Lingzi is not too cold today

Chapter 95 What a coincidence that you are an orphan, and so am I.

This sleep was a bit late, and when Gongsun Jin woke up, it was already noon.

The curtains in the hotel room were swayed by the wind, and the sunlight shining through the gaps left a dazzling halo in the corners of the eyes.

Zhong Lingzi sat on the window sill, leaving him with a profile, her golden bob shaking in the wind.

"Wake up, I bought food, let's eat."

Seeing that Gongsun Jin woke up, she turned her face and smiled brightly at the lunch box on the bedside table.

"Ah."

Gongsun Jin sat upright, but her consciousness was still a little confused.

"Did I say something strange last night?"

As Zhong Lingzi said, that face returned to the coldness and indifference that Gongsun Jin had when he first met her.

It seemed that she wasn't the one who threw herself into his arms last night, begging him to accompany her for a longer walk.

"Yeah, you were talking in your sleep."

Gongsun Jin is also used to her pride and self-esteem.

"Then... did you hear clearly?"

Zhong Lingzi was a little nervous.

"you say……"

Gongsun Jin moistened his throat, took a deep breath, and said solemnly: "The way to recover the giant is to turn Dagu into light."

"It does not make sense?"

Zhong Lingzi frowned, feeling that he was a little strange.

"Also, I heard you calling Dad."

After Gongsun Jin finished speaking, she turned to look into her eyes.

Zhong Lingzi avoided his gaze, and the room fell into a brief silence.

After a while, she fumbled for a pack of newly bought cigarettes from under her clothes.

"Can I have a cigarette?"

After unpacking, she realized that Gongsun Jin didn't like the smell of nicotine.

"up to you."

Gongsun Jin showed no dissatisfaction.

"it is good."

Zhong Lingzi nodded, took out the lighter and lit a cigarette, took two puffs, then skillfully held the cigarette between his hands, and exhaled a mouthful of thick blue smoke.

Smoke was lingering in the room, the girl dimpled like a flower, her eyes were slightly squinted, elegant and lazy.

Misty eyes, thin and gorgeous lips, slightly raised chin.

It looks a little lazy and arrogant, and a little world-weary.

As a person who hates smoking, the act of smoking is not aesthetically pleasing to Gongsun Jin.

Zhong Lingzi was an exception.

Gongsun Jin felt that her smoking was very sexy more than once.

That sexiness is not dusty, like a wild rose with thorns and self-admiration.

Been devastated, but still cold and moving.

Like the beautiful legend of Sicily.

"You don't seem to want to mention your family very much."

Gongsun Jin can probably understand that most children in divorced families are like this, and they keep their family relationships secret.

Especially people like Zhong Lingzi who disdain to show their fragility to others.

"Nothing to mention."

Zhong Lingzi said coldly.

Gongsun Jin nodded slightly, and said softly, "You kept calling Dad last night, don't leave me."

Zhong Lingzi frowned slightly, a little displeased.

"I hugged you, patted your back lightly, and comforted you to sleep."

After Gongsun Jin finished speaking, she paused, and added: "I don't have parents, so I don't know how fathers coax children."

"I just thought, if I were a father, I would coax like this."

Zhong Lingzi listened, his eyes widened, his lips moved, he hesitated to speak.

"You are an orphan."

"Ah."

After getting Gongsun Jin's affirmation, Zhong Lingzi smiled slightly.

"What a coincidence, me too."

As she spoke, the back of her father dragging the suitcase appeared in front of her eyes, and she took another drag on the cigarette.

"Everyone says I'm an orphan with both parents."

Gongsun Jin listened, looking at her with extremely complicated eyes, with many emotions that could not be described in words.

An orphan with both parents, he heard this title again after many years of absence.

"When I was eight years old, my dad dragged his suitcase, got on a train alone, and never came back."

"I was on the side of the train platform, crying and chasing after his back, telling him not to leave."

"But he never looked back."

As Zhong Lingzi spoke, his eyes were a little erratic.

"As for my mother, you know that too."

When she mentioned her mother, she suddenly smiled.

"She was very happy, but it has nothing to do with me."

Gongsun Jin looked at her, and suddenly felt his face wet.

He reached out and touched his face, feeling the tears dripping from the corner of his eyes, and fell into a daze.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you crying all of a sudden?"

Zhong Lingzi was a little taken aback, and hastily dropped the cigarette and came over.

"I do not know either."

Gongsun Jin shook his head, Zhong Lingzi's past reminded him of his solitary self in his previous life.

