Divorced Woman 2019

Chapter 14 The Graveyard
Isn't this a cemetery?

Meng Jingtao looked at Qin Lei's blank eyes, and the anger on his face finally eased, and he even felt a little complacent.

In Qin Lei's dumbfounded eyes, there was a certain element of fear, but more of it was his disappointment with Meng Jingtao!

Disappointed with my choice of lover's vision, the person I fell in love with back then turned out to be such a despicable person!

Fortunately, I still thought that he was a person with excellent character, but at this time, this person's personality has completely collapsed!

Qin Lei pressed the car window quietly, then stretched his hand out of the car window, grabbed the handle, opened the car door, and got out of the car.

And this time it was Meng Jingtao's turn to be stunned. He couldn't believe that this woman who was afraid of the dark before dared to get out of the car in the cemetery!
I thought I could use this method to force this woman to submit, and then return to the previous state of being at his mercy.

However, his calculations were in vain. He was indeed a very confident person, even a conceited person, and he was unwilling to let this woman out of his control.

So he got out of the car and shouted:
"Then you can keep company with these wild ghosts! I'm leaving now?"

Qin Lei didn't respond, and didn't look back, he walked straight to the cemetery...

Meng Jingtao finally had no choice but to restart the car and started to leave.He intentionally slammed the accelerator loudly, thinking that Qin Lei could give in, but this time he was really wrong.

Just when he drove the car for a distance of about 200 meters, he drove the car back again. He thought that Qin Lei would give in.

But what he saw was under the faint moonlight, the thin figure of the woman who gave birth to her son walked towards the cemetery step by step, instead of chasing his car as he imagined...

After all, Meng Jingtao was Meng Jingtao. Although he was a little moved, he had selfish blood in his bones. This kind of blood drove him to leave here, leaving Qin Lei to enjoy the boundless fear alone.

But he didn't know that God would always take pity on some little sparrows. Qin Lei was not intimidated by fear in this cemetery. On the contrary, it gave her a new life!
There will always be ghosts in the world, but science believes that there should be no ghosts when people die like a lamp goes out.

At 2 o'clock in the morning, in this cemetery, Qin Lei was alone under the faint moonlight, and what he saw was a dense hillside.Under the moonlight, these hillsides look extraordinarily weird...

Is Qin Lei really that brave at this time?
In fact, this is not the case, but driven by her inner stubbornness.

When she told me about this experience, she said that after seeing Meng Jingtao's car going away from the corner of her eye, she immediately stayed where she was.

On such a night, no matter whether it is a man or a woman, whoever is in such a cemetery will have a strong sense of fear.

But what about fear?

Qin Lei said that she had already forgotten about this process of fear, so it's not easy for me to imagine it here.

Although people are very fond of sad past events, their brains will always selectively forget the very embarrassing ones!
Moonlight is like snow.

The soft moonlight quietly sprinkled on the city wall outside the cemetery, like the city wall outside a fairytale castle.

The silence around me brings out my own redundancy, and I only have my own shadow and my own heartbeat to accompany me.

The fear continues to spread, and it has spread beyond the reach.

Because from the moment Meng Jingtao left, boundless fear had spread from his head, then to his neck, to his chest, to his thighs where he couldn't walk, and finally to his toes, it was over!

After the fear in the heart has reached the limit, but the actual fear has not come, then the so-called fear is nothing but a paper tiger.

The effect Meng Jingtao wanted was nothing more than to watch her yell and beg him not to drive the car away, and then take the opportunity to threaten herself, make herself submit to him, and fall into his mercy again.

However, the stubbornness in her bones seems to be driving her instinct - she would rather face the boundless fear than give in to him again!
Meng Jingtao's headlights were finally swallowed by the boundless moonlight, leaving behind a small her and a big cemetery...

Qin Lei told me that the cemetery and the night are not so scary. When you get used to it, when your fear has reached a certain level, everything you are afraid of is just that you dare not face it. of something.

