medical road with you

Chapter 21 No.20 The origin of a dream
The day Lu Ping met Yan Wei was the day Tianhai rejected her confession.

On that day, it was the first snow since winter in Seoul.

The weather forecast had predicted the snow very early, and Chi Na said that it would be very romantic to confess in the snow, and it would definitely be a success.
The night before, after spending an unknown amount of time and revising it countless times, Lu Ping finally wrote a fairly satisfactory love letter. Very carefully, Lu Ping folded the pink love letter into a heart shape.
Early in the morning, she went to look for him in his classroom, but he was not in the classroom the whole morning.
At noon, the snow finally started to fall.
It was snowing so hard, the snowflakes as big as copper coins were densely packed, and soon the whole campus was dyed white.
The school bell rang, and Lu Ping went to his classroom again, but he was still not there.

Dejected, Lu Ping was going home with Chi Na, when he raised his head inadvertently, a person walked in the snow all over the sky, that figure had long been deeply engraved in Lu Ping's mind.
"Go, go quickly." Chi Na kept urging.
Mustering up all his courage, Lu Ping walked towards Tianhai.
"Jiang Tianhai, this is for you." With a shy smile, Lu Ping held a red heart in both hands and sent it to Tianhai.
Bang bang bang, Lu Ping has never been so nervous in her life, she felt as if her heart was about to jump out of her chest, and the blood in her whole body was about to burn.
In the boundless snow and the biting cold wind, Lu Ping was sweating all over.
It's not that she didn't think of the possibility of being rejected, she just didn't think that his rejection would be so cruel, and even tinged with insult.
During the 120 five days of knowing him, she had all kinds of pink dreams every day. The moment he threw her red heart away, her dreams were completely shattered.
After saying "You are the most annoying girl I've ever seen", Tianhai turned and left, the red heart stuck upside down in the snow, and was soon covered by snow.
Lu Ping's boiling blood gradually cooled down to freezing point.
"Pingping, are you okay?" Chi Na ran over and grabbed Lu Ping.
Lu Ping slammed Chi Na's hand away: "Nana, can you leave me alone for a while?"

Lu Ping ran away alone. In the heavy snow, she didn't know where she ran. When she woke up, she was already standing at the door of an Internet cafe.
The snow was still falling, Lu Ping's shoes got wet, her feet were so cold, and the Internet cafe had the heater on, so she couldn't help leaning towards the door.

Clap, clack, the boy near the door was banging on the keyboard violently. He was wearing earphones, with yellow hair on his head, and was still cursing.

In front of him was a big screen. The tall spiers on the screen were surrounded by white snow, and the surrounding area was barren, giving people a very cold and desolate feeling.

An ugly monster came over, Huang Mao picked up the machete, clicked a few times, and the monster fell down.

One after another, Huang Mao cut it countless times, and suddenly, a circle of light flashed all over his body.

"Finally upgraded!" Huang Mao said.

Turning his neck, Huang Mao realized that there was a little girl next to him looking at him, and the little girl seemed to be very focused.

After playing for a whole day, he finally reached the full level. Yan Wei was in a good mood at this time.

"Hey, do you want to try it!" Yan Wei shouted at Lu Ping.

Many years later, Lu Ping still didn't understand what kind of force made her walk towards Yan Wei at that time.

If she could travel through time and space, she would definitely travel to that moment and stop her impulsiveness at that time.

"Okay." Lu Ping walked to the computer desk.
Heh, heh, heh, with the knife in his hand, monsters fell in front of her one by one. At that moment, the pain, resentment, and shame in her heart seemed to be forgotten.
"Your operation is good!"

In just ten minutes, Yan Wei discovered Lu Ping's potential as a game master.

"How about it, let's play World of Warcraft, I will take you!"

Once again, by accident, Lu Ping replied: "Okay."

In this way, Lu Ping, a girl and a paladin, holding a sword in his right hand and a shield in his left hand, started the tank journey.
On the first day, Lu Ping played for three hours, and his level was raised to half.

At night, when I got home, it was already nine o'clock, and my father didn't say anything.

