I really don't want to have a sadomasochistic relationship with the villain

Chapter 29 029. Master, I have regrets
Xu Ling agreed, and was a little careless on the way back. Standing in front of the hall, he saw Zhu Yao's figure.

She is sitting by a pool, in which there are stone-carved dragons walking in the clouds and fog, the dragon is spitting water, the sound of the water is clear, in the pool are two or two lotus leaves and lotus flowers, and koi are playing.

She was almost leaning on the edge of the pool with her upper body, propping her head with one hand, and fiddled with the water in the pool with the other hand, causing the koi to gather and then scatter.

His expression was lazy, and he looked a little more ethereal, without desire or desire, as if it would dissipate in the next second, very lonely.

Xu Ling tightened the hand holding the jug, and called softly: "Master."

Zhu Yao looked back at him, with a smile on her face, and waved to him. Xu Ling stepped forward and handed her the wine.

She only took two pots and kept one pot for him, "Sit down and drink with me."

Xu Ling sat down with her lips pursed, but she didn't move the wine cup. She just silently watched her open a pot of wine and took a sip with her head raised.

As the wine entered her throat, Zhu Yao let out a sigh, looked at Xu Ling, a little surprised, and then remembered something, "Can't drink?"

Xu Ling moved her lips, "The family education is strict, and they are not allowed to drink alcohol before they reach the crown."

Zhu Yao nodded and said: "But you can drink now, Qingxu doesn't have so many rules, you can do whatever you want."

He nodded, and imitated her appearance just now, opened the flagon, took a sip while holding the flagon, then coughed uncontrollably, spit out most of the wine he drank.

Zhu Yao laughed lightly as she watched.

"What you look like now is somewhat similar to me at the beginning." Zhu Yao smiled.

"When did Master learn to drink?" Xu Ling asked.

Zhu Yao smiled and said: "Of course it was taught by your master. I was young at the time, and he said that there are not so many rules for following him, just let me do whatever I want."

She stopped talking, took another sip of wine, and then pressed down the stone that was blocked in her heart a little bit, and she had the desire to continue talking.

"Later, I really did whatever I wanted, only to realize that some things were wrong and it was really irreparable."

Xu Ling sat cross-legged upright, and the smell of wine around him penetrated into his nostrils. He couldn't help but try to take a sip, holding it in his mouth for a long time before swallowing, wanting to share his empathy with him.

But failed.

What he drank was wine, but what Zhu Yao drank was not.

"Since Master knows that if you do what you want, you will not be able to make up for the wrong things you do in the future, why do you tell me to do what you want?"

Zhu Yao smiled and said, "It's true that it's hard to make up, but it's also true that you're unrestrained. After you do whatever you want, you will find that many problems in the world are not problems."

Xu Ling didn't speak, and didn't know if he understood.

Zhu Yao patted him on the shoulder, "Don't be bound by the world."

After speaking, she took another sip of wine.

He didn't speak after that.

Xu Ling, on the other hand, was quiet for a while, and then, for some reason, suddenly hugged Zhu Yao fiercely, like a drowning person grabbing a driftwood in the water, greedily breathing the air with her breath.

"Master, I have regrets."

Zhu Yao smelled of alcohol, and she was a little sluggish, and it took a while to understand what he just said.

"Regret what?"

"I have regrets, I have regrets..."

He was probably drunk, and didn't hear what Zhu Yao said just now, but just repeated the phrase 'I have regrets' in a low voice.

What do you regret?

Zhu Yao had thought about countless details about being with Xu Ling in her chaotic mind, but she still couldn't understand what regret he was talking about.

Zhu Yao shook Xu Ling, intending to get to the bottom of it, "What do you regret?"

Xu Ling was pulled away and stared at her blankly, with tears in his eyes, foggy, red corners of his eyes, looking extremely pitiful.

"I can't tell," he said.

Zhu Yao frowned, "Is there anything I can't say? Maybe there is a turning point in this matter? You can help you think of a way by speaking out as a teacher."

The two of them just stared at each other, and just when she thought Xu Ling was about to let go, she saw him shaking his head.

"I can't say," he said.

Xu Ling, who was drunk, had an indescribable stubbornness, and refused to reveal half of it, so Zhu Yao had no choice but to give up.

She didn't want to stay with a drunkard and got up to leave.

The sleeve was grabbed by Xu Ling, and there was a tear at the sleeve, and Zhu Yao's face darkened a little.

This is the second time, Xu Ling tore her clothes for the second time.

"you……"

"Master, let me make it up for you."

Before Zhu Yao could open his mouth for accountability, he spoke first.

He blinked, and his expression became more and more pitiful, making it hard to refuse.

He is as lonely and arrogant as a mountain, but it is really surprising that he would make such an uproar after drunk.

Originally, he just wanted to say forget it, it was just a suit of clothes, but he said so, and he couldn't refuse.

But before she could speak, Xu Ling suddenly let go of her again, lowering her eyebrows, her eyes looked a little lonely, as if she had been bullied.

"I forgot, Master doesn't like me mending your clothes..."

Zhu Yao only felt her scalp go numb, but she still felt a sense of guilt in her heart.

"I never said that as a teacher, don't slander me." Zhu Yao explained.

