Yanlouchun

But Shen Zhiyun laughed softly, "I told Nanny Gui and Lan Yu not to tell my mother about this, lest she worry too much. There are guards at Zhen Jingju, and if you can't get in, you will take great pains to persuade Shen Pingshan to pretend to comfort you, Let my mother know about this and died of a sudden illness. The person who killed my mother was not me, but you, Jiang Xiushu, do you want me to feel guilty and regret for the rest of my life?"

"Then you made a wrong calculation."

Shen Zhiyun stood up and flicked his sleeves, walked around Aunt Jiang and walked out.

Walking to the door, she stopped in her tracks and opened her lips and said, "I won't be fooled by you and regret it for the rest of my life, but I have to be careful with my mind and don't regret it for the rest of my life. After all, although Shen Zhize has been crippled, Shen Huiyi is still alive." Not married, she has been staying with you in your yard these days, but she is a good girl."

Aunt Jiang suddenly raised her head, "What are you going to do to Hui Yi? Everything you have got now is the retribution for what you did to my son Zhize! You black-hearted bastard! If you dare to do it..."

Aunt Jiang crawled towards the door while talking, trying to grab Shen Zhiyun who was about to go out, like a vicious dog, baring its teeth and claws.

But her yelling was shut out of the door, and it is estimated that it will be difficult to see the sun again in this life.

Jiang said that she had done too much to Shen Zhize, and now it was her retribution.

But she didn't hurt innocent people at will, Jiang Shi is Jiang Shi, and Shen Zhize is Shen Zhize.

She tried hard to pretend that she had been a playboy for a few years, pretending to be a good-for-nothing and a swinger.

In fact, Nanny Gui told her at the beginning, "Young master is still young, you should not be too outstanding. Now that Jane can't protect you, this old servant is afraid that the second wife will be jealous of you and secretly harm you."

She pretended to be a dandy to protect herself, and when she became full-fledged one day, she would no longer have to live cautiously.

It's just that Shen Zhize, although he was good at school since he was a child, has an extremely bad temper. He tortured and killed cats and dogs several times at a young age, and Aunt Jiang suppressed servants who knew about it.

She was just giving simple guidance, but she didn't expect that Shen Zhize was good at having fun, and he was easily addicted to wine and music.

In addition, Shen Zhiyun pretended to be stupid and killed Shen Zhize, making him feel that he was very talented, so he indulged in his homework.

In less than a year, the person is useless, like a lump of mud, unable to lift up.

"Young master." Lan Yu worriedly followed Shen Zhiyun.

Shen Zhiyun raised her hand to signal that she was fine, "Then don't let Shen Huiyi see Jiang Shi again."

Lan Yu responded, "Yes."

"You don't need to follow me anymore, I still need to deal with some important affairs in the court." Shen Zhiyun said.

"Yes." Lan Yu wanted to say something, but she still didn't say anything.

Shen Zhiyun returned to the study and sat on a chair, with the "Xuetian Miscellaneous Cases" in front of him when he left.

Annoyed in her heart, she hated herself for not protecting her mother well, so she should have given death orders to Zhen Jingju's guards, and no one who came out of Zhen Jingju's servants was allowed to enter or leave Zhen Jingju.

In this way, the Jiang family will not push Shen Pingshan, and her mother will die of a sudden illness because of her imprisonment.

Shen Zhiyun propped his elbows on the table, covered his eyes with his hands, and sobbed softly.

Of course she knew that Jiang Shi deliberately provoked her, and intellectually her mother was overwhelmed with anger, but Jiang Shi used her to go to jail, how could she be regarded as her own murdered mother.

But people are not grass and trees, flesh and blood relatives, how can she not feel ashamed?

If she hadn't acted radically in the court, but had acted moderately and performed her duties peacefully, why would she have conspired with those court parties, why had she put herself in imperial prison and let the Jiang family take advantage of it, she was right, in the final analysis, Her mother was mad at her.

Tears wet the palms, Shen Zhiyun sobbed, his shoulders twitched, and his heart throbbed dull pain as if someone had twisted a piece of flesh.

From now on, she no longer has a mother...

In the next few days, apart from being busy with the funeral, he also had to sort out Shen Haishi's belongings.

In fact, there are not many relics of Shen Haishi, the dowry that was brought by Shen Pingshan when she was married back then was searched clean, if her mother wanted to keep some for herself.

There was no need for the charcoal fire to be robbed by the Jiang family in the winter after giving birth, and it was so cold that Zhen Jing could not live in it.

She will not kill Jiang Shi, she will let Jiang Shi watch, see how she is doing well, how embarrassed she is, how scared, afraid all day long, locked in the room, until time wears away her memory and makes her blurred In what year and month in the past and present, his consciousness was muddy, he was muddled, and he lived like a waste, a lunatic.

When Shen Hai's funeral was held, the Hai family really did not come to the capital.

