First Wife of Zhu Family

Chapter 245 You Have Been Depressed For Too Long

When Du Rongzhi arrived at Jinghui Garden, the three wives had already gone back, and there were only a few wives standing on the porch in the courtyard.

When everyone saw her, they were taken aback for a moment, and after they came to their senses, they hurriedly stepped forward to salute.

Although Du Rongzhi has not shown her face for a long time since she was a child, the gossip about her in the mansion has not stopped for a moment these days, so when everyone saw her appearing again, although they were curious, they did not dare to stare at her blatantly , but I couldn't help but look at it secretly.

I saw that she was wearing a goose-yellow shirt, her figure was thin, her waist was like a willow, her face was still beautiful and beautiful, but there was a faint look of sickness, and it seemed that she was not in good health.

Not long after the old lady went in, she saw Nanny Ning coming out beside the old lady, and said with a smile, "The young lady is well... the old lady is very happy to hear that you are here, please hurry in say."

Du Rongzhi smiled gently, "I'm sorry, mother."

Nanny Ning hurriedly laughed and said that she didn't dare, and stepped forward to lift the curtain for her.

...In the room, Mrs. Song squinted her eyes and leaned on the couch, while the little girl knelt beside her and beat her legs.

"Granddaughter-in-law pays respects to grandma, and grandma is blessed and safe." Du Rongzhi stepped forward with her eyes downcast, and bowed respectfully.

Mrs. Song opened her eyes, motioned the girl to step back, and waved to Du Rongzhi, "Good boy, come quickly to grandma." She kindly pulled her to sit beside her, held her hand and looked at it carefully. After a while, I said distressedly, "I lost weight." Then I asked with concern, "Why are you willing to come out today? But your body is already healed?"

"Yes." Du Rongzhi showed a shy smile on his face, "The granddaughter-in-law thought about not paying her respects to grandma for a long time, and saw that the Four Seasons crabapple from the flower house was in full bloom today, so she put a bottle in for grandma to enjoy." Let the green lotus come up.

Mrs. Song saw that the Four Seasons Begonias in the bottle were blooming golden, and she liked it a little in her heart. She hurriedly ordered the people to collect the flowers, and said with a smile, "I said early in the morning that you should go out for a walk more often. You are bored at home all day long. What's the matter in the house? It's always like this, even if you don't have a disease, you will still get sick. But brother Xun is so nervous, he said you can't see the wind, and you can't stand the cold, I really hate it I can't find a bag to carry you around!" Mrs. Song said with a look of disgust, "I don't even bother talking about him."

After these words, the atmosphere in the room suddenly relaxed, and a few bold girls couldn't help covering their mouths and sniggering.

Du Rongzhi pursed her lips and said in a low voice, "Grandmother..."

Mrs. Song patted her hand nonchalantly, and said with a smile, "It's a coincidence that you came today. It just so happened that your second uncle sent two pots of green peonies yesterday. Why don't you go to the yard with grandma to see them?" Look."

Du Rongzhi quickly answered "Yes", stood up and helped Mrs. Song out.

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The breeze blows, sending bursts of chrysanthemum fragrance.

The green peonies under the corridor are delicate and tender, and under the sunlight, the green peonies are yellowish, shining even more dazzlingly.

"When you were young, your grandmother was very fond of you." Mrs. Song led Du Rongzhi to walk in the yard, and chatted with her kindly, "Grandmother likes you the most when you don't laugh or talk, you are lively, cheerful and cheerful." Treating people with sincerity is a perfect complement to Brother Xun's coldness and restraint."

Du Rongzhi couldn't help raising her head, and looked at Mrs. Song in surprise.

She had never heard these words from anyone in her previous life.In the eyes of others, she was just an abandoned woman who begged Song Zixun for nothing, was rejected by her husband in the end, and then cheated on her brother-in-law...

Everyone felt that she was not worthy of him... Even she herself gradually realized this fact.

But now, Mrs. Song actually said... She has long been interested in her?

Seeing the confused look on Du Rongzhi's face, Mrs. Song recalled with a smile, "At that time your grandmother was still there...Maybe she was afraid that Brother Xun's temper would wrong you, so she refused to agree to anything." Mrs. Song The man couldn't help sighing, "But who would have thought that after going around and going around, you would still be my daughter-in-law? It can be seen that the things in this world have long been determined. You and Brother Xun, It is destined after all.”

Du Rongzhi listened quietly, and reluctantly twitched the corners of her mouth, "Grandmother said..." It's just that whether this fate is a good fate or a bad fate, I'm afraid I can't tell...

"When you first got married, I was really worried for a while—" Mrs. Song continued, "I was afraid that it was his mother who ordered him to resist this marriage, so he would neglect you, and I was also afraid that you would not be able to stand him." Lonely temperament, drifting away from him." The old man's wrinkled palm rubbed the back of her hand, "But you are a good boy, and you have not let grandma down. You have been doing very well—more than grandma thought. Be nice."

Looking at the quiet and bright eyes on Du Rongzhi's pale face, she asked slowly, "You did so well before, why are you suddenly confused now?"

Du Rongzhi was startled, "Grandmother...granddaughter--"

"Grandmother knows what you care about." Before she could finish speaking, Mrs. Song had already interrupted, "This miscarriage is indeed because our Song family is sorry for you... You feel sorry for brother Xun and your mother , Even if you have a grudge against grandma, grandma knows it."

Du Rongzhi was silent for a long time before she whispered, "Grandmother... granddaughter-in-law didn't..."

Mrs. Song waved her hand, "Grandmother also came at your age. When she was as old as you, there were also hurdles that could not be overcome, knots that could not be untied... Even the days of being muddled and devastated, I have also experienced it. " She paused, then suddenly changed the subject, "But Girl Zhi, you have been depressed for too long."

Du Rongzhi stopped and looked at her in a daze.

"The child is gone, you are sad, wronged, sad... These grandmothers can understand." She said seriously, "But everything should be done in moderation."

"You are the eldest daughter-in-law of the Song family, and you will be the head wife of the Duke's mansion in the future. Your emotions, sorrows, joys, words and deeds, no longer represent you alone—there are rumors raging outside these days, Feng Qing From time to time, there are rumors that you and brother Xun are at odds... Have you ever thought about how people outside will think of you? How will the servants of the house think of you, the future mistress? Are you doing it for yourself and for sister Wan? Have you thought about your son's future?"

"And do you know that the reason why you can blame yourself so unscrupulously and act recklessly today is because the person you blamed and resented has been escorting you behind your back?"

"Have you thought about all of this?"

Du Rongzhi's body trembled.

It's not that she hasn't thought about what Mrs. Song said, but whenever she thinks of it, her heart is filled with overwhelming hatred...

(End of this chapter)