Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 111

When they left the supermarket, both of them were silent.

Gongsun Jin looked at Zhong Lingzi, hesitant to speak.

Zhong Lingzi's face was flushed, she was carrying snacks, her toes wished she could buckle the soles of her shoes.

"You... want to sleep with me?"

Gongsun Jin suddenly felt a little unsafe.

I regard you as a good friend, but you are greedy for me?
"Who... who wants to sleep with you! So narcissistic!"

Zhong Lingzi became angry from embarrassment and stomped his feet angrily.

"Then why did you buy that?"

Gongsun Jin asked seriously.

"I... I... I was blowing up a balloon! Can't I?"

She blinked quickly, stared into Shui Ling's eyes, her face was burning hot.

"Oh."

Gongsun Jin nodded slightly and didn't ask any more questions.

He thinks that she is embarrassed and shy now, and she is very cute when she insists on her mouth.

How angry! Damn it! He must be so proud now!
Zhong Lingzi bulged her cheeks slightly, and glanced sideways at Gongsun Jin from time to time. Seeing his half-smile expression, she suddenly became very angry.

Back in her house, Gongsun Jin sat on the sofa, opened a can of Coke, and drank slowly.

Zhong Lingzi made the bed, and put the big bag of snacks he bought on the coffee table.

"Do you mind eating something from you?"

Gongsun Jin took a bag of nuts casually.

"Eat what you want, how can I be so stingy?"

Zhong Lingzi sat beside him, turned on the TV, connected it to bluetooth, and used her mobile phone to cast the screen.

"Is there any good drama recently?"

"I don't know. The current TV series are all rubbish, and I don't even watch them."

Gongsun Jin shook his head.

"Then let's watch it. Do you have a membership? I don't have a Bilibili membership."

Zhong Lingzi stretched out his hand.

"You are also a rich woman now, and members who cost more than ten yuan are reluctant to open?"

Gongsun Jin opened Station B and handed over the phone.

"I will not give money to Emperor Jin Yuan!"

Zhong Lingzi pouted.

"Besides, if you spend money to become a member, what you see is still deleted. What am I planning?"

"I watched all the episodes on the cherry blossoms, and I have everything, hehehe."

She said, her cheeks flushed slightly.

"Then what do you usually watch?"

Gongsun Jin asked casually.

"We will meet and know each other eventually, in that distant..."

As Zhong Lingzi said, she held her face in her small hands and smiled maliciously.

"I don't know what you're talking about, bitch."

Gongsun Jin looked like a gentleman.

"Hmph, you must be rustling too!"

Zhong Lingzi snorted softly, and looked at Gongsun Jin's browsing records at Station B.

"If you don't take revenge, I, Li Yunlong, swear not to be a human being! Pass my order and gather together!"

"Luo Xiang, who is popularizing the law, fencing with my brother and found out that the brother is a woman, does that constitute rape?"

"Snake demon, I want you to help me practice."

Zhong Lingzi clutched his stomach and laughed non-stop.

"Goose goose goose, what are you looking at?"

"It's okay, just take a look."

Gongsun Jin was expressionless.

Zhong Lingzi leaned over to him, pondered for a while, and picked out an anime, "Dororo" by Osamu Tezuka.

The two of them were sitting on the sofa, drinking coke, eating snacks, watching anime, and they were quite comfortable.

"I like this anime very much, but after watching it once, I don't want to watch it a second time."

Gongsun Jin said.

"why?"

Zhong Lingzi didn't know about it before, so she was a little puzzled.

"You can see for yourself."

Gongsun Jin said calmly.

When Hyakkimaru was born, he was sacrificed to ghosts and gods by his father to realize his ambitions.

The ghosts and gods ate the 48 organs of the Hyakkimaru, and when the three-headed demon Asura was about to take away his last heart, the Bodhisattva protected him.

In this way, Hyakkimaru survived with a mutilated body, and obtained a prosthetic limb with the help of a doctor.

For Hyakkimaru, the human world is a practice full of sinful karma.

For every ghost he kills, he takes back an organ.

The more ghosts he kills, the more weaknesses he has.

He became afraid of pain and became more and more human.

Take back your ears, the first thing you hear in this world is the cry of a lost loved one.

After Mei Xu died, his heart died along with it.

It wasn't until he met Dororo later that his heart slowly became warm.

"Don't spoil it, let me see for myself."

Zhong Lingzi quickly covered Gongsun Jin's mouth with his hand, staring at the screen without blinking.

Gongsun Jin's understanding of this anime is still through Tezuka Osamu's manga.

As for the animation, in fact, it can only be said to be unsatisfactory, after all, the ending is not very good.

Zhong Lingzi was fascinated by watching it, and unconsciously forgot the time.

When she realized it, she realized that it was already 10:30 in the evening.