Lying on the bed, Lu Ping's mind was full of various skills of the paladin, Jiang Tianhai, the name seemed to be diluted by the monster.

In a few days, the final exam is coming, and the winter vacation will follow.

Throughout the winter vacation, Lu Ping spent almost all day in Internet cafes, and the time to go home was slowly delayed from nine o'clock to eleven o'clock.

No matter how late it was, Lu Lu would always wait for her in the living room, and when she came in, he didn't scold her, let alone beat her, and would only say: "From now on, come back early."

Soon, the winter vacation passed and school started.

On the third day of school, Yan Wei called her and said that they had been pushing a boss for a day, but they hadn't knocked it down yet, and they needed a tank, so she asked her to come and help.

That day, Lu Ping skipped class.

After playing for another six hours, bang, the boss fell.

Two achievement stamps popped up on the screen: Gaps: Queen Azshara; server number one!

Yan Wei pulled the earphones, threw them on the keyboard, kicked the chair back, and jumped on the spot three times.

"I got the server first kill!"

"I got the server first kill!"

. . .

At that moment, Lu Ping was also infected, and his blood was surging. There is no better way to describe Lu Ping's mood at that time.

That day, when Lu Ping returned home, it was already twelve o'clock.

As soon as the door was pushed open, a strong smell of smoke came out.

Lu Lu was sitting on the sofa with a cigarette in his hand. Under the dim light, white smoke curled up repeatedly.

'Smoking is harmful to health', when Lu Ping was very young, Lu Jun taught her to know these six characters when she just knew the characters.
Army, never smoked.
Why is dad smoking?
This idea flashed through Lu Ping's mind, but soon, it was driven away by worry and fear.

"Today, Teacher Yang called me!"

The voice of the Army was indescribably disappointed.

Too bad, Dad knew, Lu Ping lowered his head, ready to meet his father's thunderous anger.

"You, really like playing Warcraft so much?"

Lu Ping was a little stunned. Dad knew what she was doing.
"Pingping, can I stop fighting in the future?"

The father, who has always been tall and stalwart, actually had a bit of pleading in his words.
At that moment, Lu Ping blamed himself.
Dad has always doted on her, no matter what she wants, as long as he can afford it financially, he will usually agree to her.
Moreover, her father is very tolerant to her, especially in her studies.
As long as the most basic homework required by the teacher is completed, Lu Ping can play whatever he wants in the rest of the time.
Others have made up lessons from the first grade of primary school to the third year of high school. Lu Ping has never made up a lesson. Her childhood and her youth were all grown up in eating, drinking and having fun.
"In terms of learning, you only need to keep up with it. The important thing is that you have to find out what you really like and want to do."

Lu Lu always said this to Lu Ping.
Fortunately, Lu Ping is God's darling, she is very smart, just put in a little effort and learn casually, Lu Ping's grades have reached the top, not top-notch, but a university entrance exam is enough.
This, for the Army, is already very good.
Looking at his father's vicissitudes of life, Lu Ping replied: "Okay."

