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Chapter 13

When Pan Xishi returned to the office after class, his heart felt like a big stone was blocked.She teaches classes with similar academic performance in the institution, and the learning atmosphere is very strong. The last few students in the class she said will not give up have much higher grades than many students in the current class. .She didn't want to give up on them, but the children had already given up on her first.

She was having a headache, so she stood beside her alone, knocked on the table, and said softly, "Is Teacher Pan uncomfortable? If you're tired, do you want a cup of green tea?"

Pan Xishi raised his head and saw Shang Wenxuan standing in front of him, he became more sober all of a sudden: "Thank you Teacher Shang, no need, I don't like green tea!"

When Shang Wenxuan heard these words, his brows twitched suddenly, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he said seriously: "Director Zhang calls you to her office."

Sure enough, before school was over, Pan Xishi received a complaint from her parents.These students are also supernatural. They obviously took away their mobile phones when they entered the class, and they can still call their parents. Shang Yan has two mobile phones, which have been confiscated by her during class. It seems that there are many other students in this situation. .And it's amazing that parents agree that their children can do this.

Director Zhang is a senior old teacher who has been engaged in education for more than [-] years. She thinks this matter is very serious.

She first seriously criticized the young substitute teacher, and then said earnestly: "Xiao Pan, you must pay attention to the parents' complaints. Nowadays, many families live with children, and the children's every move involves six adults. Heart. Today, we educators are not only responsible for children's physical and mental health, and the content of our work is not only to preach and teach karma, we are also burdened with the happiness of each family, and there must be no mistakes. Parents We must attach great importance to any problems we respond to, whether it is in terms of learning or psychological burden, problems that can be solved at school, and try not to let children take them home."

"Director Zhang, I understand!"

Director Zhang sighed and said: "There are teachers from your institution, and there is no problem with their professional ability in teaching, but I am really worried about other aspects. After all, they have less experience, especially young teachers who do not have families. , many things. Oh, you have to learn from the teachers around you with an open mind!"

Pan Xishi said: "Director Zhang, I will learn from everyone with an open mind. However, I don't think that young teachers who don't have a home will have little knowledge of the teaching profession."

"Then tell me, what do you know about teachers?"

"As a teacher, we must first educate children to love the motherland and life, have the ability to empathize and correct three views, and try our best to liberate parents from the great part of children's education." Pan Xishi said after a moment of hesitation. , "Although the double reduction policy requires everyone to look at students' grades more scientifically, the essence of selection remains the same after all. After nine years of schooling, children must always produce a report card that is worthy of themselves at the last moment."

In school, Pan Xishi never told anyone about his relationship with Pan Shengnan.The two of them rarely met each other, and she never thought about being helped, she was only afraid of causing trouble for the other party!To be honest, I was also afraid that the other party would be a hindrance, after all, she really needed this job right now.

The sisters are full of distrust for each other, and they look at each other full of suspicion and disgust.Every family has scriptures that are difficult to recite, and the entanglement between the Pan family and the Song family is a piece of old sesame seed and rotten millet. In today's society, perhaps no one likes to listen to it, but many injuries have not only left unspeakable pain in Pan Xishi's heart. Obliterated scars.

Even Pan Shengnan would never forget that her family was kicked out of her grandma's house on a rainy night. The feeling of being helpless and rejected in a big city filled her with coldness and shame.

At the same time, what is more clear is that in stark contrast to their family's embarrassment, there is a princess-like little girl in beautiful new clothes, with a three-layer necklace and a hairpin with a bow on her head.Perhaps at that moment, the feeling of not being a family was injected into my heart, and it has been difficult to change for so many years.

"Why didn't you say hello to me for such a big matter, I still learned about it from Shangyan." In the corridor of the teaching building, Pan Shengnan looked at the little girl seriously, "Why are you so big-hearted, and you can't do everything well?" Don't you want the consequences?"

"What are you worried about?" Pan Xishi was not at all surprised by the elder sister's reaction, "Compared with your worries, I think my own survival is more important. As long as you can control your son from going home and talking nonsense, we You can be regarded as a stranger. I would not tell others about my relationship with you in school, and I believe you are the same."

Pan Shengnan said: "I see you just think it's fun to make this kind of surprise attack on others!"

