I want to accompany you to the end of time

Chapter 53 Goodbye, My First Love

The two walked in silence for a while, Xia Nuo was trying to find some topic to break the silence.

Gu Xiaoxing asked suddenly: "Do you still remember that when we were in college, we always took a walk by the river near the school after dinner?"

Xia Nuo replied angrily: "Of course I remember, because I was interviewed by your suitors."

At that time, he was a famous figure in the school, and he was with her every day. People who didn't know it thought they were a couple. Every time he asked about the relationship between the two, Gu Xiaoxing always responded with an ambiguous attitude. He did it on purpose. , use her to block peach blossoms.

Xia Nuo had no choice but to explain over and over again, turning himself into an ally of the girls, and sometimes enlightening them who were emotionally hurt, persuading them to turn back to the shore after suffering, and not to give up the entire forest just because of Gu Xiaoxing's one tree. After that, she became a well-known emotional mentor in the school, and she had a headache when she thought of that time.

Gu Xiaoxing smiled: "Sometimes I miss that time."

Xia Nuo couldn't help but rolled his eyes and complained: "Of course you are nostalgic, and it's not you who was interviewed by many female classmates."

Naturally, she didn't know the meaning of that time to Gu Xiaoxing. Although she and him were just friends at that time, she could care about her and tease her and accompany her without any scruples.

Because there is only him by her side, what kind of identity should he face her in the future? For the first time after knowing him for so long, Gu Xiaoxing felt that the distance between him and Xia Nuo was too far away, so far that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't change it.

"You and Coco."

Hearing Jiang Keke's name, Gu Xiaoxing was stunned for a moment, and then said flatly: "She is a good girl, but she can't do anything about feelings."

Xia Nuo stopped in his tracks and stared at him blankly. Gu Xiaoxing turned his head and looked at her. She first asked seriously, "Gu Xiaoxing, haven't you been interested in her for so long?"

Gu Xiaoxing looked at her without saying a word.

Xia Nuo was a little bit aggrieved for Jiang Keke: "Is her existence really dispensable to you? Gu Xiaoxing, be honest with yourself."

Gu Xiaoxing's expression was complicated, and his eyes drooped after looking at her for a while.

Xia Nuo couldn't bear to say anything more: "Forget it, the relationship is a matter between the two of you. As a friend, I sincerely hope that you can grasp happiness and don't regret it until you lose it. Keke is a good girl."

Gu Xiaoxing smiled bitterly: "I know, you all are." "Xia Nuo, you must be happy." These words contained all the things he wanted to say but hadn't had time to say.

That indescribable thought, let it be silent deep in his heart, as long as she is happy, he is willing to let go.

He said: "If Jiang Cheng bullies you, remember to tell me, I will always be your strongest backing."

Xia Nuo smiled, walked over and hugged him: "Thank you for always being with us, we will always be friends."

Gu Xiaoxing was stunned for a moment, then hugged her lightly, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes: "Okay, don't be sensational, go back quickly, I'm leaving."

She nodded and let go of him: "Be careful on the road!"

Gu Xiaoxing followed her back until she disappeared from his sight, then said goodbye to her in his heart, goodbye, my first love.

That subtle feeling Xia Nuo is also belated, she just doesn't want to admit the fact that Gu Xiaoxing likes herself, once the window paper is pierced, it will be difficult for them to be friends like before, she can't accept the fact that Gu Xiaoxing likes her. His relationship has changed, and he doesn't want to lose him, and Gu Xiaoxing is the same, which is probably the reason why he hasn't confessed to her for so many years.

What kind of existence is Jiang Keke to him? Gu Xiaoxing has never thought about this question. He was a little dazed when he was asked by Xia Nuo just now. A different kind of emotion fluctuated in his heart, which could not be calmed down for a long time.

