The Doctor Princess

After listening to Wang's narration, Yan Susu realized how desolate her life was. Although the prime minister may have indirectly killed her father, brother, and sister, the five days and five nights of detention in the dark must have already destroyed her. all nerves.

She didn't know what revenge was, didn't know what hatred was, and all that was left was a strong belief in being alive.

Seeing her partners fall at her feet one by one, feeling the god of death passing by her again and again, her body and spirit are in a state of collapse. When she regains the sunshine, she cherishes it eagerly and carefully, just hoping to be able to live .

Although Yan Susu has not experienced everything that Wang has experienced, she can understand her, why her personality is so cowardly, and why she always lives cautiously and tremblingly.

She felt sorry for Wang Shi in her heart, she reached out and hugged Wang Shi, and said softly: "Mother, I will help you find your little uncle and grandmother, unless they have already gone with grandpa and the others, otherwise, I will definitely find you." them."

This is a promise to the Wang family, and more importantly, a comfort.

Wang smiled with tears in her eyes, gently stroking Yan Susu's back, and said softly: "Good boy! If my mother can see your grandmother and little uncle in her lifetime, even if she dies, she will have no regrets."

Such words made Yan Susu sour, and tears flashed in her bright beautiful eyes.

Will she see her father again in her lifetime?See the grandmother's family on the grassland again?I'm afraid it's impossible!

There is a saying that the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop; the child wants to be filial but the relatives are not there.

Wang's words reminded Yan Susu of herself and her father.

I will never see you again in my life, will I?At that time, he was strict, at other times loving, and he was both father and mother, who taught her medical skills. If she could see her father in her lifetime, she would die without regret just like Wang.

Unfortunately……

There is China, 2011.

This is the Tianyuan Dynasty, 518 years.

Two different countries, two different years, even two different time and space, she——can't go back.

The sudden sadness and loneliness in my heart began to be like a caterpillar weaving a cocoon, spitting out silk threads of longing, circling around her heart in circles, from all angles and directions, until the sadness and loneliness were woven into a thick fabric. The cocoon held her heart firmly in it, unable to breathe.

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Throughout the afternoon, she was not in high spirits. Holding the book sent by Die Guxian, her eyes wandered on the same page, recalling how her father treated her bit by bit when she was in modern times. Thinking about it, the eye sockets became moist. Although the tears did not fall, they dyed the entire eye sockets red.

When Qian'er came in, she was taken aback by her appearance of crying, and hurried forward to ask: "Miss, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

Are you crying?Yan Susu quickly wiped away her tears, and said with a concealed smile: "Sitting by the window reading a book, the cold wind blows, and my eyes are sore."

"Oh, I was scared to death!" Qian'er really told her to be deceived, and she reached out to close the window for her, complaining, "It's such a cold day, three charcoal stoves in the house can't heat it up, miss Fortunately, you have to open the windows to dissipate the heat, so I'll tell you why when you come in this room, it's freezing cold."

"It's good for you to breathe occasionally!" Qian'er asked Yan Susu to open a gap slightly after Qian'er closed the window.

The charcoal stove releases carbon dioxide, and the anaerobic combustion part releases even the poisonous gas carbon monoxide. Yan Susu does not want to live in an abandoned pile for warmth.

"Miss, you see your face is frozen like this. The teacher sees it, and you can't help but feel sorry for you. Hurry up, wrap this around your neck, and the heat will pass upwards, and you will be warm soon!"

A pure white mink fur scarf was delivered to Yan Susu. Yan Susu was very grateful for Qian'er's thoughtfulness.

"Understood! Qian'er, on the ninth day of the lunar new year, I'm going to marry into Prince Min's Mansion. From now on, I can't be at home every day like now—hey, why are you crying, girl!" Yan Susu hasn't finished speaking yet, Qian'er Suddenly wept into tears.

"Miss is getting married, I'm happy for you." This is clearly not a sign of happiness, but of reluctance.

"Silly girl, after I leave, take good care of my mother. Although I can't be at home every day, I will come back from time to time. Remember to persuade your mother to take the initiative to walk around with Erniang and make friends with Erniang. It won't do us any harm, you know ?"

Qian'er is not stupid, so she can understand Yan Susu's words: "Miss, the servant knows, the first servant was worried that the second madam and the eldest madam would harm the madam, but later, miss, you used a trick to kill the second madam. You have accepted the obedient post, Miss is really amazing, you don’t know, even Miss Yuyan used to treat us like a bully and domineering, but now she has changed her attitude, every time we meet, she always pulls me to talk to me Homely, sisters complement each other."

