Secret love words

"What are you crying for?"

Ji Yan raised his hand to wipe away her tears, his eyes were gentle: "This is not dead..."

"Don't say such things." Xu Chenyin blinked, trying to restrain the moisture in his eyes: "I just think we can all live safely, it's really good."

Ji Yan looked at her, smiled, and then remembered something, with a touch of pain in his eyes.

Xu Chenyin knew what he was thinking and tried to comfort him several times, but ended in failure.

She was also very sad about Fu Yuan's sacrifice, and really didn't know what to say.

After all, people want more than honor to be able to come back safely.

After a long time, Ji Yan asked slowly: "Where's Huang Yue? Have you pleaded guilty?"

Xu Chenyin shook her head: "I don't know the specific result, but she shouldn't be feeling well now."

Ji Yan didn't answer.

The room fell silent again.

The moment he saw Zhao Jinzhou outside the door, Xu Chenyin withdrew his gaze and said slowly in a low voice: "Ji Yan, I have made it clear. If between us, I am an annoyance to you, then I will completely withdraw from your life from today on."

She thought a lot, and after this incident, she also understood a lot. All she wanted was for her and Ji Yan to live in peace.

Nothing else matters.

As long as he is safe.

Hearing her words, Ji Yan looked at the figure outside the ward again, without speaking.

Xu Chenyin looked at him with anticipation and apprehension in his almond eyes.

In her heart, she actually hoped that Ji Yan could tell her that she was not his trouble.

But after a while, she didn't wait for Ji Yan's answer.

Perhaps silence is the best answer.

Xu Chenyin bit her lips lightly, looked at it for a long time, and then said softly: "I will come to see you another day..."

"No need." Ji Yan frowned, and said without any emotion in his voice: "Xu Chenyin, since you've made your decision, don't look back."

"..."

Xu Chenyin opened her mouth, but in the end she still couldn't ask the question that already had an answer in her heart.

Seeing her turn and leave without hesitation, Ji Yan was silent for a moment, then suddenly smiled.

He just thought he was ridiculous.

The moment he woke up and saw her just now, he actually moved his mind.

Thinking about it now, he himself is really ridiculous.

Even though there are so many obstacles between them, he is still wishful thinking.

Not long after Xu Chenyin left, the police officer walked in, holding a piece of hot porridge in his hand, and seemed to ask, "Ji team, how are you and the girl from the cultural relics bureau?"

Ji Yan paused, and asked, "What do you think?"

"Colleague?" The police officer asked again solemnly: "Do you have a habit of referring to your boyfriend as your brother?"

Hearing his words, Ji Yan frowned: "Why do you ask such a question?"

"Isn't the man who came with the girl from the Cultural Relics Bureau just now the girl's boyfriend? I think they are still holding hands."

"Holding hands?" Ji Yan keenly sensed something was wrong.

"Yes, hold hands."

Speaking of this, the police officer scratched his head a little embarrassedly: "I thought you and that girl were in a relationship before, and it was just a simple colleague relationship for a long time."

"..."

Listening to his words, Ji Yan looked at the hot porridge in front of him and lost his appetite. After closing the lid, he changed the subject: "How is Huang Yue?"

"I'm making a fuss..." After the policeman mentioned Fu Yuan's name, his expression darkened, and he continued after a while, "She said that she still knows the whereabouts of a batch of treasured cultural relics, but the premise is that she must see where Fu Yuan's stele is. So far, she has reported it to her superiors, but they have not yet given an answer."

Ji Yan pursed his lips and fell silent, turned his eyes to look at the sky outside the window, it was clear, completely different from the gloom of the previous few days.

Although this mission was successful, in a sense, it was full of regrets.

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Not long after Xu Chenyin followed Zhao Jinzhou back to the ward, there was a knock on the door of the ward. Immediately afterwards, two people pushed a small dining cart into the ward, reporting the names of the dishes and their effects one by one.

"Goji berries, red dates and longan porridge can nourish blood and Qi."

"Black-bone chicken stewed with yam, nourishing qi deficiency."

"Stir-fried pork liver with spinach, the most ideal dish for nourishing blood."

"..."

After hearing the introduction from those two people, Xu Chenyin said helplessly: "Brother, this is a hospital, not a restaurant. You don't need to make it so outrageous, and I'm not so sick."

"As long as you have money, you can eat better than restaurants in hospitals. Eat quickly."

Zhao Jinzhou urged: "The doctor said, you have to supplement more. I think so too. How thin are you?"

Xu Chenyin shook her head, looking at the dishes on the table, she had no appetite at all, and now her mind was full of Ji Yan's words.

"Now that you've made your decision, don't look back."

So, when she said that to him, did he feel relieved?

An annoying spirit no longer bothered him.

Zhao Jinzhou dismissed those two people with a wave of his hand, and seeing what she was thinking, he asked leisurely, "Unhappy?"

"Hmm." Xu Chenyin responded with a muffled voice.

"I'm quite happy."

Zhao Jinzhou said deliberately: "Some people finally wake up and want to climb out of the huge pit. I will definitely be the first to set off firecrackers to admit it."

"..."

Xu Chenyin turned to look at him with resentful eyes: "Brother, are you gloating?"

"Mumble, I'm happy for you." Zhao Jinzhou raised his hand and patted her head, raised his lips and said with a smile, "It's great to be a carefree young lady. Haha, what dream do you have to pursue? Do you know how many people have dreams like yours?"

Xu Chenyin opened his mouth, wanting to refute something, but in the end he could only say weakly: "What is the difference between a person without dreams and a salted fish..."

Zhao Jinzhou raised his eyebrows, and the smile in his eyes grew stronger: "How many people's dream is to be a salted fish."

"..."

Xu Chenyin looked at him for a long time, and said slowly, "Brother, your smile now is completely the evil smile of a capitalist."

"Well, the evil capitalist begs the eldest lady to eat quickly, it's a face for me."

Zhao Jinzhou reached out and pinched her cheek, smiling dotingly.

Xu Chenyin was amused by his words, and said cooperatively: "Then I will give you some face."

She suddenly felt that Ji Yan's words were right, since she had already made a decision, as long as he was safe, nothing else mattered, then she should learn to let go.

Even if the process will be painful, it is at least a new beginning.

Likes don't have to be together, if her love is torture for Ji Yan, then letting go is also a good result.

Thinking of this, she breathed a sigh of relief, and when she picked up the chopsticks, she thought of another one, looked up at Zhao Jinzhou, and asked curiously, "Brother, why did you come here so fast?"