Shen Zhiyun refused to let Shen Pingshan go to the funeral, Shen Pingshan was so eager to do so, he didn't forget to make a name for himself, and declared that he missed his dead wife so much that he fell ill and couldn't even get out of bed, let alone go to the funeral.

Shen Zhiyun sneered when he knew about this.

Bai Bian scolded Shen Ping Shan for being shameless.

Shen Zhiyun was too lazy to care about Shen Pingshan, she was exhausted physically and mentally, and she had no heart or energy to care about Shen Pingshan anymore.

The funeral was held early in the morning, and it was not yet noon when the funeral was completed.

After everyone returned to Shen's residence, Lan Yu and Nanny Gui continued to busy themselves.

Bai Bian was also busy these days, the young master didn't need him when he went back, and fell asleep when he returned to the house.

After getting up at noon, Bai Bian went out and went to Shen Zhiyun's study first, but when he found that he wasn't there, he went to the bedroom, but he wasn't there either.

Bai Bian rubbed the back of his head, squinted his eyes, he just woke up, his consciousness is still fuzzy, his spirit is not clear yet.

He rubbed his stomach that was screaming with hunger, went to the small stove kitchen to find some food, and filled his stomach first.

After I came out, I walked around the yard twice, but I didn't find Shen Zhiyun.

Go to look for Lan Yu, "Did you see where the young master has gone?"

Lan Yu was busy counting the gifts of each family, and said without raising her head, "I don't know, you can find it yourself."

"I've searched twice." Bai Bian stood propped up on the table.

Only then did Lan Yu raise her head, "Are the people from Yannan following?"

Bai Bian slapped his forehead, "I just woke up, look at my brain, I'm going to find Yannan."

Lan Yu glanced at Bai Bian speechlessly, then lowered her head to work again, "Hurry up and follow you, I have made a mistake in the calculation, and I have to do it again."

Bai Bian leaned forward, "What's the matter? Don't you just sit here and forget it as soon as you come back? It's such a trouble..."

Bai Bian's voice became softer as he spoke, because he saw Lan Yu picking up the ink table with his left hand.

"Let's go, sister Lan Yu, take your time."

Before Lan Yu got angry, Bai Bian quickly turned around and slipped away.

Lan Yu lowered her head and continued to think, frowned and scolded him, "Annoying."

Bai Bian went to Yan Nan again, "Yan Nan, where is your master?"

"I'm out of the house." Yan Nan was reading a leisure book with pictures.

"Why didn't you follow?" Bai Bian asked with a frown.

Yan Nan glanced at him, as if he was looking at a fool, "Young Master said you don't need to follow."

Bai Bian sat down angrily, "Master said he won't follow you, so you won't follow? Madam just left, son is in a bad mood, and you let him go out alone."

Yan Nan turned another page of the book, read it with relish, and dealt with Bai Bian casually, "Master said you are not needed, so you went back to the house and slept?"

Bai Bian said dumbly, "I...I am..."

"Go aside." Yan Nan said.

"Ah? What?" Bai Bian didn't hear clearly.

"You're so annoying, let's play." Yannan said indifferently.

Bai Bian clutched his chest sadly, "One or two of you... it hurts my heart too much."

Yan Nan glanced at Bai Bian again, his eyes were speechless and disgusted.

"Okay, I'll go!" Bai Bian stood up with his head held high, and walked out with big strides.

Those who know the current affairs are handsome.

But he didn't go out to look for Shen Zhiyun again. He knew that the young master needed a quiet person most at this moment.

In the evening, the sun gradually buried in the mountain.

The Baishuang Mountain has a different color, and the pink rays of the sun are reflected on the leaves, leaving a bright golden edge.

Shen Zhiyun sat on the rock, looking at the clouds in the distant mountains and the beautiful scenery, but there was no expression on his face.

A stone rolled over and rolled to her feet.

She didn't even need to turn her head to guess who was behind her, and no one was so idle except him.

"Have you been sitting here all afternoon?" Gu Hanshu walked over and sat down without seeing anyone else.

"You and I nearly killed each other in prison just now, so it's better to keep some distance." Shen Zhiyun refused to answer indifferently.

"Up here on the mountain, you still insist on mentioning the affairs of the court, don't be too disappointing, classmate." Gu Hanshu propped up his back with his hands, and leaned back slightly.

"How can we not think about the affairs of the court? I have been thinking recently, what are we people fighting for power and profit? I think I am not sincere in my heart, and I am not an official for the people, but I don't have much trouble with power. It is for me. My mother became an official, and now..." Shen Zhiyun didn't say any more.

Gu Hanshu turned to look at her, she lowered her head, her eyes were swollen, and the ends of her eyes were wet and red, the sun's rays shone on her body, her profile seemed to be coated with a hazy golden light.

"Aren't you sincere in your heart..." Gu Hanshu looked up at the sky, "If you are not sincere in your heart, then could it be that Yang Shilin made you disobey the holy will when Chengzhou Academy compiled the evil book?"

