a memo

Chapter 69

I have forgotten which relative reposted the somewhat "non-mainstream" sentence in the Moments.

The general content is that loneliness is divided into ten levels, and the last level is to see a doctor alone.

In other levels, I remember eating alone, watching movies alone, etc. These are my norms, and I don’t think I will be lonely.

When I was in a bad mood in high school, I would go out to "forage for food" after [-] o'clock on weekend nights, find a snack bar by myself, and then "overeat".

Usually they are fried chicken restaurants or malatang restaurants. You order a lot of things, and they must be very spicy. After eating, you will feel very comfortable and your mood will suddenly improve.

When people are full, they always let go of a lot of things, anyway, that's how I am.

At this time, there is basically no one in the store. The boss rests in the back kitchen after finishing the work. When eating alone, he can ignore his image, don’t need to find topics, can think about his own affairs quietly, and can be emotionally free.

When I was in junior high school, there was a movie theater opposite my house, and it was only a 5-minute walk away. It might be that "production determines consumption". The movie theater is so close, I would go to the opposite side to watch a movie when I had nothing to do.

Because it is close, you must watch the night show when watching movies. There are very few people in the night show. You can laugh or shed tears at will, and go home to sleep after watching.

I thought about watching it with my mother before, but there is a bit of a generation gap. We like different types of movies, focus on different things, and even have completely different impressions after watching the same movie, so we watched each other later. .

I like to watch night movies on weekends in high school. I forget all the troubles in school and give myself 120 minutes of freedom to watch other people's stories and experience other people's lives.

People can't always live in their own world. Many times, when they read other people's stories, they will know how to cherish them more.

I have to admit that seeing a doctor alone is lonely, in fact, it is more appropriate to say that it is helpless.

The fever at home No. [-] was not an ordinary fever, but a fever caused by a viral infection.

When I got home from the computer test, I changed into a pair of slacks. When my mother came to the room, she looked at my legs and asked, "Why is your ankle so red?"

"Ah?" I looked at my ankle, it was really red and there were many blisters on it, "I don't know when it happened, I said why do I feel my legs are hot."

"How long has it been like this?" Mom lifted my leg up, "It looks serious, go to the clinic downstairs and have a look."

"I'll go by myself, it shouldn't be a big deal." I took my phone and went downstairs.

The uncle in the clinic downstairs asked me to go to the hospital to get a blood test report first, and then I can determine what kind of infection I have and what medicine to prescribe.

At that time, I still felt that it was nothing serious, so I called my mother and told her that I would go to the hospital for a blood test and I would be back in a while.

Going to see a doctor alone sounds interesting.

I took a taxi to the hospital.

Hmm, the familiar smell of disinfectant.

After registering, I went to the specialist consultation room. There were many people queuing up outside, so I found a seat and sat down to wait.

My leg suddenly ached, but I didn't take it to heart.

The hospital is such a sad place, I just sat there and watched the people passing by: there was a disabled person in a wheelchair, his hands were bandaged, and his eyes were blank; there was a child who was afraid of the doctor and heard the screen calling him name, he cried all of a sudden, his face flushed, begging his parents not to pull him in; a mother had just put the baby in her arms to sleep, and she was wiping tears while talking on the phone...

That day, as a "spectator", I acted as the background cloth for a period of time in the lives of many people.

I suddenly found that many things are really fair. For example, God has given us the ability to empathize with others. We can be happy for the happiness of others, and at the same time we will be sad because of the sadness of others.

I just sat there in the chair, waiting for my name to appear on the big screen, watching different patients appear and disappear down the hallway.

For a moment, I felt that "May those who are going up be safe, and those who are going down be safe." Such words are really very important.

When it was my turn, the doctor took a look at my ankle and said I had inflammation and would need a blood draw to find out.

In just 5 minutes of seeing a doctor, someone always pushed the door and came in, "Hey, doctor, please help me find out how to take this medicine first..."

"Hey, doctor, did you just say that the printed list is ready?"

I feel so noisy, really noisy, I feel like my brain is going to explode.

"You go out and turn left to get a blood test, and wait for the blood test report." The doctor finally "finished his work", typed a few lines on the computer, and printed out a list.

I stood up, and my calf began to throb. Suddenly, I took a break, and said thank you doctor with my last courtesy, I have troubled you, and walked out slowly with a limp.

I realized that my legs seemed a little bad.

　If you can’t eat spicy food, don’t follow me and order extra spicy food. Overeating is easy to cause accidents.
　　
　
(End of this chapter)