time never ends

Chapter 268
His name is Lu Xun.

A good student in the eyes of teachers, a good child in the eyes of parents, and "children from other people's family" in the eyes of parents.

Usually honest and honest, he will greet the teacher when he sees him, and he is more friendly to his classmates. He belongs to the kind of person who is more honest.It's just that, being too well-behaved, he doesn't seem to like to talk much.

As a science student, it's not good for him not to have any subjects, and he always ranks first in the grade list. All the teachers think that he is a treasure that can be carved.

Lu Xun climbed onto the bed early, and in the noisy dormitory, he picked up a book of homework and started doing it alone.No matter how noisy the dormitory is, it seems that it has nothing to do with him, he is only immersed in his own sea of ​​questions.

When the two roommates were pushing and shoving, they accidentally bumped into him and knocked him on the head.It's not serious at all, but it still hurts.

He didn't say anything, he was already used to such roommates, glanced at those two people, and continued to do the questions.

The two roommates didn't mean to apologize, but instead watched him doing the questions and calmed down.

One of them said with a smile: "Hey, Lu Xun, we are already in the dormitory, so there is no need to put on a show like this, can we play for a while?"

The other also echoed: "That is, you are afraid of someone surpassing you with your grades. There is no need. Be a real person."

Lu Xun looked up at them, shook his head lightly, and said, "I still have a lot of homework to do, you guys can play."

"Tch, nerd." Someone snorted again.

Lu Xun sighed, looked around, his roommates were either playing games or having fun, he seemed out of place here.

He wanted to play around like they did, but he couldn't.

He only heard a faint sentence: "How do you know how stressed I am?"

This sentence is just the truth, but it is regarded as a kind of arrogance by the roommates.

In such a crowd, proud people will only be hated.

"Stupid, I think if you don't get into Tsinghua University and Peking University, you should stop being called Lu Xun." There was another sneer.

Lu Xun frowned, tears rolled in his eyes, but he couldn't explain anything, he just sniffed and continued to work hard.

When he was tired, he took out his headphones and listened to music, which was his only way to relax.

From childhood to adulthood, his image of a good student has been engraved in the eyes of everyone who knows him.

Although he has been promoted to the top, there is also the risk of falling down at any time.If he suddenly fell, no one would believe that he was still working hard, but he couldn't surpass himself.People will only believe that he is no longer trying.

Only when you win will someone listen to your hard work.

But he has never been a genius, just an ordinary person, he can only keep his current position by working hard, he dare not relax, dare not fall to the bottom.

Now that he is a sophomore in high school, and seeing more and more talented people, he can only do his best to hold on to his current position, otherwise he will have to accept all kinds of eyes.

In the test not long after, he dropped from first to third, with only one point behind.

After handing out the test papers, Lu Xun realized that there were many questions here that he could do, but he lost points because he was too nervous, otherwise he would still be number one.

He doesn't care about being number one that much, it's just that teachers and parents care too much.

Of course, my parents didn't listen to his explanation.

They can only see his one-point turnover, but not his other efforts.

Endless abuse and accusations filled his brain, but he didn't know how to justify it.

He was full of grievances, and he was accused despite his hard work. Everyone felt that he didn't work hard enough.

This is already his limit...

"Mom, don't force me, I'll do my best." Lu Xun's voice was a little crying.

His obedient personality since he was a child made him unable to refute any sentence, but he didn't want his efforts to be recognized at all.

"Heh, if you tried your best, how could you fall to No.3." Bingbing blurted out a sentence.

"I really tried my best. The pressure was too great, which made me nervous. That's why it happened. It's just one point. Next time..."

Before he could finish speaking, the mother's words came out again.

"Stress, you are still under pressure, I didn't beat you to death, look at those tiger parents and wolf mothers on the Internet who beat their children to prestigious schools!" She snorted coldly, "I think you just listen to music, headphones Give me both and the MP3, and don't listen to it in the future!"

Lu Xun remained silent, letting his mother take away the only thing he had to relax from the table, and then slammed the door behind her.

The teacher also told him not to be careless.

He sighed, and casually said to his deskmate: "I really want to die, what should I do?"

The deskmate replied casually: "Then go."

Lu Xun lowered his gaze and didn't continue talking.

Then he still worked harder day by day, but the more he took this matter to heart, the more pressure he felt.The more pressure there is, the worse he will be.

Their scolding lingered in his ears every day, making him have a splitting headache.But all this had to be endured until he could bear it no longer.

Finally, the day came when he couldn't bear it.

He sat on a half-height fence without any protective measures. As long as he was careless or pushed slightly by someone, he would fall down.

The students who passed by gathered around as if they were watching the excitement, some laughed and some exclaimed.

However, Lu Xun had no fear, instead his heart was empty.Looking at the abyss under his feet, he didn't feel terrible.

"Tch, pretend to be aggressive, who wouldn't."

"Jump if you have the guts, and you'd be stupid if you didn't."

"Oh, how dare he jump, what a coward."

"I bet a bottle of Coke, he will never dare to dance."

"It's gone, it's just sensationalism. He has nothing to worry about. With such good grades, he just wants to win sympathy and get attention."

Lu Xun listened quietly, a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then a tear fell.

He is tired.

very very tired.

Don't want to continue with anything.

The chattering discussions among the crowd continued, and occasionally they could hear a few words saying that the danger here made him come down, but they were quickly drowned out by words saying that he dared not jump.

No one ever pulled him back.

"Lu Xun, don't be bored here, hurry up and do your homework, if you want to dance, you'll have to dance already, don't worry, who will accompany you to the theater." The one who squeezed out from the crowd was one of his roommates .

Lu Xun didn't answer, just looked at him.

"You have the ability to dance." The roommate said disdainfully.

He suddenly laughed.

"Okay."

As soon as he blurted out these words, he let himself fall into the abyss.

The sounds of exclamations, footsteps, and voices were in chaos for a while.

Some people rushed downstairs, and some returned to their class, reporting the "gossip" in an extremely excited tone.

"Someone in our grade jumped off the building!"

The whole building was buzzing.

Lin Nuo desperately ran up to the tall building, leaned on the fence, and looked down at the ground.She saw Lu Xun lying on the ground, no more movement, and her tears were silent.

Also watching all this was Xu Chenxuan.

Lu Xun left.

as they wish.

　Inexplicably, I felt that this character was very sad, so I temporarily added a plot to him, so that he had an identity instead of a tool man.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)