First Wife of Zhu Family

Chapter 445 What Are You Suspecting?

In the inner room, Nanny An was silently wiping tears by the bed, when she saw Song Zixun coming in, she hurriedly stood up, "Master..."

Song Zixun looked into the bed, "She..."

Nanny An gestured for silence, and said in a low voice, "Fell asleep."

Song Zixun nodded slightly, "Mama has been busy all night, so hurry up and rest."

Nanny An looked at the slender and soft figure in the curtain of the bed, hesitated to speak.

A trace of self-blame flashed in Song Zixun's eyes, and he said in a low voice, "Nurse, don't worry... I'm here to guard."

Nanny An let out a soft "Hey", but didn't move.

She hesitated for a while, before she seemed to have made up her mind, she saluted with red eyes, "Actually, this servant should not have said these things... But in the past few years, how you and the young lady have walked all the way, the servant has also seen it with her own eyes." ... There are some things that the servants really don't like to vomit. Please forgive me."

Song Zixun's eyes darkened, he nodded and said, "Sister, please speak directly."

Nanny An took a deep breath, and said slowly, "I've heard Yuanyuan tell you about today's matter... Originally, the young lady was ignorant, and she said something wrong or did something wrong. As a husband and son-in-law, Master An should discipline her however he wants..." Nanny An didn't know what to think of, her voice suddenly choked up, and after a long while, she forced herself to speak, "But what if Master An said The Young Madam has an affair with Young Master Chu... but this servant wants to cry out for my Young Madam!"

Song Zixun pursed his lower lip tightly.

"Although the young lady doesn't mention it, she has seen everything the Lord has done for her over the years. She has always had you in her heart!" Nanny An wiped the corners of her eyes with her sleeve, "Say no I like her to go out to show her face, but no matter how much she wants to teach in a women's school, she will stay at home obediently and stay behind closed doors. Toothless and blood swallowing, arranging for You Shi to sleep in... these days she has suffered so many grievances, how many times she has cried in secret...but you still blame her..."

Mother An couldn't help crying, "But what did Young Madam do wrong? Why has she been in poor health all these years, and why she has never been able to conceive a child? Don't you know... In order to give birth to another son for you, She doesn't know how many bitter medicines she has taken, and how many folk remedies she has tried... Who can she tell her about the suffering in her heart? I blame her for being ignorant and ignorant of your difficulties, but what about her? Who can she blame?"

Song Zixun closed his eyes forcefully, and said in a hoarse voice, "Nurse, stop talking...I know everything."

"You don't know." Nanny An wiped her tears vigorously, and complained, "If you really knew, you wouldn't wrongly accuse Young Madam of having an affair with Young Master Chu."

Nanny An suppressed her emotions, "Young lady might as well tell you the truth... In fact, the reason why Young Madam went out today was because of this servant who persuaded her to go... Recently, Young Madam has been depressed because of Aunt You's pregnancy. I found out several times that she shed tears secretly by herself... This servant feels sorry for her and always suffers from herself, so she wants to ask Yuanyuan to accompany her to go out for a walk to relax... Who would have thought that such a big misunderstanding would arise!"

She knelt down in front of Song Zixun with a "plop", tears streaming down her face, "If the eldest young master is still angry, just come at this slave... It's the slave who talks too much, so I shouldn't have pushed the young lady out... But the young lady is innocent! Please!" You hold your hands high and let the young lady go! You will kill her!" After saying that, she couldn't help but fell on the ground, biting her fist and weeping in a low voice.

"Nurse..." After a long time, he said in a hoarse voice, "I won't hurt her anymore... You should go down first."

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The room finally returned to tranquility.

Song Zixun sat motionless by the bed, quietly looking at the bed curtain in a trance.

Yuanyuan, Nanny An's words were like a sharp knife piercing his heart.

He doesn't know what's wrong... He obviously just wanted to protect her and walk with her well, why in the end, the person who hurt her the most became himself?

Song Zixun sat stiffly for a long time, until the candle on the desk suddenly exploded with a "snap", he regained his senses, hesitated for a while, and then stretched out his hand and gently opened the bed curtain.

Du Rongzhi's bloodless face was exposed inside.

She stared blankly at Chengchen on the top of the bed with a pair of empty eyes.

Song Zixun was startled, and gently held her hand.

The strangle marks on the wrist have already been smeared with medicine, and the red marks reflect the snow-white skin, which is shocking to see.

Du Rongzhi's body trembled almost invisibly.

He bowed his head and kissed the scar on her wrist, "Wake up—"

"Why?" she interrupted.

After crying hysterically before, the voice was hoarse as if it had been ground on a whetstone... She turned her face, looked into his eyes quietly, and asked dumbly, "Song Zixun... what are you doubting?"

Her eyes were calm and distant, as if looking at a stranger... Song Zixun resisted the soreness in his eyes, and whispered, "No, it's my fault..."

He carefully held her cold little hand on his cheek, "I'm just afraid that I will lose you..."

She stared at him blankly, neither moving nor speaking.

She can't remember many things that happened after she came back today... only remembering that he tied her to the bed and tortured her very hard.

She was in pain and cried and begged him.

But it didn't work.

He said he just wanted to hurt her.

Let her have a long memory.

Ah……

She probably really has no memory!

They would naively think that after going through so many things together, they would be different from their previous lives.

She was wrong.

From Song Ziche to Chu Shenyao... He has never changed at all.

From the beginning to the end, the only one who can't see through is herself.

She suddenly wanted to ask him.

Since you doubted her, why did you lie to her at the beginning, why did you tell her that you would trust her forever... why did you hurt her again when she liked him and relied on him wholeheartedly...

But in the end, she didn't ask anything.

Song Zixun's big palm had already caressed her cheek, "Rong'er, don't cry..."

Her body trembled uncontrollably again.

She was too scared... Those endless insults and tortures made it almost impossible for her to tell whether it was the cruel and bloodthirsty Duke's man in front of her, or her gentle and loving husband who was hugging her the night before.

She suppressed the trembling of her teeth, "Okay..." She curled up subconsciously, and the pain there made her face paler.

"It's too late, I'm going to bed." She lowered her eyes and whispered, "I'm injured, so I can't serve you... You, go to the study and sleep."

Song Zixun's chest was suffocated, and he swallowed the words, "Okay, then you have a good rest." He got up and helped her tuck the corner of the quilt, "Ronger, forgive me." He murmured softly, bowed his head to kiss her temple.

She turned around, barely avoiding it.

For him, there is nothing left to say.

(End of this chapter)