Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 141 Women are just a pastime, what's the big deal.

"If there is an afterlife, is it really this kind of feeling that I want to express in it?"

On the way back to school, Zhong Lingzi asked.

"Well, this is my own understanding."

"Of course, every listener has his own story," Gongsun Jin said.

"Oh."

Zhong Lingzi was faintly unhappy.

This song is really beautiful, but the beauty enshrined in it is all longing, an impossible wish.

"Suddenly, I don't like this song so much."

Zhong Lingzi said.

"I understand."

Gongsun Jin nodded slightly.

"But I still like this song very much."

"Although those beautiful things are difficult to own, it does not prevent people from yearning for them."

Gongsun Jin put his hand on her head and rubbed it gently.

"Why do you keep touching my head?"

Zhong Lingzi rolled his eyes at him, pouted a bit dissatisfied, and stood on tiptoe and rubbed Gongsun Jin's hair for a while, as if washing his hair.

"Lingzi, I know a friend who has a modern poem, do you want to hear it?"

Gongsun Jin asked.

"Think, read it."

Zhong Lingzi nodded slightly.

"Facing the Ocean, Spring and Blossom."

Gongsun Jin read in his clear voice.

"Be a happy man from tomorrow on."

"Feed the horses, chop wood, and travel the world."

"Starting tomorrow, care about food and vegetables."

"I have a house facing the sea, where spring flowers bloom."

"From tomorrow, I will communicate with every relative and tell them my happiness."

"What that happy lightning told me, I will tell everyone."

"Give every river and every mountain a warm name."

"Stranger, I also bless you."

"May you have a bright future."

"May your lover be married in the end."

"May you find happiness in this world."

"I just want to face the sea and spring flowers bloom."

After hearing Gongsun Jin finish reading, Zhong Lingzi's eyes were a little sad.

"It's so sad."

"Obviously every sentence is very warm, but it is so sad to read."

"Really? Then, where do you think it is sad?"

Gongsun Jin was a little surprised.

"Be a happy man from tomorrow on."

"It shows that he is very unhappy today."

"Feeding horses, chopping wood, traveling around the world, these seemingly beautiful things all happen in the unknown tomorrow, and have nothing to do with today."

"So I feel very sad."

"Just like if there is an afterlife."

"What's the use of having a better tomorrow and the next life?"

"I just want to seize today and this life."

Zhong Lingzi looked into his eyes and said very seriously.

"Oh, yes."

Gongsun Jin nodded approvingly.

"Who wrote this poem?"

"It's a friend from my hometown, his name is Haizi."

"Haizi? Never heard of it."

Zhong Lingzi shook his head.

"In my hometown, he is a famous modern poet."

"But he committed suicide by lying on the rails."

After Gongsun Jin finished speaking, she sighed softly.

"why?"

Zhong Lingzi asked subconsciously.

"He said, 'Stranger, I also wish you well, may you have a bright future.It's because he doesn't have a bright future. "

"He said "may lovers get married eventually" because his several relationships had no results, and love could not cure his loneliness."

"He said, "May you be happy in this world, and I only wish to face the sea, with spring flowers blooming" because he is very unhappy in this life."

"He said "be a happy person from tomorrow" because he entrusted his good expectations of life to the next life."

Gongsun Jin talked a lot, and told her all Haizi's stories.

"Hearing what you said, I feel that he is a gray group of words with severe depression and a little abnormal mentality."

After Zhong Lingzi heard it, she didn't like it very much.

"Yes, this is the impression many people have of Haizi, but I still like Haizi very much." Gongsun Jin said.

"Can you tell me why you like him?"

"Because Haizi is dead, but he still lives in this world."

Gongsun Jin smiled.

"He has the aura of a genius and a poet, but that's not why I like him."

"He is a genius. He was admitted to Peking University at the age of 15."

"But it happened to be such a genius. When he died, he only had two oranges in his stomach and twenty cents in his pocket."

"He is a golden phoenix flying out of the impoverished countryside, but there is no sycamore tree for him to rest on."

"I thought that I could change my destiny by being admitted to a university, but in the end what I faced was the shattering of ideals and the whipping of reality."

"There are so many people in this world, so many busy people, so many people who long for happiness but can't get it."

"They are all Haizi."

"Haizi is not great, he has the epitome of countless ordinary people, so I like him."

Gongsun Jin looked at the busy crowd on the street and said softly.

In the snowy streets, there is an old man pushing a stall selling sweet potatoes.

