Outsiders also have golden fingers

The wind in late autumn beat against the window lattice, the sound of rain and wind rustled outside, and the fallen leaves were crushed into mud in the rain.

The windows were closed tightly, the room was dark, it had been raining for several days, and it was cold and damp everywhere.

The nanny said, now is the time of war, so we can only live wherever we go.

Grandfather is the emperor, wherever he lives, it is a temporary palace, not a real palace, and the conditions are limited and he can only make do with it.

When I enter the capital in the future, I will move into a very large and magnificent palace, and I will never have to move around again.

After entering the palace, my mother will become the queen, and he will grow up, so he will live separately, far away, and go to school, so we won't see each other often.

But the future is so far away, he can't hold it anymore.

The blue bricks on the ground were cold, hard and damp, and my knees hurt when I knelt down, and the place where my mother kicked was also very painful.

He was very hungry, his stomach throbbed with hunger, his trousers were already soaked through, and they were soaked into his shoes and dripped onto the ground, sticking to his legs, which was wet and cold, making him very uncomfortable.

He was brought here in the morning, and he hasn't eaten his lunch, nor his snacks and milk soup in the afternoon. I don't know if it's time for dinner?

He has been begging for mercy, and has been calling mother, why mother still refuses to let him go back?

He listened to his nanny and behaved well today.

Kneeling alone in a dark room, no matter how cold or hungry, no pain, no fear, no crying, no crying after being kicked by mother several times, no crying after urinating his pants twice.

The nanny said that as long as he was beaten obediently, did not cry or make trouble, begged for mercy, and called his mother a few more times, he could go back earlier.

Going back to the house with the nanny and Sister Caiyue, there are delicious milk soup and meat porridge, and you will not be beaten, scolded, punished, kneeling, or starved.

He is shaking and shaking, he will fall to the ground at any time, why is mother still unwilling to let him go?
His knee hurt so badly, but he dared not sit down.

Once he couldn't help crying and crying that his legs hurt. The nanny secretly tied a pad on his knee, but his mother untied it and threw it away, and even beat the nanny.

Said that she was ambitious and intended to rebel, and wanted to replace her as the princess.

If Zhu Mama hadn't interceded and said that the prince would be angry if she changed the nanny again, the nanny would not have been driven away.

After that, he never dared to complain about leg pain.

"Nurse!" He couldn't bear it any longer, and wept softly, but he didn't dare to make a sound.

His mother's suppressed crying and cursing were horrific. He was sobbing intermittently and gnashing his teeth full of curses. His head was dizzy and painful, and he could hardly hear clearly.

The door slammed open.

"You unfilial idiot, others are riding on your mother, and you don't know how to help!
You are the eldest grandson of the emperor, the eldest son of the crown prince!Does the eldest son know?
What's the use of my hard work to give birth to you, a dog!
Your uncle was beaten by others, but no one upholds justice for him!You useless coward!
I beat you to death!I beat you to death!I dare not hit your father, and I dare not hit you!You Chai family doesn't have a good thing!

Woohoo, why am I so miserable?
The husband spoils his concubine and destroys his wife, the father-in-law pretends to be deaf and dumb, and the son is useless!Let that bitch Lu Lanniang bully me!
Why don't you die!Why do not you go to hell!It's all over when you die."

The ferocious deformed face that was tearing, resentful, and resentful suddenly magnified in front of his eyes, his eyes were bloodshot and terrifying, and his mouth opened and closed, as if to swallow him
Xiaojun suddenly sat up from the bed, sweating heavily and short of breath, he couldn't figure out where he was and who I was for a while.

For more than ten years, since he was less than two years old, these pasts have become nightmares that he will never forget.

He sat on the bed and panted for a while, gradually regained his composure, got up and lit a candle, poured a glass of cold water and drank it.

Then he went to the window, pulled out the small wooden latch, and opened the solid opposite window on the inner layer, and the outer layer was a wooden lattice support window.

It is windy and rainy in the mountains, and occasionally insects, birds and small animals will visit. The windows are double-layered.

The mountain wind rustling outside, unknown chirping sounds, and the scent of sandalwood in the room, all the familiar things made him calm down gradually. He sat in a daze for a while, but he didn't feel sleepy anymore.

Every time he dreamed of these things, he would wake up with a start, and then he would never be able to fall back to sleep. Opening and closing his eyes was all the past.

Although he moved to many places when he was young, that house is the same in his memory and dream:

The doors and windows are tightly closed, dark and cold, the bricks on the floor are always cold and hard, and even the mother's voice is a suppressed growl and curse.

He couldn't even remember what the furniture and furnishings looked like.

Every time my mother sent someone to pass him on, the nanny and sister Caiyue felt like they were facing a formidable enemy.

Quickly put pastry in his mouth to make him eat and drink more, and then quickly put on his suit and trousers.

He also told him to listen to his mother's words, don't make her angry, beg for mercy and call his mother more, and then handed him to the eunuch and maid who came to pick him up with tears.

At first he struggled and cried, but later he didn't dare to cry no matter how scared he was. Whenever he cried, his mother would get angrier, scold him for being useless, and beat him harder.

Every time he had to pass out in his mother's room before being sent back, there were various reasons, such as cold, hunger, thirst, crying, kneeling, fear, and even beating.
Every time he woke up, he was in the nurse's arms, his clothes had been changed, and hot porridge was warming on the copper stove.

The nurse fed him with tears, bathed him in hot water boiled with ginger, and rubbed his knees with plaster.
After a while, my mother will come to see him, and then hug him, cry, rub and kiss, touch the red, swollen and bruised on his knees and weep, telling how much she loves him and how much she regrets.
Tell her how pitiful she is. Everyone respects her on the surface, but they look down on her inwardly.
Saying that she is not worthy of a wise and powerful prince, saying that she is not as noble as Lu Liangdi and Ji Liangyuan as a princess
Said that Daddy doesn't like her at all, but only likes Lu Lanniang, that slut who is good at acting
She was so pitiful and uncomfortable, that's why she didn't hold back her hands. As a son of man, Xiaojun should share the worries of his mother and atone for his father.
Every time he was sleepy, afraid and uncomfortable, and then fell asleep, not knowing when his mother left.

Then it was still the same, as short as five or six days, and as long as seven or eight days, every now and then he was called over by his mother, repeatedly beaten and scolded in the dark room, punished by starving and kneeling until he passed out
Every time after the incident, the mother would cry out in pain and repent in every possible way, but she still did so afterward, and threatened that anyone who dared to leak the news would be beaten to death and sold.

Once my mother fell ill and was bedridden, and he also survived for a while.

He heard two young eunuchs secretly say that it was father who found out about mother crying and insulting Lu Liangdi behind her back.

She scolded her mother-in-law for her pettiness face to face, she would not be able to appear on the stage without a model of motherly manners, and asked her to copy her daughter a hundred times.

After the mother recovered from her illness, she found two "spoilers of the Lu family" and dragged them out with injuries all over her body. The reason was that she intended to murder the princess.

Since then, everyone was in danger, and there was no news about it.

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