time never ends

Chapter 207 Faith Shattered
She bit her arm and cried tremblingly, but she still didn't dare to make a sound.

The ground is full of scraps of paper, and there are densely packed words on each scrap of paper, and every word is written by her.

"What are you writing, if you don't study hard every day, are you just wasting pen and ink and paper?" Zhang Yu yelled at the other end of the room door.

She knocked on the door of the room many times, but Lin Nuo still didn't open the door, so she gave up.

Lin Nuo pulled the pieces of paper apart, even though they were wrinkled into a mess, there were still tears on them.Tears fell on the paper full of words, and some ink was washed away in an instant, turning into a blur.

She stood up and scanned her room. The cardboard box where she kept her novels was also opened, and several novels were taken out.

Lin Nuo's blood kept surging upwards.

"It's novels, my novels, do you understand? You don't understand anything, why tear them up? Do you know what you tear up means to me?"

she growled.

"I see, your room is full of novels. What's the use of reading those books? Can it improve your academic performance? It's a waste of money and time. You still write novels, thinking that you can become a master if you write casually." Writer? Stop dreaming!"

The phrase "stop dreaming" made Lin Nuo quiet for a moment.

It turned out that it was the closest person who hit her immature dream first.

And that dream is the motivation that has always supported her to live.

"What nonsense dreams, don't think about anything else, study hard for me, get into a university, find a good job, and marry a good family!"

Zhang Yu's next roar, "Why don't you die", "You shouldn't have been born in the first place", "I raised a worthless thing", and other words, Lin Nuo didn't pay any attention to it.

She turned on the computer and went to the background of the website.

Recently, there is an account that always leaves messages, votes, and rewards for Lin Nuo under the website. Even if it seems insignificant, it is already a great comfort to Lin Nuo.

But when she listened to Zhang Yu's abuse and blows, and looked at the debris on the ground that Zhang Yu had torn into pieces, she couldn't help but began to doubt the meaning of insisting on all this.

This is also a road that cannot be seen at a glance, and can only be groped in the dark.

When people live in this world, they must have a belief that supports them to go on, but when this belief is shattered, how can they continue to move forward?

She canceled the account, turned off the computer, picked up the phone, and uninstalled the writing software and various reading software on the phone without any hesitation.

After deleting these things, her heart suddenly became empty, and she didn't know what to think about.

Lin Nuo lost all his strength in an instant, fell from the chair and fell to the ground, and couldn't help crying bitterly.She also tried her best to bear it, not letting herself make any louder noises, but the more she did this, the more pain she felt in her heart.

She didn't know how many tears she shed, and in the end she felt real pain in her eyes, and her face was reflected on the screen of the mobile phone lying on the ground.

Even with a black screen, the redness and swelling of the eyes and nose can still be seen, and the crying is already ugly.

The phone screen lit up, and it was Xia Xiaoran calling.

She didn't answer until the vibrating sound disturbed her and she pressed hang up.But Xia Xiaoran called many times in succession, and she hung up every time.

Gu An also called.

He was obviously angry, but he still called.

Lin Nuo couldn't answer at this time, her anger was stuck in her chest, she couldn't speak well, and she was even more afraid of her sudden temper, so she cast all her anger on Gu An.

She was still lying on the ground crying.

Tired of crying, he fell asleep.

(End of this chapter)