First Wife of Zhu Family

Chapter 253 This Time Is Different

Fu Jingrou bit her lips, and after a while, she hesitated and asked, "Master and Young Madam... are you still blaming my concubine?"

Song Zixun's eyes darkened, he pursed his lips and filled the wine glass again.

Tears flowed from Fu Jingrou's eyes immediately, and she knelt on the ground with a "plop", "Master... I know that you are feeling very uncomfortable these days, but I can't blame the young lady for everything! "She burst into tears, "At that time, my concubine had just lost her child, and I was so distraught that I wanted to go with the child... How could I care about helping the young lady! And who would have imagined that she was so weak at that time? After kneeling in the Buddhist hall for one night, she had a miscarriage and collapsed!" Fu Jingrou crawled forward and grabbed Song Zixun's sleeve and cried bitterly, "You only care about the young lady and her miscarriage, don't you care about Rou'er? What?! What Rou'er lost...is also your own flesh and blood, Grandpa!"

She cried miserably, with intertwined tear stains on her fair little face, she looked very pitiful.

Song Zixun closed his eyes.

"I don't blame you." There was a bitter smile on his handsome face, "I didn't even know she was pregnant, and I let her have nowhere to ask for help in the cold Buddhist hall..." He sneered at Fu Jingrou Shaking his head, "I...how can I blame you?"

Fu Jingrou cried, and looked at him with tears in her eyes, "Master..."

Song Zixun sighed, "It's cold on the ground, and your body is just right...get up and talk." Then he helped her up from the ground.

Fu Jingrou twitched and thanked me authentically, took a handkerchief to dip the tears on her face, choked up and said, "As long as... as long as the master doesn't blame me... I can rest assured."

"Rou'er..." Song Zixun suddenly called out in a low voice.

Fu Jingrou raised her eyes and looked at him cautiously.

Song Zixun paused for a moment, and then continued after a while of silence, "The matter has come to this day, and I have to tell you something."

Fu Jingrou's heartbeat suddenly stopped for half a beat. She grabbed the handkerchief and asked with tears in her eyes, "What do you want to tell me?"

The eyes of the two met in the air. Song Zixun turned his eyes away and said in a low voice, "You and I are cousins, and my aunt and uncle left early. Over the years, as a cousin, I have always regarded you as my sister in my heart. "

Fu Jingrou clenched her lower lip.

"It's just that I didn't expect that accident to happen..." He sighed softly, "I know that with your character and background, you could have a better home, and I really wronged you by letting you enter the mansion as a concubine... ...So over the past year, no matter what you have done or used, as long as it is harmless, I have never pursued it."

He said slowly, "But this time...it's different."

"Big cousin!" Fu Jingrou cried out, "You said you wouldn't blame Rou'er!"

"Yes." Song Zixun nodded slightly, and laughed hoarsely, "I don't blame you. I blame myself."

"I blame myself for not being able to see my own heart clearly. I know what Du Shi wants, but let her down time and time again; I blame myself even more—" He looked at Fu Jingrou and said seriously, "Obviously I only have brother and sister feelings for you , but still got married with you while drunk."

Fu Jingrou's face instantly turned pale.

She opened her mouth to say something, but after trying several times, she couldn't utter a word because of trembling. Tears flooded her eyes uncontrollably again, but it was really heart-wrenching!

Can't see my heart clearly...

She suddenly wanted to ask this ashamed man in front of her - does he have a heart? !

He likes Du Shi so much, that even if that bitch ignores him, even if he flees to the countryside to avoid him, he still wants her? !

This is his heart? !
What about her? !

what is she?
Her heart, which has loved him for ten years, is full of enthusiasm, and she would rather abandon the rich and powerful wife of the first house, and want to stay with him forever... What is it in his eyes? !

He is now talking about being passionate about another woman in front of her, but have you ever thought about how she feels?Did he share his sincerity with her?
No!Nothing at all!

If not, how could she be spoiled by Song Zixi, threatened by the eldest lady, and give birth to a three-month-old boy!
Does he want to erase everything with an understatement of brother-sister love now? !
What does he think she is! !

Tears rolled down the woman's fair cheeks like broken beads, and Song Zixun's deep voice was still in his ears, "Now, she finally took Guan'er away..." He laughed hoarsely, "I Only then did I realize how important she is to me."

He looked at her seriously and said, "Rou'er, I don't want to lie to you, let alone give you false hopes... I also know that you and Du Shi have not been at peace for so long..." He twitched the corners of his mouth mockingly, " But I always thought that these were just petty disputes among women, and it would pass after a long time... but I didn't want to end up with a lifetime of regrets one day."

"I remember that you used to like the beautiful scenery of Jiangnan water town," he said slowly but firmly, "During these days, you might as well choose a place you like, and when you are done, I will order someone to buy a house there and send you there Retreat..." Seeing Fu Jingrou's expression froze, he hurriedly said, "Don't worry, even if you go there, no one will treat you badly, and everything will be the same as when you were in the mansion... If—" He paused After a pause, he said in a low voice, "If you want to leave in the future, I can also ask someone to change your name and give you a sum of money, and you will be married separately in the future—"

"I'm not going! I'm not going anywhere!" Before Song Zixun finished speaking, Fu Jingrou suddenly cried and threw herself into his arms, "Big cousin, please don't drive me away! I don't want to leave you! You like Young Madam Just like it, Rou'er promises to keep her own place and will never make you angry again... When the young lady comes back, Rou'er will kowtow to her and apologize, begging her to forgive... Just please, please don't drive me away!"

Why did she pay so much and be kicked out of the house even though she lost her flesh and blood with her innocence!If she doesn't leave, she will never let that bitch get her way!

Boundless hatred turned into tears of despair and fell continuously, soaking the man's blue-gray robe, "Rouer..." Song Zixun persuaded in a low voice, "I don't want to drive you away, but I already have someone in my heart." , even if you stay, it's just a waste of time, it's even more unfair to you..."

Fu Jingrou shook her head vigorously, "I don't care! As long as I can stay by your side, I don't care about anything! If the big cousin insists on taking me away—" a flash of determination flashed across her tear-stained face, "That's the one who is forced to son to die!"

(End of this chapter)