women are not easy

Chapter 147 Self-torture
Back home, Man Qing tried her best to endure the ups and downs in her heart, pretended to be calm, and found an excuse to send Chun Yu out of the house.

As soon as the door was closed, Manqing took out a pack of "Hongtashan" cigarettes from the drawer.The room was dim and dark, and she didn't turn on the light, but with the faint light, she took a cigarette out of the cigarette case.

She pressed the lighter in her hand, and fumbled several times clumsily before it was considered to be on fire.Then she carefully blocked the flame with her palm and lit the cigarette butt.

Man Qing lay on the back of the chair and slowly closed his eyes.After a while, the smoke came out of her mouth one after another.

This is the first cigarette that Manqing has smoked in her life. She would never have imagined that one day, she would smoke such a cigarette.

Her throat was inflamed like a cold, and she always felt a little frizzy, itchy and uncomfortable.She took a glass of water from her hand and took a sip, trying to suppress the uncomfortable feeling.

Who knew that as soon as the water entered his mouth, the smell of smoke on the wall made him cough immediately.

Man Qing caressed his chest, looking at the red sparks in the dark and the rising smoke rings, he couldn't help but laughed at himself.

She thought, it's no wonder that some people always smoke and drink, this thing can really paralyze people's will.

Smoke rings surrounded Man Qing's face, rising one after another.Man Qing took another sip, the smell was so offensive that it rolled out of his nose and mouth immediately.

Man Qing's face turned pale, and his stomach was about to vomit out.She leaned back in the chair uncomfortably, dripping cold sweat unceasingly.She felt as if she was floating in stagnant water, and forcibly swallowed the stuff that was pouring up her throat.

The next day, when Chun Yu and his mother knocked on the door and entered, they were overwhelmed by the choking smell of snuff as soon as they opened the door.

Grandmother's nose was itchy and she sneezed several times.Chun Yu covered her mouth and nose, and ran to the window to get some air.

"Hey, Manqing, okay, why are you smoking? If you feel depressed, come out and talk to us, why do you torment yourself like this?" Chunyu looked at the pale Manqing, and couldn't help asking road.

Man Qing smiled wryly: "I just smoke casually, nothing bad will happen."

Chun Yu gritted her teeth, wanting to say something more.Grandmother grabbed her and shook her head.Chun Yu thought for a while, but in the end she didn't say anything more.

At noon, Chunyu specially unpacked the pickled duck with dried plums and vegetables from the jar, and prepared to steam another egg to serve Manqing with dinner.

Manqing Shi chewed the rice in his mouth without taste, but never touched the dish.

Chun Yu said: "What? Doesn't this dish suit your taste?"

Manqing lowered her head and put down her chopsticks, "If Katsuo was here, why would she eat an extra bowl of rice. She likes this duck with dried plums and vegetables the most."

"Didn't we marinate a jar of duck meat? When Sheng Nan comes back, we still have some to eat." Chun Yu hurriedly said.

Man Qing shook his head, "No, I won't eat, let's leave it to Shengnan, she must be starving."

Chun Yu was stunned for a moment, thinking to himself, since there is no news from Sheng Nan, who knows when she will come back?But she could only think about these words in her heart, and speaking them out would make Manqing even more sad.

Seeing Man Qing's appearance, grandma felt really pitiful.When she returned to the house, she lit incense and kept worshiping Goddess Guanyin.She and Chunyu sighed as they talked, both felt that Manqing was a bit crazy because he couldn't see the child for a while.

(End of this chapter)