After rebirth, the prince and husband's personality collapsed
Chapter 38 What trapped her was the wall in her heart
This also caused Shen Qingyue to be influenced by Sun Qiao, it didn't matter if she was reticent, the key was that she didn't know how to speak when she was wronged.
"..." Shen Yunchu was silent for a moment, then sighed helplessly, she said: "Auntie, I want to talk to sister alone, is that okay?"
Sun Qiao looked hesitant, looked at the person in her arms and finally nodded, she knew that maybe Shen Yunchu was the only one who could save this poor child.
When she turned her head into the room with the maid, she couldn't help but look back at Shen Qingyue.
After the door was closed, Shen Yunchu and Shen Qingyue sat down at the stone table. Shen Yunchu asked her straight to the point: "Sister, if you don't resist, do you want to be like this in the future? Just keep silent?"
Shen Qingyue was startled, she raised her eyes to look at Shen Yunchu with tired eyes, she was silent, she lowered her head, "I don't know, but..."
Her tone paused slightly, as if something was stuck in her throat, unable to go up or down, Shen Yunchu breathed a sigh of relief: "Sister, I know what you are thinking. Why is it that a woman is a deviant? A man did it, a woman Why can't it be done?"
"As I said that night, Sister is not the first to create a heroine. If Sister is willing, how would Sister know that it cannot be done?"
"Sister has never revealed it. Please think carefully, apart from me and Aunt Sun, who else knows what's on my mind? Sister, you don't need to compare yourself with anyone, but can you see clearly what you want?"
what do you want……
Shen Qingyue was in a daze for a moment, what exactly did she want?Anyway, it won't be to bow down to that boxy house and be a bird in a cage for a lifetime.
but……
"It's useless." Shen Qingyue shook her head, she knew why Shen Jichang was in such a hurry to match Shen Qingyue.
Although Shen Qingyue is not a direct descendant, she is the eldest daughter. Compared with the two younger sisters, she has become a benchmark invisibly, and her future direction seems to be a reference for the two younger sisters to be defined in the future.
Therefore, Shen Ji often asked her to be educated and reasonable, restrain her temper, and be a lady of the family, so that she would be courted by a wealthy family in the future, and the reputation of the two younger sisters would naturally not be bad.
She had no choice, not even a choice.
Of course, Shen Yunchu knew all of this.
Shen Qingyue sighed: "I know, Susu has good intentions, but I am the eldest sister, so I cannot implicate you."
Hearing her half-compromising and half-unwilling tone, Shen Yunchu's frown deepened. She took Shen Qingyue's hand and said softly: "But you are Shen Qingyue first, and then my elder sister. If you Even if we can't break free from the shackles, how can we get out of this square house in the future?"
"Sister, there are hundreds of officials in the court, and more than half of them are female officials. They both hold up half the sky. Although there are different praises and criticisms, the merits always outweigh the demerits."
"At the beginning, Xie Nanqin, the first female minister in Sheng'an who established the female official policy, also suffered from ten years of hard work, and lived a few days without food, and received a lot of cold eyes."
"It's nothing to us. If you want, I can help you get out of the four-corner courtyard, but being outside is no different than being inside the mansion."
"Sister, you have to think clearly about the whole life."
Yes, why didn't she want to? She dreamed of going to the military camp, wanting to hold a spear, and wanting to be like Queen Ping'an back then, put on armor and go into battle to kill the enemy and defend the country.
She often thinks that if one day in the future, she can also be included in the annals of history, it will be regarded as the glory of her ancestors. In the past, she always felt that it was these four corners that trapped her.
But now, Shen Yunchu's words made her realize that maybe what trapped her was not this hard wall, but the wall in her own heart in people's hearts.
Shen Qingyue opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but her mind went blank, and she couldn't find anything to say for a while.
Shen Yunchu didn't force her anymore, just stood up, and when he left, he said softly: "I'll go and see the three nuns, sister, if you think it over, come to my courtyard to find me."
After that, she frowned, and finally gave her a sad look, then turned her head and left.
Back in the yard, Bai Weiyu had already sent the three nuns away, and was drinking tea alone under the vines in the yard.
The weather in mid-May is already a bit hot. The grape trellis was erected three years ago. Winter has passed from summer to summer, but it has grown better every year, with luxuriant branches and leaves, and a lot of fruit.
Holding a round fan in one hand and a sapphire teacup in the other, Bai Weiyu was leaning on the couch under the shelf, dressed in purple gauze, mysterious and extravagant, full of charm, charming and not vulgar.
Seeing Shen Yunchu coming back, her eyes turned slightly, and she followed her to the front. Shen Yunchu happily kicked off the shoes on her feet, quickly got on the small couch, and leaned against her.
Bai Weiyu pretended to be unhappy, but her eyes were full of doting, she raised her hand, and tapped the tip of her nose with her bony forefinger: "You are a smart one, let me help you deal with some old women, huh?"
As the saying goes, there is no better woman than a mother, and Bai Weiyu exposed it, and Shen Yunchu coquettishly slipped into her arms, "Aniang, I want to play ball with my eldest sister, they never leave, my eldest sister has been ignoring me, I got tired of waiting, so I asked them to come and drink tea with Auntie."
