Douluo: I Don't Want to Be a God, I Actually Became a God

"Jianmu?" Tang San had heard of this term before, and he could recall what this term represented in the Tang Sect's ancient books.

It was the bridge between heaven, earth, humans and gods, but it had been cut off by the descendants of the ancient gods as early as the age of the ancient gods.

The remaining ancient books only mentioned the high-sounding reason: "The gods would interfere too much in the human world and cause chaos."

Tang San didn't know what exactly happened and what the reason was, because it was something extremely far away from the era he lived in.What's more, most people in previous lives only defined the stories of such gods recorded in ancient books as myths and legends, not reality.

If Tang San hadn't jumped off the ghost and came to this world with legends and signs of gods when he was trying to atone for his sins, he would probably still be an ordinary person like most people who believed that ancient books were just myths and legends.

But now, Tang San's belief that myths were just myths, just stories, had begun to waver.

I have seen the incarnation of the continent in today's world, and I have learned from my teacher the true evidence of the existence of gods.Such Tang San, when he heard this term again, he actually had the illusion of being in another world.

He looked down at Yiyi, who was concentrating on looking at the wooden box in his hand, but he only saw the slender eyelashes tangled under the light-colored hair that was tied up high. When the girl was thinking, she would be as light as the wings of a butterfly. Shit.

The arc of the movement was not huge, but it seemed to have touched his softest inner part.

Suddenly, eyes with a silvery halo appeared from under the eyelashes, and unexpectedly, they met the eyes of Tang San, who had been looking at people.

Tang San subconsciously shifted the focus of his eyes with a guilty conscience and glanced elsewhere.

After meeting the teasing glances around him, he turned his gaze back in embarrassment.

"……What's wrong?"

"Do you also know Jianmu?"

The two asked the person opposite them at the same time, and fell into silence at the same time.

Yiyi didn't have Tang San's delicate thoughts. She felt that the question she just asked was a response to Tang San's words, so she eagerly waited for her friend's answer.

Tang San couldn't resist the shining eyes in front of him. He raised his hand, and the wooden box blocked the path of the line of sight, helping to block the line of sight and giving his own beating heart a little space. To calm down.

He covered his head, took a deep breath, and then faced the girl who had no sense of distance from him.

He responded: "I have seen this statement about Jianmu in a book, but I thought it was just a story, so when I heard you mention it just now, Yiyi, I was too surprised to react."

"Now that I think about it, if that book is not a story, then my understanding of Jianmu can only be said to be a little bit."

After hearing Tang San's words, Yiyi didn't know whether she was relieved or even more disappointed.

Her bright eyes were lowered, her fingers casually tapped on the wooden box, and she responded dryly.

"Can Yiyi tell me more about Jianmu?"

"……what?"

Yiyi, who was trapped in her own thoughts, didn't realize that someone had spoken to her and said such a thing.

The man repeated again with a good temper, "Yiyi can see Jianmu at a glance, so she must be very familiar with it. Can you tell me more about Jianmu?"

Yiyi raised her eyes and looked at Tang San who asked her, as well as everyone gathered around her, who obviously wanted to hear the story more than what the fairy grass was for her.

She knocked on the wooden box helplessly, "I don't know much, and maybe this is just a story and doesn't really exist."

"But..." Xiao Wu tilted her head and didn't quite understand, "Jianmu wooden boxes are all here."

Yiyi chuckled: "Yes, the facts are all here. But whether it exists or not is still an undetermined concept. It's like a cat in a box. You don't know whether it is dead or alive until you open it."

Yiyi's last words were spoken so softly and quickly that it was hard to hear them clearly.

But then she faced everyone with a smile and said: "Then, let me tell the story about Jianmu. Well, let me think about where to start. Let me first introduce the background of the story... …”

"Do you know what the beginning of the world was?"

Everyone who had never thought about this problem could only shake their heads when faced with Yiyi's question and couldn't even give an answer.

Yiyi doesn't mind either, after all, there are some differences between the beginning of Douluo Continent and the beginning of those worlds.

She smiled and said: "Legend has it that the world is as chaotic as a chicken egg. That is to say, the world was in chaos at that time. It has no meaning and cannot be said to exist as an egg. If you have to use one thing to symbolize it..."

Yiyi looked around and took out a hard-boiled egg from the lunch box, "That's it."

"egg?!"

Everyone exclaimed in confusion, but fell silent again as Yiyi nodded and narrated.

"Yes, an egg. This may be a bit outrageous, but the world at that time looked similar to an egg, but without the shell on the outside."

