Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 199 A little farewell is better than a newlywed, what is a long time away?
When Zhong Lingzi woke up, it was already dusk.

Gongsun Jin's thighs were a little numb from her pillow, but there was still a faint smile on his face.

"Well, this sleep is really comfortable."

Zhong Lingzi narrowed her eyes and smiled contentedly. When she left Gongsun Jin's lap pillow, she was still a little bit reluctant.

"The soup that grandma made for you is still hot, go and drink it."

Gongsun Jin reached out to straighten her hair. After growing her long hair, her temperament was more gentle than before.

"I have long hair, do you like it?"

Zhong Lingzi blinked and looked at him expectantly.

Gongsun Jin likes to look at photos of her with long hair in high school.

She was thinking, he probably likes the way she has long hair.

During the two years in the United States, she deliberately grew her hair.

"Like it."

"Whether long hair or short hair, I like it very much."

When Gongsun Jin stood up, her legs were a little numb, and she almost couldn't stand still.

"Haha, let me rub it for you."

Zhong Lingzi pressed Gongsun Jin on the sofa, then squatted down, and began to massage his thighs very carefully.

While rubbing, she stretched out her hand to stroke gently, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth.

"Don't touch my leg like that, it's very itchy."

"You really look like an idiot."

Gongsun Jin joked.

"Goose goose goose~"

Zhong Lingzi stretched his neck, and laughed again.

"Let you touch it too."

She said, sitting next to him again, and put his hand on her lap.

This scene happened to be watched by Shu'er and Yuyu.

"Huh~"

Zhuang Xiaoyu quickly covered his eyes with his hands.

"Shy face."

Zhong Shu'er also stuck out her tongue playfully.

"Two dead girls, be careful I beat you!"

Zhong Lingzi widened her eyes, pretending to be angry and said.

The two little girls laughed and ran away again.

After dinner, the two stayed at home for a while longer.

Sitting on the sofa, cuddling together, talking slowly.

Zhong Lingzi said that the corn rib soup cooked by her grandmother was delicious, and it was the taste of her hometown that she had always missed.

Although there are many Chinese restaurants in the United States, she really doesn't like General Tso's chicken at all.

"Don't leave tonight, just stay overnight at my house, okay?"

Zhong Lingzi leaned her head on his shoulder and hugged his arm tightly.

"Is that all right?"

Gongsun Jin still has some scruples, afraid of affecting the rest of grandma and Shu'er.

"It's okay, the relationship between us is no secret, and grandma knows it too."

Zhong Lingzi took it for granted.

"OK then."

Gongsun Jin did not refuse.

"Hee hee, let's go back to the room now."

Seeing that Gongsun Jin agreed, Zhong Lingzi took his arm and ran into the room impatiently.

"It's not dark yet, it's still so early."

Gongsun Jin looked at the sky outside the window. The fire clouds in the dusk were so beautiful that the floor-to-ceiling windows were illuminated in red gold.

"I can not wait anymore."

Zhong Lingzi locked the door of the room, drew the curtains, and threw herself into Gongsun Jin's arms.

"In the past two years, I can only look at your photos, and you don't know how I endured it."

She greedily sniffed the aura of Gongsun Jin, her cheeks turned crimson.

A little farewell is better than a newlywed, what is a long time fare better than?

Gongsun Jin didn't know, but felt that his whole body was going to collapse.

Early the next morning, after packing up the things and eating the breakfast made by grandma, the two went back to school together.

After a two-year break from school, Zhong Lingzi first went to the counselor's office to complete the handover.

When leaving, all the teachers in the office took photos with her and asked for her autograph.

She is now a well-known star, and like Gongsun Jin, she is an "excellent alumnus" of the school.

When she returned to school after two years, she still missed this place a little bit, and asked Gongsun Jin to accompany her for a walk.

Halfway there, when he saw the electric car on the side of the road, he hugged Gongsun Jin's arm excitedly and shook it.

Gongsun Jin smiled knowingly, got on the electric bike, and drove her around the school.

Zhong Lingzi sat in the back seat, wrapping her arms around his waist very naturally, her cheek pressed against his back.

The artificial lakeside of the school is always the favorite place for lovers to go.

Under the willows on the bank, there are always young men and women snuggling together.

The boy was holding the guitar, and while playing it, he sang to the girl, "I Like You".

