80 widows in the control group, eating melons and raising cubs are poor and happy

Whether you make big or small choices in life, you decide subjectively or passively. As long as you make them, you must bear the consequences.

Cai Juan overcame many difficulties to study, but she couldn't let go of her husband and three children in her hometown.

She is different from Bai Liu. She came from a commune and has no salary. She can only rely on the school's 19 yuan and a half living allowance.

At present, most employees must have worked for five years before they can go to school with pay, but Bai Liu was recommended by the textile factory and contributed to the textile factory. Bai Liu will also be able to provide drawings for the textile factory in the future. Her relationship with the textile factory is stronger, so Special cases can continue to be paid.

Cai Juan is the main labor force in the family. It is impossible for her husband to raise three children by herself. The most important thing is that the family has not yet been separated... She still has to send the 19 and a half yuan from school back to her hometown.

The school's 19 yuan and a half living allowance is not an arbitrary amount. It is a necessary living expense for each person based on the monthly meal stamp expenses and living needs of each person.

Cai Juan only kept four and a half yuan, and sent back a full 15 yuan... She left no room at all.

"I eat a lot. To be honest, 19 yuan and a half is not enough for my monthly living expenses. Cai Juan can eat even if she is strong." Xie Xueyan was walking home in the dead of night and there were no acquaintances on the road, so she spoke more openly Come on, "I have never done farm work, but Sister Cai said she can get ten work points. People with strong strength must eat more..."

Bai Liu looked sideways, ten work points?
What is the concept? Women in the Xiangyang Brigade have a full work score of eight points, and only a few women can occasionally get nine or ten work points.

For example, Tian Yu, a [-]% capable person, is the next female captain in Yang Guiying's mind.

And she can only get four work points for her exhausting work, but she hardly fights for the work points.

It was still important to save her life, and she really couldn't do physical work.

Cai Juan can be the women's captain because of her hard work and dedication.In other words, she gave up her past efforts and was willing to go to the capital to study and put in more effort.

Compared with the physical fatigue, leaving her husband and children all the way to study was even more of a psychological torment.

Being able to be a women's captain has already surpassed many women of his generation.

"You're right, you can't ignore yourself at all." She said with emotion, "If your health becomes worse in three years, then you don't know whether the efforts you make today are right or wrong."

Whether it is for your family or society, it is even more tragic if you work hard but cannot "dedicate" due to physical reasons.

She thought Cai Juan shouldn't be so confused.

Xie Xueyan was full of emotions, and then she said carelessly: "There will always be more worries about getting married. I sometimes think that although I am not married and many people talk about it, I seem to have avoided a lot of trouble."

"When you are a wife, there are always many more worries, ranging from daily life, children's growth... and the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. I can't stand this."

The word "fear" was written all over her face.

Bai Liu couldn't say that she wasn't worried at all, but fortunately she didn't have to worry about her relationship with her husband's family.

Song Jiaying's relationship with the Song family was average, and they were thousands of miles apart, so there was no need for her to listen to her mother-in-law's lessons and care.

And she and Song Jiaying each have their own careers, Song Jiaying encourages her to pursue her dreams, and Tangdou has become sensible... To say that she is really lucky.

Of course, all the luck she has now is also due to her previous efforts and choices.

One peck and one drink, could it be predetermined.

Both of them sighed. After all, they didn't need to worry about their livelihood at the moment.

From ancient times to the present, money has been the foundation for studying, and it is difficult for a poor family to produce a noble son.Even with state subsidies for college, Cai Juan and many other workers and peasants were able to get here.

There is never absolute fairness in this world, and anyone who can overcome difficulties and move forward is worthy of admiration.

"As time goes by, Sister Cai should also think of new ways. Maybe there are some work-study positions in our school?" Bai Liu turned around and happened to pass by the school cafeteria, and suddenly he had an idea.Song Jiaying also mentioned that when he first entered college in the 60s, the school also provided subsidies, and some students with special difficulties would find ways to exchange for living expenses through labor.

On campus, it's often easier.

Xie Xueyan understood immediately, but hesitated: "Cai Juan studies very hard, so she may not have that much time."

Cai Juan's foundation is relatively poor, even worse than hers. They both happened to major in education. They were overwhelmed with textbooks when they first started school. How could they have so much working time?

Bai Liu didn't know what to say.

Failure to keep up with nutrition will also affect learning and mentality. Everyone's ability to withstand stress is also different.

Some people have a very high threshold, while others find it difficult to move forward.

Neither she nor Xie Xueyan said anything to help Cai Juan. They were both adults with their own scruples and prides. Neither of them dared to say that they could afford the life of another person.

To take a step back, it is not difficult to help others, but it also depends on how the other person views them.

It was almost nine o'clock in the evening when they returned to the dormitory. The dormitory building would close at 09:30, and most of the students would go back before closing time.

The school theoretically forces students to live on campus, but there are always people who don't want to comply, such as Rong Xinyue. She and Ye Xiaolin occasionally live off campus.

Most students won't hold on to such a trivial matter.

In the adult world, everyone knows about trade-offs and tolerance, not to mention that in recent years, most people have chosen to be wise and protect themselves, without saying a single word.

But today, as soon as Bai Liu walked to the door of the dormitory and Xie Xueyan took out the key, she heard Ye Xiaolin's voice coming from inside.

"Bai Liu comes back so late every day. Isn't it dangerous? Isn't this bad..."

I really care about my classmates.

Although the words were caring, Bai Liu could smell something unusual.

Why does Ye Xiaolin have so much malice towards her?
Are you worried that she will benefit from Rong Xinyue?
No way, it's actually a competition for favor.

Bai Liu felt a strange feeling in his heart, it was incredible, could there be a palace fight in the dormitory?
"Should we go out to find Bai Liu?" Rong Xinyue asked.

Cai Juan hesitated for a moment: "It shouldn't be necessary. Xueyan and Bai Liu went out together today, and they have company. Bai Liu will always come back around nine o'clock, please wait."

"Is this okay?" Ye Xiaolin continued, "I often walk by the river. Where can I find shoes that don't get wet? Should we report it to the school, or else Bai Liu will..."

"Click", the door opened.

Bai Liu happened to hear his name and looked at Ye Xiaolin with a half-smile but not a smile: "What am I doing?"

The perfect innocent expression made Ye Xiaolin feel like she had punched cotton, and she was momentarily speechless.

"Xiao Lin is staying in the dormitory today. I'm worried because you guys will come back late." Li Yuhua smiled and came out to smooth things over.

The other people did not speak, obviously not wanting to escalate the matter.

Bai Liu thought about it and let it go. Why should she argue with Ye Xiaolin.

Just as she was carrying the basin to wash up, Ye Xiaolin suddenly snorted coldly.