How was the original world formed?Even in Douluo's memory, he couldn't see it clearly. He only knew that at that time, all the powers, elements and concepts had not been formed, and everything seemed to be nothing, and nothing seemed to exist.

Heaven and earth blend together, surrounded by an invisible 'shell'.

This state of chaos lasted for a long time, until the chaos within it gradually became different. The forces of chaos that collided with each other no longer blended, but began to collide, separate, overlap, collide and merge again.

I don’t know how much time passed, but the concept seemed to be born.

What follows is the initial 'sanity'.

——The god was born.

That god has no gender, and is born naked but seemingly unconscious.

He comes from differences in chaos and is an aggregation of similarities.

The eyes that were closed quietly were never opened.

The curled up limbs and bones are like an embryo that has not yet been born in the mother's body.

The birth of 'sanity' means change, and the contradictions and extraordinaryness between chaos are colliding and fighting with each other.

Then one day God opened His eyes.

Those are a pair of inorganic eyes that see everything and nothing at the same time.

But in this total darkness, it makes no difference whether you see it or not.

Therefore, the gods began to take action.

After He was born and slept for another 8000 years, everything in the world began to change.

With his consciousness as the main body, the chaos changed, forming the factors of the yang concept. The light and clear power of chaos began to float upward, forming the 'sky'; on the contrary, the factors that formed the yin concept, The heavy and turbid power of chaos began to sink, forming 'earth'.

At the moment when the heaven and the earth were formed, there seemed to be a slight trembling of a bell. From a certain point between the heaven and the earth, arc-shaped waves spread out. The waves carried the simplest joy and blessings from the birth of the world.

But when the wave touched the gods, it became invisible.

God has no name. Even though humans, gods and spirits will call him Pangu in the future, he is still just a nameless will that originally gave birth to and inherited the world.

He stood in the middle of heaven and earth, quietly watching this new thing.

On the first day, the heaven and earth showed signs of returning to chaos. The gods raised their hands to support the "sky" and stepped down to support the "earth".

Heaven and earth will no longer return to chaos.

Instead, according to the will of the gods, it slowly began to grow one foot higher and one foot thicker downward.

As the heaven and earth changed, the gods also grew together, still supporting the sky and the earth, becoming the original bridge between heaven and earth.

Day two.

There is no longer a world that returns to chaos, and it begins to slowly adapt to today's concepts and forms.

And the chaos that wanders between heaven and earth, which has no concept or formed image of things, begins to change.

They are similar and different from the original one.

The 'sanity' of the world, the original god, looked down at the chaos that was meaningless and meaningless.

Using only his eyes, he kneaded them into lumps and lumps of strange things and then gave them concepts.

The first thing that was born was 'wind'.

The wind blew across the earth and across the sky, rolling up the god's hair, and then under the god's gaze, it swept away his concept of the law of 'water'.

Water follows the wind and blows across the earth, forming rivers and oceans; it blows along the sky and forms clouds and rain.

Day three.

The continuous rain falls and pours into the rivers and oceans, forming water pools, lakes, abyss, pools...

But that's not enough.

The world's 'sanity' still feels that it is not enough, because this is not yet a complete law and world. Even if there are changes, it will soon return to nothingness. In the end, it still cannot change the ending of the world's destruction. 【——This world has no future. 】

The gods had a vague premonition of this.

And the continuous rain flooded the entire land uncontrollably.

But how to change all this, this problem is called the original confusion of the gods.

It was just his intuition that told him to take off one of his eyes and throw it into the sky.

When that eye was thrown to the sky, it gave up its old life and ushered in a new one.

And so 'Fire' was born.

A golden-red sun was rising slowly, breaking through the rain clouds and drying up the raging floods on the earth.

However, the concept of water has not disappeared. It followed the fire and extinguished its original form, rose up and turned into clouds, covering the scorching sun.

Thus Thunder was born.

Fourth day.

Because the power and laws contained in the god's eye are too strong, the 'water' that was born a day ago cannot escape no matter how hard it struggles and circulates. It is dying and seems to be annihilated at any time along with the laws and concepts.

The gods know how easy it is to destroy a concept and how difficult it is to birth it, not to mention that the second destruction after birth will make this concept completely disappear into nothingness.

So, He took off one of His eyes and threw it to the other side of the sun.

That was the birth of 'Moon'.

Like the twin sun and moon, they have chosen the time to hang in the sky without any word from the gods.

The time that cannot be turned back like a river is also the time when the sun and the moon are born. There is a distinction between yin and yang, and naturally there is a distinction between light and dark.

Time passed slowly.

The earth is becoming thicker and more condensed, and 'earth' is also growing.