The girl said she wanted to listen to "Red Bean", and the boy sang "Red Bean" to her.

Downstairs in the dormitory, orange cats always grow on the quilts to dry.

Feeded fat by the girls, like a gas tank.

On the playground, there are couples playing badminton.

When a girl looks at the shuttlecock flying high above her head, she will always act like a baby, begging the boy to let her go.

At the entrance of the cafeteria, there was a girl with an immature face holding a takeaway incubator, wearing a helmet and riding an electric scooter to deliver the food.

The bamboo dragonfly on the helmet whirled in the wind.

On the path among flower beds, a boy is carefully supporting a girl on the back seat of her bicycle.

"Don't be afraid, I will support you."

Hearing what he said, the girl put her foot on the pedal with confidence.

Seeing these scenes of deja vu, Zhong Lingzi smiled lightly.

"do you know?"

"Before, when we just met, you were driving me in an electric car to deliver food."

"I just want to hug you like this."

she said softly.

"It turns out that you have plotted against me since then?"

"I knew you were greedy for my beauty."

Gongsun Jin said seriously.

"Haha, yes."

Zhong Lingzi narrowed his eyes, and couldn't help but think of the incident when he suddenly had a nosebleed when he looked at Gongsun Jin's collarbone, and then laughed again.

……

"How was the interview result?"

Seeing Ouyang Rui returning to the dormitory with a backpack on his back, Lin Hui also put down the game in his hand.

"No, I don't speak English very well."

Ouyang Rui shook his head.

"That foreign trade company is really good. Every year, it takes its recruits to study abroad and improve their business capabilities. But when I communicate face-to-face with the foreigner who is interviewing, I always stumble."

"Oh, I blame myself for being useless."

Ouyang Rui sat slumped on the chair, a little depressed.

He has lived the past four years as a type of person who has worked hard, but his spoken English is indeed a bit poor.

Although I passed CET-[-] and CET-[-], I still learned dumb English.

"Next, I plan to invest in several other companies."

As Ouyang Rui said, he turned on the computer and began to revise his resume.

"Ouyang Rui, can you help me with my resume?"

Tang Fulin felt a little anxious.

When it was almost time for the internship, he realized that he couldn't even write a resume.

"Do it yourself, don't be so lazy."

"Why are you so lazy? I usually don't do the cleaning of the dormitory, and I don't help with the group work assigned by the computer class."

"Just play League of Legends all day long, can't even make a PPT, and the units recruited by the school don't take the initiative to ask."

"Do you let others do your resume now? Finding a job is your own business."

Recently, finding a job was not going well, and there were some quarrels with Liu Ting. Ouyang Rui was very upset and couldn't help but scold him.

Tang Fulin also blushed when he heard this, and he was embarrassed to ask him to help again.

Turning on the computer, Tang Fulin realized at this time that he didn't even know how to use wps and word, and could only simply copy and paste and apply templates.

"Have you decided what direction to write your thesis? Have you chosen a supervisor?"

"After selecting a supervisor, it's time to prepare the task book and opening report for the graduation thesis."

Lin Hui frowned as he looked at the notice sent by the counselor in the group.

"Thinking."

Ouyang Rui rubbed his eyebrows.

"Yes, there is still a graduation thesis to be done."

"I didn't even think about the title of the paper. What direction do you plan to write in?"

Hearing this, Tang Fulin couldn't help feeling a little worried, and he didn't even care about playing games.

When it comes to graduation, one thing after another is always very busy.

In the rush, there is no time to prepare.

There are fewer and fewer classes in the school, and the students who have already got the offer ask for leave in advance and leave the school.

When I was in class, I could clearly feel that the number of people in the class was uneven.

After class, when he walked out of the classroom, Tang Fulin looked up, not knowing where he should go.

I went to the library with my books, and there were no empty seats, and there were juniors, juniors and seniors taking up seats everywhere, preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination.

When I went back to the dormitory, I could see that the students in the next dormitory had already left school with their suitcases and backpacks.

He smiled and greeted his classmates while walking.

"I wish everyone the postgraduate entrance examination to go ashore as soon as possible. I'm going to work."

Looking at these, Tang Fulin suddenly felt flustered.

He is not yet ready to face this society.

