Oncology Physician Life

Chapter 42 Chapter 41

Ten minutes later, doctors from various departments in the corridor returned to the conference room one after another.

Everyone was issued an anonymous voting tool, with the names of Liu Chong and Jiang Li written on the tickets, and no one could see the contents before the votes were counted.

Pei Xiaonan put his hand on Jiang Li's shoulder lightly, and persuaded him: "Even if we can't win, but you have tried your best, you know, there are many things in this society, if we don't work hard, we will get what we want result."

Jiang Li struggled to swallow the unwillingness and disappointment in her throat. She knew that many people were unwilling to offend Liu Chong. The other party was the administrative director and the head of the oncology department. The result was basically settled.

Tao Dayong, the vice president of the hospital office, personally counted the votes, and as the votes were taken out of the box one by one, the result was ready to come out.

Jiang Li saw Tao Dayong's meaningful glance at him, and his heart sank.

Tao Dayong announced the results: "A total of 78 votes were cast, of which 23 votes abstained. Of the 55 votes, 25 votes supported Jiang Li, and the remaining 30 votes supported Director Liu."

When Bi Chun, the director of the medical department, heard the result, there was no surprise on his face, and he motioned for the meeting to continue.

Jiang Li's actions, in the eyes of the leaders of the hospital during this meeting, were just an insignificant episode.Many people even think that this female professor who came back from Anderson is too hypocritical, and even thinks too much of herself.

Who does she think she is?
Can she negate the director Liu Chong's decision to introduce DK immunotherapy from Saman Technology Laboratory just based on her words, a "Lancet" magazine, and a few clinical data?
The hospital will continue to operate as usual without Jiang Li.

But her actions are tantamount to offending the power center at the upper level of the entire giant white tower.

Liu Chong will let her know how stupid her decision is in the future.

Cai Dazhi, the person in charge of the Saman Technology Laboratory, had a smile on his face. The moment he accepted the signing contract, the corners of his mouth twitched.

Ji Han looked at the silent Jiang Li, and couldn't bear it. He had already guessed the result at the beginning, some things are not black and white, and it doesn't mean that if you work hard, things will go in the direction you expected.

Many times, when the whole world is black, but you are white, then white becomes a kind of original sin!
Jiang Li forced a smile, his voice seemed to be blocked by cotton, and he made a muffled sound: "I...do I look stupid?"

Wei Ran was on the verge of speaking, but found that he couldn't say any comforting words.

The meeting ended briefly, Jiang Li walked out of the conference room, and met Liu Chong, director of the Oncology Department, in the corridor.

Liu Chong looked at the woman in front of him quietly, his haughty face was filled with cold sarcasm, ridiculing the other party's overreaching, even wanting to shake the tree with the force of ants.

Liu Chong still comforted her symbolically: "Professor Jiang, after all, domestic and foreign countries are different. What you did abroad will not work here. You said that DK is following the old way of DC-CIK, and it is a target for cancer cells." The tropism is unknown, but it is not completely ineffective in clinical practice. We should not give up the entire immunotherapy for a single case. Cancer medicine must continue to move forward. It’s all inevitable, if it’s because of a few mistakes, we’re going to get tired, shrink back and give up, isn’t that a bit too hasty?”

Jiang Li frowned: "I hope Director Liu, you can truly have a clear conscience in front of the tears of those cancer patients in the future!"

"Naturally, everything I do is out of public interest, without any self-interest!" Liu Chong smiled, turned and walked towards the elevator.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Jiang Li got off work and had just walked out of the oncology department building of the hospital. The flickering neon lights of the city outside were reflected on her face, twisting and turning.

She took a breath, as if she had exhausted all her strength, and she actually tasted a bitter sweetness in the warm and cold air.

She was wondering if she was really too idealistic?
Over the years, whether she was in Anderson or in the Spness Laboratory, she has been doing tumor research and tumor surgery every day. She has seen a lot of bad things and met many cancer patients of different colors. She has witnessed humanity and witnessed reality.

