I want to accompany you to the end of time

Chapter 8 Are you reconciled?
In the supermarket, although Gu Xiaoxing complained, his body was still very honest. He pushed the cart and followed Xia Nuo, watching her throw items in one by one, and then tick off the list with a pen.

When Xia Nuo was debating whether to buy glass or ceramic cups, Gu Xiaoxing suddenly smiled at her without thinking: "Do you think we look like a newlywed couple?"

She put the ceramic cup in her hand back on the shelf, put the glass one into the cart, and replied to him casually: "It's not like, like a bodyguard and an employer."

Gu Xiaoxing yelled: "Why did you buy glass? I like that ceramic, and this one has patterns."

Without looking back, she said, "Porcelain is expensive."

Gu Xiaoxing looked at the label and saw that the difference was less than ten yuan, and shouted at her back: "Xia Nuo, you can kill yourself."

In his eyes, ten yuan is less than the price of a cup of milk tea, but in Xia Nuo, save as much as you can. The two people's economic levels are different, and their consumption concepts must be different.

She also didn't want to live so carefully, thinking that there were still two years of debt, she wished to peel Xia Yan's skin.

Speaking of which, Xia Yan hasn't shown up since this incident, perhaps because he was afraid that Xia Nuo would blame him.

Mentioning him, Xia Nuo couldn't help but get a headache.

She asked Gu Xiaoxing: "Has Xia Yan been looking for you recently?"

"Yes, I introduced him to a job in software design, and I told him that you sold yourself to pay him back."

"Why did you tell him this?" It's not because he's worried, but because he's leaking in front of his mother.

"I lied to you, but I did tell him that you paid him back the money, and he said he would pay you back, but in installments."

Xia Nuo snorted: "Why didn't he tell me?"

Gu Xiaoxing shrugged and said, "I guess it's because of fear, or guilt." Just as he walked to the slipper shelf, he reached out and took a pair of men and women and threw them into the shopping cart: "I like this, it's comfortable to wear."

"My family purchases, why do you decide?"

"Will there be any other men in your family besides me?"

She was speechless!

The two chatted while walking, without paying attention to the front, when there was a sudden bang, Gu Xiaoxing pushed the car and collided with someone else's car.

"Sorry." Two voices overlapped, one was hers, the other was familiar to her.

How is he?

Xia Nuo looked up and met Jiang Cheng looking at them with slightly surprised eyes. She didn't understand whether he was surprised because he met her in the supermarket or why she appeared in the supermarket. If it was the latter, he should be surprised. She was right, she was an ordinary person.

On the contrary, although he took off his mature and stable suit and put on a casual outfit, with the bangs in the front casually sticking to his forehead, he was still incompatible with this supermarket full of discounted products, like an extremely luxurious gem suddenly appearing Same in boutiques.

Gu Xiaoxing broke the deadlock: "Hey, Mr. Jiang, we often hear Xia Nuo mentioning you. What a coincidence, we met here." Xia Nuo thought to himself, Gu Xiaoxing, why are you crazy, how can she mention him so often.

Jiang Cheng glanced at him, then turned his eyes to Xia Nuo: "Are you reconciled?"

What's the meaning?Gu Xiaoxing looked at Xia Nuo in puzzlement, Xia Nuo was also taken aback for a moment, then quickly explained: "He is my friend, Gu Xiaoxing, you met him when he was at the police station."

Jiang Cheng nodded thoughtfully.

Gu Xiaoxing said: "I heard from Xia Nuo that you take good care of her and treat her to dinner after get off work. I can't see that Mr. Jiang is so considerate of his subordinates!"

Gu Xiaoxing seems to be very hostile to Jiang Cheng.

Jiang Cheng glanced at her and said, "She works for me, so it's nothing to treat her to a meal or two."

"Then I'll thank you for her, and I'll treat you to dinner another day to express my gratitude." The two aroused an inexplicable smell of gunpowder, and Xia Nuo was depressed. Do these outstanding people have this kind of hobby of competing with each other when they meet?
"Can you walk, don't get stuck in the middle of the road, no one else can get through." Someone behind complained, Xia Nuo looked behind him, several pushcarts were blocked, and he kept saying sorry.

Jiang Cheng nodded: "See you another day." After speaking, he pushed the cart full of instant noodles and left, and the passageway became smooth again.

Xia Nuo was puzzled and pushed Gu Xiaoxing: "Why are you competing with him?"