Bai Weiyu looked at her, but suddenly stopped talking. For some reason, even the smile in her eyes seemed to be gradually disappearing, and finally she looked at her with a trace of worry and sadness.
She always felt that since the girl fell into the water and was rescued from the high fever and recovered from the high fever, something was wrong. It wasn't that she had become bad. On the contrary, her actions, words, and even subtle expressions and aura were not hers. Age should understand and have.
Just like sending the three old mothers away this time, it must not be simply for playing football. In fact, Bai Weiyu has always felt that since she woke up that time, she seemed to be walking away from the people in the mansion. In, especially the second bedroom.
But obviously before this, they were not familiar with each other.
Seemingly aware of Bai Weiyu's emotions, Shen Yunchu looked at her in a daze, feeling puzzled and worried, so she tentatively called her: "Aunt?"
Hearing the sound, Bai Weiyu suddenly regained her composure, and her absent-minded pupils once again focused on the little man in her arms. She felt helpless, but she just sighed, hoping that she was thinking too much.
She smiled, put down the sapphire teacup and round fan in her hand, stretched out her hand and squeezed her milky cheeks: "It's okay. Auntie is just thinking that it will be Susu's birthday in a few days. Susu is special. Who do you want to invite?"
Those who especially want to invite...
Shen Yunchu lowered her eyes, thought about it carefully, and the person who looked like the breeze and the moon popped up in her mind. She raised her eyes and looked at Bai Weiyu, "Mother..." She hesitated to speak several times, hesitated, Bai Weiyu has already seen her thoughts.
Bai Weiyu chuckled lightly: "Tell me, let me hear, who is it?"
Shen Yunchu was silent, sat up slowly, knelt on the couch, looked at Bai Weiyu, "It's Mr. Song's." After she finished speaking, she bit her lip and added: "Of course there are Sister Song."
Bai Weiyu's eyes narrowed slightly, "Oh~ that boy named Song Yuancheng?" She said, with a hint of doubt and contempt in her tone, she thought it was rare to speak in such a tone, at least in Shen Yunchu's memory, it was almost never done before. .
Facing her probing eyes, Shen Yunchu was stunned for a moment, and then realized, she hurriedly explained: "Ah... Aunt, it's not what you think, Mr. Song and I are just classmates and friends. He has a lot of books at home. I just borrowed it from time to time to watch, and became friends over time."
Bai Weiyu leaned on the couch, propped her temple with one hand, looked at the little person in front of her with a smile, and asked her as if teasing: "Does Susu like him?"
"..." Shen Yunchu was silent for a moment, then sighed helplessly, she said: "Auntie, I want to talk to sister alone, is that okay?"
Sun Qiao looked hesitant, looked at the person in her arms and finally nodded, she knew that maybe Shen Yunchu was the only one who could save this poor child.
When she turned her head into the room with the maid, she couldn't help but look back at Shen Qingyue.
After the door was closed, Shen Yunchu and Shen Qingyue sat down at the stone table. Shen Yunchu asked her straight to the point: "Sister, if you don't resist, do you want to be like this in the future? Just keep silent?"
Shen Qingyue was startled, she raised her eyes to look at Shen Yunchu with tired eyes, she was silent, she lowered her head, "I don't know, but..."
Her tone paused slightly, as if something was stuck in her throat, unable to go up or down, Shen Yunchu breathed a sigh of relief: "Sister, I know what you are thinking. Why is it that a woman is a deviant? A man did it, a woman Why can't it be done?"
"As I said that night, Sister is not the first to create a heroine. If Sister is willing, how would Sister know that it cannot be done?"
"Sister has never revealed it. Please think carefully, apart from me and Aunt Sun, who else knows what's on my mind? Sister, you don't need to compare yourself with anyone, but can you see clearly what you want?"
what do you want……
Shen Qingyue was in a daze for a moment, what exactly did she want?Anyway, it won't be to bow down to that boxy house and be a bird in a cage for a lifetime.
but……
"It's useless." Shen Qingyue shook her head, she knew why Shen Jichang was in such a hurry to match Shen Qingyue.
Although Shen Qingyue is not a direct descendant, she is the eldest daughter. Compared with the two younger sisters, she has become a benchmark invisibly, and her future direction seems to be a reference for the two younger sisters to be defined in the future.
Therefore, Shen Ji often asked her to be educated and reasonable, restrain her temper, and be a lady of the family, so that she would be courted by a wealthy family in the future, and the reputation of the two younger sisters would naturally not be bad.
She had no choice, not even a choice.
Of course, Shen Yunchu knew all of this.
Shen Qingyue sighed: "I know, Susu has good intentions, but I am the eldest sister, so I cannot implicate you."
Hearing her half-compromising and half-unwilling tone, Shen Yunchu's frown deepened. She took Shen Qingyue's hand and said softly: "But you are Shen Qingyue first, and then my elder sister. If you Even if we can't break free from the shackles, how can we get out of this square house in the future?"
