Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 154 The love of the soul is above the waist, and the love of the body is below the waist.

"Arrived."

Gongsun Jin gently pushed the two girls beside her.

Zhuang Xiaomeng rubbed her eye sockets with sleepy eyes, and then began to rub Gongsun Jin's shoulders.

"Is your shoulder numb?"

"Fortunately."

Gongsun Jin shook his head lightly.

Zhong Lingzi on the other side was a little displeased seeing her such an intimate behavior.

After arriving at the school, Gongsun Jin first went back to the dormitory.

Looking at Zhuang Xiaomeng who was walking ahead, Zhong Lingzi called out to stop her.

"Zhuang Xiaomeng, I have something to tell you."

"What's up?"

Zhuang Xiaomeng looked back at her, neither hot nor cold.

"I... am already with Gongsun Jin."

Zhong Lingzi walked in front of her, took a deep breath, looked into her eyes, and said very seriously.

Hearing this, Zhuang Xiaomeng was taken aback for a moment, then a fleeting look of disappointment appeared on his face, his eyes became confused and lost focus.

After that, she quickly restrained the loss, and the expression on her face gradually became relieved.

Maybe she had already expected it in her heart, but she was just not willing to accept it.

"Well, I see."

Zhuang Xiaomeng nodded slightly, her heart suddenly became empty.

"I don't really like you getting too close to him."

Zhong Lingzi said.

"No one would want their boyfriend to be so close to other girls."

"Can you understand my mood?"

"He didn't tell you because of Aunt Qing's affection, and he didn't want to embarrass the relationship."

"Understandable."

"You, have you made progress with him?"

Zhuang Xiaomeng was still a little unwilling.

"already done."

Zhong Lingzi didn't shy away from it.

Hearing this, Zhuang Xiaomeng stared at her with wide eyes, astonished.

"when?"

Her voice was dry and her mood was extremely restless.

"It was the night when I went back after singing "Yezi"."

Zhong Lingzi didn't want to hide it from her.

"During that time, because of the influence of public opinion, I was very depressed."

"It was he who was with me all the time."

"The night I went back, I couldn't help but kissed him and asked him if he could be with me."

"He agreed, and everything that happened after that happened naturally."

Before she could finish speaking, Zhuang Xiaomeng interrupted her impatiently.

"Okay, I don't want to hear you say this."

After saying this, she realized that she had lost her composure.

After a long while, she calmed down, and then slowly said: "Let me say something to bless you, I can't say it."

"I can only wish Gongsun Jin happiness."

After speaking, she turned and left.

Just like when I first came to this school, I was alone.

Gongsun Jin went back to the dormitory to get the books, and when she went downstairs, she happened to see the back of Zhuang Xiaomeng going away alone.

"What did you and her say?"

He looked at Zhong Lingzi.

"Clearly explain our affairs."

"It's always like this, not good."

Zhong Lingzi said softly.

"Ah."

Gongsun Jin responded lightly.

"It's time to clarify things."

Seeing that Gongsun Jin was not angry, Zhong Lingzi felt a little relieved.

On the way to the classroom, Zhong Lingzi bought him warm baked milk as usual.

When I went to buy milk tea, I happened to meet Zhuo Yufan in the store.

After a brief eye contact, the two quickly moved away.

They are also beautiful girls, around the age of seventeen or eighteen.

Because I met different people and made different choices, I finally achieved two kinds of lives.

Zhuo Yufan never thought that Zhong Lingzi would have today.

People who used to live so down and down, now fly up the branches and become phoenixes.

And she has to pick up customers and hang out with all kinds of greasy men.

This huge gap made Zhuo Yufan feel jealous.

She is jealous of everything Zhong Lingzi has.

Zhong Lingzi felt that Zhuo Yufan was still beautiful.

The down jacket on his body is very expensive, and it is not cheap to wear it from head to toe.

But apart from her beauty, there was nothing else Zhong Lingzi could appreciate about her.

"Give!"

Zhong Lingzi returned to Gongsun Jin's side and handed him the milk tea.

The two walked around the campus, warming their hands with milk tea, enjoying a moment of silence.

When going to the classroom for class, Zhong Lingzi was still sitting beside Gongsun Jin.

Zhuang Xiaomeng sat alone in the front row, alone, not with Gongsun Jin.

Those who are familiar with the relationship between the two have noticed something is wrong.

Yi Katie also rarely sat with Lin Hui.

This surprised Gongsun Jin a little.

After a while, Zhuo Yufan walked in, put a cup of milk tea on Lin Hui's table with a smile in front of everyone.

