post middle age

Chapter 75 The Dream of Youth
Ren Shuxia was in a good mood. Looking back on the Spring Festival holiday, her life was like being caught in a car. Sometimes she fell into the abyss of grief, and sometimes she went straight to the sky to be happy. She couldn't help but think of this sentence: Internet language:

"There is no rehearsal in life, every day is a live broadcast. On the stage of life, it doesn't matter whether you want to perform or not, only whether you perform well or not. Don't be discouraged in adversity, don't forget to be grateful in good times, and look for hope in despair. Life will be brilliant in the end. Life is a long journey. During this long journey, we will inevitably encounter some unimaginable things. The so-called "unpredictable things happen in the sky, but people have good fortune and misfortune", difficulties and setbacks are in the It's inevitable. But no matter what, as long as you don't give up, there will be unexpected surprises waiting for you."

After dinner in the evening, she deliberately came to her daughter's room and asked:

"Ke Ke, you're going to start school the day after tomorrow, have you got everything ready for school?"

"Mom, it's all ready." Wang Xiaoke replied confidently.

"Ke Ke, you left for a week, and my mother didn't know how long she could stay at home. Years ago, the company leader said that after the Chinese New Year, let my mother go to the Beijing-Zhangjiakou high-speed railway. After this time, I don't know when I will be able to stay at home. Going home, this year coincides with your high school entrance examination, how much does mother want to be by your side, to accompany you to meet the high school entrance examination?..." Ren Shuxia's eyes turned red when she said this, and she couldn't speak anymore.

"Mom, don't worry about going to work. I'm an adult now, and I can take care of myself. Don't worry, I will study hard after school starts." Wang Xiaoke glanced at her mother's sad expression and said.

"By the way, Keke, after you start school, you must let go of your past psychological burdens, build a good relationship with teachers and classmates, and feel better. Don't bury some things in your heart." Ren Shuxia looked at Wang Xiaoke affectionately at this time , Said out the worries in my heart.

"I know, I must study hard in the future, be a good person, and I also want to be a good example for Xiaoyu's younger sister." Wang Xiaoke knew that her mother was worried about herself, so she said with a smile.

"It seems that my family Keke is really sensible!" Ren Shuxia said happily.

"Mom, let's make a promise!" Wang Xiaoke suddenly asked her mother.

"What's the matter, making it so serious!" Ren Shuxia asked with a smile.

"Mom, after you go to work at the construction site, every Saturday night at [-] o'clock, our mother and daughter agree to have a phone call and a WeChat video. If I have anything on my mind, then I can talk to my mother!"

"Well, mom will try her best to agree to you, but you also know the nature of mom's work. If the engineering unit is working, what's the point of Sunday? When the time comes, mom misses the appointment, so you can't lose your temper and ignore mom. "Ren Shuxia explained.

"Mom, I understand you. When you arrive at the construction site, don't be too tired and take care of yourself." Wang Xiaoke persuaded.

"Got it, my good daughter, it's getting late, you should go to bed early too!" After Ren Shuxia finished speaking, she went back to her bedroom.

Ren Shuxia went to bed early, strange to say, she was bored with the Internet tonight, so she turned off her mobile phone.

The faint full moon outside the window gave her a longing for spring, she slowly closed her eyes, and gradually fell asleep...

On this ordinary night, Ren Shuxia had a wonderful dream. In the dream, two big wings grew on her body, just like Nike, the goddess of victory, traveling to the 90s of the last century in the vast starry sky. At that time, when she was young, she longed to grow up quickly so that she could go outside and see how wonderful the world is...

The dream of my youthful years has come to an end in the colorful dreamland...

　"Post-Middle Age", after more than half a year of material preparation and more than a month of continuous creation, so far, the first volume "Daughter, Daughter" has a total of 75 chapters and a creation of 15 words has been completed.

　　Since this is the first time I have written a novel about female realism, the hardships and anxiety I have experienced cannot be described in words. Fortunately, there are a group of relatives and friends who silently support me, which motivates me to bravely pick up the novel in my hand. The pen, the book I think, writes my heart.

　　This novel is like a nameless flower in spring, a cool breeze in summer, a red maple leaf in autumn rain, a kite dancing low in winter snow... it is everywhere and nowhere It can be found, plain and peaceful.The storyline does not require too many artificial deductions, and the suspense is reborn. This may be the best perception of life for middle-aged people, just as Xu Zhimo wrote in "Farewell to Cambridge": "I leave gently, just as I Come gently." Like a drifting white cloud in the sky, if you are interested, just take a look at it, if you are not interested, just let it go.

　　Next, we will write the second volume "Love, Love". The love of us electrification engineers is the romance in the dream, the helplessness in reality, too many, too many special life experiences, which make us have a deeper understanding of love and marriage. The perception of the teacher is tolerance, understanding, and loyalty.Whether the love and marriage of the protagonist Ren Shuxia is happiness or pain, who is right and who is wrong, all the right and wrong in this world, please follow the pen in my hand, bit by bit, between the lines, and slowly reveal it to you. It's a mystery.

　　Heng Chuan recorded on October 2019, 10

　　
　
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