On the second day, on the third day, Lu Ping did it, and on the fourth day, Lu Ping skipped class again.
That night, her father didn't wait for her, and the dark room was filled with a strong smell of smoke.
Since then, Lu Ping has completely indulged, skipping classes has become her daily routine, her glory is getting higher and higher, her operations are getting more and more proficient, and her grades are getting worse and worse, from the top ten to the bottom one, Even, there was an exam, she just missed the exam because she had to write the book.
Lu Ping's game addiction became even stronger, because she met a milk rider, Bi Hai Lan Tian.
The blue sea and the blue sky were met by Lu Ping when he was brushing the random book. At that time, the two of them directly opened up the small copy of the five people. After losing a piece of equipment, Lu Ping gave it to the milk rider, and then he invited her to be a friend. .
By coincidence, Lu Ping actually agreed.
In the past, I don't know how many people wanted to be friends with Lu Ping, but Lu Ping refused.
Lu Ping plays games very purely, just playing games. Many people also socialize while playing games, add friends, join a guild, etc. Lu Ping does not. She just likes to fight monsters, fight bosses, and PK people. There are only two people in her friend list, one is Yan Wei, and the other is Bi Hai Lan Tian.
Bihailantian often stays up late playing games, and Lu Ping stays up late with him to brush the book.
However, it was just playing games together, and the two never talked about anything else.
Lu Ping has a mount, the traveler's tundra mammoth, which can repair equipment and sell garbage, which is very convenient. Once, Bi Hai Lan Tian said 'very good', Lu Ping remembered.
After earning enough reputation and saving one hundred thousand gold coins, Lu Ping bought another horse and sent it to Bihailantian.
At that time, Lu Ping was completely immersed in the game, and his studies, exams, father, and Jiang Tianhai were all left behind.
The smell of cigarettes in the house was getting bigger and bigger, there were more and more cigarette butts, Lu Lu began to cough frequently, and his complexion became thinner and thinner, but, Lu Ping no longer had the heart to pay attention to these things.
Lu Ping never thought when her days like this would end, until one day, when she was still playing games in an Internet cafe, a strange call came and told her to go home immediately.
Before she entered the house, she was surrounded by a group of people wearing protective clothing when she arrived in the community, and she was 'sent' back home. As soon as she entered the house, they locked Lu Ping in the house and told Lu Ping that her father was arrested. Diagnosed as '****', she will be quarantined.
It wasn't until this time that Lu Ping knew that Seoul had been locked down and that the epidemic had fully broken out.
It was only then that Lu Ping began to care about the plague. She turned on her phone and looked around for news about it.
Seeing the shocking number of deaths, Lu Ping began to worry and fear, her father, would not really die in this plague.
On the first day, Lu Ping spent in worry, fear, and panic. The whole day, Lu Ping didn't eat anything, but she didn't feel hungry either.
The next day, someone brought vegetables and rice, passed them to Lu Ping through the crack of the door, and left.
Lu Ping finally felt hungry. She had never cooked before and she started to learn to cook and stir-fry.
With nowhere to vent the panic in her heart, Lu Ping began to pack up the things at home, flipping through them, and she found the photo album that her father helped her organize, one for each year.
'Ping Ping walks for the first time', 'Ping Ping is two years old', 'Ping Ping dances for the first time'
Almost every photo has a note from my father
Continuing to organize, Lu Ping turned to his father's accounting book, the monthly income and expenditure, the family was fine before, and there was a balance every month, but since more than a year ago, the family began to make ends meet every month.
Lu Ping remembered that it was her freshman year of high school. At that time, in order to attract Jiang Tianhai's attention, she began to pester her father to buy her beautiful clothes and headgear. The big watery eyes said 'please', as soon as the father's heart softened, he would satisfy her.
The corners of Lu Ping's eyes were wet. Before, she never realized how much her father loved her. She felt that she was just an ordinary child. She just lacked a mother compared to others. Only now did she understand that in order to make up for the lack of maternal love, How much did her father pay for her to be as happy as an ordinary child?
Thinking of every time I came back from playing games in the middle of the night, and thinking of my father smoking a cigarette with a sad face, Lu Ping was overwhelmed by deep regret.
After tidying up his things, Lu Ping returned to his desk and started tutoring the homework he had left behind.
It never occurred to Lu Ping that his father had marked his textbooks which should be brand new, and her exercise books which should have been blank had also been filled up by his father, and many places were marked with ideas for solving problems.
At that moment, Lu Ping was overwhelmed with regret!
Lu Ping has never hated herself so much. If she could travel through time and space, she really wanted to go back to more than a year ago, slap herself hard, and wake up the game addicted girl.
Picking up the book to study again, Lu Ping's heart gradually calmed down, and his worries and fears gradually disappeared.
Tired of studying, Lu Ping went to his father's room to have a look. There was a big bookcase in his father's room, filled with all kinds of books. Before, Lu Ping was never interested in reading these books.
She didn't know her father at all, Lu Ping suddenly discovered this fact.
My father seems to have a wide range of interests, from ancient and modern Chinese and foreign classics and novels to architecture, aesthetics, history, and medicine. It seems that in every field, my father will collect one or two books.
However, "The Unbearable Lightness of Being" was the one my father read the most.
This is a novel as well as a philosophy book.
In the past, Lu Ping would be dissuaded by the obscure words at the beginning, but this time, Lu Ping calmed down and she read it.
Life can't just be easy, it can't just be games, enjoyment, and indulgence.
Life requires responsibility, responsibility, dedication, and achievement.
Half a month later, his father was discharged from the hospital, and Lu Ping was released from isolation.
It is said to be cured, but the person is basically useless. The army's lungs have almost completely turned into white lungs. He was able to breathe on his own in the first few days after he came back, but it didn't take long before he could only rely on the ventilator for maintenance. After that, he was completely coma.
Vegetative state, the doctor gave the final diagnosis and suggested giving up treatment.
After the doctor left, Lu Ping knelt in front of his father's bed, held Lu Lu's withered hand, and shouted over and over again: "Dad, wake up, wake up."

