only difference is the man's gray-brown eyes.

He also seemed to be taken aback by Yu Yiyi's movement, and said to himself in embarrassment, "This is the first time I hold such a small child, my movements should be correct..."

Yu Yiyi:?

Such a small child?

She looked intently at herself in the man's eyes, a baby in swaddling? ! !
Yu Yiyi was a little dazed, maybe it might be possible, she was dreaming.

Yes, she must be dreaming, just wake up!

After thinking about it, she closed her eyes and hypnotized herself to wake up quickly, and wake up to catch the last ddl.

but……

Just before falling into a deep sleep, Yu Yiyi thought that the man's eyes and hair were really similar to hers.

It's all gray.

But... if you have gray hair, you must be an old man in his 60s or [-]s... the voice sounds wrong... where is it... zzZ
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Yu Yiyi, who woke up, didn't think about the problem before going to bed, but when she opened her eyes, she was completely desperate.

Good news, she seems to wake up in a place with a roof;

Bad news, it's really not a dream.

Even worse news, as a baby who may not be one year old, her vision seems to be blind, she can only distinguish large pieces of black, white and gray, and cannot see other colors.

So here comes the question, why she could see the blue sky in the first place...

Yu Yiyi: ... an illusion?
Yu Yiyi, who gave up thinking, began to recall her situation, and the more she recalled, the more she felt that no matter which world she was in, they were so damn similar.

——She, Yu Yiyi, a professional woman who graduated two years ago and is about to start her career, now, she has become a little kid who can't move and can't speak, besides, she is still an abandoned baby under one year old.

Nothing is more hopeless than this

Yu Yiyi couldn't accept it.

At the same time, I began to feel inexplicable grievances in my heart.

Maybe it's because of the change of body, or maybe it's the unique power of infants and toddlers. Her grievances have not yet diffused, so she vented them out early.

"Y-wow—!"

Yu Yiyi's cries were sobbing and choking, it was not the loud howling of ordinary infants and young children, but the first sound, and then she seemed to realize that she started whimpering like a kitten, whispering softly. sobbing.

Probably because he was afraid of being thrown out again.

In this completely unfamiliar world, to Yu Yiyi, the memories he has are not like a gift, but more like a punishment from a god.

If she has no memory, such a young child can quickly accept that she will die or be abandoned, because at this age she may die without knowing what the two represent.

However, she has memories.

She understood death and abandonment, but that didn't mean she could accept it.

So her crying is more for the uncertain future, and the future that does not necessarily exist.

"What happened?!"

When the first cry sounded, the man heard it, but he was warming the goat milk with water, testing the temperature.

When he hurriedly put down his things, he came and saw that the doll he had picked up and was about to be adopted was weeping pitifully.

"Are you hungry? Or did you pee?"

The man didn't know how to place his hands and feet, but subconsciously picked up Yu Yiyi, while shaking the doll, he patted the child's immature back.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Dad... Dad is here, ah, by the way, Hongcai said that the child should drink goat's milk... Goat's milk is here, ah, here."

After speaking, he scooped up a little goat milk with a spoon, blew it, then dripped some on the inside of his wrist, tested the temperature, and then fed it to Yu Yiyi who was tired from sobbing and crying.

Yu Yiyi smelled approaching, and subconsciously opened her mouth.

This allowed the feeding to proceed successfully.

The warmth in her belly and the sense of security in her arms made Yu Yiyi more and more sleepy, she thought in a daze.

Is this her father in this life?

Although she knew at the beginning that she was still destined to be abandoned in this life, but just now this man called her father, so...she really has a father in this life?Or the same hair color as her?

No, she forgot.

Her vision can only see large pieces of black, white and gray, so this person is not...

Yu Yiyi's eyelids were heavy, but she was still thinking:

...not someone with the same hair color and eye color as her.

Why couldn't she have a parent with the same weird hair color?Brothers and sisters are also fine...

If she is still dreaming now, if there is really a god...

...Please grant her this wish... let's...

The tiredness of the body interrupted Yu Yiyi's thinking, and her heavy eyelids closed.

Before she completely fell into a coma, she vaguely heard the man talking to himself: "...Daughter,...is not bad."

　Tentatively find jiojio here
　　——About Yiyi:
　　Xiao Yiyi: Who am I?where am I?What am I going to do? !

　　After a period of time, little Yiyi, who didn't take care of eating, drinking, and messing around: What else can I do?It’s not just about opening the black history method of forgetting~

　　
　
(End of this chapter)