Douluo: I Don't Want to Be a God, I Actually Became a God

Chapter 30
Tang San sat at the door, his mind still echoing what Yu Xiaogang said just now.

Are you getting stronger?
He looked down at his immature and weak hands, a little confused, how he should be strong.

Is it enough just to practice hard?
Hearing what the teacher said, Tang San felt that his father should have been a very great person, and his martial spirit cultivation should also be very powerful, but his father had encountered difficulties before, and now he still bears the responsibility.

So he really only needs to practice hard to help his father?
Tang San kept asking himself.

Just at this moment, there was another movement at the door behind him.

Along with the steaming aroma came a warm little figure beside him.

Yu Yuyi sat on the stone steps next to Tang San, as the weather was getting colder and the temperature dropped sharply at night, she was shaken by the cold wind, and her whole body shivered.

Tang San's attention was unconsciously attracted by this small figure.

"Eat?"

Yu Yuyi raised the food in her hand, it was the cakes, noodles and meat that Yu Xiaogang bought from the farmhouse at night, and they were still warm.

Tang San didn't speak.

Yu Yuyi didn't mind either, but directly stuffed the oily paper bag wrapped in food into Tang San's hands that were almost freezing from the cold wind.

"This afternoon, your teacher bought it from the village chief's house. He said that the old Jack village chief refused to accept the soul coins at that time, and he got away with taking the money and putting the money on the stove..."

Yu Yuyi avoided all words that could arouse Tang San's sadness, and slowly told Tang San what she thought was interesting today.

"...I saw a hillside on the carriage today. The scenery there is very good, and it is not far from our place. If I get up early tomorrow, I don't know if I can see the sun. I have never been out of the spirit beast forest except last time. A door so far away..."

They were all ordinary little things, but in her narration, it seemed that some kind of magical interest had been added.

"Last time I slept all the way there, but this time I finished watching the scenery on the road soberly, and I am a little happy that you two friends are with me, thank you, Tang San..."

Yu Yuyi leaned against her propped knee with her face sideways, and the soft flesh on her cheek was also squeezed out into a rua-looking arc.

"Thank you for agreeing to allow us to come to your house. Both me and Xiao Wu are very happy, and your teacher, although he didn't say anything, was also very happy to be invited to your house along the way."

Tang San was distracted by the funny story told by Yu Yuyi before, and was disturbed by these two thank yous so that he was a little dazed.

"...There is nothing to thank me for."

"Of course I would like to thank you. Without Xiaosan, how could we have seen so many beautiful scenery on the road?"

"Also, dear friend, I've already called you that. If you have anything you can't figure out, just say it, and you can discuss it with me if you have any troubles."

The girl put her arms around her knees and leaned forward, her eyes seemed to be on him, but she seemed to have nowhere to go.

For some reason, what Tang San couldn't say to Yu Xiaogang, but now looking at Yu Yuyi, he can say it.

"The teacher said that I should become stronger, but... I don't know how to be strong. Is it considered to be strong if I have been practicing martial arts to the peak? I don't quite understand."

Yu Yuyi quietly listened to Tang San's confusion, she tilted her head, as if she was thinking deeply about this question.

"I don't think strength is limited to this. Many soul masters have cultivated to the realm of Title Douluo. Is this considered strong? Compared with most people, he is powerful, but for higher-level Title Douluo, He is also considered weak. If we only look at the force value, some Contras with powerful martial souls can even counter-kill Titled Douluo, then it seems that whether these are strong or not has nothing to do with the level of soul power."

"But for many factual cases on Douluo Continent, this power is necessary."

Yu Yuyi nodded, as if affirming the necessity of being strong in force, "It's just that being strong in force is not enough. To be really strong, in my opinion, one must also take into account the strength of the heart."

"It's not the kind of arrogance that is so self-confident, but a state that is constant no matter what the situation is, neither humble nor overbearing. Pain and setbacks will not make him depressed, honors and victories will not make him arrogant, and the strong will not Make him feel inferior, the weak will not make him proud."

"Ah, of course, this is all my personal opinion. In fact, the most important thing is the value of force. This is the criterion for judging whether you are strong or not. After all, only with strong force can you protect yourself first, and then you can live. When you die, you will lose everything." there is none left."

Just like the true knowledge gained from the practice of the predecessors: "Government grows out of the barrel of a gun", "The truth is always within the range of the cannon".

Tang San nodded, then shook his head again, "I seem to understand a bit, but specifically..."

Yu Yuyi nodded her chin and thought, "Let's put it this way, now you, uh... It seems that you don't need to think about both, after all, everything needs to be strong."

"For strength value, work hard, if the level of the soul master is too low, then become a great soul master, if the level of the great soul master is too low, continue to work hard until the title Douluo, or the peak Douluo, there will always be you who can reach that powerful standard."

"But Xiaosan, what you need to be strong now is the other side. You are very disturbed, because of what?"

She leaned closer and spoke in a low voice.

Tang San was a little embarrassed, but he didn't deny it.

He lowered his eyes, looking cute and lonely from a distance.

"My father is my only relative, but he left without seeing me. Once he left, this family seemed to be no longer home."

Yu Yuyi was puzzled, "Why isn't it home? The traces of your life are all here, and you come back here after traveling far away. This is naturally your home. As for leaving without saying goodbye, could it be because of your father? I am very reluctant to part with you, and I am worried that after seeing him once, I will not be able to stop doing his own thing."

