a memo

Chapter 39

In the first semester of high school, or in the second year of high school, I met Lao Xu, a netizen.

Old Xu is a high school classmate of the big brother, but we have never met each other.So this netizen is very "safe" and "real".

There is no risk that the material is in the teens and the reality is in the decades.

I forgot the reason why I added Lao Xu as a friend. If I remember correctly, it should be that the elder brother told me every day that Lao Xu is her god, what a wonderful boy he is, so I added it because I was curious.

Lao Xu lived in a small county town, so I had known him for a long time, so I said, "I have a chance to come out to face Ji, and we are so close."

Old Xu was somewhat socially phobic, he repeatedly shied away, and finally said: "When you graduate from high school, you will definitely come out to face the base."

I don't know why I am so persistent with Lao Xu's face. It may be because I always feel that the aesthetics of the elder brother is not as good as mine. I want to see what the man who is called a male god by the elder brother looks like. .

Apart from other things, Lao Xu is really a great netizen.

Lao Xu is very good at mathematics. Sometimes I don’t know how to write questions. On weekends, I will ask the big brother how to write.

"Sister, please figure it out. Your sister, I am a liberal arts student, and I am a history major. How long has it been since I touched a math problem? You think highly of me if you ask me this? Go find Lao Xu!"

Then I slowly asked Lao Xu math questions.

Why don't you ask Dashuai and them?Their holidays are terrible, and they won't touch the topic until the time to hand in the homework.

Lao Xu was actually very busy after he went to college. As a science student, he had to do experiments, write experiment reports, and there was also a midterm exam.

But every time Lao Xu asked questions, he would reply in a timely manner. If there was no draft paper around him, he would tell me a time when he could probably write the questions for me, and let me do other things first.

I remember that during the online class during the epidemic, there were a lot of math homework assignments, and they had to be submitted on time.

Sometimes in the middle of the night, I would take a picture for Lao Xu.

I felt that he had fallen asleep, but he was woken up by the notification sound of the mobile phone, and he replied, "Wait a minute, I will get out of bed and find a draft paper for you to write on."

In the third year of high school, I asked for leave for a long time because of bad mood.

At that time, I would talk to Lao Xu about many things.

Although there are many classmates and friends who have a good time around me, handsome emperors, big brothers, great artists, including roommates who talk about everything, but at that time, we were all in the third year of high school, and we all had our own pressure and emotions .

I am afraid that my too much confidant and venting language will bring negative emotions to them, and make them feel burdened while bearing their own pressure.

I also thought about whether to chat with my mother, although my mother is very democratic and understands my thoughts very well, we can chat like friends, or even talk all night long.But my mother is easy to worry, and talking too much will only make her feel overwhelmed.I know how carefully she spent the three years of high school with me. My mother is also the first time to be a mother, and it is also the first time to watch her children go to high school. She is not omnipotent.

So Lao Xu became the best person to talk to. He is neither near nor far from my life. He doesn’t know the people around me. This means that I can talk to him about many schools at will without too many worries. things.

After all, Lao Xu is older than me and has experienced more things than me. He can tell me many things as an "experienced person" and let me think about how to spend the last period of my third year in high school and how to deal with bad emotions.

"This is my phone number. If you are in a really bad mood later, you can call me at any time." He sent me this sentence when we were saying goodbye in a chat.

Although I didn't plan to call to disturb, but this news really made me feel very warm at that time.

Last month, Lao Xu and I had a successful face-to-face meeting in Shanghai. I treated him to a hot pot meal, and while he expressed his embarrassment, he kept picking up vegetables with his chopsticks.

Suddenly, I feel that the big brother's aesthetics are not so bad.

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