Divorced Woman 2019

Chapter 43 Confession
This recording pen was what Mei Xuejiao had put in the car before, and it was the one she hadn't moved since she couldn't take it out.

There are many things in life like this, when you try hard to find something, there is always no way to find it.But if you don't want to look for it, it will always pop up by itself!

A little drunk, she picked up the recording pen and put it in her bag.

Now she doesn't have much time to pay attention to these things, what happened this day has made her tired enough, the only thing she wants to do now is to have a good sleep.

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After tidying up, Qin Lei had nowhere to go, and he didn't want to stay in that disgusting room any longer.

If it is a weak woman, she may not leave until tomorrow at the earliest.But Qin Lei was not a weak person in her heart, she had already packed her belongings and walked out of the room.

In the winter in the north, the word cold only describes the temperature, and the cold and windy can make the winter in the north more specific.

The night with a temperature of more than minus 20 degrees, coupled with the whistling cold wind, is enough to make everyone on the street hurry, in order to return to the warm home as soon as possible!
However, Qin Lei has no home now...

Qin Lei was walking aimlessly on the street, the cold wind was tearing her clothes wantonly.

Although the cold wind is cold, can it still cool your heart?

The money on her body is enough to stay in the hotel, but she doesn't want to stop her feet at this moment, as if she stops her feet, her heart will involuntarily think of Fu Xin.

Remember that scumbag!

He clearly knows that this person has been playing with him from the beginning to the end, but he still can't help but think about him.

Although Qin Lei has also talked about some relationships, but when people are at a low point, there is no doubt that there is a burning concern and consideration that moves her the most.

At the age of the blooming season, girls in love undoubtedly pay more attention to how to be happier.I don't know what is real happiness, and mistakenly regard those boys who make me happy as my reliance.

The daily necessities after marriage will replace the original romance, and the trivial matters of the family will make one's mental strength even more haggard.

At this time, when there is a man who understands you, is considerate of you, and can handle all the things you feel powerless for you, that is the best love.

Of course, it would be great if you can be full of joy and romance every day after marriage, but how many such loves are there in real life?
A woman's attachment to romantic love lasts a long time, from the beginning of her love until her temples are grey.

If a woman no longer expects love, then it must be that she has been defeated by the cruel reality.

The wind continued to blow, and the chill was still getting worse...

The moment I walked out of the house, I had already made up my mind, but what should I do in the future?For example, what should we do with the current road?

The wind gradually picked up, and snowflakes began to float sparsely in the night sky.Could it be that God also sensed my mood and cooperated with me so much?

There are many places where you can go in the provincial capital, your relatives, your classmates.

She thought of her own home. Perhaps the best choice at this time was to go to the train station to buy a train ticket.It only takes more than half an hour to lie on a warm bed at home.

She really wanted to do this, but she couldn't face her mother's inquiry.Mother will definitely continue to ask about her job and what unit she works in.

Thinking of going to work, she smiled wryly. She was going to resign today, but she didn't expect her job to fail, but she ushered in her own unexpected harvest - breaking up.

It's just too thin!
Qin Lei didn't want to continue walking anymore. From the painful mood, she gradually woke up and felt a little tired and cold.Subconsciously wrapped the coat around her body, and then pulled down the sleeves.

She needs a place to live, this is her most urgent thought at the moment, Qin Lei thought of An Renzi.

An Renzi is her good friend in high school and college, and one of her best girlfriends.

The reason why it is said to be one is because Qin Lei also has a college classmate named Zhang Xinyue, and the three of them are also familiar with each other.

Although Zhang Xinyue and An Renzi were both in the same city, they basically had little contact without Qin Lei's instigation.

Closer to home, An Renzi was very happy when he received Qin Lei's call.

Judging from An Renzi's voice, it seemed that she was so happy that she jumped up.

The relationship between the two is very good, and they have been sticking together since high school.Until college, when Zhang Xinyue joined, the three of them became an intimate trio.

It's just that this woman, An Renzi, doesn't have a very bright mind.

It was early morning when Qin Lei came to An Renzi's house.

Qin Lei felt very guilty for coming to someone's house so late.An Renzi told her happily:
"Except for me and the child, there is no one else in the family." After speaking, he smiled.

"Then where is your family?" Qin Lei was surprised.

An Renzi brought hot water to Qin Lei, and at the same time handed over a fruit plate containing dried fruits, and said to Qin Lei between handing hot water:

"Our family went on a business trip, and the one who left the day before yesterday has not come back, so it's just me and my child left at home."

"Your father-in-law and mother-in-law don't live with you!" Qin Lei started to ask.

"My parents-in-law were afraid of disturbing us, so they bought two houses in this community, one for us to live in, and one for them to live in. During the day they came to watch the children, and at night they left after cooking."

It can be seen that An Renzi had a little complacency when he said these words.

"I really envy you!" Qin Lei subconsciously compares himself with An Renzi, it's like heaven and earth.

Qin Lei was sincere when she said this. She really envies the happy family now.Especially such a family is still owned by my good girlfriends.

An Renzi, who had been busy for a while, sat on the sofa and took a good look at Qin Lei. She saw Qin Lei's expression was very bad.Especially his eyes were red, because Qin Lei's face also turned red when he suddenly entered a warm room after being outside for too long.

If it's just because it's red, it doesn't matter, the marks left by the cold wind after the tears soaked into the skin become extremely obvious under the light, is this still the Qin Lei I know?
She felt that something important must have happened before Qin Lei came to her home this time, so she asked with concern:

"Xiao Lei, do you have...something?" Renzi An asked with concern.

An Renzi's words brought her back to what happened over a month ago, and she didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Too much pain had accumulated in her heart, and she needed to vent it.Although she has made up her mind not to think about the past, she keeps cheering herself up, trying to make herself forget the past and welcome tomorrow in this way.

But at this moment, facing her best friend she is so familiar with, she still wants to cry out of disappointment...

Women generally need to cry out after encountering various painful things, which seems to be a way of self-salvation.

In psychology, there are similar cases, that is to say, when a person's distress reaches a certain level, he will be relieved after talking to other people.

It's like pouring half a cup of dirty water into half a cup of clean water, then it will become clearer. Although it is not completely clear, it is much better than before.

The same is true for men, but men seem to seldom go to someone to cry, but men will release themselves through alcohol or being alone.Theoretically speaking, there is no difference in essence, but there is a difference in method.

An Renzi hugged the tearful Qin Lei, and after listening to her cry, her eyes also started to moisten.

How could such a kind-hearted Qin Lei encounter such a thing? How could she, who was once cheerful and thoughtful, become so embarrassed now?
From high school to university, Qin Lei has always been a girl pursued by boys, not only because of her beauty, but also because of her cheerfulness and personality.

This kind of personality of hers is not the kind that people hate, but it is admirable.She doesn't pay too much attention to dressing up, nympho, and blindly following trends like other girls, but has her own opinions in everything.

There was a time when I was a little jealous of her, because at that time a boy I liked was also chasing Qin Lei.Fortunately, Qin Lei did not agree to that boy, but this boy did not choose himself in the end.

Looking at Qin Lei who was already in tears, especially after hearing the reason for her divorce and being cheated by the scumbag later, she was also thinking about her own affairs.She is very clear that her happiness is only what outsiders seem to be happy, just like what Qin Lei thinks.

But only you know the real suffering. Maybe the atmosphere tonight is too suitable for telling your thoughts, and An Renzi also wants to confide his own thoughts that he refuses to tell outsiders...

　Because there are some things to do at night, I released it in advance. Everyone, eat more dumplings on New Year's Eve and win more money!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)