First Wife of Zhu Family

Chapter 130 Depression
New Year's Day.

Du Rongzhi was dragged by Song Zixun to "watch" until midnight yesterday, and after sleeping for more than an hour, she got up again to wash and dress up.

The girl in the mirror is dressed in a bright red white butterfly wearing a golden sleeve jacket covered with flowers, her skin is like creamy fat, her eyes are bright, although there are faint bruises under her eyes, her complexion is obviously much better than the previous few days, especially on the two cheeks. The feeling of spring, which seems to be absent, makes the whole person brighter.

Qing He looked at Du Rongzhi in the mirror in astonishment, but her dexterous hands had skillfully divided her black hair into two strands, bound them into a ring with silk ribbons.

Nanny An brought a bowl of boiled eggs for her to eat.

"It's true, young master, knowing that you are just getting better, you just go on like this..." Although Madam An complained, she was really happy that the two of them had reconciled as before.It's just that after the joy, I can't help feeling a little regretful——

It's a pity that Mrs. Young was injured when she gave birth to Miss Sun. Not only is her body still a little weak, but even Yuexin is late.After seeing it, the imperial doctor said that it was caused by worry and fatigue, and that it needs to be recuperated...otherwise it will only be more difficult to conceive a child in the future.

Thinking of this, Mother An couldn't help sighing. "That is to say, it is not suitable for you to be pregnant right now, otherwise, by this time next year, maybe there will be another young master in our mansion."

Du Rongzhi chewed and finished the food slowly. Seeing that Nanny An wanted to feed her again, she shook her head at her, and dipped the corner of her lips with a handkerchief, "How do you know it must be the young master? Maybe it's still a sister?" .”

"That's impossible." Mother An didn't hear the strangeness in her tone, and said with great interest, "I have heard people say before that if this child's belly button is flower-shaped, the next child will have a younger sister. The bean-shaped one, the next child is sure to be a son. The slaves have already seen it, our sister’s belly button is bean-shaped, my young lady—"

"Then what if I can't have a son?" Du Rongzhi raised her eyebrows and asked with a half-smile.

Mother An was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that Du Rongzhi's mood seemed to be a little off.

She glanced at Qing He, saw that the latter also looked blank, and then smiled, "It doesn't matter if the next child is not a son, there is a saying that blossoms and bears fruit, it blooms first and then bears fruit, that's a blessing, anyway— —”

"Anyway, I have to give birth." Du Rongzhi interrupted irritably, "I will give birth until I have a son of my own sooner or later, or until I can no longer have a son."

Nanny An was dumbfounded.

In fact, since Du Rongzhi got married, she hadn't spoken in such a harsh tone for a long time.

So much so that she and Qing He were so surprised that they forgot to react.

Du Rongzhi didn't care about this, she curled her lips mockingly, "At that time, he will find someone else to have a baby. The son he gives birth to will still be raised under my name, I just need to be a competent aunt and teach him It is enough to read and write, teach him to be righteous and sensible, and teach him to be a good son to his father...isn't it?"

Momo An finally came back to her senses, she quickly winked at Qing He, who understood, and quickly walked over to close the door.

Nanny An bent down worriedly, "What's wrong with Young Madam today? Why do you suddenly think of these things?"

Du Rongzhi looked blankly at herself in the mirror.

What's up with her?
She didn't know what happened to herself.

She just felt upset, upset!

Ever since Guan'er had a high fever that night and he stayed by Fu's side and refused to come back, she had been telling herself that those previous thoughts of wanting to forget the past and live a good life with him were foolish, and Song Zixun was still the same Song Zixun from her previous life. She has been confused all her life, and she must not repeat the mistakes of her previous life in this life. She will manage the backyard for him, and will be a good wife and mother, but she doesn't want anything else, and she doesn't care about it. From now on, she only needs to "respect each other" with this man , it is enough to live the life politely.

But he just wanted to provoke her!
What did he think she was?Don't want to throw it aside to fend for itself, and when you want it, just throw a bone and she will come running over to beg for mercy?
She is not rare!She is not at all interested in his hypocrisy and hypocrisy!
She wanted to cry and scream, she had been enduring these days, she thought she could bear it, but now she couldn't bear it!
No one knows how much she suffers when facing him every day, no one knows!
All they care about is the legitimate son, as long as she can bear him a child!
"But what did Eldest Young Master say yesterday?" Seeing that Du Rongzhi remained silent, but her face became increasingly ugly, An Momo couldn't help but asked cautiously.

Du Rongzhi still didn't speak.

The more Mother An thought about it, the more she felt it was possible, and she couldn't help but worry, "Could it be... it's for the sake of the heirs?"

Du Rongzhi pursed her lips tightly.

The fact is just the opposite.

... They haven't been together for a long time, and they almost lost control several times last night.

But at a critical moment, he suddenly withdrew...

"...Why?" He hugged her in his arms and kissed her softly. She opened her confused eyes and asked lightly, panting.

"Ok?"

She knew she shouldn't ask, she obviously didn't care about anything, and the answer was not important to her at all, but she still said in a strange way, "Why...why did you do that just now?"

"You're not in good health..." With something in his mouth, his voice became muffled.

"My concubine...you can drink medicine..." Something flashed in her bright eyes in the darkness...something that even she couldn't explain.

"It's medicine that's three-point poisonous." He had already reached down his hand again, "And Madam An said that thing hurts people the most... You are weak and can't take it." He paused and kissed her lips Jiao, "We will regenerate when you recover."

She blinked hard, and reached out to hook his neck.

......................................................

Nanny An wanted to speak again, but she hurriedly stopped talking when she heard a girl's greeting from outside.

Song Zixun walked in refreshed.

"Is it ready?" He asked with a smile.

Du Rongzhi quickly lowered her eyes, and the sharp expression just now disappeared from her face, replaced by the same gentle and peaceful look as before.

"That's good." She said softly.

His eyes were icy cold.

(End of this chapter)