Oncology Physician Life

Chapter 92 Chapter 91 Letter from Father
For the next ten days or so, apart from going to the ICU regularly every day to replace the old doctor's orders, Jiang Li would take a look at Qiao Yuanshan who hadn't woken up yet.

His slightly rosy face fell into an uncertain fate. Except for the prescriptions that were still increasing every day, everyone was eager to see him open his eyes.

Outside the ICU, from the day Qiao Yuanshan moved in, his younger sister Lin Jiaojiao sat outside the ICU alone for thirteen days.

The only time she can see her brother is at two o'clock in the afternoon every day, which is just half an hour.

Today, she greeted the nurse in advance, prepared a pot of hot water, ironed the towel, and went to the changing area at the entrance of the ICU to change into the sterile clothes as soon as the time came.

She stood alone in front of her brother's bed, carefully wiping his body and face.

Just when she finished wiping Qiao Yuanshan's left hand, she felt his little finger slightly touch her palm. The feeling was very light, but it was like a gentle spring breeze sweeping across the lawn.

Lin Jiaojiao's eyes were red, and she clenched his hand tightly.

She could feel his desperate response, and the little finger swept across her palm again.

Brother Qiao Yuanshan woke up.

No one knows how this 12-year-old boy negotiated with God and what kind of struggles he went through during these thirteen days. What we can know is that he went to heaven and then escaped back to the world , and this process took him thirteen days.

As for the eight-year-old sister Lin Jiaojiao, during the thirteen days of waiting in the ICU, every minute and every second of suffering seemed extraordinarily precious.

Listening to the ICU pager, Jiang Li and the nurses almost ran over at a gallop.

The attending physician shone a flashlight on the child's pupils, and the nurse took off his oxygen mask.

Seven or eight people gathered around his bed to check various indicators for him.

Outside the crowd, the small body of sister Lin Jiaojiao was pushed to the outer edge by the crowded attending physicians and nurses.

But in the crowd, the eyes of the brother and sister were silently watching each other.

The little sister smiled happily, she didn't dare to disturb the doctors' examination, she opened her mouth and said softly: "Come on brother, I'll wait for you."

Qiao Yuanshan smiled with difficulty on his chapped lips, like a silly child.

From the corner of his eye, he saw the card next to the pillow. It was a very familiar card. It was a blessing card he bought as a gift during last year's festival and gave it to his sister as a birthday present. On such an ordinary card, there was one line.

Brother, I am waiting for you to take me to set off fireworks!
Jiang Li looked at the little girl sitting on the bench in the corridor outside the ICU, and smiled at her.

As night falls, there has just been a light rain on the city's neon roads.

Pei Xiaonan walked with Wei Ran on the sidewalk beside the road, the ground was wet, and the city's gorgeous neon lights made the two people's slanted shadows reflected on the watery ground by the roadside.The evening rush hour on the road blocked the road with a string of red beads, and most of the pedestrians returning home were in a hurry.

Pei Xiaonan glanced at Wei Ran who had packed his bags, and suddenly sighed, "I never thought that you, the four of us, would be the first to leave this post."

Wei Ran looked at the woman wearing a pair of sneakers and stepping on the puddles on the road recklessly. Even though she forced herself to pretend to be mature, there was still a little girl living in her heart.

Seeing that pair of limited-edition women's sneakers that she bought in an offline store were soiled by her with no care, Wei Ran suddenly felt that Pei Xiaonan in this appearance might be the real herself.

Wei Ran asked: "What are your plans in the future? Or continue to work in the hospital's laboratory?"

"Otherwise? I am determined to be the director of the laboratory at the age of 40. How can I give up so easily!" Pei Xiaonan gave the answer in his heart almost without thinking.

"What about getting married?" Wei Ran smiled, "You can't stay single forever, can you?"

"What's so bad about being single?" Pei Xiaonan patted Wei Ran on the shoulder, "But what you said, Old Wei, is right, a woman doesn't have to be bound by a house."

She kept looking at the towering white tower across the road, and said: "When I first came to this hospital, every day after work, I would stand on the window sill and overlook the high-rise residences opposite. At that time, I always asked myself, what should I do?" How many years of struggle can I have my own house there, but then I met many patients and witnessed the joys and sorrows behind each family, and suddenly felt that I was trapped in a reinforced concrete forest , like a scurrying ant."

Wei Ran smiled and patted her head: "Why, you are the best girl in our class!"

