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Chapter 71 I Can't Be Friends

Shang Yunxuan said, "Give me the scarf and gloves you bought today!"

Pan Xishi: "."

Before leaving, Shang Yunxuan packed 211 and 985 in a cat bag, and left with the scarf and gloves bought by Pan Xishi.

Pan Xishi looked at the bombed-out kitchen and the table where he had eaten, and he couldn't think about anything else. After finishing his work, he lay on the bed and slept until dawn.

On Sunday, Ren Fei's mother brought her daughter to visit Pan Xishi.Mama Ren seemed to be a capable middle-aged woman, and her speech was concise and clear. After saying a few words to make the teacher stop rejecting the souvenirs she brought, she took out a red envelope from her pocket and handed it over.

Pan Xishi's face immediately sank: "Mother Ren Fei, do you know that you are hurting me?"

"Teacher Pan, I really don't mean anything else. I just want to express my sincere gratitude to the teacher. You said that Xiaofei is a girl who traveled all the way to a big city to go to school alone, and our parents are not around. We are grateful from the bottom of our hearts for meeting such a good teacher as you. We don’t know what to give you as a gift. A red envelope is the simplest form of gratitude for us common people. I know it’s a bit blasphemy, but I do The small business knows that life is not easy for ordinary people. Teachers are human beings, teachers also have to eat, teachers also have housing, teachers also have to see a doctor, teachers are not superhuman, teachers have no money in real life, they will suffer everywhere, even It would also be disrespectful."

Ren Fei's mother said with red eye circles: "Mr. Pan, you don't even know how much you have helped our family by your unintentional actions. If it weren't for you, we wouldn't be able to sleep peacefully all day. I don't know how the child will be." It won't be depressed anymore, we as parents really can't stand it."

Pan Xishi said coldly: "Mother Ren Fei, have you considered Ren Fei's feelings when you do these things in front of your children?"

Mother Ren touched her daughter's heart and said: "I don't think it's bad for children of poor people to head home early. Xiaofei also wants to thank the teacher. She herself knows the difficulties of life in Xingang alone. I don't think it's teaching the child bad, I think I'm teaching her how to reciprocate!"

Pan Xishi said: "Mother Ren Fei, when I first became a teacher, I really put self-reliance and survival at the top of my list. But now, to tell you the truth, if I want to earn more money, I can actually Go to other industries instead of this job as a substitute teacher. My side job may not be stable, but my income is more than that of a teacher. If I work hard, there may be no upper limit.

The reason why I still persist in the position of substitute teacher is that on the one hand, I really want to become a full-time teacher, because I want to keep teaching, but now it is different from half a year ago. I really like the profession of teacher.I didn't stay here for the red envelope in your hand.If I accept it now, I may have to leave this position soon, not because I am fired, but because I feel that I am no longer suitable. "

Mother Ren burst into tears after hearing this: "Mr. Pan, you don't want to resign. If you leave, Xiaofei won't know how to go to school anymore."

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and after opening the door, Shang Yunxuan walked in from outside with a sullen face.

Shang Yunxuan said to Ren Fei's mother righteously: "I have seen many parents like you. It seems that you are thinking about the future of your children, but in fact it is to satisfy your own vanity. If it is really for your children, you can Why don’t you just come to accompany me to study after giving everything? You are giving such a young girl casually throwing it in a strange place? I think it’s a crime for you to be too many parents!”

Ren Fei protected her mother and said, "Teacher Shang, I don't allow you to say that about my mother!"

Shang Yunxuan still insisted on saying to Ren's mother: "You think that you bought a house with all you have, and you have a household registration to pay for your children? You can buy a house to appreciate in value, and you can cash it out at any time after buying a house. Let relatives take care of their children? Are you saving the lives of relatives in the country, or providing for relatives and their families to enjoy the glory and wealth? Make some small favors and let them take such a big risk. Relatives hate you so much, can you have a good face for your children?"

Pan Xishi hurriedly stopped him: "Teacher Shang, what you said is serious."

Shang Yunxuan turned his head and said to Pan Xishi: "You are a left-behind child yourself, and you still stop me from talking about this? Most of the accidents of underage children come from acquaintances. Instead of entrusting the children to relatives with gratitude, Entrust it to the teacher, why can't you be with the child? You will always be the first person responsible for the child."

Ren Fei's mother burst into tears, holding her daughter and not knowing how to answer.

