I want to accompany you to the end of time

Chapter 1 Unemployment and Lovelorn
"Xia Nuo, let's break up!" When Ye Yinan said this, Xia Nuo froze for a moment, and then said yes without hesitation.

Then he quickly went back to the rental house to pack his things, and left the house that he and Ye Yinan had rented for three years. Yes, it was only a joint rent. Although they were boyfriend and girlfriend, they did not live together in a strict sense.

For the past three years, Xia Nuo has paid her share of rent on time every month. She doesn't want to burden Ye Yinan too much. Both of them came from small places and worked hard all the way. No one is better than the other. For life For all expenses, Xia Nuo proposed the AA system.

Pack up your things, put the keys on the table, open the door, and look back at the place where you have lived for several years. The dilapidated house with two bedrooms and one living room has a warm appearance after careful tidying up by Xia Nuo. It must be false to say that there is no souvenir.

It's just that there is no need to be nostalgic.

After graduation for many years, she had nothing but a 26-inch suitcase. She dragged her suitcase and walked down the street in despair. The dark yellow street lights stretched her figure. Even though it was night in July, the air was still full of steam. .

Such a scene seemed familiar.

It was the same when I first arrived in city A. I walked alone in this strange city with a suitcase and 400 yuan on my body.

She was alone then, but never so alone.

When I was an intern at Jiasheng Company, I met Ye Yinan. He broke into her life. Xia Nuo didn't like him very much at first, but after three years together day and night, she never thought that she would leave him. He said he would married her.

Life is really a circle, going round and round and back to the original point.

Well, it smells so good!

When she walked past the barbecue stand, she stopped, protesting with disappointment in her stomach, that she hasn't eaten yet today!Who said that if you break up, you must die or live, but she doesn't, there are tens of millions of men in the world, so Ye Yinan can't live without him?
But her optimism only lasted for a few seconds. After a few seconds, the little more than 100 yuan in her pocket reminded her that she was a vagrant.

The company's new product information that was going to be released at the end of the month was leaked, everyone's suspicions were directed at her, Xia Nuo couldn't argue with it, she looked eagerly at Ye Yinan, but met those indifferent eyes.

Everyone can disbelieve her and misunderstand her, but he can't.

But what's the point of thinking about it now, trust is the most basic condition of love, maybe there is no trust between them.

Xia Nuo closed his eyes, took a deep breath, lost his job and lost his love, probably there is nothing worse than this.

She put the suitcase aside, sat down at the table and said to the boss: "Boss, I want two skewers of squid, two skewers of chicken wings, and three bottles of beer."

Only getting drunk at this moment can relieve the double blow she has suffered in this day.

The barbecue stall is run by an old couple from Northeast China. Xia Nuo is a regular customer of this restaurant. The male owner greets Xia Nuo with a smile: "Miss Xia, why are you here alone today? Where's your boyfriend?"

She said lightly, "He's busy."

The boss still smiled: "It's not easy for you young people, you sit first, and I will serve you later."

Shano nodded with a smile.

In the past, I always came to this stall with Ye Yinan, and every time I came, I would order the same dishes as usual. Xia Nuo especially likes to eat the grilled scallops here. Whenever she stares at the hot scallops, Ye Yinan They would say to her with a face full of self-blame: Xiao Nuo, I'm sorry, I can only take you to eat this, wait a little longer, I will work hard, and then I will take you to the most luxurious sky restaurant in city A to eat western food.

Xia Nuo stuffed his mouth full of scallops and said "yes" with a bright smile on his face. The promise turned out to be such a cheap thing.

She showed a wry smile, what she wanted was never those luxurious things, but he didn't understand.

The boss brought the dishes, and opened the beer for her. Xia Nuo grabbed the beer and poured it into his mouth, coughing because he drank too fast.

After drinking a bottle of beer, when she picked up another bottle, the boss advised her out of kindness: "Oh, Miss Xia, drinking like this is not good for your health." If it was someone else, the boss would not bother with this nosy , but Xia Nuo is a frequent visitor here, so he couldn't help talking too much.

Xia Nuo grinned at him: "It's okay, boss, don't worry about me."

The boss asked with concern: "Did you quarrel with your boyfriend? I said that these two people would not quarrel when they are together, just say me and your aunt. If you don't quarrel every three days, it's not good." The busy figure of Xiang standing by the oven, his eyes are full of doting.