"I don't think it's fun. Ever since I was a child, I have been most afraid of causing trouble for others." Pan Xishi looked at her sister and said, "To be honest, if I had a chance to choose, I would not come to the school where you work as an intern. It’s for a substitute teacher. But I need this job, and I don’t care whether you might object to it before or now! So, I’m also afraid that others will cause trouble for me, you understand?”

"I understand, you are cold-blooded!" Pan Shengnan asked coldly, "Has the defect in childhood not been cured in 30 years? If it was in the countryside a few decades ago, you could be a grandmother at the age of 30, and every day for your grandson You won't be hungry and full, and your heart will be broken. How old are you, and you can't pass this level?"

Pan Xishi looked at the eldest sister, and immediately turned to him: "Such an excellent eldest daughter, since she was a child, her parents have always thought that she has a bright face. If they know that you are divorced and are often bullied in school, I don’t know what they will think? Can you pass this level?”

Pan Shengnan was stunned for a moment, but said randomly: "If you want to go to Gaomi, then go! Anyway, good daughter, good student, good mother, good wife. These identities have made me too tired. Now besides being a good teacher, I don't want to be anything else!"

Pan Xishi looked at the back of her eldest sister as she left, and felt a wave of guilt. Although she hadn't done anything wrong, she felt so guilty that her heart ached.

Pan Shengnan suddenly turned around and said to her: "If you are only seeking a job temporarily, then I have nothing to say. But if you want to stay, I advise you to give up those thoughts in the conversation with Director Zhang as soon as possible. This is one of the best middle schools in Xingang, and there are many substitute teachers every year, but very few of them can stay, or even none at all.”

"But such a good school, why is Shangyan not only bad in learning but also very rude? The class he is in is a mess, and many teachers are unwilling to teach it. If it is really a good school, it should be able to teach well no matter what kind of students it is. .”

Pan Shengnan said: "Schools account for a large proportion of children's education, but families also account for a large proportion. There is also social education. Not one teacher can take care of everything."

Pan Xishi suddenly realized: "You eavesdropped on my conversation with Director Zhang?"

"Not only me, but many teachers have heard it." Pan Shengnan said: "Teacher's job is not something that can be done by drinking a few bowls of chicken soup. In the future, you should use your brain when you talk. This will be good for you and everyone!"

Pan Shengnan took a few steps forward, and suddenly heard Pan Xishi behind him say to himself: "Shangyan is my student, and now young family life has a great impact on adolescent children, and I will be responsible for him as his teacher." In the end. I don’t need you to teach me experience. I will feel with my heart, see with my eyes, and think with my brain. I don’t believe it. I, the students and their parents have the same goal , they will never accept me!"

Pan Xishi worked as the head teacher of Class [-] for nine years, only to realize that the situation of this class was completely different from the class she taught in the institution before.The discipline in the class is poor, the atmosphere is bad, and the average grades in each subject are poor in each grade, but there are several top students in the class.

These few are still not only excellent in all subjects in the class, but also ranked high in the district.And the discipline of these children is also very poor. One of them is the representative of the Chinese class, and he is dissatisfied with Pan Xishi in various ways. Make an attack.

Pan Xishi has seen many children with good grades, but this is the first time she has seen someone like Lei Bowen.Otherwise, Director Zhang said that she has little experience.Shang Yunxuan told her that this child is called the king of anger by the teacher. He is not only good at Chinese, but also very good at all sciences. Among them, there is a math teacher with a particularly high level of teaching, but because the child always asks difficult questions in class, he wastes money. After a long time in class, the teacher refused to answer Lei Bowen's questions in class, which caused the fourth class to be tense as soon as they started math class.

Pan Xishi said: "I can feel that this child is very curious!"

Shang Yunxuan said: "A strong desire for knowledge does not mean a weak desire to carry on. Teacher Wang said that if all students are like this, then the classroom will become a large-scale disaster scene. This kind of arrogance will not be suppressed by the teacher's majesty. I can't teach anymore."

Pan Xishi said: "I don't agree with his point of view!"

Then how do you ensure the progress of the teaching? This child is not alone in the class. Few people are only interested in this kind of difficult and high-level questions. More students listen to it like a bible, which is unfair to others. "

Pan Xishi used the time after class to answer Lei Bowen's questions alone, and even after school several times, the two debated in the office until more than ten o'clock.Pan Xishi was worried about the child's safety and called a car to take him home together.Lei Bowen smiled and said, "Teacher Pan, I'm already 180, you still don't trust me to go home. I think I should send you home."

