I am the Empress Dowager!

Chapter 13 The Bottom Line and Helplessness

Deng Sui is very clear about what her current situation is like, and she, who is extraordinarily sober, also knows very clearly that today's big man is as precarious as she is.

But in this court, those generals with smiles all over their faces are like wolves, tigers and leopards in their hearts, wishing to swallow her, a weak woman, alive.

She also helped the late emperor and helped her husband handle the government affairs of the court, but assisting and actually going in front of everyone are two completely different things after all.

In a short period of time, Deng Sui had exhausted all his efforts to stabilize the situation of the big man.

If he continued to toss with those people, Deng Sui himself would be worried that he would not be able to bear it.

Therefore, Deng Sui urgently needs to add some helpers so that people can help him.

But in this vast world, there are noble families, countless barbarians of different races, countless reckless rangers, and that famous scholar who is all over the world.

But Deng Sui couldn't find anyone he could trust.

In the end, when she finally chose her husband, the equally talented Master Cao Ban Zhao, she ruthlessly shattered all her fantasies
She wants to maintain the current situation, and fight against them according to the rules of the world, to prove her ability as a woman.

But how difficult it is to do so.

As the empress dowager of the big man, Deng Sui, who was in charge of the power of the big man, could only show a helpless wry smile on his face at this time.

Perhaps the saddest and most painful thing in the world is this, that is, she knows what is right and wrong, but she has nothing to do about it
"Hey, since that's the case, let's go over there!"

After a moment of helplessness, Deng Sui waved his hands directly and sighed with a sense of powerlessness.

Looking at Deng Sui's appearance, Ban Zhao felt infinite emotion in his heart, and even couldn't help showing a bit of grief.

"Don't worry about the Queen Mother, although we can't do such ridiculous things now, we are not completely unprepared.

Today I can't violate the rules of this world, but I believe that in the future, I will be able to let women and men of this world walk under the sunshine of this world.

One day in the future, the daughter of my big man can also defend her family and country, become famous, and publish books and biographies, instead of spending her heart and soul and voice on trivial matters in the boudoir.

I believe that as long as I prove my ability, as long as I let the world recognize me, then one day in the world, husband and son will become a choice for my big man and woman.

Rather than a path that must be followed. "

Ban Zhao's firm voice made Deng Sui's eyes shine again. At this moment, Deng Sui felt that he had more responsibilities.
"In that case, would you be willing to help me, sir?"

"Empress Dowager, don't worry, I will never give up!"

Ban Zhao's voice was firm, and he bowed directly to Deng Sui, his attitude was so firm.

In the days that followed, Ban Zhao also showed her talents and abilities. As Liu Zhao's exception, she was promoted to Dongguan to study their history books of the Han Dynasty.

In addition to Ban Zhao's family background, the most important thing is her own talent, which can be called a real family background.

And in Dongguan, Ban Zhao, who studied "Hanshu" with many great Confucianists, has no doubts about his ability to handle government affairs. With her help, Deng Sui suddenly felt a burst of relief.

Although this Ban Zhao could not help her share enough pressure on the court, but on the government affairs, he could also help her deal with many things.

After coming and going, Deng Sui's mentality gradually relaxed a little, and he gradually became more and more calm when dealing with those ministers of the Manchu Dynasty.

At the same time, after going through the most difficult time, Deng Sui passed the late emperor's funeral, and she finally had the opportunity to see the son of the big man who had just succeeded to the throne and could not even speak up.

"My son." Deng Sui strode towards the emperor's dormitory. Before entering the dormitory, a smile appeared on his face, and his excitement could not be concealed. .

It wasn't until he entered the dormitory and saw the timid little baby emperor that he suddenly came back to his senses, and his excited face became serious again.

He nodded softly towards the little emperor.

"His Majesty!"

After Deng Sui reacted, the other servants and eunuchs naturally paid homage to the little emperor immediately.

No matter what he thinks about that appearance, on the surface it is extraordinarily solemn, making it hard for people to pick out any problems.

It's just that this seems to be a rare and common thing in the palace, but now it makes the little emperor's face full of horror, and he can't help but retreat again and again.

He seemed to instinctively want to find something, to find someone he was familiar with, but...he couldn't find any.

The little doll, who was only in the daytime just now, couldn't even stand up by himself, and his pink face was full of fear, which was his most authentic reaction to this strange environment.

Here, he has countless servants serving him, and every time he makes a move, someone will immediately rush up to check his status.

His every move affects everyone's mind.

What's more, both the servants and the palace servants around him are the most experienced and experienced ones in the palace.

The bed under him, the dormitory where he lives now, his basic necessities of life are all the best existence at this time.

But everyone seems to have forgotten how ridiculous these things are to a child who is not yet daytime, he doesn't care at all, and he doesn't understand at all.

He just wants to go back to the shabby room he used to be, and find the "parents" he is most familiar with. Only by staying by their side can he feel at ease and secure.

It's a pity that he can't do it, he can't even express this emotion, the only thing he can do is, the moment he opens his eyes, he faces a strange person in a strange environment.

He opened his small mouth and wept frantically to vent his panic and worry.

The same is true now, when he had just stabilized his emotions, he saw the huge group of people, the little emperor who knew nothing at such a young age collapsed and burst into tears.

This time, Deng Sui, the empress dowager with a serious face, felt her heart twitch uncontrollably.

"Everyone back down! Back off immediately!"

(End of this chapter)