Hi persimmon

Chapter 69
I woke up suddenly at night and couldn't fall asleep no matter what. Pan Xishi has been sneezing uncontrollably these days. Traditional Chinese medicine says it may be due to spleen deficiency and the invasion of summer cold.She got up and made herself a cup of red dates and ginger syrup, and turned on her mobile phone to browse Moments.

One of Pan Xihong's Moments received all the likes from mutual friends in their Moments.Xiaoxiao called her mother for the first time in her life. In the picture, Song Jiahui hugged her second daughter tightly and wept with joy.

Pan Xihong's text for the picture is: Sitting next to your mother for half an hour is equivalent to seeing a psychiatrist seven times; in the face of bad luck, your mother will have a premonition, and when she restricts your behavior, don't be surprised. You gave her life, even if things didn't reach that point.Thank my mother for her meticulous love for me since I was a child, and thank my mother for always rushing to the front line faster than me in the face of all my difficulties. Because I have such a mother, I also learned how to be a mother today .This is a day that must be punched in memory. I used to only know that my mother loves me, but now I know that my daughter loves me too. I am the happiest mother and daughter in the world!

Under this circle of friends, all kinds of touching messages make people cry after reading it.

Pan Xishi looked at it for a while, although she was happy for Xiaoxiao in her heart, she still didn't have any willingness to like it.A lively place doesn't need an extra red heart from her.Today is the weekend, my aunt arrived, Pan Xishi didn't sleep well, and was suffering from rhinitis, she didn't even want to move, but just as soon as she slumped on the bed again, she received a call from Song Jiahui, saying that Xiaoxiao would call her mother , Let her come back and celebrate with the whole family.

Without even thinking about it, Pan Xishi directly refused on the phone.

Song Jiahui scolded her and said, "Your second sister is your biological second sister. If it wasn't for her when you were a child, you wouldn't know where you are now. Maybe she was resold to the ravine. You can't let everyone Feel a little warm?"

Pan Xishi said coldly: "I really can't repay the things I don't remember from my heart. But since I can remember, I have never felt the love of my mother. This is a grand feast for mother's love. I don't want to Go, I don’t know what to say when I go, won’t it be more troublesome for you?”

Early in the morning, Pan Xishi was very happy to be able to call her mother because of Xiaoxiao, but when she answered a call from her mother, she began to feel bored.Probably because my aunt is married, she can't wait to block someone's phone and WeChat directly.

At this time, Sister Sanhua called and said she would come to see her, but Pan Xishi directly said that he didn't want to cook or order takeaway today.Sister Sanhua said that she had prepared a meal and brought it here.When we actually met, this best friend not only brought two big pots of steamed steamed buns, a pot of red dates, goji berries and millet porridge, but also homemade dog rice.

That's right, Sanhua cooked big stick bones for Huanhuan and Xixi, and cooked meatballs made of steamed beef and pumpkin puree for the little two with Pan Xi persimmon kitchen. No, they didn't prepare two dogs. Lunch, but three.She also brought her happy mother, Miao Xiaoqi.Huanhuan seems to have forgotten her mother, but Miao Xiaoqi still remembers her cub, and keeps coming up to kiss the child with her tongue.Pan Xishi is a Chinese teacher, but it was the first time she saw two dogs in action and told her what it means to lick a calf.

Pan Xishi said to Sister Sanhua: "You see, this meow of your family has been beckoning to me since entering the door, as if asking me to take good care of her cub, which means, please, please Already!"

Sister Sanhua said: "Everything has spirituality. They just can't talk, but they know everything in their hearts. When I was breastfeeding, Miao Xiaoqi didn't let me get close to her children. Later, when the children grew up, You can eat dog food. Seeing that I have no skills, the details of the dogs can no longer be taken care of in daily life, so when I took her child away, she no longer resisted. Just begged me and adopted People treat her children well."

Ren Fei came to see her mother with joy, and Miao Xiaoqi treated the child with the same enthusiasm.The three cubs rolled and sprinkled flowers together. When eating, the two cubs hadn't finished eating yet. Miao Xiaoqi watched the children and didn't fight with them, especially like a mother.