The trajectories of the two people's lives are so similar.

"Okay, stop crying."

"It really ruined your aloofness."

"You don't seem like such an emotional person."

Zhong Lingzi smiled slightly, and reached out to stroke Gongsun Jin's hair.

"No, I'm just happy."

Gongsun Jin wiped away the tears and smiled with relief.

In this strange time and space, he also found another me in the world.

No wonder he had an inexplicable sense of intimacy when he saw Zhong Lingzi for the first time.

"Eat quickly, the food is getting cold."

Zhong Lingzi pointed to the lunch box next to it.

"okay!"

When they left the hotel, both of them had smiles on their faces.

Zhong Lingzi finally looked back at the house number of the room, 307.

After returning to the dormitory, Gongsun Jin carefully folded the suit jacket on her body and stroked it lightly.

Zhong Lingzi was serious about ironing, but after all, she had never used an iron before, and one place was still damaged.

But he didn't think it was important, he found something much more expensive than this dress last night.

He picked up a pen and began writing one of his favorite songs on paper.

This song was written for Zhong Lingzi.

At this time, the screen of the mobile phone lit up, Gongsun Jin picked it up and looked at it, it was a message from Zhong Lingzi.

"You ironed my trousers, there's a big brown in it (squirting blood)"

"What pants?"

"What do you say? (smiles)"

"It's okay, anyway, if you wear it inside, no one else can see it."

Gongsun Jin suddenly realized.

When he was ironing last night, he realized that the fabric of the trousers was very thin, and the iron could easily burn when it was overheated.

And when he was ironing, he found two fluffs a few centimeters long.

In the dormitory, Ouyang Rui continued to play League of Legends, and was tormented by the stuttering of the campus network from time to time, causing his mentality to explode.

Lin Hui just came back from a trip. He should have been dating a girl before. There were two more boxes of oral hyaluronic acid and facial masks on the cabinet, as well as foundation and concealer for makeup.

Tang Fulin sent a message to Wang Xuetong, and without waiting for a reply, he entered her circle of friends and looked at each one.

Seeing that she recently shared "Like You" sung by Gongsun Jin, I listened to it with headphones.

Although he occasionally felt that Gongsun Jin would look down on him, he also felt a little disgusted by Gongsun Jin's indifference.

But I have to admit that Gongsun Jin's songs are really nice.

"Ouyang Rui, tell me, what does it feel like to like someone?"

Tang Fulin asked suddenly.

"It will be very happy, very excited."

Ouyang Rui was playing the game, but Liu Ting's back was not in his mind.

After adding Liu Ting's contact information at the beginning of school, he also tried to chat for a few days.

Although he was very happy, he was a little dissatisfied.

At first he didn't know why he was dissatisfied, but he didn't understand the reason for his dissatisfaction until he saw Liu Ting eclipsed beside Zhuang Xiaomeng and Yi Kaiti.

He still didn't think she was pretty enough.

On the day of military training, the instructor asked him to sing to a very beautiful girl.

The girl laughed, and he did ten push-ups on top of her.

That was the closest he was to a girl in his life.

And still such a pretty girl.

Every time he bends his elbows, he can feel her tense breath blowing on his face, itching.

He remembered that the girl's face became very red because of shyness, and she stared at him with a pair of beautiful brown eyes.

Her name is Zhuo Yufan.

Since then, he chatted less with Liu Ting.

I also mustered up the courage to join the Penguin account in Zhuo Yufan's professional group.

Zhuo Yufan didn't know who he was, so he replied with a question mark.

He didn't dare to reply to the message to say who he was, but just silently followed her space dynamics, and then saved the good-looking photos in her dynamics.

"Besides liking and excitement? Is there anything else?"

Tang Fulin continued to ask.

"I will feel inferior and feel that I am not worthy of others."

Ouyang Rui blurted out.

"Lin Hui, what about you?"

Tang Fulin looked at Lin Hui.

Lin Hui applied skin care products on his face, and said flatly, "I want to make her cry."

"As expected of you."

Ouyang Rui couldn't hold back, and suddenly laughed.

Tang Fulin frowned, feeling that he was vulgar and frivolous, so he asked Gongsun Jin instead.

"Gongsun Jin, what do you think, what does it feel like to like someone?"

Facing his question, Gongsun Jin took a rare serious look.

"It's like a claustrophobic valley suddenly opened, and the howling wind blows in endlessly."

"Yes, that's how it feels."

Tang Fulin murmured.

"Gongsun, your words are really poetic."