Unknowingly, she came downstairs to her company. Coincidentally, Jiang Keke happened to be seeing off customers at the door of the company at this time. She was dressed in smart clothes, with a commercial smile on her face, completely different from the image of the little woman in front of him. different.

Since the last quarrel and she left sadly, the two haven't seen each other for several days.

"Gu Xiaoxing, is it that no matter how good I am to you, you can't possibly like me?" She stared at him with tears in her eyes, Gu Xiaoxing didn't know how to answer for a while, and after a long time whispered three words: "I'm sorry! "

These three words were like sharp blades, slashing through her heart fiercely. She smiled coldly and said calmly: "In this case, let's break up. It's my wishful thinking, so I should be willing to admit defeat."

Gu Xiaoxing opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything.

She wanted to break up decently, and desperately suppressed her inner emotions, one second, two seconds, three seconds... Tears poured out as if a gate had been opened.

"Gu Xiaoxing, you are a bastard." She still couldn't hold back, turned around and ran away after leaving this sentence, and left with her last stubbornness.

Thinking of her gloomy expression that day, Gu Xiaoxing's heart was depressed, and he felt inexplicable.

After delivering the client, Jiang Keke met his gaze when she turned around. She couldn't help trembling in her heart, and then looked at him expressionlessly.

Gu Xiaoxing strode over and stopped at a position closer to her: "Send off the client?"

Jiang Keke nodded awkwardly.

"Have you...have you eaten?" It was already two o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Xiaoxing asked casually out of embarrassment, but Jiang Keke shook his head and said, "No."

He frowned slightly, and his tone was somewhat reproachful: "No matter how busy you are, you have to eat well." He was taken aback by his inexplicable reaction, and even Jiang Keke looked at him blankly because he didn't understand.

"Come on, I'll treat you to dinner."

Jiang Keke frowned: "Gu Xiaoxing, what are you doing today?"

Gu Xiaoxing couldn't laugh or cry: "I just want to treat you to dinner."

Break up meal?

Seeing that she didn't respond, Gu Xiaoxing simply took her hand and led her away. Jiang Keke was pulled by him numbly, the temperature of his palm made her unable to tell whether she was awake or hallucinating.

When she came back to her senses, she was already sitting in a nearby restaurant, and Gu Xiaoxing was sitting opposite her and was ordering with the waiter.

After ordering three dishes, he told the waiter: "Don't be spicy..."

Jiang Keke interrupted him, "I want spicy food."

The two had different opinions, the waiter was in trouble, and asked Gu Xiaoxing with his eyes.

Gu Xiaoxing looked at her and said: "According to her request." The waiter nodded and said: "Okay." Added spicy notes on the menu.

After the waiter left, Gu Xiaoxing asked her: "Don't you like spicy food?" He remembered that every time he went out to eat, she would tell the waiter not to eat spicy food after ordering.

Jiang Keke picked up the teacup and took a sip: "That's because you can't eat spicy food."

Gu Xiaoxing's face flushed slightly, he had forgotten that he had been taken care of by her all this time, and he didn't even know that she liked spicy food, and it seemed that he had never understood her.

"I'm sorry!" In the end, he could only say this to her to relieve his guilt.

Jiang Keke glanced away: "It's okay, you never remember these things anyway." Even though he told her that the psychological hint had passed, she still felt a little wronged, and they had already broken up, yet her emotions were easily affected by him.

Jiang Keke, you are the most worthless person in the world.

The waiter brought up the food, and the two ate in silence. Gu Xiaoxing couldn't eat spicy food, so he had to drink a glass of water every few mouthfuls. After a meal, he didn't eat much food, but drank a lot of water. Jiang Keke pretended he didn't see it. I ate on my own.

"I'm almost done eating."

Gu Xiaoxing didn't understand what she meant.

Jiang Keke raised her eyes to look at him and said, "Didn't you come to me and have something to say to me?"

He couldn't laugh or cry again: "I just want to treat you to a meal."

(End of this chapter)