my dear lawyer

Chapter 217 The tear-jerking suicide note

His father received his son's suicide note——

"My dear papa:
When you read this letter, I'm afraid I'm already on the road to hell.I just ask for forgiveness for my son's inability to provide for you until the end of his life. The kindness of hard work can only be repaid in the next life.

I miss you so much, and if I had known that my farewell was a harbinger of yin and yang, I would never have left.Please forgive my mistake and forgive me for leaving you in my hometown.

Dad, I am extremely lonely in a foreign land. I didn’t realize until now that home is a lamp in the night and a fire in winter, which warmly illuminates my heart.

When I was young, when I wrote articles, I always said that home is a shelter from the wind. I can't understand this concept thoroughly...

But when I was chained and stood inside the iron gate, looking at the blue sky and white clouds floating outside, I deeply felt what peace is.

Dad, do you cry every night, do you hide my childhood photos under your pillow, do you care about me every day...

How much I would like to make a small wish--every day after my parents, I will accompany you to take care of your life, so that you will not be lonely for a moment.

How I want to go back in time, I have never left home, how I want to be with you forever.

Dad, seeing you and your mother waving a sickle in the wheat field under the scorching sun when you were young, and beads of sweat falling from your cheeks, I told myself that I will definitely let you live a good life in the future.

It is precisely because of this belief that I left home.

How is the fat orange cat at home? Its soft fur fascinates me.In fact, I often buried my face on its back, smelling the sunshine and grass scent it brought back, and the tiredness of the day was swept away.

No matter how many times you watch the chicks when they are just born, they will never get tired of watching them. The birth of a little life is always sacred, and all hope and light gather on them the moment they open their eyes.

Presumably I will also re-enter the big cycle and usher in a new life again, and then I will be blessed by many people.This comforts me somewhat.

Soft and sweet sweet potatoes in winter, warm blankets, and kites can be seen flying freely in spring.In summer, I took the orange cat to play, watching it tilt its head and wait for the Maemi on the tree.When the weather cools down, we will come to the colorful autumn of picking fruits at will...

This world is really beautiful and beautiful, and it seems that there is no need to be so regretful to come here.Since it is going to end here, I hope that the last thing I will remember is the happiness of coming to this world.

I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, I can't accompany you to witness the wonderful future, I wish you good health, please live well, my future and your future will always be intertwined, as long as you are still here, I will always be in your heart.

If you feel lonely, go to the orphanage to adopt a child. Maybe the heavens have eyes and let me be reincarnated in the orphanage and become your child again.

Remember to love him well and let him become your light again, illuminating you warmly.

I only hope that the heavens will be merciful, even if I am gone, there will still be love by your side, forever.

son:***
*month*day, 1992"

The old man burst into tears after reading his son's suicide note.

Since he was a child, he has taught his son to behave in a righteous way and walk in a righteous way.Although the family is poor, they have never cheated anyone.The son is a role model for ten miles and eight villages, and no one dislikes him.

He believes in his son.

So the old man began a long road of complaints.

As soon as he was old, he began to falter when he walked, but he walked from his hometown to the capital alone.

With a flat pocket, he begged all the way to his destination.

　Are you crying?

　　I wrote this suicide note for 5 hours!

　　Writing a suicide note for the first time in my life...

　　I received a notice today that a lot of content in the suicide note has been blocked...

　　Hey, I can't help it.

　　By the way, please ask for the monthly ticket, thank you

　　
　
(End of this chapter)