women are not easy

Chapter 176 Diagnosis
Man Qing leaned on the wall and slowly climbed up to the roof of the Provincial Children's Insurance.With trembling hands, she re-opened the pages of the diagnosis report.On the medical certificate with Katsuo's name written on it, the words "neuroblastoma" were written clearly and plainly.

Seeing this, Man Qing's whole heart was trembling, her eyes had lost light, and the whole world was darkened.How could she stand by the detailed analysis report below?
She couldn't believe it, and couldn't believe it was real!She was even thinking, could it be that the test report made a mistake, this is absolutely impossible to be her daughter Katsuo!

Man Qing took a deep breath and read the diagnosis word by word.Thinking of what the doctor said just now with a serious face, it is almost certain that her favorite child is suffering from such a serious illness!

How much she wished that this was just a nightmare, even if her heart was beating like a drum, as long as she woke up, everything would be unreal.He raised his head and looked at the blue sky, the chirping sparrows flying by, and the tall buildings not far away.

Man Qing pinched the palm of his hand fiercely until the blood came out, and he was so painful that he had to admit that this was clearly not a dream.All of a sudden, Man Qing thought that his heart, which he thought had already been cultivated for a long time, was filled with a severe pain of being squeezed.

She lay on the wall, burst into tears for a while, and burst into tears.The pain of being torn apart from the whole body is simply too painful.

Manqing thought of Shencheng Children's Paradise, which she had promised many times, but failed to go because of business trips again and again; she remembered that year, when she and Sheng Nan hugged each other, and rushed to Hangzhou for a better life. Green leather train...

But now Shengnan is sick, and it is still such a serious illness... She didn't take care of Shengnan at all, let alone a qualified mother!

Man Qing grabbed his collar, wishing he could suffocate himself.

Obviously everything is moving in a better direction, and she will soon be able to achieve financial freedom and give Katsuo a better living environment.Why at this moment, God wants to play such a joke on her and give her such a bad blow?

After crying for a while, Manqing's grief was mixed with self-blame and injustice.She was tired, tired, and she couldn't shed tears.But no matter how uncomfortable she felt, after going downstairs, she could only swallow it in her stomach.

She wants to comfort and encourage Sheng Nan, and also accompany her to treat her illness.No matter how bad her mood is, she has to present a smiling face in front of her children.

Man Qing turned around and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.The stairs under the feet are always a little vain, with a trace of unreality.

It was not easy to conceive a child like Katsuo.She had gone through many miscarriages before she could keep her only child.And where Katsuo gave birth prematurely, how much energy was spent guarding this fragile life.

Before stepping into the ward, Manqing paused.She saw the window in the corridor, and the sunlight shone faintly.The wind blew on the face and brushed the hair, it was a knife that pierced straight to the heart.

Man Qing slowly took out a small mirror, smiled repeatedly at the mirror, and then opened the door and entered the ward.

Hearing the sound, Sheng Nan turned around and looked at Man Qing, her face was pale, and she just called softly: "Mom..."

Hearing this, Manqing's throat choked up, and he had to bite his lower lip and turn sideways, tilting his head straight to swallow his tears.She really didn't dare to cry in front of Katsuo.

Manqing walked slowly to Sheng Nan's bed, she held Sheng Nan's hand, a little cold, the two looked at each other, neither of them spoke first.

The bedside lamp coated Katsunan's face and clothes with a light layer of gold. Manqing hugged Katsunan to his chest and kept stroking her head, "Does your stomach still hurt?"

"Mom, it's okay. The nurse gave me pain medicine just now, and it doesn't hurt as much as before. I'll get better soon, mom, don't worry, okay?" Katsunan grabbed his small hand instead. Man Qing said with a warm smile.

Man Qing lowered her head, and forced a smile on the corner of her mouth, "My good boy, you have always been the most sensible. But sometimes, mother would rather you act coquettishly like other children. That at least shows that the child is well cared for. Shengnan, mom is sorry for you. She said that she wanted to fight and break through for you, but she missed too many times when she could have been with you. I really..."

"No, mom, although I'm still young, I understand. You took me to Hangcheng and then to Hecheng by yourself. It's not easy for you these years. Those people outside don't know our situation , often say bad things about you, and always think about making trouble for you. But you never say a little bit of difficulty in front of me, and you always try to make me happy and at ease. Mom, in my heart, You are the best mother in the world!" Shengnan buried his head in Manqing's hands, and his warm tears soaked her palms immediately.

The emotion and pain in Man Qing's heart were intertwined, she closed her eyes tightly, put her arms around Sheng Nan, and murmured: "Sheng Nan...my child..."

"Mom, I know, you actually like Uncle Gu, don't you? But for the sake of not being wronged by me, you have always refused to accept him, and even pretended not to like him..." Shengnan raised his head and looked at With Man Qing's eyes, he said seriously.

Man Qing hurriedly covered Sheng Nan's mouth, and said softly: "Good boy, now is not the time to say this. Mom has said that you are the most important person to mom. I just want your illness to get better soon. Do you know? I contacted your little uncle in the morning, and he asked me about it. He said that there are several hospitals in Singapore that have a lot of experience and cases in treating your illness. I think, after the visa is issued, Immediately take you abroad for medical treatment."

Shengnan pursed his lips, lay in Manqing's arms, and nodded obediently, "Then in Hong Kong..."

Man Qing shook his head again and again, "Shengnan, mom will take care of it herself, you can rest assured and follow me out for treatment."

(End of this chapter)