Originally, Ren Fei was going to have dinner with Pan Xishi, and the buns had already been set up, but when the little girl received the phone call, she suddenly yelled: "My mother is coming, my mother is coming to see me, I won't eat anymore , I want to go back and wait for my mother."

Ren Fei's mother came to see the child, and the little girl picked up the dog and was about to go home, but Miao Xiaoqi quit, chasing Ren Fei up and down, which seemed to mean that the child was reluctant to leave.Ren Fei simply left the puppy at the teacher's house first, and rushed back to wait for her mother without stopping.

Afterwards, Pan Xishi smiled and said, "Is today Mother's Day? It seems like everyone is showing their mother's love."

Sister Sanhua said: "Your aunt has a bad temper? I didn't mean to bring Miao Xiaoqi to you."

At this time, Pan Xishi's phone rang, and Pan Guanlin called and said, "Xishi, the whole family is very happy today. I made more than [-] dishes with your mother. Come here quickly, many of them are from you." Love it. Dad specially learned a new dish of tofu, shrimp and egg yolk stew. Your eldest sister said that you like this dish very much. I even put shredded abalone in it."

Pan Xishi's tone was much more relaxed than in the morning. She said, "Father, I'm not feeling well today, so I won't go. You guys have fun eating. I'll go and see Xiaoxiao again when I have time."

Pan Guanlin said: "Why don't you feel uncomfortable? Did you catch a cold? It's getting colder and colder now, you should be more careful when you live outside alone. Your eldest sister said that you are good at cooking. I was quite relieved to hear that , being able to eat well means that your grandma is very successful in education. You are a child with a brain."

No matter how sensible a woman is, there are always a few days in a month when she is in a bad mood. Pan Xishi has been unhappy since the morning, but she feels better because of this strange man on the phone who should be the most familiar and closest in the world.The other party's words were like a warm spring breeze, and she could feel the warmth through the phone. She didn't even seem to have such a pain in her stomach anymore.A good word is warm in winter, and a bad word is cold in June. At a certain time, who in this world can refuse the warmth from their loved ones?
In fact, Pan Xishi doesn't have any requirements for his parents now, as long as they don't speak ill of him, he will be Amitabha.If there is nothing wrong with framing herself, she also feels that they are the best performance for herself.

At this time, Pan Guanlin said again, "Hey persimmon, how about this, since you are not feeling well, I will leave you a portion of every dish I make, and then I will send it to you at night."

Pan Xishi immediately felt flattered. Although this kind of care from her father is very common in ordinary families, it was the first time in her life for her. The feeling was no different from the first time Pan Xihong heard Xiaoxiao call mom.She, Pan Xishi, even has her father delivering meals?She thought so in her heart, but she refused to act because she was really not used to it.It is the best I can do to let her not think about her parents' thoughts in a bad way, but if she really receives any of them in her home with the things they sent, she will feel embarrassed and at a loss.

Pan Guanlin said: "You live so close to your home, you can walk there. Riding a shared bicycle is closer than going to your elder sister's house. Don't eat dinner, wait for Dad! About six o'clock, I will drop off Go and eat directly."

"It's really unnecessary. I have something to eat, and my friend is still here. You, you really don't need to come here. I've already eaten." Pan Xishi stammered.

"What time is it? You've already eaten. Did you eat lunch or breakfast?" Pan Guanlin said earnestly, "I know that you and your parents have not been together since childhood and have no relationship. But we are not old yet, and you are still young , Let’s get along from now on, even new friends can show affection, let alone you are our biological daughter? You just have to remember, it’s not like your parents don’t have you in their hearts.”

Putting down the phone, Pan Xishi's fingertips were trembling slightly. She couldn't bear such kindness from her father, but she couldn't help thinking of something in her heart.That time, my father personally came to the school gate to apologize to Xiaoxiao on a very cold and windy day.But she not only didn't have a good word from the beginning to the end, she didn't even have a good face.No matter how much resentment she had in her heart, she felt guilty when she thought about it now.