The way she looked at Lin Hui was very gentle, with the shyness of a girl.

"Is roast chicken also shy?"

Zhong Lingzi smiled lightly and whispered in Gongsun Jin's ear.

"What? Look down on roast chicken?"

"He is a manual laborer, earning hard money."

Gongsun Jin said seriously.

Ouyang Rui looked at Zhuo Yufan who was flirting with Lin Hui, and felt a little uncomfortable.

It feels weird.

He clearly knew that Zhuo Yufan was not a good girl, but when he saw her getting so close to Lin Hui, he still felt a shameful reluctance and loss in his heart.

This kind of reluctance is like a kind of humble weed that is dying. No matter how many times it is burned by fire, it will still survive and keep its seeds, waiting for the day when it will germinate again.

"Thank you."

Lin Hui smiled slightly and made the milk tea, but he didn't resist.

After this period of development, he and Zhuo Yufan have become long-term bed partners.

In fact, he originally refused, but Zhuo Yufan didn't want his money, and every time he went to the hotel, she took the initiative to open a room.

With the rest of the money to spend on roast chicken, Lin Hui was naturally very happy.

After all, his money didn't come from the wind.

But in this way, Yi Katie was very unhappy.

I always feel like I have a green hat on my head.

Wang Xuetong always laughed at her. The cuckold she wore was as tall as several floors.

Seeing Lin Hui and Zhuo Yufan flirt, Yi Katie snorted coldly and sat beside Zhuang Xiaomeng.

She was able to chat with Zhuang Xiaomeng in the dormitory.

"Mengmeng, tell me, if two people don't have sex, does it mean that they don't love each other?"

Yi Katie lay on the table and asked her in a low voice.

"Why do you ask that?"

Zhuang Xiaomeng was in a bad mood and wanted to talk to someone.

In the face of her question, he did not ignore it.

"Wang Xuetong said it."

"She said that men are animals that think with their lower body."

"If you are willing and he doesn't do it with you, it means that he has no interest in you and doesn't love you at all."

Zhuang Xiaomeng just shook his head when he heard that.

"not like this."

"Whether a boy loves you or not has nothing to do with whether he wants to have sex with you."

"Spirit and flesh can be separated."

"Some people think that it's okay to have sex with anyone. Even if you don't love someone, you won't refuse."

"In "Love in the Time of Cholera", there is a character named Ariza. He has hundreds of lovers in his life, but the person he loves most is always Fermina."

Yi Katie was noncommittal.

"But my love is not like that."

"There is no real life in a book."

When she said this sentence, her expression became more serious than ever.

Zhuang Xiaomeng was slightly taken aback when he heard the words.

There will be no real life in the book.

These words stung her inexplicably.

"Last weekend, when I went to wait for him downstairs in Huihui's dormitory, I saw Zhuo Yufan waiting for him."

"You know what? That girl is really shameless."

"She even took the initiative to find me, saying that Huihui slept with her."

"Let me break up with him."

Yi Katie pouted, feeling more aggrieved as she spoke.

In the dormitory, Yi Katie is the one with the purest mind, who is very fond of the silly and sweet.

Zhuang Xiaomeng looked down on such a girl, but she didn't hate being in contact with her either.

Because she has no brains, and people without brains are generally easy to get along with.

"Then what do you think?"

"What else can I think? Of course it's sad."

Yi Katie lowered her eyes.

"I can't live without Huihui, I really, really like him."

The girl murmured.

These words from the heart somehow touched Zhuang Xiaomeng's heart.

"Stupid child, anyone can do without anyone."

"You are a human first, Yi Katie, a person with independent thinking and rationality, and then Lin Hui's girlfriend."

"You are not Lin Hui's accessory."

"Without a lover, one cannot live. Such a person has no complete personality, but is just a hermit crab living in a conch."

Zhuang Xiaomeng said softly.

She is a strong enough girl who can endure loneliness and has her own independent personality.

Even without Gongsun Jin, she can live a good life alone.

Just a little more lonely than before.

"Mengmeng, I also want to be like what you said."

"But, I can't do it."

Yi Katie held her face and pursed her lips lightly.

After class, she followed Lin Hui and asked cautiously, "Huihui, when shall we do it?"

Lin Hui was taken aback for a moment, and looked at her in surprise.

"Many girls have done it, and they asked me if they had done it with you."

Those who have taken that step are all adults, and they can talk about sex without any scruples.

Yi Katie also wanted to be like them, from a girl to a mature woman.

Not just physically, but also spiritually.

So Lin Hui was asked when she and he would do it.