Shen Zhiyun turned to look at him, his lips moved but he didn't speak.

"Since it was for your mother in the past, then it will be for yourself in the future." Gu Hanshu said in a relaxed tone, but it was like a small stone smashed into the calm lake surface, causing layer after layer of ripples.

Shen Zhiyun looked into the distance again, "Myself? I don't know what I want."

"Then just take one step at a time, and one day there will be something you want, an object, a life, or a person." Gu Hanshu closed his eyes and said, the wind on the top of the mountain was blowing on his face, gently Very comfortable.

"What about you?" Shen Zhiyun asked.

"What about me?" Gu Hanshu asked.

"What do you want?" Shen Zhiyun turned to look at Gu Hanshu again.

Gu Hanshu didn't speak.

Shen Zhiyun continued, "An object, a life, or a person?"

Gu Hanshu smiled, looked at Shen Zhiyun, and asked, "What do you think I want?"

Shen Zhiyun saw his dark eyes, but unlike the abyss-like closed eyes in the court, the eyes now are clear and unblemished.

Shen Zhiyun didn't look at him, took a look and then turned his head to look forward.

Gu Hanshu thought that Shen Zhiyun would probably say something, how do I know what you want?
"Anyway, before...you really wanted to take the imperial examination." Shen Zhiyun also put his hands behind his back, the sun in the distance was setting quickly, and within a few words, the sky darkened a lot.

Gu Hanshu was stunned, "Really..."

Then the two looked at the red sun and pink clouds in the distance silently, waiting for the sunset in silence.

After a long time, the night fell completely, and there was no sun in sight.

A cold wind began to blow on the mountain, and it was completely different from the cool and gentle breeze just now.

The two of them can actually stay in such harmony for such a long period of time.

Gu Hanshu stood up and patted his clothes, "Aren't you going? There are big bugs in the mountains at night."

Shen Zhiyun still sat still, "I might run into him when I go down the mountain now."

Gu Hanshu went to pull Shen Zhiyun up, "Let's go, you will be sad when you go back to the ancestral hall. It is very dangerous to be on the mountain because it is cold and there is no fire."

Shen Zhiyun pulled himself up by him, "Yes, there are Huozhezi."

As he spoke, he took out a torch from his waist and opened it, and when he blew on it, a cluster of flames sprang up.

Gu Hanshu took the fire folder in her hand, closed the lid again, and pinned it to his waist.

"it's gone now."

The corners of Shen Zhiyun's eyes twitched, and he lost his mind.

"That day in the Imperial Prison..." Gu Hanshu said, "What do you mean I'm dead?"

The two talked while walking.

"I mean, I dreamed that you were dead." Shen Zhiyun explained.

"Then are you crying? Are you sad?" Gu Hanshu asked.

"Yes." Shen Zhiyun was very honest, "I was so sad in my dream."

This is the second time Gu Hanshu guessed wrong today, he thought Shen Zhiyun would deny it.

"I thought you would say no." Gu Hanshu also said honestly.

"Why not? We are classmates."

"A classmate from a long time ago." Gu Hanshu sighed.

Gu Hanshu asked again, "Then how did I die in your dream?"

Shen Zhiyun recalled it, the dream was still very deep when she just woke up, and it took her a long time to recover from it.

But after so many days, the pictures and feelings have faded.

"Hmm...soaked in water, it's very swollen and ugly."

Gu Hanshu opened his mouth again, but Shen Zhiyun patted his arm.

"Don't ask, it's scary to recall that dream at night." Shen Zhiyun said coldly, crossing his arms.

Gu Hanshu walked a little closer to her, and said with a smile, "No, I just want to ask, are your eyes swollen now?"

No doubt he received two more slaps.

Shen Zhiyun put his hands on his eyelids, it was a strange feeling, his fingers were cold, but his eyelids were hot.

"Gu Hanshu, you touch my eyelids, it's hot." Shen Zhiyun stopped, and took Gu Hanshu's hand to stick to his eyelids.

Gu Hanshu's fingers were also cold. He felt the hot and soft touch on his fingers, and his mind moved, and he was a little dazed.

Shen Zhiyun closed his eyes and couldn't see Gu Hanshu's reaction. He didn't hear an echo for a long time, so he put down his hand and asked again, "Is it hot?"

Gu Hanshu regained his senses and nodded, "Yes."

The moment he put his finger down, he could even feel Shen Zhiyun's eyeballs rolling.

"It's so strange, I'm obviously cold now, could it be because I've cried a lot lately?" Shen Zhiyun continued to put his hands on his eyelids, the cool touch made his eyes feel very comfortable.

"Look at the road quickly. It's hard to see the road when you walk on the mountain road at night, and you will fall when you turn your head." Gu Hanshu took out the fire book and lit it, and walked down the leaves to block the moonlight, so it was easy to see clearly the way.