Sister Sanhua said: "You are the master who can't stand two good words from others. You have a lot of ambition, but you can't stand a hot fart. Don't even think about dinner, let's have lunch first." Eat it, the four-fresh steamed stuffed bun with shrimp, pork, egg, and leek is very fragrant. And this red dates and millet porridge is my aunt's favorite."

During the meal, Pan Xishi was also a little absent-minded. She thought that when Pan Guanlin came at night, she couldn't let him return empty-handed.If someone shows kindness to you at such an old age, even if you are a junior, you should repay it twice as much.She thought about the newly opened big-name men's store downstairs, which has everything from thermal underwear to belts, wallets, scarves, hats and ready-to-wear, so she would go shopping after dinner.

Sister Sanhua valued Pan Xishi's appearance and said: "You are still the same as when you were a child, and you take things seriously. You are not comfortable, can you take care of yourself first? I will talk about the evening's affairs at night, He is your own father, shouldn't he care about you? I owe you so much since I was a child, let alone a meal, even a thousand meals. You used to be like this with your grandma's relatives. Who treats you well? As soon as you lose it, you can’t wait to give your heart to others. But don’t forget, you can owe anyone in this world, except your parents, if you owe it, they owe you.”

Pan Xishi and Sister Sanhua have always talked about everything, and her daughter knows everything about her since she was a child. She thought for a while and said: "I don't want to analyze whether I owe it now. Parents and ex-boyfriend After all, it is different. No matter how much I owe them, they are the ones who gave birth to me. Without them, there would be no me. Let me take the initiative to treat them well, I really can’t do it yet, but they want to show kindness to me, and I don’t want to be cold-hearted again. "

Sister Sanhua smiled and said: "Why, seeing your second sister Pan Xihong so wholeheartedly devoted to Xiaoxiao, and finally paid off, you are also shaken? Do you think that one day your parents will treat you like this? Let you feel the love and warmth of your parents?"

Pan Xishi suddenly shuddered: "Love and warmth, why do these words sound so disgusting when they come out of your mouth? I have goose bumps all over my body."

"You, you just don't admit it with your iron mouth and steel teeth."

Pan Xishi did not expect so much from his parents. The main reason was not because of how much he had been hurt, but because he had no feelings in essence.She just felt that even if it was a stranger who came to give her food on such a cold day and night, since she couldn't refuse, she should reciprocate the courtesy and not owe the other party any favors.

The specialty store downstairs has just opened, and because the price discounts are relatively strong, there are still a lot of people who come to shop on weekends.Pan Xishi is no stranger to men's clothing, and is also very good at choosing gifts. When she was in a relationship, she would often buy gifts for Fan Wenbin. It can be said that she "loved" him very much.But things for middle-aged and elderly men are relatively unfamiliar.Grandpa passed away early and didn't spend a penny on her. This is also an eternal regret in her heart.

Pan Xishi put both Huanhuan and Xixi on his shopping trolley, put the cover on, the two little ones were very quiet, seemed to be very scared when going out for the first time, snuggled together, and watched with timid eyes. This strange world is silent.Pan Xishi felt that the heating in the room was too high, so he lowered the cover of the stroller. The pure white and cute fur kid attracted the attention of many customers.Now there are more and more people who like fur babies, and the scene is very enjoyable. The store allows the dogs to come in, and they can’t get out of the car, so they won’t cause any harm to the store. Many people saw it from the gate, but gave The store has attracted a lot of popularity.

"Don't keep a cat and change to a dog?" A middle-aged woman who was familiar and unfamiliar stood beside Pan Xishi, and said these harsh words in a gentle voice.

Pan Xishi glanced sideways and saw that it was Xue Chuan, and she gave two soft hums as an answer and was about to turn around and leave.But Xue Chuan stopped her from behind and said, "Ms. Pan, you came to the specialty store to buy something for Xiaoxuan, right?"

Pan Xishi had ten thousand wild horses galloping in his heart, and wanted to turn his head and leave, but he still couldn't hold back: "No, you think too much! Narcissism is a disease, and it can be cured!"