A middle-aged man whose ears were festered and scabbed from the cold, shivering in the wind, but still riding an electric scooter to deliver food.

With an apologetic smile on his face, the intern took the client to see the house.

Young man holding flowers and waiting in front of the company of the girl he likes.

The world he saw was so ordinary.

"Everyone is born ordinary, but they all yearn for happiness."

"When Haizi lay down on the railway tracks, he was still looking for happiness."

"If there is an afterlife, the love in this song may not be realized."

"But that doesn't stop us from looking forward to a beautiful love."

Gongsun Jin looked sideways at Zhong Lingzi's eyes.

"It is innocent to yearn for beauty. Yearning for beauty is itself a kind of beauty."

Zhong Lingzi heard the words, and murmured: "Longing for beauty is itself a kind of beauty."

"Okay, I can probably understand your intention of writing this song."

She nodded slightly, and when she walked beside him, she still couldn't help humming a few words.

"Let's go to the lake in the prairie and wait for the migratory birds to fly back."

"When we are all grown up, we will have a baby."

When singing these two lines, she always looked sideways at Gongsun Jin.

When Gongsun Jin looked at her, she would dodge and look away, her side face flushed.

……

Ever since seeing Zhuo Yufan's true face, Ouyang Rui never took the initiative to contact her again.

He didn't delete her contact information, and occasionally saw her circle of friends, and would like it.

But in any case, her life has nothing to do with him.

Zhuo Yufan saw that he didn't send him messages to be courteous anymore, instead he took the initiative to send messages to chat with him.

Seeing the message she sent, Ouyang Rui felt disgusted.

Pretend not to see, but there is still a shameful wavering in his heart.

"Bad or not?"

Realizing that there was still a trace of greed in his heart, Ouyang Rui started to slap himself two big mouths.

"Bitch!"

"Bitch!"

"Make you a bitch!"

He pumped himself several times in a row until his cheeks were flushed red.

The sound of unlocking suddenly sounded, and Lin Hui walked in, just in time to see this scene.

Seeing Ouyang Rui twitching his mouth and shouting foul, he was taken aback for a moment, and then couldn't help laughing.

"Hahahahaha! Why are you smacking your own mouth?"

When Lin Hui bumped into this scene, Ouyang Rui suddenly felt that he was dying, and hurriedly buried his head on the table.

"I feel so cheap. I know she's a bitch, but after reading the message she sent, I still want to flirt with her."

Ouyang Rui felt that he was very shameful, especially when he was obsessed with Zhuo Yufan, he felt that he was really useless.

"Oh, you are too little of the sun."

"Gongsun once said very well that the fastest way to forget an old love is to find a new love."

Lin Hui patted his shoulder and smiled slightly.

"Would you like to go out to play with me today?"

"You haven't tasted a woman yet, have you?"

"If you have tasted it, you will never forget Zhuo Yufan."

"hey-hey!"

Lin Hui smiled wickedly.

Ouyang Rui licked his lips, a little excited.

I knew in my heart that it was not good, but I had some expectations.

"You won't be caught?"

"Don't worry, you'll be fine if you find it and take it out."

Lin Hui narrowed his eyes and looked at him with a smile.

"I haven't been there, so I don't know about these."

"It's okay, I understand. You just follow me."

After finishing speaking, Lin Hui took Ouyang Rui's arm and went out the door.

At the beginning, Ouyang Rui was reluctant and reluctant.

But after a while, he followed Lin Hui honestly.

"Ouyang, the way you wanted to refuse and greet just now is really like the girl who had a room with me."

Lin Hui laughed, took Ouyang Rui's arm and went outside the school.

After taking a taxi for a while, the two got out of the car and walked for a while.

In those remote alleys, there are pink light signs everywhere.

In front of the door stood a beautifully dressed girl.

Ouyang Rui was dazzled by the sight, those girls were very hotly dressed, and their eyes were even more passionate, staring straight into his eyes.

When Ouyang Rui looked at them, he would move his eyes patrollingly, blushing hard.

The girls who saw him blush would gather together and laugh.

"Hahaha!"

"He's so shy."

"You keep staring at people, of course you do."

"It is estimated that the new driver is on the road."

As a person with taste and aesthetics, Lin Hui naturally despised these vulgar fans.

"Look at your worthless look! Don't look, these are low-end goods."

Seeing that Ouyang Rui had been staring at him, his soul was taken away, Lin Hui cursed angrily.

