Secret love words

Chapter 8 Upset
Facing her hot and apprehensive eyes, Ji Yan's expression didn't change much, and his voice said "um".

After receiving his affirmative answer, Xu Chenyin's heart skipped a beat, but before she could say anything else, Ji Yan spoke first, with a cold voice: "Xu Chenyin, this doesn't mean anything, besides, I now hope that you can be like before, The farther you go, the better."

Xu Chenyin's hand hanging by her side became cold for a moment, she raised her eyes, met Shang Jiyan's eyes, her lips moved, and wanted to ask him what he meant, but she just started, but suddenly she didn't know how to ask.

His attitude was too decisive.

It made her feel that it was really impossible between them.

This realization made Xu Chenyin's chest feel violently sour. She lowered her eyes and smiled wryly, with a trace of desolation in her eyes. She said in a low voice, "Ji Yan, I know you hate me now, but Ji Yan, all these years, I……"

"Xu Chenyin." Ji Yan suddenly interrupted her, his black eyes darkened slightly, and there was a trace of impatience in his tone: "You still need me to speak so harshly that you can understand?"

"Ji Yan, I..." Xu Chenyin's heart was suffocated, she raised her eyes to meet Ji Yan's eyes with complicated eyes.

Ji Yan looked straight into her eyes, and said in a clear and crisp voice, "Get out of the car."

Xu Chenyin was stunned for a moment, the corners of her eyes slipped, she wanted to say something, but in the end she pushed the door and got out of the car. Standing in the cold wind with a thin figure, she closed her eyes in pain as she watched the car drive away.

When she turned around, Marquis Wei stood behind her for an unknown amount of time. Seeing her distraught appearance, he sighed softly and comforted him: "Chenyin, good boy, just solve the misunderstanding with Captain Ji."

Xu Chenyin lowered her eyes, trying to hide her teary eyes, and murmured in a low voice, "Master, I have caused you trouble..."

Wei Hou shook his head, with worry in his eyes, but he didn't know how to persuade him, so he could only slowly say: "No trouble, let's go back first."

Xu Chenyin nodded slightly, and when she returned to the door of the room, she heard Wei Hou worry again: "Chenyin, if the condition is not right, then take a day off tomorrow."

"no need."

Xu Chenyin breathed out, raised his head, and tried his best to raise a smile: "Master, don't worry, I will definitely not bring my personal emotions to work."

Hearing what she said, Marquis Wei couldn't say anything more. He looked at her still red eyes, and told her to rest early before turning back to his room.

The moment she returned to the room, Xu Chenyin didn't turn on the light, and she leaned against the door panel as if she had lost all strength, unable to recover for a long time.

In this way, I don't know how long it took, until a sudden ringing of the phone brought her back to her mind.

It was Chen Lin, the only classmate she still had contact with in high school.

"Chenyin, are you coming to the class reunion next month?"

Xu Chenyin was silent, and before she could answer, Chen Lin continued: "Busy man, everyone is thinking about you."

"I..." Xu Chenyin wanted to refuse, but Chen Lin said slowly, "I heard from Li Yu that he seems to have contacted Ji Yan and is trying to persuade him."

"..."

Xu Chenyin held the phone, drooping his eyes in thought.

Chen Lin said to herself: "This is the first time I can contact Ji Yan after so many years of graduation. At that time, such a big incident happened suddenly in his family. Everyone thought that Ji Yan would be depressed, but they didn't expect..."

In the middle of her speech, she suddenly realized something, and comforted her: "Chenyin, I have no other intentions. If you don't want to come, then forget it."

Listening to her words, Xu Chenyin didn't answer the call, but changed the subject: "Where is the address of the party? You can send the location to my mobile phone."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Chenyin stared down at the night outside the window, staring blankly for a long time.

The work of restoring antiquities is repeated day after day, which is boring and enjoyable.

The restoration of the golden vase has a different meaning to Xu Chenyin, because it is the first cultural relic that she has participated in the entire process of restoration.

Also in the process, she once again felt the life story of the former owner of the Golden Hu Ping.

The owner of the Golden Hu Ping was once a courtier who was trusted by the emperor, and it can be said to have infinite glory.

At that time, drinking was prevalent in the Tang Dynasty. From the emperor to the common people, almost all classes in the Tang Dynasty drank alcohol. Therefore, during this period, there were many wine shops and flag pavilions in Chang'an City.

Among them, "Orchids as glutinous rice" and "Orchids persuading wine" are the most popular, and the owner of the golden beard bottle met an orchid during this process, fell in love with her, and learned about her family. The situation is not good.

Originally, everyone thought that the courtier was playing with Hu Ji, but they didn't think that the courtier was sincere, and he didn't care about the strange eyes of the world, and ran around for Hu Ji.

Just when the two were about to achieve a positive result, Hu Ji disappeared. No matter how hard the courtier looked for it, there was no result. The courtier's mother persuaded him, but the courtier refused to listen to anything.

In this way, day after day, year after year, until the courtier's hair was gray, and when he was dying, he still thought of Hu Ji and was alone.

With the death of the courtier, Hu Ji appeared back then. At this time, Hu Ji had long lost her beauty. She just hugged the golden beard bottle that the courtier loved most before, and murmured in a daze: "If I had been braver back then, I would have resisted my family for you." That's it..."

Be braver?

Xu Chenyin was sitting on the plane, looking at the white clouds outside the window, Ji Yan's figure and Ji Yan's indifferent words appeared in his mind.

Every word he said was forcing her to leave, but she didn't want to leave any regrets with him. She would try her best to make up for what happened back then, and she would also calmly deal with the difficult things to come .

Even if the result is the worst, she still can't win back Ji Yan's heart, and she won't have any regrets, at least she has worked hard...

When the plane landed, it was already three o'clock in the morning. After parting with Wei Hou, she stopped a taxi and reported the address of the apartment.

When she returned to the apartment and lay on the bed after washing, the sky was already getting brighter. She looked down at the photo with Ji Yan on the bedside table and couldn't help sighing softly.

When she closed her eyes, what appeared in front of her eyes was Ji Yan's skillful movement of lighting a cigarette.

She remembered that on a sunny afternoon in the second year of high school, she stood in the corridor of the teaching building, looked up at the gentle and smiling boy, and asked curiously, "Ji Yan, will you smoke in the future?"

Although Ji Yan didn't understand her question, he still answered seriously: "Probably not. If there is smoking, it should be when I am very upset."

Only when you are upset will you smoke...

Xu Chenyin was lying on the bed, hearing Ji Yan's voice over and over again, and just like that, she didn't fall asleep unknowingly until the sunrise.

At the same time, in the inpatient department of Beijing Hospital, Ji Yan was standing at the end of the corridor, leaning against the cold wall, listening to what the person on the other end of the phone was talking about.

(End of this chapter)