"Sister, there are hundreds of officials in the court, and more than half of them are female officials. They both hold up half the sky. Although there are different praises and criticisms, the merits always outweigh the demerits."
"At the beginning, Xie Nanqin, the first female minister in Sheng'an who established the female official policy, also suffered from ten years of hard work, and lived a few days without food, and received a lot of cold eyes."
"It's nothing to us. If you want, I can help you get out of the four-corner courtyard, but being outside is no different than being inside the mansion."
"Sister, you have to think clearly about the whole life."
Yes, why didn't she want to? She dreamed of going to the military camp, wanting to hold a spear, and wanting to be like Queen Ping'an back then, put on armor and go into battle to kill the enemy and defend the country.
She often thinks that if one day in the future, she can also be included in the annals of history, it will be regarded as the glory of her ancestors. In the past, she always felt that it was these four corners that trapped her.
But now, Shen Yunchu's words made her realize that maybe what trapped her was not this hard wall, but the wall in her own heart in people's hearts.
Shen Qingyue opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but her mind went blank, and she couldn't find anything to say for a while.
Shen Yunchu didn't force her anymore, just stood up, and when he left, he said softly: "I'll go and see the three nuns, sister, if you think it over, come to my courtyard to find me."
After that, she frowned, and finally gave her a sad look, then turned her head and left.
Back in the yard, Bai Weiyu had already sent the three nuns away, and was drinking tea alone under the vines in the yard.
The weather in mid-May is already a bit hot. The grape trellis was erected three years ago. Winter has passed from summer to summer, but it has grown better every year, with luxuriant branches and leaves, and a lot of fruit.
Holding a round fan in one hand and a sapphire teacup in the other, Bai Weiyu was leaning on the couch under the shelf, dressed in purple gauze, mysterious and extravagant, full of charm, charming and not vulgar.
Seeing Shen Yunchu coming back, her eyes turned slightly, and she followed her to the front. Shen Yunchu happily kicked off the shoes on her feet, quickly got on the small couch, and leaned against her.
Bai Weiyu pretended to be unhappy, but her eyes were full of doting, she raised her hand, and tapped the tip of her nose with her bony forefinger: "You are a smart one, let me help you deal with some old women, huh?"
As the saying goes, there is no better woman than a mother, and Bai Weiyu exposed it, and Shen Yunchu coquettishly slipped into her arms, "Aniang, I want to play ball with my eldest sister, they never leave, my eldest sister has been ignoring me, I got tired of waiting, so I asked them to come and drink tea with Auntie."
Bai Weiyu looked at her, but suddenly stopped talking. For some reason, even the smile in her eyes seemed to be gradually disappearing, and finally she looked at her with a trace of worry and sadness.
She always felt that since the girl fell into the water and was rescued from the high fever and recovered from the high fever, something was wrong. It wasn't that she had become bad. On the contrary, her actions, words, and even subtle expressions and aura were not hers. Age should understand and have.
Just like sending the three old mothers away this time, it must not be simply for playing football. In fact, Bai Weiyu has always felt that since she woke up that time, she seemed to be walking away from the people in the mansion. In, especially the second bedroom.
But obviously before this, they were not familiar with each other.
Seemingly aware of Bai Weiyu's emotions, Shen Yunchu looked at her in a daze, feeling puzzled and worried, so she tentatively called her: "Aunt?"
Hearing the sound, Bai Weiyu suddenly regained her composure, and her absent-minded pupils once again focused on the little man in her arms. She felt helpless, but she just sighed, hoping that she was thinking too much.
She smiled, put down the sapphire teacup and round fan in her hand, stretched out her hand and squeezed her milky cheeks: "It's okay. Auntie is just thinking that it will be Susu's birthday in a few days. Susu is special. Who do you want to invite?"
Those who especially want to invite...
Shen Yunchu lowered her eyes, thought about it carefully, and the person who looked like the breeze and the moon popped up in her mind. She raised her eyes and looked at Bai Weiyu, "Mother..." She hesitated to speak several times, hesitated, Bai Weiyu has already seen her thoughts.
Bai Weiyu chuckled lightly: "Tell me, let me hear, who is it?"
Shen Yunchu was silent, sat up slowly, knelt on the couch, looked at Bai Weiyu, "It's Mr. Song's." After she finished speaking, she bit her lip and added: "Of course there are Sister Song."
Bai Weiyu's eyes narrowed slightly, "Oh~ that boy named Song Yuancheng?" She said, with a hint of doubt and contempt in her tone, she thought it was rare to speak in such a tone, at least in Shen Yunchu's memory, it was almost never done before. .
Facing her probing eyes, Shen Yunchu was stunned for a moment, and then realized, she hurriedly explained: "Ah... Aunt, it's not what you think, Mr. Song and I are just classmates and friends. He has a lot of books at home. I just borrowed it from time to time to watch, and became friends over time."
Bai Weiyu leaned on the couch, propped her temple with one hand, looked at the little person in front of her with a smile, and asked her as if teasing: "Does Susu like him?"
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