Pei Xiaonan smiled: "Yeah, I used to watch a lot of TV dramas, and I thought I was similar to those Cinderellas who went to Shanghai with dreams to work hard, met Prince Charming, and became the chief physician in the hospital in the last thirty or forty episodes. The tribulations are still naive, stick to the original intention of being a doctor, and can still receive love. Unfortunately, the heroines in the TV series are all cheating. The reality proves that most of the girls who used to have dreams lost their own in the end. Dreams, becoming no longer a girl, or even becoming mediocre... I used to be afraid that I would not be able to achieve great things, and I always thought that I would be a blockbuster on the road to conquering cancer, but more than ten years have passed, and the hospital is so big. Get so many people who have achieved great things?"

Wei Ran was stunned: "This is not like the Pei Xiaonan I know! Don't you still dream of conquering cancer one day and winning the Nobel Prize in Medicine?"

Pei Xiaonan shook her head: "After going through so much, I found that I seem to have become a lot more Buddhist. Hey Wei, do you think I am really old? I have become less energetic!"

"You are not old!" Wei Ran looked down at her, and held her hand tightly, "In my eyes, you will always be the youngest and the prettiest!"

Pei Xiaonan looked into Wei Ran's sincere eyes, and suddenly sank into them for a while, until the sound of a car horn in the distance woke her up, she quickly withdrew her hand, and changed the subject: "By the way, a few days ago, auntie I came to see me suddenly, I thought it was to persuade you not to resign, but Auntie said that she had figured it out and stopped forcing you to do things you don't like!"

Surprise appeared on Wei Ran's face: "My mother really figured it out?"

Pei Xiaonan took out an old envelope from her bag and handed it over: "She said let me give you this letter!"

"A letter? Whose letter is it?" Wei Ran looked suspiciously at the envelope in his hand.

"I don't know either, okay, I won't see you off, remember to come back and see us when you have time!" Pei Xiaonan waved at Wei Ran, turned around and walked towards the red SUV parked in the square.

Wei Ran turned around and sat on the side of the road, opened the envelope in his hand, the paper inside was already yellowed, but he could still see his father's handwriting on it at a glance.

This was the last letter my father wrote to him when he supported the medical mission in Qinghai. Not long after his father wrote this letter, an accident happened on the road to support the grassroots in the mountain village.

Ah Ran!Hello, see Xin An.

At this time, my father was on his way to Qinghai for support. Here, my father met friends who were engaged in different medical fields. Listening to everyone talking about new technologies in their respective medical research fields made my father feel excited and proud. One of the young doctors, It was the first time I talked about my field of research—artificial heart. The idea was really appalling, replacing the human heart with a mechanical heart. You must know that in 2000, even if the heart transplant operation failed, the probability of failure was very high!

However, this energetic young doctor spent a long time in this field of research and finally failed. When he said this and cried on the spot, it aroused the love of many senior doctors present.

Maybe the artificial heart is just a fantasy now, but we all believe that in the future, 20 years after Ah Ran, you grow up and practice medicine, the artificial heart must have become a reality and become a rising star in the medical field in China !

It may be a fantasy now, but it may not be impossible to come true in the future!
Dad still remembers that when he performed the first operation as a resident doctor, the patient's aneurysm caused blood vessel hemorrhage and pressure on the nerves during the operation. The lack of control of imported drugs and the inability to save the patient's life have always been a pity in Dad's heart.

But Dad has never been disappointed, because Dad knows that Ah Ran, you will take over this white coat from Dad to make up for the regrets in Dad's heart over the years.

Although the profession of a doctor faces high-risk operations and medical disputes, fewer and fewer young children are willing to engage in this profession, but Ah Ran, you must remember what your father said, you are my son, and my father hopes that one day in the future, you can Take on the heavy burden bravely, as a doctor who is worthy of the patient, he must relieve the disease and benefit the patient!
After reading the last letter left by your father, Wei Ran found an old yellowed photo. It was taken by the lakeside of Qinghai when his father first supported medical treatment in Qinghai when he was five years old. photo.

Looking at his father's smiling face in the photo, Wei Ran's eyes suddenly became dizzy. It turned out that in his father's heart, he always hoped that as a son, he could inherit his mantle and become an excellent doctor in the future.

So this is also the reason why my mother insisted that he insist on being a doctor for so many years!
(End of this chapter)