"Ah! At this point, the dormitory is closed."

"How do you go back?"

As Zhong Lingzi spoke, he subconsciously looked at Gongsun Jin.

Gongsun Jin didn't speak.

"Oh, I see, you are staying here on purpose."

Zhong Lingzi narrowed his eyes, tilted his head, and looked at him with a smile.

"Just want to spend the night in my house and sleep with me?"

"I didn't even mention you, but you actually beat me back."

Gongsun Jin pouted.

"You obviously are, but you still dare not admit it. Hmph!"

Zhong Lingzi swayed slightly, raised his chin, and looked at him with some complacency.

"Didn't you say before that you were blowing up a balloon for fun? Blow one up and show me."

Gongsun Jin responded lightly.

Zhong Lingzi's complexion changed, and he said angrily, "Just blow it up, who is afraid of you."

Watching the balloon keep inflating, Gongsun Jin smiled lightly, took out his phone and took a photo.

"Don't shoot! Delete it for me!"

Zhong Lingzi became anxious, widened Shui Ling's eyes, and rushed over all of a sudden, like an angry little leopard cat.

Gongsun Jin was thrown on the sofa by her, and was a little dazed for a while.

Zhong Lingzi leaned over and pressed against his chest, looking at his face so close, she suddenly lost her mind.

The two are acting too intimately now.

The breath on his body filled the tip of his nose, which made people feel confused.

Zhong Lingzi stared at Gongsun Jin's lips for a while, then suddenly leaned over and kissed him lightly.

She licked her lips lightly, as if reminiscing.

"It tastes like lychee, a bit sweet."

Gongsun Jin came to her senses, the smell of lychees she mentioned should be the lip balm that Zhuang Xiaomeng put on him.

"Do you do that to everyone else?"

He sat up, gently pushed her away, and touched his lips.

"Only for you."

Zhong Lingzi rested her chin, brought her small face closer, smiled sweetly, and looked confident.

"What? You don't like it?"

Zhong Lingzi blinked.

Gongsun Jin thought for a long time, and said seriously: "I don't hate it."

"hey-hey."

Zhong Lingzi smiled sweetly when he heard this, and rushed over again, wrapping his arms around his neck.

I don't hate it, I just like it.

At such a close distance, she could see her own reflection in Gongsun Jin's eyes.

So clear, so bright.

In his eyes, she was smiling at the moment, swaying in the warm light.

"Ah woo~ boo~"

She puffed her cheeks, like a goldfish, and protruded her lips forward, making the sound of bubbles bursting, and then began to giggle again.

"Gongsun Jin, I like you."

Zhong Lingzi looked at Gongsun Jin in front of him, and said softly.

"You know that?"

"Yeah. I know."

Gongsun Jin nodded slightly.

"Then... shall we date someone?"

Zhong Lingzi tilted his head slightly, and asked tentatively.

"I've never been in a relationship, and I don't know if I can play the role of a good lover."

Gongsun Jin said softly.

"I do not have either."

Zhong Lingzi looked indifferent.

"I used to be a person who lacked love. I have never been loved well, and I don't know how to love."

"For a long time, I didn't trust anyone in the world."

Gongsun Jin looked at her with confusion.

You said that you don't want to plant flowers because you don't want to see it wither little by little.

Yes, you avoid all beginnings in order to avoid endings.

Gongsun Jin is such a person, if a love with beginning and end is in front of him, he would rather never have it happen.

"I'm afraid of being cheated, afraid of being hurt."

"Fear starts but can't avoid ending."

"I am afraid……"

Before he could finish speaking, Zhong Lingzi kissed him again.

She hugged him tightly, wrapping her soft arms around his back.

It was as if he wanted to rub his whole body into his bones.

The girl's fragrance filled her bosom, her breath was sweet and hot, like melted chocolate.

This kiss is very long, no matter how Gongsun Jin avoids it, she will catch up, as if to take his last breath away.

"There is nothing in this world that requires complete preparation before it begins."

"Some things start when we meet some people for the first time."

"But at that point, we might have nothing."

"Not so elegant and decent, not perfect, and even ugly."

"But that doesn't matter."

"There are flowers that can be folded straight and must be folded, don't wait until there are no flowers to break the branches."

"No one will wait for you to have everything before accepting your love."

Zhong Lingzi wiped his lips and looked straight into Gongsun Jin's eyes.

Gongsun Jin came back to his senses and remembered what Lily said to him in his previous life.

At that time, he graduated and left school. In order to realize Lily's wish to have a small family of his own in a big city, he worked desperately to make money, finding several jobs a day.

When he finally had a stable income and job, he was ready to express his heart to her.

She was already with someone else.

Lily said he was a coward, and she waited for several years, but she still didn't get the word "I like you".

