First Wife of Zhu Family

Chapter 455 Until I Met You

When Du Rongzhi woke up, it was already afternoon.

She felt like she had a very strange dream. In the dream, Chu Shenyao came, and Song Zixun also came...

Du Rongzhi sat up in a daze, only to realize that her body was in severe pain, and there was a sudden warmth from between her legs...

The scenes before falling asleep flashed through her mind like a revolving lantern... Du Rongzhi's face flushed immediately: Dare, dare, this is not a dream!

She was thinking wildly, but the curtain of the bed was pulled away from the outside, and a man laughed softly, "Are you awake?"

Du Rongzhi's face became hotter and hotter, she turned away and refused to look at him.

Song Zixun held her hand with a smile, "What's the matter? Didn't we all agree..."

Du Rongzhi wanted to break free but couldn't, so she said with a straight face, "Who told you? I haven't forgiven you yet!" She thought about it and felt that it was not enough to relieve her hatred, so she added, "I just Don't forgive you!"

"That's not right." Song Zixun frowned and recalled, "When we were in the pool earlier, you obviously didn't say that..."

Du Rongzhi's small face suddenly turned red up to the ears, and she didn't want to speak at all.

Song Zixun saw that she was ashamed and annoyed, so he couldn't help hugging her with a smile, "Okay, okay, it's my fault... don't be annoyed."

He put away the playful expression on his face, and said in a low voice, "Actually, I have been thinking a lot by myself these days when you are not at home...I remembered the case of Mrs. Chahuo being murdered when we first came to Shanyin County, you I once told me that the real murderer was not Mrs. Gu who poisoned Mrs. Huo, but Huo Yuliang himself—it was his selfishness and jealousy that killed his wife. At that time, I still sneered... Looking back now , but I feel deafened and ashamed..."

He lowered his head and kissed the back of her hand, "Actually, I didn't dare to expect you to forgive me today, but I overheard what you said to Chu Shenyao..." He paused, and said in a deep voice, "Rong Son, I also have you in my heart, you are the only one."

Du Rongzhi pursed her lower lip lightly.

He didn't seem to expect to get her response, his voice was like a stream, gentle and low, "Although I was born in a family of bells and tripods, I was born in rich clothes and fine food, and I was enslaved in groups, but in fact, in this world, the one who really belongs to me There are very few things.”

For the first time, he slowly told her his real self, "My mother passed away before I could remember. Less than a year after she left, my father married a new stepwife. So I gave birth to Song Ziche." He smiled lonely, "I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, I actually spent my childhood in fear."

Du Rongzhi was startled, and looked up at him.

He held her hand and said with a faint smile, "You used to think that I was dull and rigid, unsmiling... But I was not born like this. When I was young, I used to jump up and down like other boys of the same age, He was beaten up and wailed, and his skin was torn apart because he kicked his grandfather's antiques and secretly exchanged his father's wine."

Perhaps it was the inexplicable tone of his words that made her a little sad, Du Rongzhi smiled lightly, and said in a relaxed tone, "I know...you once told me about taking your younger siblings to set off fireworks when you were young... "

Song Zixun smiled and nodded, "It's just that every time I do something wrong, what awaits me is not only my father's whip, but also my elder sister's tears."

"She always asks me with tears in my eyes why I'm so unbelievable...why I know that my stepmother and the younger brother born to my stepmother will take away everything we have, but I'm still so confident and don't know how to make progress..."

Du Rongzhi felt uncomfortable when he heard it, and couldn't help holding his hand lightly.

But he held it tighter, and smiled calmly, "I was still young at that time... I was not afraid of my father's whip, but I was very afraid of making my elder sister sad. Because apart from my mother, who I have almost no memory of, she is such a The person who treats me closest and best in the world. If even she loses confidence in me, what should I do?"

"I can understand elder sister's mood." Du Rongzhi took a light breath, "But she shouldn't have said those things to you... She shouldn't have imposed these things on a young child."

"Do you love me?" He hugged her and smiled softly, "Maybe... After all, she was just a child who was a few years older than us at that time. And since then, I really made very few mistakes gone."

"I started to devote all my thoughts to reading - I got up every day at Yinshi to read and practice calligraphy. Even if my hands were covered with chilblains in winter, I never stopped for a day."

"I may not have any extraordinary talent, but I am willing to work a hundred times and a thousand times more than others... After a long time, I finally became the most proud grandson in the eyes of my grandfather, and my sister finally had a proud look on her face." Smile, even my father...sometimes specially asks me to come over and ask about my homework."

Du Rongzhi's eyes were astringent when he heard this, and he deliberately smiled and said, "Who said you have no talent... If those people are not talented enough, no matter how hard they are, it's useless. It's because you are good enough and willing to work hard for the sake of

Song Zixun smiled and squeezed her hand, "Is Rong'er complimenting me?"

Du Rongzhi couldn't help feeling a little sad, and gently leaned her head in his arms.

He stroked her hair and continued, "For more than 20 years, in the eyes of others, I have been living a smooth life-except for the loss of my mother when I was young, I have hardly encountered any setbacks... But in fact, I have never had a day Lived for myself—I had nothing at all."

"Until I met you."

Maybe even he himself couldn't explain how much he yearned for the wanton and bright smile on that immature and young face, how much he envied and even envied her simple happiness and freedom...a person who is spoiled by his family doesn't know how to feel sad. little girl.

So when Shen proposed a few candidates for his wife, he almost fell in love with her without even thinking about it.Apart from making Song Ziche suffer, more importantly, and what made him even more reluctant to admit, was that he wanted to keep that ray of sunshine by his side forever, and he wanted her look to belong only to him forever.

"For me, in this life, only you and Guan'er truly belong to me." He said softly, "That's why I worry about gains and losses and are sensitive and suspicious...I'm afraid that the light that belongs to me will be discovered by others, I'm afraid someone will try to take the only thing I have from me..."

"Rong Zhi, I'm not trying to excuse myself. I also know that the problem lies with me—it's because I don't feel safe, and I can't trust others wholeheartedly... I don't even know what to do. It’s really being nice to someone.”

"But I know, I love you." He said gently, word by word, "Even if I'm not more than you, I'm never less than you."

(End of this chapter)