Qing Chuan: Concubine Yi is so charming, Kangxi bends her waist

Chapter 315 Selfishness
"Your Highness, would you like to freshen up?" Ms. Liu said gently.

The prince watched her little mouth open and close, swallowing with difficulty, while her little hands were still moving up and down his body, how could he bear it.

"unnecessary."

The fact that the Prince of the East Palace favored two people overnight was concealed by Kangxi.

However, seeing that the prince was in good spirits the next day, Kangxi felt relieved, otherwise he would definitely kill those two people.

After asking the imperial doctor to check, it was found that the prince had been treated too much, and Grandma Li had been severely punished.

If the prince hadn't interceded for her, she might have been sent out of the palace.

What follows is an exchange of experiences between father and son.

Kangxi taught the prince a lot, and the prince listened carefully to everything.

After this incident, the relationship between father and son became closer.

The previous barriers due to the previous dynasty seemed to disappear all of a sudden.

This made Yinti feel sad and powerless at the same time.

It seems that he has never been able to intervene between Huang Ama and the prince. Even though he is also a son, he seems to be the kind of son that Huang Ama uses when he needs him and wants him to disappear when he doesn't.

Yinti returned to his yard with loss.

Looking at Fujin's slightly protruding belly, his fluctuating emotions must have been alleviated.

"Yinti, what's wrong with you?" Fu Zhen felt puzzled and worried when he touched her belly as soon as he came back.

In addition, he rarely showed such vulnerability in front of her, so Fuzhen asked with concern.

Yinti did not speak, but took his hands off her belly, then wrapped his arms around her waist and put his ears against her belly.

"Tell me, can we treat our children equally?" Yinti had thought about this issue before, thinking that after he got married, he would give birth to a legitimate son, so that he could compete for a legitimate eldest grandson before the crown prince.

But his purpose for fighting like this was to suppress the prince, but when the child actually arrived, his thoughts changed again.

Today, he saw the deep father-son love between Huang Ama and the Crown Prince again, which made him suspect him.

Although Fu Zhen didn't know what happened today, Yin Ti's mention of this topic reminded her of what she had been worried about before.

Although she didn't know who it was, she gave herself a message and asked her to make a decision, so she should make a decision as well.

"If it were my own child, I could treat them equally, but Yinti, although I am your direct descendant Fujin, I am a woman first. I cannot treat you and other people's children as my own." Fuzhen said with Hands lifted his head.

Let his eyes meet yours.

"Yinti, I don't want to deceive you, I can't do it." Fuzhen had a smile on her face, but the words coming out of her mouth made her body shiver.

"Actually, I have been mentally prepared for such a thing, Yinti. Now that you and I are in love as a couple, I am happy, but if you have someone else in the future, Yinti, I will seal my heart. Peace of mind and be your direct descendant Fujin."

An Anxin can be his direct descendant. No, this is not what he wants.

He was filled with joy when he learned that she was his Fujin. After getting in touch with her, his heart was slowly occupied by the woman in front of him. But after being around her for a long time, he knew that he was not just a marriage or an engagement to her. But she entered his heart.

"No, I don't want it." Yinti was anxious. He wanted to tell her that he didn't want her to just be his direct descendant, but he knew better what consequences this would bring.

He still doesn't know if he can bear it. "I know, Yinti, I am not a saint and cannot satisfy everyone. I can only satisfy myself now. My heart is very small, so small that it can only accommodate a few people, such as you and children. We, like my family, can no longer fit in anything else.”

The more Fu Zhen talked, the sadder she became, and tears slowly streaked down her cheeks at some point.

It hurt Yinti to see her crying, "Don't be like this, I understand, don't cry." This was the first time Fujin had such an honest conversation with him.

"No, you don't understand, you don't understand." Fu Zhen pushed his hand away and laughed sadly, "Do you think the ladies in the palace are happy? Do you think my mother is happy?"

"Every time I see Huang Ama doting on other women, E Niang can't sleep peacefully at night. She can only hold you and scream in the deep yellow wall courtyard alone, Yinti, you know, E Niang is unhappy, she is jealous, She is sad, but more importantly she is powerless to change.”

"The same goes for me. You are a prince, or the eldest prince of the Qing Dynasty. There will definitely be a side Fujin in the future, and I am just your Fujin, your wife, lover? No, you will have many people who love you, but alone There is no me alone.”

Speaking of this, Fu Zhen smiled.

"When you have someone else, I have to take it back and love myself. Only in this way can I not get hurt and protect my children."

After wiping her tears, Fu Zhen touched her belly and said, "Every woman in the world knows that after getting married, her children are her guard of honor, but in the beginning, who doesn't want to have a husband who can rely on and love them, Yinti , don’t blame me too harshly, okay? From now on, I can only treat your bastards not to treat them badly, and I can’t pay more here.”

Saying no, she said with a happy face: "Because, I have my own children to protect and love, and I have my own children to plan for. Although you will not do anything detrimental to them, when you have more children, Then who can guarantee it? You?"

Yinti was dumbfounded because he couldn't guarantee it.

Just like Huang Ama, even though he was his eldest surviving son, he only left his love for the child to the prince.

Even the children of the most favored Concubine Yi Shu cannot replace the prince.

And what is he going to fight for?
He didn't say he was better than the prince in martial arts and literary talent, but there were always areas where the prince was inferior to him, but who could see these?
As long as she performs better than the prince, Huang Ama will never praise herself in front of the prince unless the prince is not around.

Or the prince is not involved.

Only in this way can he get praise and rewards from Emperor Ama.

And what about the third and fourth brothers behind him?

Are they really bad?
No, if it was really bad, then Yinqi wouldn’t...
He has always been aware of the cruelty of the royal family, but he always gets lost in the false grace.

Just like E Niang.

Didn't she confront Concubine Yi Shu again and again because she saw that she was favored, but what happened in the end?
When has it not been your mother who suffered the loss?
"I, I don't know." Yinti's voice was weak and confused.

"Look, even if I am pregnant with your legitimate son, what about the emperor's legitimate grandson? Who knows what will happen in the future?"

Fuzhen didn't blame him, but she was selfish and she would keep her heart away.

It can be said that people who have received Marxist education know how to choose the choice that is most beneficial to them.

Just think of her as selfish, but so what?
Who is not selfish in life?

How many people are selfless?
She didn't see much, except for the soldiers of her country at that time. They were selfless and would rush to the front line wherever there was danger, but what about the rest?
"So, Yinti, don't blame me, I will learn to be a good mother-in-law." Fu Zhen looked at him with a smile.

But if you look closely, you will find that the light in her eyes is dissipating.

"Don't." Yinti kept looking into her eyes and understood the meaning in her eyes, "Fuzhen, don't leave me, I won't, I won't." Yinti was scared.

　Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, the more I write the more I feel a bit overwhelmed and can’t think about it in detail. The author recently wanted to get the heroine out of the palace. It’s too depressing and gives me a headache.
　　
　
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