It's like a baby staying in the warm and comfortable womb of the mother, suddenly being brought into the world under the light, and crying instinctively from the vocal cords.

It's a fear of the unknown.

In anxiety, he called his family.

When he felt overwhelmed, he wanted to hear the voices of his family.

Mom said that she and Dad are both old and can't make much money, and hope he can go out to work earlier.

The younger brother still has to go to school, so he needs more help.

The one-story house at home was demolished, and a small two-story building was built. I still owed tens of thousands of yuan to my relatives and have not paid it back.

Hearing this, Tang Fulin was even more confused, and there was an indescribable exhaustion.

On the way back to the dormitory, he bought a cup of milk tea at the milk tea shop downstairs in the boys' dormitory.

When paying the bill with cash and change, the part-time girl in the milk tea shop couldn't help but look at him more.

Just a casual look, Tang Fulin began to think again.

He began to look at his clothes and grooming.

Think about whether your hair looks oily because it hasn't been washed.

The face is dirty and ugly.

Are the clothes very tasteless? They look poor at a glance.

Tang Fulin was always thinking about these questions when he received the milk tea and went back to the dormitory.

Pushing open the door of the dormitory, Tang Fulin looked around, and said to Lin Hui who was playing the game: "Lin Hui, I just went to buy milk tea, and the young lady at the milk tea shop kept looking at me."

"Well, it's good, this is love."

Lin Hui didn't raise his head.

"No, I suspect she looks down on me."

Tang Fulin hesitated for a moment.

Lin Hui sighed helplessly when he heard this, and moved his fingers away from the keyboard.

He hated Tang Fulin's character very much, and he was always particularly inferior and sensitive.

A look from a stranger is also over-interpreted.

"Can you not always care about what strangers think? Maybe they don't mean that at all?"

"Definitely."

"Lin Hui, let me tell you, I have met many such people."

"Damn it, my high school class teacher is like this."

Tang Fulin muttered.

"Ah! Stop, stop, are you going to say that your high school class teacher is mocking you again?"

"How many times have you said it? Tell us about your high school since freshman year."

"Who would pay special attention to you? Maybe they even forgot your name."

Lin Hui supported his forehead, exhausted physically and mentally.

"Really, I think that head teacher is very upset."

"He just satirized me on purpose, and looked at me in a way that looked down on me."

Tang Fulin was a little angry.

"Why did he mock you?"

Lin Hui pouted.

"I sat in the back of the classroom, leaned over the desk once, but didn't sleep."

"He said that there are some people who stack books on the table so high, hide from sleep and play with mobile phones, just to eat and wait to die."

"So? You just memorized it for four years because of such a little shit?"

"Aren't you crazy?"

Lin Hui glanced at him angrily, put on his earphones, leaned back in his chair and started listening to music.

He especially likes Gongsun Jin's "Unromantic Crime", no matter how many times he listens to it, he won't get tired of it.

Seeing that Lin Hui ignored him, Tang Fulin looked down at his shoes again.

The shoes are old and the edges are a bit dirty.

Pants and clothes are also long.

It must have been looked down upon.

After a long time, he raised his head and reached out to touch the books on the bookshelf.

"Disqualification in the World", "White Night Journey", "Ordinary World".

These are some of his favorite books during college.

"For being human, I'm sorry."

"There is no sun in my world."

These two sentences were even recorded in his notebook where he memorized words.

Opening "The Ordinary World" and taking out the bookmark, he saw a paragraph marked with a pen, and his heart was full of disappointment.

"Who told you to read so many books and know that there is a big world beyond Shuangshui Village."

"If you have been working in this world since you were young, you will work at sunrise and rest at sunset, then you will now have the same ideals as all the villagers. After several years of hard work, you will marry a satisfied daughter-in-law and give birth to a fat son like a big brother. Combined with your physique, you will make an excellent farmer."

"Unfortunately, you know too much and think too much, so you have this kind of distress that can't be understood by those around you."

Tang Fulin couldn't tell his family about his troubles.

They won't understand what it's like to be kicked back when a frog in a well jumps out of a well and sees the outside world.

He wanted to leave his hometown, and he didn't want to stay in that crappy place for the rest of his life.

So he studied hard and went to college.

But he suddenly found that he seemed unable to take root in the big city.

　There are still 10,000+ words before the end.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)