She told herself countless times in her heart, you, Jiang Li is just an ordinary, ordinary oncologist!

You're not a Marvel superhero who can't save the world, or someone who can make the world work for you with a single word.

You are an oncologist, you can't manage so many things, you are the only one who can manage well!

But even so, Jiang Li still couldn't be ignorant of the quiet, eager justice in his heart.

She wants to save every patient's life, and also wants to realize her own justice in this giant white tower!
She just wants to be an honest and conscientious oncologist.

But the reality still made her see the truth clearly!
On the one hand, it is her heart that is constantly being burned by the raging justice, and on the other hand, it is her own smallness and powerlessness when facing a powerful leader like Liu Chong.

She finally understands why more and more young people give up studying medicine now!

Why, more and more young doctors will give up the profession they once loved, and would rather go to the short video platform to be a UP master who popularizes medical knowledge!
Why, the young doctor who dared to report the injustice and shady scenes in the hospital with his real name was finally forced to be helpless and could only choose to stand up.

Like Jiang Li, they are just oncologists.

Jiang Li's heart was full of powerlessness and burnout.

She suddenly understood what her teacher Li Zhongfu had said to her.

He said, Jiang Li, although you are already a mature doctor, the teacher still wants to tell you that in your future practice of medicine, you will still encounter many things that make you weak and even dampen your enthusiasm.

Many young doctors may gradually lose their enthusiasm for studying medicine after encountering several incidents. They even regard the profession of doctors as a tool to support their families.

There are many doctors who are suffering every day of their work. The blow of reality makes them simply think that only by earning money can they feel that the job of a doctor is still worthwhile.

But the teacher doesn't want you to be such a doctor!
If 99 out of [-] doctors have given up their belief in the profession of a doctor, then the only one left must be you, Jiang Li!

Recalling the words of his teacher Li Zhongfu, Jiang Li wiped away all the haze in his heart.

She looked at the dark night in the neon lights, and at some point, she began to like the dark night, because only in the dark night did her own belong to her.

She can have her own feelings, her own catharsis.

And during the day, she only left her calmness to Jiang Li during the day.

Because oncologists need absolute calm.

Every time when looking at the dark night, Jiang Li would always hear a roar like an echo, and she knew that it was a piece of emptiness in her heart.

Only when she keeps telling herself who she is, that she is still working hard towards her goal of being an oncologist, and what kind of doctor she will become in the future, will the vacant part of her heart be slowed down. Fill up slowly, fill up.

She once read a sentence written by a writer, if you believe that you deserve the suffering you have suffered, then one day in the future, light will surely shine on you.

And you, before that, just need to carry it, carry it silently, until the wind clears and the clouds clear, until the sea and the sky are bright.

Jiang Li took a deep breath and straightened his mind, but the phone kept ringing in his pocket.

The wechat group of the group of four exploded.

Wei Ran: "Teacher Jiang, don't be discouraged, even if everyone does not support you, the three of us will always stand by your side!"

Pei Xiaonan: "Jiang Jiang, come to my house tonight, I will make it for you myself, your favorite iron pot depends on the big goose!"

After a while, Ji Han also responded to the message in a rare way:

"Jiang Li, I have four suggestions for you.

First, don't quarrel with pigs in the future.

Second, don't go to the ring set up by the pig to fight with the pig.

Third, don't try to defeat pigs with pig brains and methods
Fourth, being friends with a top student like me is your real way out! "

Wei Ran: "I've seen someone who is narcissistic, but I've never seen someone who is so narcissistic like you!"

Pei Xiaonan: "Same as above, +1, but Mr. Ji said to be friends, but I don't know if it's a boyfriend or a girlfriend?"

Jiang Li shook her head and smiled, and put away her cell phone. She was very thankful that she still had three close friends who understood her, at least this road was not alone.

