time never ends

Chapter 182 Tired

When I opened my eyes in the morning, the first message I saw when I picked up my phone was from Gu An.He always sends a "good morning".

Lin Nuo was expressionless. Although Gu An's news always gave her some comfort, she couldn't feel happy in her heart, as if something was blocking her.

She couldn't sleep at night, and she couldn't cheer up during the day, but she couldn't sleep well.

Lin Nuo entered Lin Xu's room, and Lin Xu was still sitting in front of the computer tinkering with his things.Some of the things he said to himself last year did not seem to improve, but he became more negative.

Lin Xu also talked about this with Zhang Yu and Lin Ping, but they didn't understand the so-called "film and television post-production" and only wanted Lin Xu to enter the factory with a stable but unpromising salary.

"Brother, do you feel tired from living?" Lin Nuo sat aside, looking at Lin Xu's profile.

Lin Xu had no expression on his face, and glanced at Lin Nuo, ignoring her.He continued to operate the mouse and keyboard, doing his own thing.

Lin Nuo asked him a few more questions, but he didn't get any response. Lin Xu didn't even say a word to her.

started again.

This is not the first time, Lin Xu will always start cold violence from time to time, ignore Lin Nuo for a long time, and then reconcile later, but never give any explanation.

Lin Nuo sighed, and went out silently, staying any longer would only make him feel more and more uncomfortable.Why can't her family always understand when she is most uncomfortable?
Zhang Yu and Lin Ping were sitting on the sofa. Now they didn't quarrel, and they were watching TV quietly.

Lin Nuo was uneasy, but he still sat down, hesitated to speak, so he just sat there, frowning and meditating.

Zhang Yu and Lin Ping started arguing about something again. Lin Nuo was distracted and didn't hear clearly. He just sat blankly, but the voices around him became louder and louder.

"What's the matter, what are you arguing about?" Lin Nuo interrupted them impatiently.

It's always like this, a small thing can turn into a quarrel after talking about it.

Zhang Yu glanced at her, with an impatient expression on his face, "You child, you don't care about the adult's business, you still don't go back to your room to do the questions, if you continue like this, do you have to enroll in a cram school?"

Lin Nuo's anger rose instantly, and he also said: "I don't have the mind to do the questions now, what's wrong? Do I have to study all the time?"

"Look at the grandson of the old man on the street, adults don't care about him, why is he so good at studying? You are such an adult, don't be conscious, do you want me to scold you?"

Her voice was extremely piercing, and Lin Nuo felt that she was beginning to be afraid of loud voices, and often had severe tinnitus.

She suddenly felt that there was something wrong with her, and now it seemed that there were various problems with her body.

Zhang Yu said something again, it seemed to be roaring, the severe tinnitus covered everything, Lin Nuo didn't hear clearly.She stood up, walked quickly back to the room, and patted her head to make the tinnitus go away.

For a while, she was said to be a child, and for a while, she was said to be such an adult.

How old is she?
Lin Nuo rubbed his eyes and felt dizzy, so he threw himself on the bed.A fruit knife was beside her bed, and it came into her sight.

She stared at the fruit knife for a while, got up and picked it up, swallowed, hesitated for a while, and put it away in the drawer.

Lin Nuo sat in front of the computer, opened the browser, entered some keywords in the search box, and flipped through the webpage.

Various words about depression appeared in front of her eyes, Lin Nuo just looked at them numbly, flipped them up and down for a long time, and gradually moved her fingers away from the mouse.

She sat there dumbfounded.

(End of this chapter)