"My buddy will take you to eat something good."

"After you have tasted the taste of ginseng and shark's fin Buddha jumping over the wall, you will look down on this Laoshizi fast food."

Lin Hui put Ouyang Rui's shoulders on his shoulders, and led him through this alley, and finally went to a splendidly decorated hotel.

When entering the door, seeing the attire in the hall and the attire of the waiters, Ouyang Rui couldn't help feeling a little apprehensive.

After entering the box, Lin Hui was lying on the sofa with a haughty expression on his face.

"As long as you are a beautiful younger sister under 98, don't call me crooked."

"money is not a problem."

"Well, Mr. Lin."

Lin Hui is a regular customer here, and the waiters are naturally very kind.

After a while, two rows of girls came in together from the box.

All of them are tall and have good faces.

The girls circled around the box, all smiling.

"How about it?"

"Which one do you like? Pick whatever you want, I'll treat you."

Lin Hui put his arm around Ouyang Rui's shoulder, and whispered in his ear.

Let's not talk about character or anything, Lin Hui is indeed a buddy.

Ouyang Rui looked at the girls around, none of them were inferior to Zhuo Yufan.

They are all very good-looking, more beautiful than any female anchors he has ever seen. He will believe that she is a star.

After a while, Ouyang Rui's mouth became parched.

This is like the emperor choosing a concubine, he is a child from a poor place, where has he seen such a battle?
"The one over there has long hair, is tall, and looks good."

Ouyang Rui looked at a tall girl and whispered.

"Oh, you like Yujie who is more familiar, don't you?"

Lin Hui raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"Okay, that's her."

He pointed to the girl, and the tall slender girl walked over with a smile on her face.

"Take care of my brother."

"it is good!"

After a while, Lin Hui also picked two beautiful girls and hugged them left and right.

Ouyang Rui looked at the girl beside him, his heart was beating fast, and he subconsciously passed along.

The girl leaned over and looked at him with a smile all the time.

Ouyang Rui blushed and avoided her eyes.

Lin Hui watched and laughed, and the girls on both sides of him also covered their mouths and smiled coquettishly.

Ouyang Rui blushed even more.

"My buddy is quite innocent, don't laugh if you're new to the road."

"Let's play a game first."

Lin Hui waved his hand, and the other people in the box dispersed.

Servers and bartenders served drinks and snacks.

The girl next to Ouyang Rui picked up the cut pineapple and fed it to Ouyang Rui's mouth.

"No, I'll do it myself."

He stepped aside in embarrassment.

Lin Hui frowned, and said seriously, "Why are you shy? They feed you, so you just eat."

"Oh."

Ouyang Rui realized it later and ate the fruit with a blushing face.

The girl covered her mouth, smiled coquettishly, picked up another piece of pineapple, and fed it.

After a moment of tension, Ouyang Rui gradually let go and began to enjoy the beauty of the moment.

After drinking the wine and feeding the fruit.

Lin Hui asked the girls to sing and put his hands on their shoulders and legs.

Seeing this, Ouyang Rui was slightly moved, but his body was still very conservative.

The girl smiled knowingly, held his hand, placed it on her black silk, and stroked it lightly.

Feeling the charm and warmth of the palm of his hand, Ouyang Rui couldn't help but smirked.

This was the most unforgettable night that Ouyang Rui had ever spent.

It was late at night, Lin Hui took the three girls and opened the room with Ouyang Rui.

"My buddy doesn't know anything, please put in more effort to serve him comfortably tonight."

Before going upstairs, Lin Hui gave instructions to the girl.

"Don't worry, I will."

After finishing speaking, she took Ouyang Rui's hand and entered the room.

It was also this night that Ouyang Rui really changed from a boy to a man.

The next morning, Ouyang Rui woke up from the bed, looked at the dressed girl beside him, and licked his lips.

"Can I add your WeChat?"

When following Lin Hui back to school, Ouyang Rui was out of his mind, still reminiscing about last night.

"How do you feel? Did you feel comfortable last night?"

Lin Hui patted Ouyang Rui on the shoulder.

"Comfortable."

Ouyang Rui blushed and couldn't help laughing.

On the way back to school, he always felt as if he had lost something, but at the same time felt that he had not lost it.

"Lin Hui, tell me, what exactly is love?"

"There is no such thing as love. Even if there is, I don't want to know what it is."

"Women are just a pastime, nothing special."

Lin Hui waved his hand and lit a cigarette.

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