However, Lu Jun never opened his eyes again.
Is there any hope of vegetative people waking up, yes, but the hope is very slim, but Lu Ping firmly believes that one day, her father will wake up again.
After spending most of the family's savings to buy a top-quality ventilator, and learning basic nursing skills such as nasogastric tube insertion, infusion, and treatment of bedsores, Lu Ping began to take care of his father who was already in a vegetative state every day.
At that time, the school was closed and there was no need to go to school. Except for taking online classes every day and studying the courses of the second year of high school, Lu Ping began to read medical materials.
Silent infection is also called subclinical infection.It means that after the pathogen invades the human body, it only causes the body to produce a specific immune response, causing no or only slight tissue damage, so it does not show any clinical symptoms, signs, or even biochemical changes, and can only be detected by immunological examination. Discover.

Only then did Lu Ping know that not all people who come into contact with the virus will get sick, and only those with low immune function or underlying lung diseases are likely to become pneumonia patients.
Lu Ping thought of the piles of cigarette butts in the trash can at home, and remembered his father's constant coughing months before his illness.
Raising his hand, slapping, Lu Ping slapped himself hard twice.
Smoking is harmful to health, smoking is bad for the lungs, she knows this common sense, why, why at that time, she didn't persuade her father, why didn't she pay attention to his body earlier.
If it weren't for her skipping classes, playing games, and staying out at night, my father would not have started smoking. If my father hadn't smoked, his health would not have become so bad. If his body was healthy, then, even If he was exposed to the virus, he would not really develop severe pneumonia, or at least his symptoms would not be so severe.
It's her, it's all because of her, it's all her fault, that made my father unconscious.
Kneeling in front of his father's bed, Lu Ping said over and over again: "Dad, I was wrong, I will never play games again, I will study hard in the future"

Lu Ping kept repenting, but Lu Lu did not respond at all.
After three days of extreme remorse and self-blame, Lu Ping began to think about what she should do in the future.
Do what you really like and want to do, that's what her father always told her.
But what exactly does she want to do?
As a doctor, after this period of time, Lu Ping wanted to know what he would do in the future.
As a doctor, even if she can't save her own father, but can help others and keep them away from the torment of disease, then she will feel better in her heart.
Being a doctor, however, is by no means simply being a clinician who can only see and treat patients. No matter how skilled a clinician is, he can only treat dozens or even hundreds of people. Lu Ping wants to go further.
Lu Ping is very familiar with the name of Nobel. Lu Jun mentioned it to Lu Ping countless times before his death. There is also a book at home, which is the biography of Nobel.
Nobel, this is not only a simple name, but also a supreme honor.
“Finally someone in China has won the Nobel Prize.”

In 2015, when Tu Youyou won the award, Lu Ping was ten years old, and his father excitedly lifted Lu Ping up. Since childhood, Lu Ping has never seen his father so happy.
"Pingping, did you know that the Nobel Prize is the highest honor in science"

From then on, Lu Ping often told Lu Ping the story of the Nobel Prize.
Lu Ping has long forgotten these fragmentary memories, but when Lu Ping made up his mind to become a doctor, these memories became vivid.
With a medical dream and even a Nobel Prize, Lu Ping found her way in life.
(End of this chapter)