Close your eyes and become the strongest adventurer.

Chapter 132 Anxiety and Emotional Treatment

Little Paji held up a pair of small tentacles, and shouted angrily.

As soon as it turned its head, it saw the clown doll holding the [Happy] sign, still maintaining a funny and exaggerated smile, as if it was laughing at it.

Little Paji jumped up, cursing "Paji" and "Paji" in his mouth, grabbed the [Happy] wooden sign from the clown doll with his small tentacles, and patted the clown doll again and again with the wooden sign face.

Xuan Yuan paid attention to Xiao Paji who was losing his temper at the clown puppet.

After lying quietly on the ground for a long time, he slowly got up.

Clenching his fist tightly, waves of anger, anger, and annoyance surged up from his heart one after another.

It's almost uncontrollable, and I really want to catch the bastard who designed this thing and beat him up.

At this moment, Xuan Yuan finally understood.

Why do the adventurers who try to conquer the Sky Tower dungeon say they are almost mad when they line up.

It's just the first layer.

Xuan Yuan already deeply felt the strong malice of the organ designer.

Deliberately let people relax their vigilance, and set up a series of traps one after another at the final place that is about to pass the level, making people experience unacceptable tragic losses and failures in the most unexpected ways.

Forcibly suppressing anger.

Xuan Yuan tried his best to calm down and get up, even his breathing became a little heavy.

Seeing that Xuanyuan had just 'cooked' the little paji of the doll, it also jumped over quickly.

He ran to Xuanyuan's shoulder, waving his little tentacles indignantly, although he couldn't understand what it was scolding, he looked quite angry.

Even for Xiao Paji, after dancing so many times, his energy was a little too much.

Xuan Yuan forcibly stabilized his emotions, and continued to jump up with Xiao Paji.

Maybe it was because the blow just now was too big, or maybe it was because I was too angry.

Xuan Yuandu started to make frequent mistakes before climbing to 90 meters.

There was a gap at about 60 meters, and another fall at 70 meters.

Sitting on the ground, facing the durability of the white equipment that had plummeted to [54.6%], Xuan Yuan was both angry and sad.

He suddenly realized.

Now is his first day of attacking the sky tower dungeon.

He had consumed half of the durability of the leather armor bought for 12 kinnars.

Check the balance in the purse.

Except for the 30 gold saved for tuition fees, Xuan Yuan only has 16 gold, 85 silver and 40 copper left to spend.

It seems that you can still afford a white quality defensive outfit.

In fact, after today's Sky Tower Raiders.

Xuan Yuan has already deeply understood why the most popular item in the archer training hall is the item called [Level 1 Strength].

If the usual physical strength cannot be consistent with the default physical strength inside the Sky Tower.

Then, every time he enters the Sky Tower Dungeon, he will have a longer time to adapt.

In addition, as the number of raiding layers in the Sky Tower Dungeon increases, the difficulty of various organs will also increase.

In this case, trying to conquer the ninth floor of the Sky Tower Dungeon in one go without completing the strengthening of [Level 1 Strength] is an impossible task.

If the physical strength changes every day, it will make the brain's perception of physical capabilities wrong, and even have a negative impact on the combat effectiveness in daily situations.

If the 1 gold that would be spent on the [Level 10 Strong State] training item is removed, the real money Xuan Yuan can use is only about 6 gold, and he can no longer afford a white defensive outfit.

Xuan Yuan had calculated it before.

His monthly food expenses cost 4 gold and 20 silver. After deducting the living expenses, if there are some calculation errors or some other expenses, the money will not be enough.

Worst of all, the entrance test for Kargias University will be held as scheduled in a month.

During this time.

If today and the seven days of participating in the strengthening project are excluded, Xuanyuan only has 22 days at most to conquer the 9th floor Sky Tower Dungeon.

According to the first layer, it can already be known.

The difficulty of the next few layers will gradually become more and more abnormal, and the 22-day strategy time alone is not enough.

It is simply impossible to have time to make money elsewhere.

But in this extremely bad situation, there is only one piece of white quality equipment left on him, and half of the durability has been consumed in the simplest first layer.

Short of both money and time.

At this time, Xuan Yuan finally realized how abnormal the difficulty of admission to Kargias University was.

The qualification requirements to be able to participate in the test are already perverted enough, and this requirement was originally prepared for candidates who awakened their talents last year.

Xuan Yuan naturally had a whole year less development time than others.

With anxiety, Xuan Yuan kept thinking about these complicated issues and future plans, the more he thought about it, the more troublesome he felt, and the more irritable he couldn't stop himself.

Unknowingly, he put his index finger in front of his mouth, bit it tightly with his teeth, and kept thinking about countermeasures.

what should I do?
Could it be that this time I really can't pass the exam?
Then how should I face the chairman of the Harald branch, after all, the chairman of the Harald branch also wrote me a letter of recommendation.

Is it really necessary to rely on the relationship of recommendation letters to enter school?

