Douluo: I Don't Want to Be a God, I Actually Became a God

Chapter 86 The Fisherman Who Can't Hear the Devil's Words

Yu Yuyi was extremely tired, and her brain turned extremely slowly.

She just felt that while the body was experiencing the pull of two energies of destruction and healing, it seemed that there were too many unnecessary illusions.

Such as auditory hallucinations, such as unnecessary temperature in front of you...

Yu Yuyi closed her eyes, thinking about her wandering mind, and inevitably remembered the question that she didn't know the answer to.

【"...What do you think?"】

She didn't know the answer at the beginning, whether the fisherman chose to open the devil's bottle cap had nothing to do with her, she had already...

Can't afford to open those bottle caps anymore.

After so many things like this:

……

【"Your name is Yiyi, right? What a lovely girl." The woman with a blurred face but still able to feel her tenderness squatted down, holding Yiyi's little hand with both hands, as if to gain the little girl's trust, "We don't Don't mind your hair color and eye color, would you like to go home with us?"

The girl's thin and waxy voice asked back with some anxiety: "Are you really taking me home?"

"It's true." The woman and the man with the same blurred face looked at each other, "We all like you very much, and you are welcome to our home."

She believed, and then delivered the first trust.

Finally got it.

But he was hugging the puppet, watching the couple take away another well-behaved girl.

"Didn't you take me home...?" the girl murmured.

She didn't know why she was abandoned, but she didn't dare to go forward and ask.He only dared to hide behind with the puppet in his arms, seeing the same smile, the same soft words, but it no longer belonged to her.

However, similar things are not the only one.

Many times girls don't even know what they are doing wrong?
"I like you very much."

"I'll take you home."

"I'll take you back when the room is tidied up tomorrow."

"..."

"Sorry, we still can't choose you."

"Your eyes are too scary when you look at people..."

"I'm sorry, you are very good, find the next parents."

The turmoil in the girl's heart gradually calmed down. The trust she repeatedly surrendered was either returned to herself or discarded on the ground.

In the former case, she can only keep the trust and tell herself patiently, there will be someone, there will be someone who is willing to accept her trust and will not give it back to her; in the latter case, the girl can only pick up the abandoned Such as the trust that has been lost, dust it off, put it away again, and wait for the next person who treats you sincerely.

But never waited.

The girl grew up and went to school, thinking that everything would be fine.

It's a pity that the school's attitude towards aliens is worse than worse.

She could only carefully hold the trust she dared not surrender, and comfort herself: it will be fine, it will be fine, and it will get better with a little patience.

She builds barriers around herself little by little to protect herself.But he is always willing to hand over the trust that has been abandoned many times.

Now that you have a part-time job, even if you use a disguise to cover up your hair and eyes that are different from ordinary people, the cliques and exclusion among colleagues don't care about you at all. Man, set a trap like honey.

The girl grows up, but she is still the girl in her heart.

She was a little happy that her years of trust could finally be entrusted to others, but she got unexpected results not long after.

"...I'm sorry, Yiyi. But everyone will quarrel when you are here, so I can only fire you, sorry."

"it does not matter."

The girl knew it wasn't the store's fault, it was just that she delivered things that made people feel heavy on her own.

None of them were wrong, it was presumably her fault. 】

……

"Ah...really, why do you think of those things?"

Yu Yuyi blinked, trying to focus.

But just looking at her pale face that blended with the color of her hair, her lips that were still somewhat rosy were now bloodless white because of her teeth clenched tightly to suppress her cries of pain.

Sweat from the pain slipped from the corner of the forehead and slipped over the eyelashes.

Yu Yuyi blinked uncomfortably, and the drops of sweat, like tears of innocence in honor of the girl she once was, hit the ground heavily, splashed dust, and fell silent until no trace could be found.

It was rare for her to focus on it, and she grinned self-deprecatingly.

What are you doing, it's like I'm crying.

Obviously he didn't care at all.

Handed over too many times, but doomed not to be trusted with kindness.

Yu Yuyi felt that instead of letting herself suffer successive disappointments, it would be better to keep it in her hands and never hand it over.

——If the bottle containing the devil is opened again and again, then she would rather be a fisherman who will not hear the devil's words.

Fisherman Yiyi, who was thinking like this, raised his eyes and saw the devil himself, kneeling in front of her.

Supporting her body, he looked at her pale face, the dusty clothes soaked in cold sweat, and the box that contained Ma Hongjun's evil fire.

Yiyi: ...ah, I'm going to suffer.But it doesn't matter.

She met Tang San's eyes fearlessly, forced herself to raise the hand that was still clean on her throat before, and patted Tang San's solid arm.

"Yeah, little San, how long have you been here?"

Tang San's eyes were dark, and his tone was as low as a storm, "I've been here for a long time, and I saw you from afar swallowing the evil fire and taking the pill in pain. Yu Yuyi, have you forgotten what you promised?"

Yu Yuyi raised the corners of her lips, trying to play tricks like in the past: "Ahaha, how can I say...?"

"I've done what I promised you."

"Where are you……!"

Yu Yuyi's forehead was directly on Tang San's shoulder, weakly counting the previous requests:
"Pay attention to safety when dispensing medicine, carry the protective soul guide with you when dispensing medicine, and eat three meals a day on time."

"I did all of these very well, didn't I?"

Tang San gritted his teeth, bitterly thinking that this little bastard took advantage of his loopholes, obviously these were subdivided for her safety.

"But..." Tang San still wanted to refute.

But she was interrupted by her actions.

Yiyi's forehead hit Tang San's shoulder bit by bit.

It wasn't painful, but it was too distracting.

Yu Yuyi continued to use the great method of deception, "Also, I have finished dispensing the medicine, and now I am testing the medicine... I can't let the patients take this three-nothing product that doesn't know the nature and efficacy of the medicine."

"why not."

Tang San hated Yu Yuyi from the bottom of his heart for such a well-behaved and considerate Yu Yuyi.

Why can't she care more about herself.

always like this!

In this way, we constantly rely on hurting ourselves to get results.

Thought it was good for everyone.

He hated the ruthless Yu Yuyi who didn't allow others to approach him, even his two childhood sweethearts.

Yu Yuyi: "...Ah?" Did she hear wrongly, why would her pure and kind little friend who was raised by her say something like a big villain?
"Oops, little San... Is the effect of the medicine not complete enough? Why did I hallucinate words that don't match your personality?"

Yu Yuyi was really flustered. If the medicine didn't work, she would have to use her body that could hallucinate to refine the medicine, which would add fuel to the fire.

Yiyi collapsed: What kind of hell-mode alchemy is this!
Tang San tried to raise his head, looked at and pinched his face, to confirm whether he had hallucinations, such as Yu Yuyi's head with visual hallucination symptoms, and his chin resting on the top of Yu Yuyi's head.

He whispered: "I said it, you don't have auditory hallucinations! Why didn't you just let Ma Hongjun test the medicine! Why did you do such a dangerous thing! Do you know me...we are all worried about you! Idiot! Why are you doing this? You are so stupid in such a thing!"

　It should have been:

　　【Yiyi: I don't know who to trust anymore. If the bottle is opened again and again and it's the same thing, I'd rather be a fisherman who won't hear the devil's words. 】

　　This sentence corresponds to the previous answer, but unfortunately I feel that it is not right where to put it, so I changed the sentence.

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　　There will be a lot of psychological narrative in the next chapter
　　
　
(End of this chapter)