But when you are really ready to face it, these fears are afraid of you, because your bravery will make them run away in a panic.

Qin Lei said that he had forgotten more than half of the specific things, and only remembered that there was nothing in this world that would scare her since then.

When she said these words, I felt a little terror in the firmness of her eyes. They are the eyes that only appear after undergoing a complete transformation, and they will not exist in the eyes of ordinary women.

Qin Lei regained his composure, and suddenly realized that in the silent moonlight, this piece of tombstone would look very cute.It has been standing here for a long time, and it seems that no ghost is willing to show up to greet her.

The book says that sometimes people are scarier than ghosts.

Only now can Qin Lei truly understand it.

The wronged self was not pitied by anyone, but in the cemetery, the ghosts couldn't bear to frighten her.

However, she couldn't refuse to leave for a long time just because no one who died didn't show up. What if one came out?

It's impossible to find someone to come here now, she doesn't even know where she is, and she doesn't even have a mobile phone.I can only go back along the way I came here, and I guess I can see the lights of Kyoto when I go to the front.

Let's start after you have made up your mind. This is the only way right now.

All the things we face in our lives are similar, and we are afraid that we have no direction in our hearts. If we have a direction in our hearts and we know it is correct, then why hesitate?

In addition to being down-to-earth, everything else is nonsense!

For example, Qin Lei's current route is a plan that no one can find fault with. Yes, in such a long night, what else can be done besides this method?

In a person's life, there may be many choices, and each choice will bring unprecedented changes to oneself.

Some of these changes will make me better and better, while others will make me completely defeated!But no matter what kind of choice it is, it is the path chosen by oneself. Winning or losing is all up to you, and you can't blame others!
Every time you complain, you are seeking redemption for yourself, but none of these can really save yourself, the only one who can really save you is yourself!
Qin Lei's achievements today are inseparable from her stubbornness and persistence.

It was already morning when we walked back to the urban area of ​​Kyoto.

Qin Lei, who was waiting for the bus in the waiting room, had no expression on his face, but his heart was restless like a storm.

It has been eight full years of marriage. From having nothing at the beginning to now living a prosperous life, Qin Lei's years of no complaints and no regrets have been exchanged for so many years of indifference, and the experience last night seemed to be a big blow to Qin Lei. mouth!
In fact, Meng Jingtao did give her a loud mouth!

This also woke up her who had been holding on to some hope, and also woke up her own wishful thinking for many years!
In the waiting room of Kyoto South Station, voices are heard!
In the bustling waiting room, there are many young men and women who are flirting, or looking down at their mobile phones, and occasionally laugh out loud...

The migrant worker with the bag on his back is chomping on the bread he just bought, and the daughter-in-law next to him will hand over a thermos in due course.

A young mother is following a staggering child worriedly...

All of this will not change because of my happiness or unhappiness, that is to say, no matter what I look like, this world is still this world.

The sun will still rise tomorrow, the flowers will still bloom, and the delicious food in other people's mouths will not fill your stomach...

Everyone is busy with their own affairs, maybe, maybe I should really live for myself.

So what kind of life is living for yourself?
At this moment, she thought of Fu Xin. Although her impression of him was from her school days, it was certain that he had always been obsessed with her.

Thinking of this, she seemed to have some comfort, and there was more determination in her eyes.

There are too many things these few days, and it happened too suddenly, but this thing that was supposed to happen will actually happen sooner or later. Thinking about it this way, it is not considered sudden.

At this time, Qin Lei should have completely calmed down, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't checked Fu Xin's news on his phone for a long time.

Will he be anxious because he can't contact me?

She couldn't help feeling a little anxious.

At this time, she was a little tired from walking all night, thinking that she should buy a mobile phone after returning home, and then apply for a new mobile phone card.

Just as she was thinking about these things, a woman's heart-piercing howl suddenly rang in her ears...

(End of this chapter)