It's too late to say I like you.

No matter what age, love cannot afford to wait.

"What if we still can't get together in the end?"

Gongsun Jin asked.

"Having it and losing it is better than never having it at all."

"Since we meet, even if we can't join hands, it's better than being strangers for a lifetime."

The light in Zhong Lingzi's eyes was like the sun, burning his eye sockets hot.

"It's as if I promised to have sex with you."

Gongsun Jin lowered his eyes and turned his face sideways.

"Hey, we both kissed anyway."

"I've kissed you so many times, and I've taken advantage of it."

"If you don't agree, I won't lose."

Zhong Lingzi smiled slyly.

Gongsun Jin thought for a while, and said, "Give me a little more time, and I will adjust my emotions."

"I still have some mental problems."

His mental health is not very healthy, which has been a problem for a long time.

Long-term, excessive depression and pessimism made him hold negative views on many things.

Love is an ability like physical strength, and some people are born with atrophied muscles in it.

He often questions whether he can be a good lover and father in the future.

There are many factors that create this kind of psychology, such as an unfortunate childhood, a broken family, and a poor life.

Unspeakable loneliness, incurable inferiority complex, hostility with nowhere to vent.

Not loved, not understood.

If you want to completely eliminate these negative things, you will not be able to do it in a short time.

If you can't overcome these negative things, Gongsun Jin will cause harm to herself and her.

"It's okay, I can understand."

Zhong Lingzi smiled happily.

"You have no confidence in yourself and feel that you lack the ability to love."

"Actually, I long for love and to be loved."

"Me, too."

"That's why we didn't want to fall in love before."

Speaking of this, Zhong Lingzi remembered that she and Gongsun Jin were introducing themselves in the classroom when school started.

Both she and Gongsun Jin advertised "not in love".

Two people who don't fall in love, because of various factors, love has sprouted dramatically.

"It's good that you can face up to your own psychological problems."

"Don't worry, take your time."

She comforted softly.

"If you are unhappy or depressed, just talk to me."

"Let's work it out together."

Zhong Lingzi looked sideways at him with bright and firm eyes.

"Um!"

Gongsun Jin responded softly, and there was a faint hint of courage in his heart.

The moon and stars are sparse, and the lonely man and the widow live in the same room, and they are in love with each other.

If she tells you, nothing happened that night.

No one would believe this kind of thing.

Even Gongsun Jin and Zhong Lingzi themselves would not believe it.

But this kind of thing happened so bizarrely and absurdly.

Late at night, the two of them were lying on the big soft bed in the villa, looking up at the ceiling above their heads.

It was like returning to that rain-soaked night again.

"Gongsun Jin, I like you."

Zhong Lingzi turned his face sideways and looked at Gongsun Jin beside the pillow.

"You said it, I know it."

"I'm afraid you forgot, I want to remind you again."

"I won't forget."

Gongsun Jin's voice was very soft, as if he was talking in his sleep.

"Don't ask me, why do I like you?"

Zhong Lingzi was a little dissatisfied with his answer and asked.

"You are greedy for my body."

Gongsun Jin didn't think about it.

"What? How can I be so superficial?"

Zhong Lingzi rolled his eyes at him, then slapped his arm angrily.

"You like looking at my collarbone."

Gongsun Jin said calmly.

"Ah this..."

Zhong Lingzi was suddenly at a loss for words, and was at a loss for words.

"Although you do have a bit of beauty."

"But that's just one of the reasons why this girl likes you."

She stretched out her fingers and compared.

Although Gongsun Jin is indeed pretty, this is not the main reason.

"Because I'm kind?"

"Well, kindness is also one of the reasons, but not the main one."

"Then, what's the main reason?"

"It's everything we've experienced together that made me fall in love with you."

After Zhong Lingzi finished speaking, she looked at him for a while while resting her chin, then leaned over and kissed him.

"How many times a day do you want to kiss me?"

Gongsun Jin closed his eyes tightly, gradually becoming sleepy, and whispered softly.

"Maybe ten times, maybe a hundred times, but no matter how many times, there will always be a next time."

As soon as the words fell, there was another long kiss.

"It's late, it's time to go to bed."

"Ah."

Zhong Lingzi squeezed into his arms, put her side face on his chest, and wrapped her arms around his neck.

"Hold me like you did that night."

Hearing this, Gongsun Jin put his arms around her back and patted her lightly.

The corners of Zhong Lingzi's mouth raised slightly, and she rubbed against his chest affectionately.

He hasn't agreed to be her boyfriend yet, but he already is.

Time will do the rest.

She believed that she would slowly heal the dark disease in his heart.

Then, he would open up to her completely.

　Tomorrow is my birthday, so there will be no updates.I'm going out to play tomorrow.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)