Pan Xishi said: "You are tall, but I see that your ID number is only 14 years old this year, and some boys are only 14 when they are 160 years old. You are tall, but your age depends on that."

Lei Bowen immediately refuted, but Pan Xishi never compromised, every time he sent the child to the door of the house and watched the child enter the community before leaving.Later, Lei Bowen's mother greeted Pan Xishi at the door of their house and invited her to come home for a detailed chat.Lei Bowen and his parents are all postdoctoral fellows, and they belong to the group of people with the highest education in China. They also have high hopes for themselves and their children, and have always hoped that he will become the pride of the whole family.

But the parents are already very good, and it is not easy to go to the next level and surpass the family.Therefore, they pay special attention to education from the birth of their children. Children have a wide range of knowledge and are more obedient at the beginning.After entering junior high school, he became rebellious, thinking that his grades had always been excellent, and he became more and more youthful and frivolous. He always liked to ask questions, and indeed he would look down on some teachers.Therefore, although he is good at studying, basically no teacher likes him, and he has even been targeted a lot because of this.

Lei Bowen's mother said: "I hope that my child can become a person with excellent character and learning. Learning a good character is also good, and it must be accepted by the collective. Otherwise, such a character will suffer a lot in society in the future."

Pan Xishi said: "Bowen's thirst for knowledge is very strong, and he is very competitive. I have worked hard to answer his questions. But I think this child is still grateful as long as he is guided correctly. And I personally I believe that it is not a bad thing for people to have individuality, and it is not necessarily necessary to conform to the crowd, and sometimes the matter of collective recognition needs to be divided into two."

"Teacher Pan, do you really think so?"

"I firmly believe that it is not a bad thing for children to have individuality. I don't think that the education method of being obedient is not necessarily correct, but the premise does not affect the interests of the collective."

The famous "King of the King" in the fourth class of the ninth year was "conquered" by the new substitute teacher, which caused quite a shock in the whole class.Shang Yan and Li Kun also have a good relationship with Shang Bowen on a daily basis. He heard the other party tell them: "In the future, you must take Teacher Pan's class well and don't take the lead in making trouble."

Shang Yan said, "Are you planning to betray?"

Lei Bowen said: "My parents praised me yesterday. It's really not easy. Although I don't care about them complimenting me, I'm also very happy that they didn't find me and didn't waste my time."

During the big break the next day, Pan Xishi found Shang Yan and Li Kun.She told the two children that she wanted to make a bet with them. If during the mid-term exam, she asked the students in the class, including Li Kun, who wanted to improve their grades, to complete the set goals, Shang Yan and them would not be allowed to participate in the mid-term exam. Disrupt classroom discipline before exams.But if she can't let these people accomplish the set goals, then it's a waste of her time to accept any ridicule from them.

Shang Yan said: "The game is so big? If you lose, it will affect your career. You don't know how good our academic director is. You also underestimated the ability of our classmate Teacher Hei. No matter how many famous teachers in the whole grade can't Improve everyone's grades, just you? Let's save effort!"

Pan Xishi said: "Let me tell you Shangyan, don't contradict what you said in class yesterday. If you really don't want to learn, you won't delay your good friend's study. Otherwise, it's a plastic brotherhood."

Shang Yan looked at Li Kun and said, "Do you want to study hard?"

Li Kun nodded without hesitation: "Of course I want to study hard, I always want to study hard! It's you who have been delaying me, and my mother still expects me to be admitted to a prestigious school and make her look good!"

Shang Yan was speechless and looked at the sky, gave this guy a big roll of his eyes, and then coughed a few words: "Student Li Kun, I want to tell you these words too. I have to study hard, and I will live up to the expectations of my family when I get into a prestigious school." .”

Pan Xishi knew that Shangyan was talking nonsense, and this guy didn't seem to want to study hard at all.And what Li Kun was thinking in her heart, she didn't delve into it, but seriously coaxed the students in the class to learn it.That's right, coaxing children to learn.She used her salary to buy some small gifts for the students. Whether it was dictation or reciting, even if she got all the multiple-choice questions right at once, she would encourage the children with material things.

But she will also use all the time she can use to write silently for the children and let the children do the questions.Students like Shang Yan simply complained, but Li Kun and a few classmates worked very hard, at least they made obvious progress in Chinese.It seemed that everything was going well and rest assured, but at this moment, the parents at home gave her another blow in the head.

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