Shang Yunxuan looked at the red envelope leaking out of Ren Fei's mother's pocket, and was even more angry: "There are only two consequences of giving red envelopes, first, spoiling and polluting the teacher, and second, increasing the number of those who can't afford it The chances of children from red envelope families being treated unfairly. In fact, you parents are wrong. Parents who really have resources will not give teachers red envelopes, and teachers will not pay more attention to your children because of red envelopes. Remember those children who have never given red envelopes. So, your parents are not only testing the humanity of teachers, but also harming ordinary children."

Shang Yunxuan became more and more angry: If you are an ordinary parent with no resources and no culture, then encourage your child more, understand and support her more, and accompany her more, instead of living a mediocre life and having to give birth to an egg. Let the eggs fly.Forcibly transfer your anxiety, fear, anger, and grievances to your children.Your difficulties are not brought by your children, but the lack of family affection in your children's growth is actually caused by you.Her exam key point 985 has been given to you to honor your ancestors, but what if something goes wrong?What if you don't pass the exam?The child will bear it by himself, and you are only responsible for complaining? "

Ren Fei's mother blushed, and the tears fell even more fiercely.

Pan Xishi comforted her and said: "The teacher will treat every student sincerely. You don't have to worry about this. Teachers can't replace parents, but parents are the most direct teachers of children. Mom Ren Fei, I can feel your love for children. Now that this is the case, during the most critical year of the child's life, spend as much time with the child as possible and treat the child better. If you have any difficulties, you can tell me."

Ren Fei's mother thanked her a thousand times and left with guilt and longing for her daughter.

Teacher Shang, who had just been filled with righteous indignation for educating the parents of the students, took out a small gift box from his arms and put it on Pan Xishi's desk before leaving.

"Gifts from students' parents are absolutely unacceptable. But as a return gift between colleagues, it is not polite to reciprocate. I am always ashamed to take your scarf and gloves for nothing. If you feel embarrassed, then continue. Give me another gift, reciprocity, there is nothing so kind, I won't feel embarrassed."

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Pan Xishi picked up the small gift box on the table and opened the wrapping paper, only to find that the word Chow Tai Fook was written on the box. Then he opened the lid, and inside was a gold bracelet inlaid with three precious stones.It is the one that I have been saving money to buy but have not bought, and I have been planting grass and can't pull it out.But she had never confided her wish to anyone, how could he have guessed something that was impossible even in a dream?
This is the first time in her life that someone can figure out what she likes. Pan Xishi is one head and two big. She is wondering if she should just move again!
Little Ren Fei knew that her parents' small business was not easy to do in the past year.I borrowed a lot of money to buy a house in Xingang, and the debt has not been repaid. This year, I lost money in the business again.Before leaving, my mother bought her new down stock, brand-name sneakers, and beautiful sweaters and skirts.In addition to the fixed living expenses, some pocket money was added, and she was told to study hard.

Ren Fei is not at all happy because of the things her mother bought for herself and the pocket money she left behind. She just wants her mother to stay with her.But my mother has to go back to take care of the elderly, and there are still a lot of things to do, it is impossible to satisfy her wish.Not only did this trip not make Ren Fei's grades improve by leaps and bounds, but her mood fluctuated greatly, and her class absorption rate dropped severely.

Zheng Xiaoyun also started to study hard. She has a good foundation. She started to learn Mathematical Olympiad when she was in elementary school.But it was only a week of blood, and it turned off.The two girls at the same table seemed to have encountered the same problem.

Ren Fei still didn't give up the idea of ​​being friends with Zheng Xiaoyun, they were just transferred here, and they had a better chance of becoming close friends.Zheng Xiaoyun basically has no friends. Facing Ren Fei's overtures, she gradually no longer rejects them. However, she seems to be unprepared and unwilling to accept this reality when she becomes a particularly good friend with Ren Fei.

When class is over, Ren Fei always wants to go to the bathroom with Zheng Xiaoyun, and when school is over, she will always wait for her deskmate to finish all the things and go together, whether it is on duty or being called by the teacher to give a lecture, Even if it was dark, she would not leave early.

Shang Yan reminded Ren Fei: "My grandma doesn't like Zheng Xiaoyun's family anymore, and I also think she is quite annoying. You were so fierce to us in the beginning, why did you have such a high tolerance for her? It's not your character!"

Ren Fei explained: "That's different, you are boys, I want to make friends with girls! And you are not transferred from another school, and you are not my deskmate. You."

"All right, all right!" Shang Yan raised his hand and said, "I don't even know, but you still discriminate against men and women? Don't say I didn't remind you, rushing is not business, making friends is the same as falling in love, if you always shave your head It's not interesting to pick a hot head."