"We didn't quarrel!" After being together for so many years, they have almost never quarreled. Once Ye Yinan came back drunk, Xia Nuo just complained about why he drank so much, and turned around to pour him some water. .

Ye Yinan, who drank too much, was depressed, and asked her in a sad tone why are you not angry, you are still not angry after I am like this, do you not love me anymore?At that time, he just thought he was drunk and didn't think much about it. Now that I think about it, it seems that they are really different from other couples.

Xia Nuo has almost no demands on him, and he is cautious in everything in front of Xia Nuo. The two of them are not like a couple in love, but rather like a couple who have been together for many years and their passion has exhausted. cold war.

"Xia Nuo, do you love me?" Ye Yinan, who was drunk, seemed to be talking to herself or to her.

Xia Nuo put the water glass on the table, reached out to hold his hand and said, "Love, how can we be together if we don't love." After Ye Yinan heard her words, his brows gradually relaxed, with a faint smile Italy fell asleep.

The boss pulled her out of her memory: "Hey, that's fine, you can eat something before drinking, call me if you need something." After speaking, he turned and walked towards the oven.

Xia Nuo picked up the wine bottle and drank another bottle after a while, when the phone rang, it was Gu Xiaoxing calling, Xia Nuo flicked the answer button: "Hello."

"I saw you send me a message just after getting off the plane, where are you?" The voice on the other end sounded a little tired.

"Well, I'm here, I'm drinking!" The words were accompanied by a deep sense of drunkenness.

"one person?"

An hour ago, she sent a text message to Gu Xiaoxing. Gu Xiaoxing was her only friend in this city, and also her childhood sweetheart, the only person who cared about her besides Ye Yinan.

Now she is the only one who cares about her.

Only in front of him, Xia Nuo could let go of his guard and cry without any scruples: "Gu Xiaoxing, I'm miserable today, not only broke up in love, but also unemployed."

"Where are you, I'll go find you." An anxious voice came from the other side of the phone.

Xia Nuo reported the address and hung up the phone. Her crying just now attracted the attention of others. She picked up the beer and drank a few more sips. There’s no reason to just leave.”

"At the beginning, you were the one who chased me with a shameless face, so why did you break up when you said we should break up?"

"I can't give you what I want. Do you know what I want?"

"Tell me, is he a scumbag?"

The boss flipped the skewers on the stove and opened his mouth to say something, but the lady boss stopped him and signaled him not to be too fussy.

"Isn't she good at dressing up better than me? Will she look better than me soon? Isn't she just a little bit better than me? Other than that, she is better than me." Speaking of this, Xia Nuo paused, and then She laughed foolishly: "No, she is richer than me."

Ye Yinan once asked her jokingly, if one day we separated, would you keep me, Xia Nuo replied that he would not, if you didn't love me, why did you keep you, it turned out that it was just testing her, Maybe then his affections were no longer loyal to her.

If she was smarter, she wouldn't end up in a mess.

Xia Nuo stood up suddenly, stopped a passing man with the strength of alcohol, grabbed his lapel, put his face close, hiccupped, with sadness in his eyes, and forced him to ask: "Ye Yinan, why did you leave me?" .”

There was a strong smell of alcohol in his breath, the man frowned and pushed her away, but she held her tightly, seeing that he couldn't push her away, the man could only try to reason: "Miss, you have misunderstood the person." impatient.

Xia Nuo squeezed his clothes tightly to bring himself closer to the man, frowned, looked at him, and said for a while: "Impossible, it's you, I know you even if you turn into ashes, it's you, It's you." As he spoke, he began to cry.

The barbecue stand is located next to the park, and there are several neighborhoods nearby. There are many people coming and going, old people walking, young people walking their dogs, and people passing by stop to watch the show.

The onlookers, who didn't know the truth, started to talk aloud: "What's going on."

"I don't know. Seeing the girl is so sad, it must be that the man did something to apologize to her."

"What's going on with the men nowadays, is it so easy to find a good girl these days? I still don't cherish it."

"That's it."

A drunk woman is entangled with a good-looking man, it's nothing more than love and hatred, and the viewers are brainstorming about those bloody episodes in the TV series.

There were more and more people watching, and the man's face became darker and darker. Facing the drunken Xia Nuo, he didn't know what to do for a while, asking if anyone would believe them if they didn't know each other.

The boss hurried up to make a rescue, and said to the onlookers: "It's all over, let's go." Turning around, he said to the man apologetically, "Sir, I'm sorry, she's in a bad mood, don't be angry!"