Lin Hui smiled faintly, reached out to stroke her hair, and looked at her tenderly.

"It will be later."

"When does the future mean? Can't it be done now?"

Yi Katie asked stupidly.

"You are still young, just a child."

Lin Hui stroked her hair gently.

He thought Yi Katie was a good girl, so clean that she had never been polluted by this awful world above her head.

So, as dirty as he is, he wants her to stay clean forever.

"Oh."

Yi Katie responded lightly, drooping her head, feeling a little lost.

Seeing that she was a little unhappy, Lin Hui said softly again: "How about we go eat Haidilao? This is your favorite."

"it is good!"

Yi Katie raised her head, her eyes were shining with a gleam of light, and there was a smile on that pure and lovely face.

The smile on Lin Hui's face was even bigger. In his heart, Yi Kaiti had always been a very coaxable girl.

After eating Haidilao, on the way back to school, Yi Katie had a great time playing with the wind-up toy car in her bag.

Lin Hui sent her back to the dormitory, took a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and took a few puffs.

In the evening, after agreeing to go out with Zhuo Yufan on a date, he went back to the dormitory to comb his hair and polish his leather shoes.

The outfit that looks like the godfather is always clean as new.

"You and Yi Katie had a conflict?"

Gongsun Jin asked.

"Well, because I don't want to have sex with her, she can't understand."

Lin Hui applied concealer in front of the mirror without looking back.

"why?"

Ouyang Rui didn't understand.

"If one day in the future, I am no longer with her, I can leave her a way out."

"In this way, people who will be with her in the future will not mind if she is not good."

Lin Hui said seriously.

Gongsun Jin was a little surprised when he heard this, Lin Hui's words were the same as what he had said to Zhong Lingzi in the hotel.

"Since you love her so much, you shouldn't hurt her like this."

Ouyang Rui couldn't help but said.

"It was she who provoked me. Before I promised her to be her boyfriend, I made it clear to her that I am an amorous person."

"But she insisted on being with me like a moth to a flame."

"Girls in love are as soulless as moths, acting only on instinct."

After Lin Hui applied the concealer, he sprayed some hairspray on his hair.

"Of course, I also have reasons for agreeing to her."

He straightened the folds of his clothes and dusted off the dust that wasn't there.

"Katie, she's too clean. I'll be very sad if she gets spoiled by other scum."

"I don't want to see such a beautiful person have his virginity destroyed at an innocent age."

"So I want to be her boyfriend, keep other scumbags out, and keep her innocence."

"Until she becomes a real woman."

He buttoned it, his lowered eyes were very gentle, like a decent gentleman.

"Then don't be afraid, you lost her. Let other men take advantage of it."

"If there is that day, then the moment she leaves me, she should already be a mature, sensible and intelligent woman."

"I believe she will choose a pure man who loves her like me, and a man who is more dedicated than me."

"Isn't that nice?"

Lin Hui smiled at Ouyang Rui.

After a while, he fastened his tie.

"A good girl like Katie shouldn't be with a scum like me."

"I've never loved someone as beautiful as her."

"She is like a mirror. In front of her, all my despicableness, all my filth, and all my sleazy behavior are fully exposed."

"She puts me to shame."

"But I can't get rid of the despicableness and embarrassment in my bones, and I don't deserve her kindness."

After Lin Hui finished speaking, he picked up his umbrella and went out.

Looking at Lin Hui's back, Gongsun Jin was also lost in thought.

Lin Hui undoubtedly loves Yi Katie.

If the love of the soul and the love of the body cannot be unified, what is more important?
He had seen countless girls at a young age, and after experiencing countless intimate relationships, he always kept his virginity for Yi Katie.

It can be seen how important the love of the soul occupies for Lin Hui.

Just like Ariza in "Love in the Time of Cholera", at the age of seventeen or eighteen, she glimpsed in the Gospel Garden.

He fell in love with Fermina and did a lot of things that a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy should do when he is in love with a girl.

Staying on that chair every day, reading touching love poems, and even writing love letters can write more than seventy pages.

Although later his love was blocked by Fermina's father.

Fermina and Dr. Urbino have a respectful married life, while Ariza has become a stealer who is constantly hunting for sex.

In the long years, he has had 622 lovers.

He was undoubtedly an amorous person, but he never forgot Fermina.

After half a century, at the age of seventy, he still held hands with her.

Such is the weight of soul love.

So, Gongsun Jin.

Which kind of feelings do you have for Zhong Lingzi and Zhuang Xiaomeng?
(End of this chapter)