time never ends

Chapter 63
She may not have done her best in other aspects, but she didn't know what to work hard for.

At the age of teens, her heart was full of confusion, and no one gave her direction.

All she could see was beatings and abuse.

"The first place in the Chinese test, is it useful to learn Chinese? If you are Chinese, you can get the first place in the test!" Zhang Yu was even more annoyed, and she actually found a reason.

Chinese, she has always been good at Chinese, but is there any effect?Can it be eaten as a meal?Can you get a good job with this?Zhang Yu never thought it was useful.

"Can you be reasonable! What's wrong with Chinese? It has a perfect score of 150! I got [-] points in the exam. Is it a score that can be tested casually? My other grades are not good, but don't put everything Blame it on me for not working hard, okay! Don’t you have a reason?!” Lin Nuo was also angry when she heard this, she slammed the water glass on the coffee table, frowned, and looked at Zhang Yu angrily.

She can accept Zhang Yu scolding her and beating her, but she cannot accept Zhang Yu's definition of her hard work as useless.

Chinese is probably the only belief in her study life.

Even if you have talent, you can't keep it without hard work.Every time she is at home, she will take time to read knowledge points, to endorse, and to learn things other than textbooks.

The so-called talent, once you are lazy, God will take it away as quickly as possible, so that you can't find it.

"What reason can I have? I feed you and clothe you, isn't it enough? You just repay me like this? I gave birth to you to make our family have a better future. What about you, do you have a better future? Let others look at me What's the use of giving birth to you?" Zhang Yu never thought that she had made any mistakes, everything she did was for Lin Nuo's good, she gave birth to Lin Nuo at such an age, she didn't let Lin Nuo embarrass her of.

A series of questions made Lin Nuo at a loss.

Lin Nuo sneered, and the tears couldn't hold back. She turned around immediately and fled back to the room in embarrassment.

She leaned against the door, the abuse outside the door continued, and her tears couldn't stop, so she had to bite her arm hard, trying not to cry out.

That last sentence stabbed her hard in the heart again.

She crouched down.

What is the meaning of life?
Lin Nuo always believes that when people are alive, they should do what they want to do and live the life they want to live, instead of being troubled by certain things.

However, Zhang Yu was only completing her task.Marry, have children, and raise her.

She often said that it was her task to raise Lin Nuo and her brother, and it was also to prevent them from getting old, lest no one would take care of them when they were old.

Although there is nothing wrong with these words, it would make people feel so ugly to say them directly.

Lin Nuo knew that filial piety is the first priority. She always thought that the money she earned would make her parents live a better life, but she didn't understand Zhang Yu's thinking.

They want her to be famous, but because they are not.She often laughs at herself, is her existence just to accomplish what her parents want to accomplish?

She doesn't want to live such a life, and she doesn't want to accept other people's arrangements.

Her parents always do things that make her very sad under the banner of "everything is for the good of the child".Zhang Yu always said that if you don't force your children, you will never succeed.

However, after being forced, no one knows whether it will be a success or a dead end.To hope for a son to become a dragon, and to hope for a daughter to become a phoenix, the parents had the right intention, but they used the wrong method.

Lin Nuo clearly felt that her psychological defense had been overwhelmed to the brink, and she was almost unable to stretch it.

On the day of the home visit, Lin Nuo got up very early in the morning, washed his hair and changed his clothes. After all, he usually wandered around the house with his oily hair and casual clothes, and fluffy slippers.

(End of this chapter)