The boss separated Xia Nuo's hand holding his clothes, and helped him to the chair beside him. After struggling twice, Xia Nuo was completely broken, and obediently lay down on the table to sleep.

The man frowned, patted the wrinkled clothes, glanced at Xia Nuo who was lying on the table, and walked away.

When Gu Xiaoxing arrived, she was fast asleep. The boss described what happened just now, and glanced at Xia Nuo who was sleeping soundly. Gu Xiaoxing thanked him for the payment and carried her back to his residence.

That night, Xia Nuo didn't sleep well. Sometimes he dreamed that when he was with Ye Yinan just now, he was holding her hand and walking in their favorite places. Desperately grabbing the roots of the tree and asking Ye Yinan for help, he stood by the side and looked at her coldly.

When she opened her eyes, it was already ten o'clock in the morning the next day. Gu Xiaoxing was standing beside her bed with his arms folded around his chest, staring straight at her. Xia Nuo sat up in fright: "Gu Xiaoxing, Why are you at my house."

Gu Xiaoxing didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "See clearly, this is my home."

She looked around, looked at the strange room decoration, her mind gradually came to her senses, and what happened yesterday resurfaced in her mind.

"Change your clothes and go out to eat, poor thing I have to serve you, a drunkard, on a rare weekend," Gu Xiaoxing complained as he walked towards the door.

Looking at his leaving back, Xia Nuo felt a little more comfort in his heart, at least he still exists in this city.

Gu Xiaoxing and her have known each other since they were children. They are childhood sweethearts. The distance between the two families is less than 50 meters. His family moved to the city in the fourth grade of elementary school. No matter what, she couldn't associate the tall and handsome boy in front of her with the slug who followed her buttocks when she was a child and couldn't speak clearly.

When she packed up and went to the living room, Gu Xiaoxing was sitting at the dining table reading a newspaper. There were bread and milk on the table. Xia Nuo walked over and sat down opposite him.

She picked up the cup and took a sip of the milk, then picked up the bread and ate it unceremoniously, Gu Xiaoxing turned his eyes from the newspaper to her, and read it for a long time without saying a word, as he always does, he doesn't ask any questions, but asks all questions Written in the eyes, if Xia Nuo didn't say it, then he wouldn't ask. They have maintained such a tacit understanding for so many years.

Xia Nuo said calmly: "We broke up, and I lost my job."

"The reason?"

"There are so many reasons, if it doesn't fit, just divide it!"

"I mean work."

"I thought you would be more curious about the former."

When he went to pick her up at the barbecue stand last night, he had probably guessed from the boss that Xia Nuo was good at disguising himself, how could he not know, the more she cared, the less she would act.

"It's good to divide. What's so good about this kind of man other than white spots, his appearance is not as high as my brother's. To be honest, you really don't have a good eye for men." Gu Xiaoxing complained and didn't forget to boast.

He sneaked a glance at Xia Nuo and saw her grin, but it was also fleeting.

Gu Xiaoxing saw it, and winked at her: "To celebrate you being away from the scumbag, please watch a movie this afternoon."

Xia Nuo rolled his eyes at him and said, "No sincerity."

"Then how can you be sincere?"

"Buy your tickets."

"What's so difficult about it." He picked up the phone, pressed his fingers a few times quickly, then raised the phone and shook it and said, "Is this sincere?"

Shano smiled knowingly.

Some people are born to be favored by God, whether it is their family or themselves have better conditions, some are destined to compete with life from the moment of birth, she is the latter, if life is like the stock market with ups and downs , then in the past twenty years, her life has been like a garbage stock that has been green all the way to the end.

Xia Nuo did not have good memories of his childhood. His father was a gambler who had no responsibility for the family. He was addicted to the gaming table all day long. For him, home was just a hotel where he rested, and his mother became a heavy burden in order to make ends meet.

She was sensible early, and when she heard all kinds of rumors about her father, she felt sad, and her high self-esteem taught her to read people's faces. Whenever a classmate's parents asked whose child you were from, Xia Nuo was reluctant to name your father. name, the classmate answered for her: her father's name is Xia Zhiwei.

At this time, she noticed the contempt in the adults' eyes, and her young self-esteem was hit hard.

Because of Xia Zhiwei's father, she became sensitive and had fewer and fewer partners around her. Gu Xiaoxing was the only one who was willing to be her friend after being bullied by her.

　The next story will be more exciting, please pay more attention
　　
　
(End of this chapter)