The sky is getting higher and higher, and the clouds and mists are gathering, changing in due course.

The more perfect the rules are, the more the supporting gods can understand the meaning of loneliness.

So He thought: It's time for life to be born.

So the first life was born according to the will of the gods.

It is not taken from anything in the sky or on the earth, nor is it from any of the "wind", "water", "fire" and "earth" that were previously given to the concept of existence. It comes from the chaos that has the same origin as the gods.

If we want to make a conclusion, at the time of its birth, after it acquired sanity, its relationship with the original god should be that of a compatriot.

Not a descendant, nor an inheritance.

The first life of a god is to create his own compatriots.

However, the first life was born without consciousness.

As a sibling of the gods, it will have to go through 8000 years of sleeping like the gods. It may be more than that, and the gods don't know.

He just realized one thing from the law: He could not wait in this form until his compatriots woke up.

The god, who knew what loneliness was, felt a little regretful.

He did not want his fellow humans to face the same regrets, so he began to create a second life to accompany it.

The second life is a small young branch.

When it first grows up, it has blessings from heaven and earth and from the world that are no weaker than those received by fellow gods when they are born.

Its stems are purple, which is different from the clear sky and turbid earth, as well as the clear water and thunderous color. The gods like it very much, so they place their compatriots who were born only one or two days before it on the branches, and they have the authority to act as both parties. Keep each other company.

For gods, the beginning of the first and second life means the turning point of fate.

With the concept of 'life', there is already a cycle, and the forces of chaos that can transform each other begin to collide one after another with the intention of creating a new 'life'.

Just as the world's "sanity" hoped, "life" slowly spread across the world and the continent along with the power of chaos.

When the god thought of his compatriots again, the saplings that were the first to be born aside from his compatriots had grown extremely tall.

It's as high as a god's thigh.

God had a premonition that this once small branch would become one of the pillars supporting heaven and earth after His fall.

He is not sad that he will 'die', because he knows that he is the will of the world and there is no real death, and his current body formed by the gathering of conceptual laws will become the main force to fill in the laws of this world.

And His own death will also give the world the concept of 'death'.

So God is not sad, He is just sorry.

I regret that I cannot witness the awakening of my compatriots and have a word with them.

Tens of thousands of years have passed again, the laws and rules between heaven and earth have been basically perfected, and the birds and beasts in heaven and earth have also ushered in their destined destiny.

But the world still cannot continue to function. There is no future for this world in front of the river of destiny.

The gods know why this is, because this world is not independent, and the laws of this world have fatal flaws.That is——

【No death】

Therefore, the gods chose to perfect the laws and give this world completeness and independence at the cost of his own death.

But when the body finally died and returned to nothingness, the god looked back in the distance and saw that what he had once created had now grown to the sky, in the direction of the giant purple tree that supported the heaven and earth.

It seems that he wants to see something through the purple branches.

Unfortunately, God could not wait for his compatriots until the end.

but……

When the god was about to completely usher in his 'death', he saw it.

He saw the future of this world in the river of destiny.

That is a future where the gods sing.

Many gods abide by their responsibilities and control the rules.

Fine wine, delicious food, rare treasures, exotic animals...

It's like a dream.

He saw his compatriots still staying under the purple tree, waking up in confusion.

That is the freedom of his fellow man, and also of the god. He gives it the concept of freedom, and lets it continue to see this colorful world on his behalf.

The god closed his eyes with peace of mind, completely returning to the source of nothingness.

The first god fell, and the whole world mourned.The birds in the sky and the beasts on the ground all mourned the death of the gods.Even the sun and moon were dimmed a lot at this time.

But the departing god didn't know that the future he saw was only a short period of time.

After the gods sang, Ragnarok ushered in, and the rise of the weakest yet most powerful species—human beings.

And the compatriots he cares about will also face the first and only test of fate when the gods are blinded by the prosperity of power.

It’s just that there’s no need to say any of this…

"So, during the time of the ancient gods, there was a tree growing on the nine hills, with green leaves, purple stems, black flowers and yellow stems, and its name was——"

"Jianmu."

The divine tree reaching the sky has existed since the beginning of the world, growing alongside fellow gods.

"The communication between heaven, earth, humans and gods passes through it. It is a bridge and one of the pillars supporting heaven and earth. It plays a very important role~"

But why does Jianmu appear here?

I checked the information and found it. It will be fine when I finally perfect a small part.

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After writing it, most of it is my own personal design based on the Classic of Mountains and Seas. Don’t take it seriously.

There is a Pangu Kaitian, but it is not the same as what is introduced here.