time never ends

Chapter 105 Waiting for Dawn
Lin Nuo watched the TV, feeling a little uneasy in her heart. Although her eyes were focused on the TV screen, her heart was elsewhere.

From home to now, Zhang Yu has never asked about her final grades.

In fact, her grades are almost the same every time. Except for Chinese, the others are very average.But Zhang Yu always had an illusion, as if she was a top student and was always slipping back.

She was never someone else's child, and she couldn't meet Zhang Yu's expectations.

Lin Nuo went to Lin Xu's room, wanting to escape for a while, afraid that Zhang Yu would come and question her.

Lin Xu held the mouse in his hand and operated a software on the computer.Lin Nuo glanced at it, and it was all in English, which she could barely understand.

Lin Xu just graduated from a technical secondary school, and his studies are almost a mess. Lin Nuo was sure that Lin Xu couldn't understand these English words, but his series of smooth operations simply surprised her.

Lin Nuo was dumbfounded, "Do you know these English?"

"I don't know, I just remember what it's for." Lin Xu didn't raise his head, and continued to move the mouse and type on the keyboard.

Even if he doesn't know English, he has to learn these software, so he has to memorize them.Even if the process is messy, the result is always good.

After all, he only cares about results.

Lin Nuo glanced at Lin Xu, and accidentally found a few silver threads on his head. Her nose was a little sore. Lin Xu was only in his 20s.

His pressure was actually greater than that of Lin Nuo.Zhang Yu forced him to find a girlfriend, forced him to earn money, and scolded him every day.

He might be on his way.

But he's still fighting.

She suddenly felt that it was unnecessary for her to stand here, and she was afraid that she would disturb him, so she went out silently, and helped him close the door of the room by the way.

Zhang Yu was fiddling with something in the kitchen and made a lot of noise.

Lin Nuo glanced at Zhang Yu, then went to the balcony.

As soon as she walked to the balcony, the oncoming cold wind made her shrink into a ball, and the strong wind was like a knife, cutting her face.

It reminded her of the poem by the poet Cen Shen: The limelight is like a knife, and the face is like a cut.

She closed the glass window, slowly wiped away the fog with her palm, and looked at the scene downstairs from that piece of glass, while her palm was red from the cold.

Lin Nuo really likes to stand on a high place. He is obviously afraid of heights, but he still wants to look down.

Sometimes she would have an urge to jump down, as if she would get rid of all the pain by jumping, but she didn't dare to do it, she hated herself for being so cowardly.

Don't dare to go on with your life, and don't dare to end your life.

On second thought, if she jumped, would her parents be heartbroken?Even if they always ignore themselves, she is always their daughter.

There are also best friends, and those who care about, and important people.

Lin Nuo always comforted himself like this.

No matter how bad the world is, there are still many beautiful things.

They don't care about you, someone always does.

And all of this needs to be lived to feel.

Lin Nuo sighed deeply. She still has many things to do, many places she has never been to, and many things she has not said.

Maybe jumping is the most timid thing. There are so many people in the world who are worse than themselves, and they are all still alive. What right does she have to leave?

The mist blurred the glass window again. Lin Nuo smiled, stretched out his finger, and wrote a long sentence on it. At the end of the writing, the previous words were almost blurred again.

The water droplets on Lin Nuo's fingertips were not completely dry, and the cold wind blew by, she couldn't help curling her fingers into the palm of her hand.She didn't leave, just quietly looking at the sentence she wrote on the window.

Even if the night is endless, please believe that you will always wait until the dawn rises.

　What's wrong with me, I have been having nightmares for several days ( 0 x 0 ) However, there will be cookies in the next few chapters~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)