Xue Chuan was not angry, and said with a smile: "Since middle school, there have been many girls who bought things for my Xiaoxuan, but he can hardly accept them. One is that my family has everything, but in terms of material Said, there is nothing that can attract him. But I can imagine that as long as you buy it, he should accept everything, and he will like it very much. "

Pan Xishi turned and walked away, but the mother chased after her again.

"Teacher Pan, Xiaoxuan is very infatuated with you. He didn't even want his parents because of you. Baba ran to live downstairs with you. He almost broke the relationship with his own father and son. As a mother, I can't control it now. A son who is financially independent can only please his own children. I think as a parent, as long as the children can feel the love of their parents, the relationship can always be repaired, don't you think?"

Pan Xishi's heart was touched, and he looked subconsciously, and found that there were several household food boxes in Xue Chuan's trolley, and he didn't need to open them to know that the meals were made by his mother for his son. After my son moved out, he didn't have enough to eat and was not warm enough to wear. When he had enough to eat, he went to a brand-name store to buy clothes, and he bought more than one piece, everything from thermal underwear to coats.

"Teacher Shang is a good man, he is very kind, you raised him up, he will not really hate his parents. I can also feel when talking with our colleagues on weekdays, although he has opinions on you, but I also love you very much. There is always an emotional basis for losing your temper, and you will feel safe when you are favored. Even if he moves out, he will miss you." Pan Xishi is telling the truth, she does not want any mother and child For becoming emotionally detached.

Xue Chuan's eyes suddenly turned red, and she said: "Pan Xishi, I am a good son because you abandoned his parents. Even if you say that today, I will not relax in my attitude towards you. Our Shang family will not want a daughter-in-law like you. No matter how clever your tricks are, you can only confuse my son, but you can't fool me. You say nothing, but you come to buy clothes for my son again. I want to ask you, since If you didn't buy it for my son, it means you have a partner, why don't you tell Xiaoxuan to let him give up quickly?"

Pan Xishi opened his mouth, and suddenly said loudly: "I bought it for my father. Do I need to explain to you, are you still finished?"

Xue Chuan was stunned, and looked at Pan Xishi suspiciously, judging the truth of the other party's words.After a while, she chose to believe it. After all, sometimes there is a muddled account between parents and children, which cannot be broken or calculated.

In the evening, Shang Yunxuan knocked on the door.He brought a lot of food and said that the refrigerator couldn't fit in it, and he wanted to share it with Pan Xishi.Pan Xishi suddenly became childish again, and blurted out a sentence: "No need, my dad said he would bring me food tonight!"

Shang Yunxuan smiled and said: "Your father should have been like this a long time ago. He never cared about you since he was a child. Now that they live so close, it's a great opportunity for them to behave. If they want to repair the relationship, they must treat you well. I don't know them well, but the words I saw them say about you in front of me before are really weird. Hey, don't you think that every parent in this world has their own weirdness? "

If it was yesterday, Pan Xishi felt that he would definitely not be in the current state of mind. It may be that Pan Xihong's circle of friends in the morning really touched him.

There is only one entrance in the community, and Pan Xishi stood at the entrance of the community and waited for Pan Guanlin.She didn't want to cause trouble for this young old father, so she simply waited here.I didn't care about it on the surface, but I waited from six o'clock to 07:30.It was so cold that she had to go home again.See someone's lunch box still on your dining table.Pan Xishi ordered Shang Yunxuan behind him to evict him.

Shang Yunxuan felt that he was completely frozen, but he didn't want to tease him at this time, because he felt the disappointment in the heart of the girl opposite with a nonchalant face, so he could only smile to cover up his embarrassment and let himself stay with him looking at her.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and it was already 9 o'clock in the blink of an eye.His stomach grumbled from time to time.

Pan Xishi suddenly smiled and said, "Let's eat, take a bite of the food your parents cooked, and see how it tastes. Although your mother made me angry just now, I have nothing to worry about with delicious food."

When Pan Xishi was talking, the circles of her eyes suddenly turned red, and she thought that it must be because of her aunt's arrival that she was emotionally disturbed.That's why you did such a ridiculous and disrespectful thing today.

(End of this chapter)