"Really?" Xu Ling raised his eyebrows and looked at her blankly, "Then why did Master throw away the last piece of clothing that I worked so hard to mend for you?"

"..." Zhu Yao couldn't bear to say that his workmanship was too poor. The color of the thread used was inconsistent with the color of the clothes, which was very obvious. In addition, she didn't lack a set of clothes, so she put it in the corner, and then returned gone.

The more Xu Ling looked at it, the more aggrieved he was. He said, "I have never done thread mending before. When I sewed that dress, my hands were pricked several times..."

The more Zhu Yao listened, the more she felt that she was not human.

"Don't worry, I planned to wear it, but I don't know who took it away, so I don't have to worry about it anymore."

Xu Ling's eyes brightened slightly, "Really?"

Zhu Yao's eyes hurt from seeing him, so she nodded, "Really."

If I had known that he couldn't drink even a drop, I shouldn't have asked him to stay and drink in the first place.

Originally, he drank to relieve his own worries and boredom, but now it's fine, and he wants to enlighten him here.

Xu Ling didn't realize what she was thinking, only knew that she was happy after hearing this, and said with a smile: "Master, I will keep that dress, Master, can I wear it next time?"

Zhu Yao was a little puzzled, Qi Lian did say before that he took her clothes, but she never figured out what was the use of him keeping them.

Is it just because I promised to wear it today?
It's just a suit of clothes, isn't that the case?
"What are you keeping?" Zhu Yao asked.

Xu Ling looked at her with a bit of obsession in her eyes, "There is a master's breath on it."

Really insecure.

Zhu Yao sighed in a low voice.

Rubbed his head.

Xu Ling seemed to have gotten some kind of approval, and leaned closer to her, put his hands around her waist, and buried his head in her arms.

It looks like a childish child, and does not participate in other impurities.

Qi Lian slept for two days, got the news that he woke up, Zhu Yao rushed back and saw him drinking porridge at the table.

Zhu Yao stepped forward and asked, "I feel better, is there any other discomfort?"

Seeing her coming, Qi Lian immediately smiled, "Master, don't worry, I'm fine."

He stood up and stood in front of Zhu Yao, his figure was not as usual, now he was taller than Zhu Yao, standing in front of her was like a mountain.

She needs to look up at Qi Lian.

She took two small steps silently before looking at Qi Lian. She didn't look carefully at that time, and she didn't know when he started to change. The baby fat on his face before had completely disappeared, and the outline was clear and clear.

"What a big change." Zhu Yao couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

Qi Lian was a little scared and asked: "Master, don't you like it?"

Zhu Yao shook her head, "No, it's just a feeling, Qi Lian has really grown up."

Qi Lian smiled and said, "From then on, I will take care of Master."

He saw Xu Ling who was following Zhu Yao, stepped forward and patted Xu Ling on the shoulder, "And you, I will take better care of my younger brother in the future."

The gratification on Zhu Yao's face grew stronger, and Qi Lian was also happy to see it, but Xu Ling looked at Qi Lian coldly with a stiff expression.

"By the way, master, what happened at that time? I remember that I should have only had three thunderstorms that day, but in the end I experienced ten thunderstorms, and each time it came faster and more violently."

The more he talked, the more aggrieved he became, "Originally, after going through three times, I was already about to pass out, but then a few more times came, which scared my soul away. Fortunately, Master was there at that time, otherwise I would appoint die."

Zhu Yao: "This is a teacher's mistake. I didn't expect it. I'm already checking it out, and I will definitely give you an explanation. You can see what you like in Dragon Palace. Even if you mention it, the master can borrow it from you." I'm here for you because of this injury."

Qi Lian thought for a while, "I don't have anything I want, does Master have anything?"

Zhu Yao chuckled, "As a teacher, I'm a layman, so naturally I get whatever is worth it."

When the two of them talked, Xu Ling seemed like a marginal person, unable to blend in.

He stood at the side, silent, and did not step forward to disturb the two of them, and he felt somewhat lonely for no reason.

It was completely different from the drunken appearance that day.

Ye Nianning sent a sound transmission talisman, telling Long Chao that there was a clue there, and asked her to go and have a look.

Qi Lian said that he would go with him, Zhu Yao thought for a moment and told him to stay.

"To tell you the truth, someone set up a forbidden technique in your crossing tribulation for the purpose of taking your life. You can't act rashly."

Qi Lianshi frowned slightly: "I didn't have any big grudges with anyone in Donghai, who wants to put me to death?"

Zhu Yao shook her head, "I don't know, but you can't move around at will now. There is an enchantment set up by me and your fifth uncle here. As long as you stay here, you will be safe."

Qi Lian also knew the pros and cons, so he didn't force too much, but looked at Xu Ling and said:

"Master, it's boring for me to stay here alone, why don't I ask my junior brother to stay with me?"

Zhu Yao blinked, wondering when their senior brothers and sisters had such a good relationship, she looked at Xu Ling, and was about to speak when she heard Xu Ling say:
"I want to follow Master."

In a word, what she originally wanted to ask him if he wanted to stay was stuck in her throat and she couldn't say it.

She looked at Qi Lian awkwardly, and said, "Master, I'll come back to see you after finishing my work earlier."

Qi Lian nodded eagerly, like a watchdog, watching the two leave with reluctant eyes.

(End of this chapter)