Lin Hui also thought about this sentence carefully.

"I like this thing, which is a bit poetic in itself."

"Like obscurity poetry, obscure and difficult to understand, but also somewhat hopelessly beautiful."

Gongsun Jin said, packed up the textbooks for class in the afternoon, and left the dormitory.

The wind is very cold on campus in December, even with the sun.

When I went out, I could already see people wearing woolen and down jackets.

There are still girls in black silk and short skirts, beautiful and moving.

Zhong Lingzi tidied up her clothes and put the guitar and medicine away in the dormitory.

When she went out, she still wore a pair of jeans, which made her legs straight and slender.

If she could, she didn't want to wear such thin trousers, but she didn't have money to buy winter clothes.

The battery of the electric car was stolen. Although the thief was caught, he had no money to pay.

Zhong Lingzi was ready to lose money, but the proprietress was very kind and didn't blame her.

She just said that it was time to change that electric car, and she was going to buy another one another day, which made her feel relieved.

When passing the corner of the stairs, Zhong Lingzi vaguely heard girls chatting.

"How much can I earn per order?"

"Your image and temperament are very good. It depends on the type of service you choose. If you pay for the night, you can earn at least 2000 or more per night."

"so much?"

The girl was slightly moved.

"Yes, the money comes quickly."

"No problem, right? Illness or something."

"Don't worry, the people above all asked the person who paid for the night to show the medical report."

"And we have to arrange medical examinations every month."

"Then... let's add a contact information first."

"it is good!"

When Zhong Lingzi walked over, he glanced at it.

I remember that girl seemed to be called Zhuo Yufan.

Well-dressed, the clothes on his body are very fashionable, he is holding the latest iPhone, and he is wearing a thousand-dollar Bluetooth headset.

After seeing Zhong Lingzi, Zhuo Yufan looked a little dodged, obviously unnatural.

"Hey, classmate!"

When going downstairs, the girl who chatted with Zhuo Yufan before sneaked over.

"what?"

"Are you short of money?"

The girl sized up Zhong Lingzi's face, she was very surprised.

"I have some ways to make money here, how about we add the contact information?"

Zhong Lingzi looked at her, but didn't make a sound.

"I'm not a liar. I know many alumni who work part-time together."

The girl looked at her very sincerely.

"What part-time job?"

Zhong Lingzi asked coldly.

"This It's not very convenient to say, let's talk privately."

The girl looked around and lowered her voice.

"Oh, something that can't be seen."

Zhong Lingzi sneered.

"You don't need to say, I know what you are doing."

"The old bustard is so upright these days."

"Damn stuff."

Zhong Lingzi made no secret of his ridicule, and gave her a disgusted look.

The girl's complexion changed, and she couldn't help being a little embarrassed. Seeing other girls looking over from a distance, she hurried away.

On the way to the teaching building, she looked at the drinks on the roof of those luxury cars, and at the girls who went out to open houses with African-American students, feeling a little sad.

On the way to the classroom, Zhong Lingzi saw Gongsun Jin, so he smiled happily, trotted to his side, and patted him on the shoulder lightly.

"Hey!"

Gongsun Jin took off the earphones and responded with a slight smile.

When they went up the stairs together, Zhong Lingzi recounted what he had just seen and heard.

"Anyway, he is also a highly educated person, why is he so contemptuous?"

As proud as she is, she still can't understand.

"Hasn't Maslow's hierarchy of needs already told us?"

"The most basic and important needs of human beings are physiological needs, including food, water, sex, etc."

Gongsun Jin spoke calmly.

"After the low-level needs are basically satisfied, its motivational effect will be reduced, and its dominant position will no longer be maintained."

"Higher-level needs supersede it as the main reason driving behavior."

"Those who come to college don't have to worry about food and clothing. When food and clothing are solved, they want to obtain higher-level needs."

"For many people whose material needs are not met, the way they get 'peak experiences' is money."

"When they don't have enough money to meet their needs, the moral bottom line will collapse."

Gongsun Jin explained it very seriously, without disgust or indignation, just discussing objective facts.

Everyone's way of life is different. Although he also looks down on those girls, he doesn't criticize others.

"Without money to meet needs, will the moral bottom line collapse?"

As Zhong Lingzi spoke, there was some confusion in his eyes.

"Well, there are many people in this world whose moral bottom line is on the verge of collapsing at any time, and they are just a step away."

"When you meet a devil, you will never recover. When you meet an angel, you will see a bright future."

(End of this chapter)