Ren Fei said: "Zheng Xiaoyun is just too introverted, and she doesn't know how to make friends. In fact, I can understand all these."

"Then you try it, even if I didn't say it!" Shang Yan said, "I don't like her anyway. In theory, we are related. Look at the way her eyes are above the top. Her parents are abroad, and she has read What's wrong with international schools? What era is this, do you still think foreign countries are good? I don't want to go, if I want to go, I can go to study abroad in minutes."

Ren Fei stopped talking. Her study in Xingang has already made the whole family stretched. Going to study abroad is something she can't even think about.

On this day, when Ren Fei was doing sanitation, she asked Zheng Xiaoyun to wait for her, and the other party clearly agreed, but when she came back after taking out the trash, she found that Zheng Xiaoyun had left.Ask other classmates who are doing hygiene, they said that Zheng Xiaoyun packed up his things and left after finishing the paper.They also reminded her if she wanted to say something to Zheng Fei, but she didn't say anything, just patted her butt and left.

Ren Fei felt very uncomfortable, and no one answered Zheng Xiaoyun's phone call, and no reply to her WeChat message.In fact, this is not the first time Ren Fei has encountered such a person. There is a girl upstairs in her house who is in the third class. She also thought about going to school with him and taking the initiative to be friends with him, but she was dumped in the end.After many times, no matter how enthusiastic she was, she knew that it would be embarrassing for her to chase after her like this.

When Zheng Xiaoyun first arrived, when Ren Fei found out that the other party was not friendly, she had made up her mind not to repeat the same mistakes.But as time went by, the relationship between them became more and more familiar. The idea that one or two good friends had to be like everyone else in the class came back. Ren Fei didn't want to be with boys every day. Mixed together, but she was really too lonely by herself.

But is it really wrong to do so?
When going to school the next day, Ren Fei asked Zheng Xiaoyun why he didn't wait for her.Zheng Xiaoyun said: "I was so tired yesterday, I want to go back first."

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

Zheng Xiaoyun didn't answer Zheng Xiaoyun at all, and lowered his head to write the paper.Ren Fei was very angry and felt an unspeakable aggrieved feeling.In the next few days, Ren Fei observed carefully, Zheng Xiaoyun was still the same as before, she took the initiative to find her, and she didn't refuse, but if she didn't chase the other party, the other party would do her own thing, and she would definitely not Will take the initiative to wait for myself, not once!

Finally one day, when school was over, Ren Fei didn't wait for Zheng Xiaoyun, but she didn't leave first either. The two walked out of the classroom one after the other, went down the stairs, crossed the playground, and were about to walk to the gate.Zheng Xiaoyun felt that Ren Fei was right behind her. She turned her head and saw that her deskmate hadn't caught up with her as before, so she turned her head around and continued walking.

When she came to the playground, Ren Fei finally couldn't bear it any longer. She walked up to Zheng Xiaoyun and stopped her and said loudly, "Are you treating me as a friend? Do you know that it's always rude like this? Are you the same as the first one?" The same time, do you look down on me at all?"

Zheng Xiaoyun said slowly: "I didn't look down on you? But I just never have the habit of waiting for others. Besides, why do you always wait for me? Do you hope that I will treat you to delicious food, or that I will give you expensive ones?" A gift. You parachute to Xingang to go to school, surely you will encounter many difficulties in life, right? Then you need a good friend to help you in life or financially?"

Hearing what Zheng Xiaoyun said, Ren Fei's eyes immediately turned red, she bit her lower lip, and looked at her deskmate in front of her in aggrieved manner.

Zheng Xiaoyun thought seriously: "But I don't have the ability, and I don't want to cause such trouble. And I think it is difficult for people with very different family conditions to play together. After all, the consumption is different, and the living environment is different. Not the same, even the eating habits are different, the hobbies are different, and making friends is not a matter of finding a random friend if you don’t have any friends.”

Ren Fei said: "We are at the same table, and we are both girls. Why are there so many differences? My family is not bad! I thought that we all have parents who are not around, and we should cherish each other more. We can have more love than others. A common language. I never wanted you to help me? You can't see it, I've always been helping you!"

Zheng Xiaoyun said: "Isn't it because there are no people in the class to play with you, that you are trying to curry favor with me? Isn't it because you help me for a purpose, that you want to get more from me?"

Ren Fei couldn't control her temper suddenly, dropped her schoolbag and rushed towards Zheng Xiaoyun.

The two girls wrestled together.

Gradually, more and more students gathered around, and the playground was full of people, watching the two girls fight more and more fiercely.

(End of this chapter)