Yan Susu nodded and smiled: "Since that's the case, walk around with her more. If the people below you get along well, the relationship between master and master will naturally be more harmonious."

"Well, miss, the servant understands—ah, the servant almost forgot, the master asked the servant to invite the lady out!"

"En?" Mother told her to go out, what will happen?Looks like it's not even dinner time yet.

"The wedding dress has been delivered, the master asked you to go out and have a look!"

The word "wedding dress" reminded Yan Susu that the wedding is really near, right in front of your eyes.

Thinking of Yuan Minxiang's actions today, her face became inexplicably red again. It's like this before getting married. After getting married, he won't be even more unscrupulous!

As Qian'er left the room, there were two silver trays on the table in the hall outside. On one tray were a red wedding dress and a phoenix crown hipa, and on the other tray were a pair of shoes.

Seeing her coming out, Wang ordered the maid who brought the clothes to put the phoenix crown aside temporarily, and then asked Qian'er and the maid to carefully shake off the wedding dress for Yan Susu to see.

The clothes in front of her gave Yan Susu the illusion of a work of art.

This is a long red dress with Su brocade pinch flowers inlaid with golden flowing cloud powder and pear blossoms. A three-dimensional concentric knot is crocheted with gold silk on the upper left abdomen. There is a gold silk fringe on the waist. The design on the top is simple and elegant. When it comes to the bottom, it is really luxurious and makes people unable to keep their eyes open.

The hem is designed in the shape of a pleated skirt, with golden fire luan flower clusters all over the auspicious clouds, and the whole hem can only see a piece of golden yellow, which complements the fiery red above.

On the open knee of the wedding dress, there is a Chinese character "Happy" embroidered on it. Around the "Happy character", there is a round circle of flower branches, which are connected from head to tail, enclosing the whole Chinese character "Hi" in it, which is beautiful.

Qian'er couldn't help but exclaimed: "Wow, this is too beautiful!"

Wang smirked: "Girl, can the craftsmanship of the world's number one embroidery shop be inferior? This is the treasure of their shop, and I don't know what method the master used to buy it. Susu, what did your father give you?" Do you still like the wedding dress you bought?"

If it was worn by someone else, or just bought for her as an ornament, she would naturally like it, but when she thought that she would wear this dress to get married seven days later, her smile was a bit forced.

"I like it."

When it was said that it was a mother-daughter bond, Mrs. Wang seemed to sense her hidden resistance, and she became faintly worried in her heart.

There were other people at the scene, so Wang naturally didn't say anything. After Yan Susu tried on the wedding dress and found it fit well, Wang ordered Qian'er to put away the clothes, and dragged Yan Susu into the inner room.

"Susu, what's wrong with you? Why are you unhappy?"

"I..." Yan Susu wanted to say that she really didn't want to marry, but she also understood that it would be useless to talk to Mrs. Wang, and it would only make her worry for nothing, so she changed her mouth, "It's just a little sudden, haha!"

"Susu, if it's because you don't like Lord Min, mother wants to persuade you, we women want to be safe in this life. Lord Min is a nice person, and he treats you sincerely. Don't let him down. Not willingly, but gradually, you will get used to it, and over time, you will try to like him, accept him, until you can’t leave him.”

Why does Yan Susu feel that Wang is talking about herself.

"Mom, do you treat Dad the same?"

Seeing through her mind, Mrs. Wang blushed slightly: "You girl, what about you, what are you talking about with me and your father? In short, listen to what mother said: there is no absolute hate, no absolute love, and no absolute dislike."

This sentence sounds simple, but Yan Susu understands how much philosophy is hidden.

Yan Susu accepted the teaching humbly, and nodded: "Mom, I understand."

Wang gave a relieved smile, and stroked Yan Susu's cheek: "There is one more thing, Mother also wants to tell you."

"Well, tell me!"

"A man's heart is like the vast night sky, where there are many stars for a month. No matter how bright or big the stars are, they are just stars and can never replace the moon. So, in the future, if he..."

Knowing what Wang was going to say, Yan Susu interrupted her. She still had confidence in Yuan Minxiang's guarantee: "Mother, he promised me that I only need a bright moon for my whole life."