Gu Xiaoxing said sharply: "Why, you feel distressed, I just can't stand his arrogant face, he let you go to work in his company, and you too, agreed without even thinking about it, what do you think? .”

Xia Nuo was a little annoyed: "Then you have to ask Xia Yan what he thinks, why Hao Duan Duan crashed into someone else's car, you think I pay off the debt every month just for fun."

The phone rang, interrupting their conversation again. Every time she argued with Gu Xiaoxing, she would always be interrupted by the phone call, and the beautiful phone ring always made her calmly realize that she shouldn't get angry at him.

As a friend, Gu Xiaoxing is more like a family member, he can bear her sudden distraction, and she can also bear her petty temper when she is in a bad mood.

But isn't that the way it is?He is always rational and restrained towards strangers, leaving his temper to those around him.

Xia Nuo once asked him, Gu Xiaoxing, do you regret reuniting with me in college? If you didn’t recognize me, you wouldn’t have such a bad friend. Green, he chased after Xia Nuo after he finished speaking.

The call was from Xia's mother, who was concerned about her and Xia Yan's recent situation, Xia Nuo briefly replied and told her to hang up in the supermarket. After coming out of the supermarket, Gu Xiaoxing sent her back to her residence, and answered the phone on the way. Tell her something, so we won't have dinner together.

Xia Nuo put the things he bought on the table, looking at the empty room, suddenly he was not in the mood to eat.

She threw herself on the sofa, closed her eyes and recalled what had happened during this time.

Unemployment, breakup, joblessness, joining the Jiang family, it's not a long time, but they can make a TV series together.

In front of many things, she is always a passive role, obviously this is her own life.

After thinking about it, she thought about what Xia's mother said to her on the phone just now, in addition to asking her to take care of herself, she also asked her to take care of Xia Yan. She knew that what her mother said was not really asking her to take care of her, maybe it was out of order. Due to the habit of so many years, she is older than him, so she should order this. Mother Xia didn't know that this sentence would make her sad, because she never refuted it, saying that what she said was wrong.

But Xia Nuo has had enough. She doesn't understand why the calls to her are always about Xia Yan, and she doesn't understand why she has to take the responsibility of taking care of him because there is only a two-year-old difference between her and him. .

Even if it is only once, just talk about her and let her know that she is placed in the same position as Xia Yan in this family, at least in this way she can convince herself to follow their orders willingly.

This simple request has become a luxury.

In fact, she is very envious of Gu Xiaoxing. Gu Xiaoxing is the only child, and his parents have always centered on him, and will always leave the best for him, let alone ask him to take care of anyone. Because of this, when they argue, Xia Nuo That's why you are so confident, why should you blame me if you haven't experienced my life.

She once hoped that two people would disappear from her life. These two people were her close relatives and people she hated.

One is her younger brother Xia Yan, and the other is her father Xia Zhiwei.

When Xia Nuo was young, Xia Nuo looked at Xia Yan who was squatting by the river to catch fish, and this terrifying thought suddenly flashed through her mind. If there was no Xia Yan in this world, then she would not have to give up the meat when eating. If you give it to him, you don't have to be beaten and scolded by your father because of his sudden crying, and you don't have to hear the words that your mother often talks about, you are the elder sister and you must give in to the younger brother.

If there were no Xia Yan and Xia Zhiwei in this world, would her life be clearer? This thought startled her, and she ran home and hid under the quilt and cried loudly. How could she have such a terrible idea.

For many years to come, this thought tormented her all the time, especially when facing Xia Yan, this psychological torment was even more intense, and she felt ashamed of the terrible thought that flashed through her.

This kind of torture continued until the university. In the dormitory, everyone gathered together and chatted about their childhood. One of the roommates said that when she was young, she often fought with her younger brother. , Said that he would hit him next time, another roommate echoed that she once hoped that her brother would disappear in this world, so that no one would compete with her for favor.

Xia Nuo was stunned. It turned out that she was not the only one who thought this way. Everyone easily said this as a joke. Only she buried it in the deepest part of her heart and regarded it as a stain. She was afraid that at some point she would Pulled out to show off her horse's feet, she laughed at herself, if she could beat Xia Yan like her roommate, it would be great.

If she can vent her emotions like a normal person and fight against all things that are unfair to her, maybe her life will be clearer.

　Have you ever hated a close relative?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)