Xuan Yuan hated doing this. He hoped that he could enter the school fairly and pass the exams in a dignified manner, instead of relying on the back door and connections.

If he fails the entrance examination.

I am afraid that after sending the recommendation letter, Xuan Yuan estimated that at most he would allow himself and the principal to practice the power of the heart in secret. It is definitely impossible for him to be exceptionally admitted, otherwise his identity will be completely exposed, and it will bring troubles to others and himself. trouble.

At this time, Xuan Yuan thought again, it seemed that he had made an appointment with Xiniya to meet her in the park this afternoon?

Thinking of this, he couldn't help feeling a little anxious.

Now the agreed time is getting closer and closer.

If I continue to dawdle in the Sky Tower dungeon, and there is no signal in the dungeon, I am afraid that I will release Xinia pigeons directly.

However, he didn't even clear the first floor, so if he just gave up halfway.

When you come back tomorrow, all the organs and even the level types on the first floor will be reset, and you will have to pay a huge price to re-explore the road, and the loss will be quite heavy.

Especially when I can no longer afford the equipment and the only equipment I have lost half of its durability.

thought here.

A feeling of shame rose in Xuan Yuan's heart again.

I don't know, how should he face Xinia later?

The other party obviously chose to teach at the university on this floating island because of himself.

In the end, it was such a result of not being able to enter the university, and I felt quite sorry for Xinia's kindness.

The more Xuan Yuan thought about it, the qi and blood kept rushing to his face, causing Xuan Yuan's face to gradually show pain.

Due to the thoughts of anticipation and worry, painful and anxious negative emotions arose in Xuan Yuan's heart, and a large number of negative emotions continued to erode Xuan Yuan's little remaining reason.

Ever since Xuanyuan came to another world.

Xuanyuan, who can calmly accept even the face of life and death, faced all kinds of complicated and irritating things, for the first time, there was an unconscious evasion that he did not want to face, and even a sense of fear of failure.

At this moment, scenes of hallucinations even appeared in Xuan Yuan's mind.

It seemed as if he had seen the disappointed eyes of Harald Branch President, the great shame of being rejected by Kargias University, and Xinia's sad and regretful expression.

In a trance, it seemed that there was an auditory hallucination, as if someone was laughing at himself wantonly with some kind of acrimonious laughter.

All kinds of messy thoughts and the huge negative emotions flooding the soul like sea water made Xuanyuan seem to be the center of a storm at this time, trapped in an emotional storm composed of panic, despair, sadness and irritability.

Seeing Xuan Yuan's face gradually became more and more distorted and painful.

"Crack!" A crisp sound.

Little Paji, who once again started fighting with the [Happy] wooden sign in the clown doll's hand, looked back in surprise.

It turned out that Xuan Yuan stretched out his hands and slapped himself hard on both sides of the face.

He began to breathe deeply, concentrating entirely on his breath.

As the attention is focused on the breath, the mind's attention gradually focuses on the here and now, instead of watching those 'memory pictures' from the past that are constantly playing in the mind, and no longer playing the mind All kinds of 'bad scenarios' about the future keep popping up in the world.

He is quietly aware of the present moment and deeply aware.

At this time, I am not living in those 'scenes of memory', nor in those 'pictures of the future'.

At this moment, he simply exists here, in this sky tower dungeon.

He is still breathing well, still sitting here well.

All thoughts, emotions, expectations and fears are all illusory scenes imagined in his mind.

In fact.

In reality at this moment, nothing happened.

Attention was gradually drawn back to the present moment, and Xuan Yuan's restless heart gradually calmed down.

Facing great negativity.

Xuan Yuan didn't yell, and he didn't destroy everywhere to vent his anger.

He just sat calmly on the ground, crossed his legs silently and began to meditate, connecting with his inner wisdom.

Remain aware of thoughts and emotions in consciousness.

Silently aware of the waves of fleeting thoughts in the mind, and feel the emotional shocks in the body again and again.

There is no attempt to control these thoughts, nor to suppress the emotions that come naturally.

Allow them to keep coming, to explode one after another.

Xuan Yuan is only aware of them, feeling their impact on consciousness wave after wave, but does not have any identification with them.

At this moment, Xuan Yuan merged with pure awareness.

It is no longer an involuntary flat boat in the turbulent flow of thinking, nor is it an undercurrent of fish and shrimp wrapped in the ocean of negative emotions.

It seems to be transformed into a rock of condensed awareness, clearly facing the violent impact of mind thinking and body emotions, while standing still in place.

Neither resist nor welcome.

Like a flat rock on the beach.

Watching the rising sun, watching the setting sun afterglow; listening to the ebb and flow of the tide, sitting and watching the clouds roll and the clouds relax.

The emotions and thoughts in his consciousness are like the violent thunder and dark clouds in the sky, but his heart is the blue sky that silently carries everything.

When the thunder has died down, when the dark clouds have disappeared, when all the hustle and bustle have disappeared.

Only the blue sky is still the unstained blue sky.

(End of this chapter)