"Is...is that so?" Tang San hesitated, always feeling that this image was different from his father.

But Yu Yuyi, who had never met Tang Hao, didn't think so. She continued: "And you have more than your father as a family member, didn't you say that? Being a teacher for one day and being a father for life, my father is also half of you." Father. Even if this is not counted, there is me and Xiao Wu. As your friends, we are very happy to be your half-brothers~"

As she spoke, she stretched out her hand and poked Tang San's cheeks that had eased up and were no longer tense.

"Yiyi..." Tang San felt a little helpless, and grabbed Yu Yuyi's mischievous fingers, "It's brother and sister."

"Yeah." Yu Yuyi didn't worry about this point, anyway, she had seen Tang San's stubbornness before, so she just continued talking.

"Besides, if you don't see your father until the beginning of school this year, then we will come back next year when the college is on vacation. If we don't see you next year, we will come back the year after. There will always be a day when we meet. But you have to accompany me to complete the year-end accounting at the end of each year , otherwise I wouldn’t be able to come.”

Yu Yuyi switched hands and patted Tang San's shoulder who was eating cake and noodles.

"Don't worry, as a former best friend, now a half-brother... Cough, brother and sister, I will accompany you. After all, what we have the most is time."

"I'll come with you too!"

The eavesdropping Xiao Wu poked her head out from behind the door to make a sound.

Tang San, who was eating in fright, accidentally choked and coughed.

Coughing and coughing, as if thinking of the future Yu Yuyi said, Tang San laughed again.

"Then what if we can't wait?"

"...Do you have to discuss such a ruthless possibility?" Yu Yuyi curled her lips, seeing Tang San still looking at her persistently, Xiao Wu also got out of the room and waited for her answer.

"In that case, my father will give you half."

"But the teacher is also my father now." Tang San rolled his eyes and said with a smile, "You remind me, a teacher for a day is a father for life."

Yu Yuyi felt that Tang San didn't need to be comforted at all, she should be the one who needs to be comforted now!

She shook her finger that was still being pinched, "Damn it, let me think about it. If I can't wait... Woo, you are so cruel, I can't think of it..."

After listening to the conversation, Xiao Wu raised her hand, "If we can't wait for uncle's words, Yiyi and I will be Xiaosan's sisters!"

"Xiao Wu..." Yu Yuyi choked up a little, as expected of good sisters, they all wanted to be older, but it's a pity that Tang San admits death.

Sure enough, Tang San shook his head, "You can only be my younger sisters at your age."

Xiao Wu gritted her teeth bitterly, "Don't even think about it, I'm only a big sister."

Yiyi nodded helplessly, "Indeed, obviously I am older than Xiao Wu, and Xiao Wu is also my older sister."

The two of them stood in a stalemate until the night got darker, Xiao Wu was sleepy, nodding her head, still muttering: "I'm my sister..."

Yu Yuyi helplessly moved Xiao Wu's head that almost turned her head, and moved the little head that fell into her arms, coaxing: "Yes, Xiao Wu is the older sister, so go to sleep at ease..."

After coaxing Xiao Wu to sleep, Yu Yuyi had no choice but to look up at the starry sky, which was impossible to see in the previous life.

She asked in a low voice to Tang San, who was already powerless in arguing and had given up, "Tang San, why are you so persistent in wanting a relative?"

"...I don't know." Tang San himself didn't know why he was so persistent.

"Then when you want to understand, ask Xiao Wu again."

"Why don't you..." Don't you want to be my relative?Tang San couldn't ask this question, so he stopped abruptly where the meaning was unclear.

Yu Yuyi was a little surprised, but after a while she understood the meaning, she smiled slyly: "Because if my father is your father, I'm already your sister."

Seeing Tang San in a daze, Yu Yuyi waved her hands in front of him, but found that she still couldn't get back to her senses.

Yu Yuyi: ...?crashed? ——
Until the beginning of this semester, Yu Yuyi and the others did not wait for Tang Hao to come back.

Helpless, Yu Yuyi and the others helped Tang San clean up the house.

After watching Tang San leave the foundry hammer, bedding, several bottles of wine and a handwritten letter that he bought for Tang Hao, he closed the wooden door that hadn't been repaired for a long time.

Walking down the stone steps and stepping on the muddy road that was warmed by the warm sun in the early winter, Yu Yuyi turned her head and waved at Tang San who was still looking at something.

"Let's go, after saying goodbye to Grandpa Jack, we should go back to the academy!"

"That's right, hurry up, mistress! We haven't gone to receive the subsidy from the Wuhun Temple for almost a month, hurry back to Notting City, get the subsidy and pay you back earlier!"

Xiao Wu bounced around from the front and turned back, holding Yu Yuyi's hand, thinking that she would go directly to the entrance of the Wuhun Hall in Notting City in the next second.

Tang San, who was still feeling sad that his father didn't come back, heard these words, he could only follow the teacher and the two friends in front of him dumbfounded.

　Tang Hao, who had been waiting in the master's office at Notting College for nearly a month, had question marks all over his head: where is he? !
　　Zhuang Hongcai, who has a wife at Notting College but doesn't have a good boy Yiyi, spends the New Year lonely: Woooooo, Master, when will you guys come back——! (Holding his wife and crying hard)
　　New Year's gift·I can't give it away·Yi: Ah, this timing is not right...

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　　Buried a little foreshadowing, the obvious kind
　　
　
(End of this chapter)