She was walking towards the gate of the hospital, and when she passed the garden behind, she heard people crying in a trance.

She approached slowly, and the lonely figure in the garden suddenly woke up.Borrowing the street lamp, Jiang Li saw the teardrops hanging on the face of a green pheasant.

The girl looked to be eleven or twelve years old, and she was wearing a washed-out T-shirt, which obviously didn't fit the size, like an adult's size.Seeing that she was discovered, the little girl looked at the woman who came over with a face full of astonishment.

Jiang Li bent down and showed a kind smile: "Little sister, it's so late, why are you here alone? Where are your parents?"

"Jiang, Aunt Jiang..." the girl called out timidly.

This surprised Jiang Li: "You know me?"

The little girl nodded: "I met you in the room of the oncology department. My mother said that you are a very good doctor. I hope that when I grow up, I can become a doctor like you."

Jiang Li was stunned by the girl's words, and a gentle smile appeared on his face: "What's your name? Where is your mother? Auntie will take you to find your mother, okay?"

The girl nodded, stood up from the flower bed, and walked towards Jiang Li: "My name is Liu Kaishi, and my mother is in Room 603 of that building."

Jiang Li followed the girl's hand and looked at the oncology building behind him.

She took the girl's cold hand and walked towards the oncology building, telling her: "Xiaokaishi, don't run around alone in the future, I will be anxious if my mother can't find you."

The girl nodded, her right hand was always covering her right chest.

Jiang Li caught a glimpse of the tear stains on the girl's face, his heart was moved, his face was calm, and he smiled lightly: "Why are you crying here alone at night? Is there something unhappy?"

The girl looked around, saw no one, suddenly stopped, looked up at Jiang Li, and asked in a startling voice: "Aunt Jiang, you said that people will die if they get cancer? If people die, what will they do?" Where will they go? Can they still see their mother?"

The softness in Jiang Li's heart was touched. She squatted down, touched Liu Kaishi's head, and said, "People who get cancer may not necessarily die. As long as the disease is treated well, they can still live like normal people. Hmm... After they died, Auntie didn’t know where they would go? But after Auntie’s mother passed away, she lived in the stars in the sky. Every night, she would silently watch me from above the stars, and sometimes she would entrust me with dreams. Auntie, as long as she misses her mother, she can see her when she looks up."

Liu Kaishi lowered her head, with tears in her eyes again: "Dad lived on the stars, now Kaishi is going to the stars to find her father, but Kaishi is worried about leaving mom here alone, mom It will be sad and lonely."

Jiang Li keenly sensed something wrong with the girl, she stared at the girl's eyes seriously, and asked: "Kai Shi told Auntie, do you feel uncomfortable? Why do you want to go to the stars to find your father?"

Just as the girl was about to speak, the movements of her hands tightened, and the hands pressing on her chest became a little heavier. She frowned, and her whole body bent down in pain.

Jiang Li hurriedly grabbed the girl's arm and lifted the girl's loose T-shirt. He froze in place suddenly, only to see that the girl's right breast was obviously bigger than the left breast. She gently pressed her hand on the side of the girl's right breast, obviously A hard lump was felt.She checked the position of the girl's right collarbone and the top of her right armpit, and could clearly feel the enlarged lymph nodes.

Jiang Li's expression became more serious: "Kai Shi, tell Auntie how long has your chest pain been?"

The girl's forehead was sweating a little because of the pain, and she said in a low voice, "It's been more than half a month."

"Then why didn't you tell mom?"

"My mother sent me to school in order to make money, and I was busy until late every day. I was afraid, afraid of getting sick, and getting sick would cost more money."

Jiang Li stopped asking questions, and hurriedly picked up the girl and walked towards the oncology building.

Through the simple palpation just now and the girl's description, Jiang Li suspected that the girl might have right breast cancer, and it had been developing for a long time.

(End of this chapter)