The hostess has unique killing skills

Chapter 41 We are all the same

Bai Tang looked at the smiling Yi Jinyan, then looked away in a panic, lowered his head and kept stuffing porridge into his mouth, bewildered.

"Don't just drink the porridge, come, have a steamed stuffed bun." Yi Jinyan put a steamed bun in front of Bai Tang with his chopsticks, chattering, "Liquid food is not enough, eat this steamed stuffed bun."

Bai Tang looked at the steamed stuffed bun in front of him, and felt that the small steamed stuffed bun was very hot, just like that boy, scorching hot like the sun.

She wanted to escape, to dodge, but in the end she was exposed to the sun and had nowhere to hide.

"En." A weak mosquito responded, and Bai Tang obediently took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun.

After eating breakfast with no appetite, seeing Yi Jinyan busy around her, Bai Tang noticed that the circles of his eyes were a little dark blue.

Before, she was only concerned about other things, but she didn't notice him.

Did Yi Jinyan stay up all night just to take care of her?

"you……"

"What's wrong?" Yi Jinyan turned to look at her after throwing the trash into the trash bin at the door.

Bai Tang pointed at his eyes, "You haven't had a good rest."

Yi Jinyan was stunned for a moment, touched the corner of his eyes subconsciously, and then laughed hahaha, a little silly, "Oops, it's embarrassing for you to see my sloppy appearance, hahaha... "

Bai Tang bit his lower lip lightly, "You didn't go home all night, have you been in the hospital?"

"En." Yi Jinyan nodded, sat back on the stool, and carefully tucked the quilt over Bai Tang.

"If you don't go home all night, your family must be worried about you." Bai Tang frowned and said.

Yi Jinyan is different from her. He has a family, relatives, and friends who can laugh and jump around, and he is a famous person in school. Such a person actually stayed with her in the hospital all night, what a kind person he must be To do this to her?

Who knows, Yi Jinyan's expression was stunned, and he replied with a smile, "We are the same, and I have only myself in my family."

"Huh?" Bai Tang's eyes widened, and finally he felt like he was prying into a secret that no one else could discover. He lowered his head in shame, "I'm sorry, I don't know..."

"It doesn't matter." Yi Jinyan smiled cheerfully, reaching out his hands to rub Bai Tang's fluffy and soft hair a few times like a big brother, "Did you not see it at first glance? Everyone didn't see it, they thought my family was everywhere Laughing and laughing!"

This kind of self-deprecating words slipped out of Yi Jinyan's mouth, as if he was talking about the weather today, the ordinary can no longer be ordinary.

But a sensitive person like Bai Tang still caught the loneliness and sadness in the other party's words.

"Sorry, I……"

"You don't need to apologize, and it has nothing to do with you." Yi Jinyan interrupted Bai Tang with a smile, half propped his chin and looked at the sunlight outside, and his voice softened, "So, we are the same people, When I see you like me, I feel like I see myself, and I want to save myself, you know?"

Bai Tang's body froze, a little too late to react.

Save yourself?

Over there, Yi Jinyan seems to have been opened up.

"Actually, I don't think you need to be sad all day long. Wouldn't it be better to hide your emotions like me? Others have nothing to do with their own experiences. Instead of putting those pains on them, it's better to go out to bask in the sun and take a walk Go for a walk, feel the beauty of life, when you can say "It's good that I'm still alive" easily, when you really let go of everything. Bai Tang, you are punishing yourself for being so negative, you know?"

Bai Tang's mind moved, and the light in his eyes suddenly turned sharp, "What do you know? You don't know the cause and effect, so why are you so calm and justified in using these words to teach me?"

For a moment, the atmosphere in the room was a bit tense, and the two looked at each other, neither giving way to the other.

"We are the same." Yi Jinyan looked at the sullen Bai Tang, his voice was still calm, "When I look at you, it's like looking in a mirror, the me I used to be."

(End of this chapter)